maddie | 22

doctor who | x-men comics | transfem | bi | MDNI | petplay | detrans/forcemasc kink | he/him | good boy

[madisonnai]

note to followers from before i changed: sorry for the jarring shift. i want to make it clear i am NOT detransitioning. i am still a woman, and am continuing to take hormones, get laser hair removal and pursue surgery. what i post here is NOT representative of my thoughts and beliefs. this is a kink, not reality. a place to explore complicated feelings related to how masculinity had been forced on me and to reclaim that pain now as a grown woman. i apologize if my posts are triggering to anyone—feel free to block me. the reason why im using this tumblr is bc its been dead for years and makes it more convienent. 💜💜💜

to reiterate, i do not condone these actions in real life, this is all fantasy. if you genuinely see me as a man out of kink, either bc of my body/transness or bc of my posts, you are NOT welcome here. if you genuinely see trans men as women out of kink, you are NOT welcome here. if you’re opinions of trans people or of women outside of kink are in line with what i post, you are NOT welcome here. lastly, if you are a cis man, please do not interact — this is for my comfort, as this is my blog.

last note before the blog becomes in character, if youre new to detrans kink, be careful to keep your mental health in mind and not let the kink negatively affect your life outside of the kink. take breaks if need be and be aware if its becoming too much, like most things, this is a form of bdsm and so moderation is helpful in making sure you get the most out of it. if engaging in detrans kink is making you dysphoric to an extreme degree, id recommend taking a break.

About me for new followers:

Maddie

he/him (she/her ooc)

fakegirl

bi switch

dms and asks open to everyone (excluding cis men)

DNI: Minors, MAP, Zoos

Kinks: Detrans/forcemasc, misgendering, petplay, humiliation/degradation, breeding, bloodplay, knifeplay, cuck, armpits, somno, intox, bondage, abuse, cnc, free use

Not into but might post: orientation play, dykebreaking, transfem supremacy

Limits: Feet, scat, dispers, vomit, wounds, raceplay, ageplay

Make Sure to remind me:

I am a man

I will never be a woman

I have masculine features

I have a penis

I was born to give women children

Pussy can remind me I am a man

I need to stop my hormones

I need to grow out my body hair

I’m ruining my life by not giving a real woman our child before its too late

I should cancel my surgery

[shenothim-deactivated20260118]

acknowledge biological reality!

boys have penises ♂

girls have vaginas ♀

[detransprince]

if a cis girl can identify as a he/him lesbian why can't a trans girl? let him rub his big greasy cock against your pretty dyke face. let him spray his thick load on you, let it get in your eye, and on your hair. you're just being a good ally.

[madisonnai]

I’m two months away from bottom surgery—and losing myself forever to this fakegirl delusion.

Help me beat this addiction…

Every 1 Note = Masturbate to this kink

Every 5 Notes = Don’t take HRT for a week

Every 10 Notes = Don’t shave for a week

25 Notes = Cut my hair short

Every 50 Notes = Present as a guy in public for 1 week

75 Notes = Stop taking HRT for good

100 Notes = Cancel my last laser appointment before surgery (Deadline May 7th)

125 Notes = Stop using my girl voice

150 Notes = Correct people to use he/him

175 Notes = Maintain permanent facial hair

200 Notes = Cancel my surgery (Deadline June 3rd)

225 Notes = Start taking testosterone

250 Notes = Come out as a man to my family

[gockruler-deactivated20241222]

If a transfem rapes you, you should thank her. She could have raped any cunt she wanted, but she chose yours. You should be honored she blessed you.

[collieyy]

It’s illegal in my state for trans people to use our bathroom. Every day I have to find a new cunt just to relieve myself. I have to take her into an empty lecture hall, and fuck her to get her stop refusing. Once she’s begging me to stop, I use her as the good toilet she is. Some cuntgirls recognize their place and come running back for more ;)

[fertilefakeboy]

I love cock. It's perfect. What can replace the feeling of sitting on someone's lap and feeling them twitch between your thighs, blood rushing to their dick in seconds? Even better when they're wearing jeans, and me, only wearing a shirt, and tight spandex boxers outlining my hips and pussy. That little bit of warmth pressed against my thigh growing more and more apparent. Literally nothing is more enjoyable.

[failgirl-toybreaker]

Thinking abt your post saying u want to be a feral creature and.... yeah. daydreaming abt mutual dumbiification. Both our brains turned to mush. The only thing you know is your primal instinct to pin me down and rut into my soft, fertile cunt over and over again. I've been made so stupid I can't even remember the word 'stop' - I have no choice but to lie there and take it, whining and wimpering. just being reduced to a fuck machine and a fleshlight.

Its like something comes over you, yeah? Some deep, dark urge from within that once you indulge it never really goes away. Just the thought of losing control and giving into our natural need to breed and accepting our fates as a dumb fakegirl stud and a dumber fakeboy sow

[gockruler-deactivated20241222]

Which is better: raping a baby into a cuntgirl or raping a baby into a fakeboy?

They're the same thing???

[2paculewd]

see, tentacles are like bondage that can fuck you. hope that makes it clear

[rayyanwayne]

Light as a trans guy ahahah only his family knows and they keep it secret because they don’t want their reputation to be ruined and they always wanted the perfect son his dad trying to hide that he’s trans while L is watching him on surveillance and L not realizing he’s trans thinking it’s just more proof that he’s hiding being Kira spending as much time with light as possible them finally about to fuck and L only realizing that he has a cunt instead when hes already taken his pants off and fucking him anyways. L using fem terms dying sex to piss light off and make him crack or trying to do things that put him to the task force. I can’t

[madisonnai]

💜💜💜

[basement-bound-deactivated20250]

Imagine someone drugging their cock...

Using lube with an extra special ingredient so when they force you to suck their cock you can feel your mind slipping with each thrust. Your body getting weaker and more pliant as you gag and drool around them.

If the drugged lube is strong enough maybe your other holes will absorb it too

[madisonnai]

a bit ooc but 🥴🤤

[madisonnai]

afraid of dating a lesbian because i know after one night in her pussy, ill remember what i really am. after long enough, i wont be able to keep up the illusion of being a “woman” and ill have to get her used to the real me, one night at a time.

[cainposting]

born to be a transsexual pervert online, forced to do chores and go to work

[transsexual-assault]

ciscunts have two holes right next to each other so their abusive tgirl owners can frot through the thin tissue divider while keeping both hands free for other activities

[mtfdetransarchive]

I know that some of my followers and people that interact with my posts are mtf. Perhaps some of you fantasize about the things I write or even imagine yourself with me: I know that mtf dommes are sought after. I just gotta be honest, I really only like boys. Sorry but you really gotta detransition to make a chance. Come on I know it’s a lot to ask but at least wear some guy clothes again, it’s not even that rare for a woman to wear a simple shirt and jeans, it’s just to make it all more palatable for me. You could also try growing out your body hair? It’s perfectly fine for women to have body hair anyway? I think it would look so good on you tbh.

There’s so much more stuff you could do though like I’m going to tell you a little secret but: fresh sweat on men smells amazing. Like it just really get me going…So really just work out every once in while and I will basically jump on top of you! You can of course also wear cologne or some other lovely musky smell. One last thing though but… the hormones really have to go. I’m sorry but your body smell will be just so much better and I really REALLY want your dick to work even better. Imagine all the fun stuff we could do with it now?!

Cooome oonnn your life isn’t going to be much different. You’re still going to game all day, just this time you will have me to suck your dick while you’re doing so <3. Doesn’t that sound much better than whatever you’re trying to do now? Like really… I can’t imagine you being much happier this way than with me as your gf. You don’t even have to go back to your deadname, just shorten your current name or go for the boy version of it, sorry it’s just going to be weird if I were to call you by a girl’s name in public. As compensation I will promise to always wear cute outfits that you like? Haha I just know I have power over you x.

Okay if you’re still on the fence about it… I might let you crossdress every once in a while. Don’t make it a habit though. You’re going to love it thoughh! You will just be a normal guy with a cute girlfriend(me) and everyone will think we’re just a normal couple. Under the sheets of course you will still be my bitch but that’s fine, it will be our little secret, just like your past. So, what do you think <3?

[madisonnai]

🥴 this is the life i need to forget all these silly delusions about being a woman

remind me how even compared to other fakegirls, ill never be enough

[your-ftm-puppygirl]

need someone to give me bottom dysphoria by talking about how amazing it is to have a cock 😵‍💫

[madisonnai]

at the end of the day, theres nothing like having a dick.

getting hard, stroking it, feeling it inside her holes as i finish inside. fakeboys will never know how it feels.