my favorite genre of movie is beautiful lonely traumatised girl who is into a pretentious asshole guy who could never deserve her meets some sort of creature she’s initially scared of but very quickly grows more comfortable with than with anyone else she’s ever met and he loves her more than anyone in the world and would kill and maim anyone for her and also he is so unbelievably gentle and tender with her and they are perfect violent soulmates
in another universe jonathan and clary would have been spoiled, rich old money shadowhunter kids who lived next door to stephen and celine herondale as they raised an equally spoiled and sassy jace. they would’ve been with the lightwoods too. they all would attend idris academy and had the best times messing around with each other. oh what could’ve been
The caterpillar has grown up, been through a glow up, it’s transformed into a butterfly~🦋~
Like a wish transmitted upon a Star, you’ve been manifesting a new Self, a new Reality, and subsequently a new Soul Tribe~💫
What’s in store for you in this new paradigm where you’re the most empowered YOU yet~?🩰
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film: Girls for Keeps (2012)
major arcana: III The Empress, XVII The Star Rx, XII The Hanged Man Rx
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Pile 1 – Queen of Abundance
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YOU at the core of your being – Silver Alchemist (Ramon Llull)
You’re without a doubt an Old Soul. A nebulous being who can turn into anybody. When you were a kid, you could’ve simply been quite confused as to who you really are at the core of your being, but this was mainly caused by your deep empathy. You were always the sensitive, deeply feeling weird kid who got—prolly—‘bullied’ by the extroverts lmao At minimum, you felt constantly misunderstood. Like no matter what you did, you couldn’t fit in or get along well long enough.
Because you were different, because you most likely were either too quiet or too loud, you found that many people didn’t respond well to you. But at the same time, they were able to intuit that you have a ton of empathy about you—that you were definitely the peacekeeping type that would do your utmost to maintain, or return to, harmony—and this about you became one of the reasons you were targeted by abusers and predators. You were often black-sheeped; possibly even blackmailed.
Such experiences toughened you up as a person the really…tough…way XD You were forced into adaptation and survival which paradoxically only caused you to become even more detached from the core of your divine being. If this has been your main pile, you’ve most likely tried all kinds of identity and personality. But, none of those attempts helped long enough to maintain your sanity… Before long, you always found yourself, again, floating right in the middle of confusion…
ENEMIES you typically attract – Gold Astronomer (John Dee)
One word: NARCISSISTS. Not sure what it is about you that’s so delectable to narcs but these types of ‘aenergies’ are easily drawn to you. Like ants to a sugar cube. You’re the sugar cube. You came into this incarnation to sweeten things up in this drab world. You came with a directive in your DNA blueprint to lighten up the Matrix and act as a beacon of hope and charity. I guess by virtue of physics or mathematics it’s only natural that forces of psychopathy would be drawn to you, to drown out your Light~!
So in a sense, you typically attract losers and very, very unfathomably mean people lmao That’s just about the oversimplification of it! I mean, not saying you’re a perfectly flawless person, but my gosh, in the grand scheme of human interactions, you really are a good person, you know. Such goodness is irritating to narcissists, right? Because, whatever it is that you are gets perceived as an insult to their failure to maintain any semblance of goodness of character.
Going forward, these are pretty much still the types of ENEMIES you’ll be attracting—when you put yourself out there walking your Life Purpose and building your Ideal Reality. But don’t you worry; none of it is personal, it’s just vibrational :D The crux of the matter is that you’re designed to fight off the ‘frequencies of uncertainty of one’s own identity’. Umm, yeah, we all know narcs literally have no real sense of ‘Self’ whatsoever, so they’re like your natural predators or sumn.
ADMIRERS you’re meant to keep – Green Astrologer (Robert Fludd)
In the same fashion you’re attractive to forces of pessimism and narcissism, likewise, you’re an extraordinarily bright lighthouse that’s meant to guide and instil courage in the hearts of those who seek to cultivate optimistic qualities such as: hope, strength, purity and intelligence. Yup. The kind of ‘intelligence’ around truth-seeking. Some of you could be neurodivergent yourself but whichever it is, a lot of neurodivergent peeps look up to you for your grace and finesse.
The person that you are today, in this glow-up era of yours, you’re sheer embodiment of the Empress aenergy. You’re abundant in clarity, in your sense of identity, and you walk the earth like you own some land—like you actually own some upscale property lmao (some of you could). And you’re generous with your ‘educational’ and ‘empowering’ aenergy. You share your knowledge and help build sentences for those who needed their feelings worded with clarity.
You could have some strategic Gemini/3H/Mercury placements in your natal chart. It is your speech, in a manner of speaking—verbal or written—that moves people and inspires them to get in touch with the CORE of their identity—so they’d never forget their own sense of Divinity. You’re the type of Light that reminds people what they, individually, were made to do in their own uniquely dramatic incarnations. You’re da Queen that reminds people that their Souls are already abundant—they don’t gotta seek validation from no mortals~
LOVE LIFE IN THE 5D❤️
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Pile 2 – Baddie with Empathy
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YOU at the core of your being – Red Physician (Galen of Pergamon)
You may appear to be a tease, a happy-go-lucky fella, or a really tough person on the outside. But on the inside—and of all the piles—you’re literally the sweetest, kindest, shiest and probably even timid, most sensitive and deeply empathetic gal on the block. Always ready to help, to be of service to someone or some cause. But there was a time, most likely multiple instances, when your empathy and helpfulness were weaponised against you.
You realised at some point: weak or irresponsible people either depend on you too much, knowing full well that they’re taking advantage of you, thinking you wouldn’t notice OR the really mean ones tend to shamelessly and guiltlessly blame you for shit because they know that you’re going to cover for them. I’m getting the ick lmao People can see that not only are you good, you’re also responsible, at the very least.
But sometimes, people burden you with either so much expectation or they dump so much responsibility on you exactly because they’re envious of your blessings—could be intelligence, beauty, wealth, whatever they perceive, right?—and they want to be that one element that brings you a little misery. Yuck, isn’t that crazy? Like they’re thinking: this person is too blessed, someone has got to be shit on their shoe—I’m going to be that dollop of shit on their shoe. What??
ENEMIES you typically attract – Red Astronomer (Johannes Kepler)
More than anything—and I think you could be surprised of this yourself—people really envy your intellect and resourcefulness. I honestly think that they honestly know that you ain’t just lucky. Stupid as they may be, even they can see that you’re insightful and you go after whatever you need to do or need to have in order to either save yourself from troubles or just elevate yourself in some capacity.
It is this—this ability to always better yourself or improve your station—that they covet, but can’t develop for themselves! They state on a surface level that you’re lucky or blessed, ‘Oh~ How lucky it is to be you~!’ But deep down they know it takes so much courage and hard work to be where you are—to have the skills, knowledge, or wealth that you’ve toiled at developing.
They get scared by the idea that people—as in human beings—actually have this much potential in them. Bitch, they don’t want to be reminded of this potential, do you even understand?! Your whole entire existence is that very reminder that pains them, tortures them psychologically every single time they think of you. In two words: NUMB LOSERS. Those are your natural enemies.
ADMIRERS you’re meant to keep – Green Magus (John Dee)
MANIFESTATION GIRLIES lmao It’s really that simple and I don’t have to say any further than that; you get it already XD
Well, basically, your natural admirers are those who, most likely, are into the concept of manifestation and all that shit. It’s not just saying ‘girlies in the sub community’ or some shit, but like, the idea is that you’re naturally attractive, and are going to be appreciated, by those whose minds work somewhat like a Mystic—people whose hearts and minds are…transcendent, so to speak.
People who toil at maintaining purity, goodness, intelligence and keenness, so as not to lose the whisper of their heart in the noisiness of a callous society. These are girls (and boys) who refuse to stay small or stuck in some level of awareness just because the ‘society’ around them behaves a certain way and accepts some bullshit custom or low-grade philosophy. Your people, are those whose hearts are optimistic yet minds grounded in the potentiality of the ugliness of Reality.
With people like this, the conversation is different, gurl. When talking to them, they get your logic, they understand your rationale. They themselves have got vision; heck, they’re on a mission; just like you. These are BADDIES whose minds are solution-based. With them, the aenergy, the synergy—issa whole NEXT LEVEL. Together y’all can come up with ideas that could potentially change the world for the better~♥︎
LOVE LIFE IN THE 5D💗
an almost Wattpad encounter – Priestess of Love
the dream that bleeds into Reality? – Priestess of Intellect
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Pile 3 – Visionary of Harmony
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YOU at the core of your being – Gold Physician (Hippocrates)
Not only are you an Old Soul in the ‘new age spirituality’ sense, but you’re also just…old…at heart lmao This is my super-transcendent Pile, for sure. I know I mentioned Pile 1 as being Old Souls as well, but your level and type are a bit different, more…next level. If not in this lifetime *wink wink*, you’ve been members of some secret, occult ‘societies’ in other lifetimes; gatekeeping much knowledge of the Cosmos and the tricks behind this whole Game we call… The Matrix.
Now in this incarnation—and especially upon aligning with this reading—you’ve really been through quite a lot. And you’re so, so, so fucking done. Done with it all. The games of the elites; the fuckboiis; the narcs and the psychos; and especially the stupid society you’re finding yourself a part of. Done with it all like a 44-year-old mother who’s seen rain and fire and has no more fucks to give. Regardless of your physical age, at this point, you’re just prioritising harmony; a Life of ease, flow and effortless routine.
In the grand scheme of your spiritual evolution, you’re literally doing all of this as part of a bigger planetary-scale campaign: quitting the sadistic Matrix cycles. You’ve awakened to the reality of this whole Reality being cheaply manufactured. People today are so artificial and the habits and interactions low-grade. There isn’t much left that’s natural or even enjoyable about being in society after you’ve ‘transcended’ in awareness. It freaked you out at some point, but now you’re totally cool with this fact of Life.
ENEMIES you typically attract – Red Historian (John Dee)
I’ll tell you straight up: PEOPLE WHO ARE COMPLETELY LOST. These are people who’s kinda beyond just not having a sense of identity or those who have simply lost all hopes due to traumatic experiences. No, hon, your archnemeses are those whose Humanity is completely LOST. You got it? XD More than the idea of you being attractive to predatory narcissists in a ‘human sense’, there’s something in your inner programming that gets you targeted by entities.
They could be spirits like the incubus or succubus, jezebel, lamia—my goodness, there’s a billion different names and categories for these fiends and ailments. Because you at your core are a visionary—you came into this world not only to bring Light but also to be a Guide and show people the way—your natural predators are those that toil at destroying your path so you can’t reach those who need your Light and Guidance. What they aim at is for Humans to remain blind, or illiterate, to their own Maps of Life.
Your whole Life, you’ve not just been dealing with envious schoolmates or mean uncles; you’ve always been warring with demonic entities entering into people’s morphogenetic fields to fuck with you on a deeply emotional and spiritual level. Little did they know… You were time coded—by your Ancestors and Higher Self lmao It was destined for you to awaken to your Soul’s true history as well as your heritage. Nothing could’ve fucked that awakening up ;P
ADMIRERS you’re meant to keep – Gold Magus (Johannes Faustus)
I repeat: no demonic force on this plane could’ve fucked up your rise to power (more like your remembering). You know why? Because, to their own surprise, you’re the plant. You’re the sleight of hand they couldn’t have foreseen. You’re the plot twist they didn’t expect. You and your Ancestors, your Soul Tribes, and many beings of Light and Love had been planning and strategizing this incarnation for centuries. You were without a doubt a member of a secret society of sort in a previous life hahah
Even now, even if you feel like you’ve had the most regular shmegular civilian life, I promise you that if this Pile has resonated deeply, you have someone in a secret society watching over you right now. This person is a Soulmate, Soul Tribe, Soul Protector of some sort. Even if, by chance, this person doesn’t exactly know who you are in Human form, this person knows of your aenergy signature and has been protecting you spiritually. This person is alive btw, embodied in the physical.
For some of you, instead of a secret society watching over you like that, this could be a guardian spirit left behind by your departed ancestor in this lifetime—to watch over you well after they’ve passed. This is a bloodline, lineage typa contract, so to speak. So yeah, I don’t know why the message came out like this… It’s giving… Because you’re a ‘special secret agent’ of some kind, you’ve felt very lonely and without a Tribe for the majority of your Life… But hey! Having said that…
LOVE LIFE IN THE 5D💜
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the dream that bleeds into Reality? – Priestess of Faith
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