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Dark Cultist AU MDHM

Since Homura is very heavily influenced by / based on the nutcracker... does that make Madoka Magica a christmas classic 🤔

ptimepoet

- Clementine Von Radics

solmarisidae

oh my yuriful days

hellohomura

18.02.2011 ⏳ today's timeline

me - im going to draw a madohomu that is sso off model

wormontwostrings

got that yuri on the brain

concrete-3ater

thinking about god timeline Hitomi again

Do you think that every once in a while, she’ll feel like she forgot something so important, but she can’t for the life of her remember what it is that she’s missing?

Do you think that when she brings snacks with her to share with Sayaka, she unconsciously packs for three?

Do you think she makes extra space on the sidewalk for a third person who isn’t there?

Do you think that after Sayakas disappearance, the memory of Sayaka haunted her as she goes through her day at school?

Do you think she would walk around the train station where Sayaka was last seen, hoping desperately that she’ll see a familiar face waiting for her?

Do you think she sees flashes of blue and gets disappointed when it’s not her friend?

Do you think that every time Kyosuke kisses her, she can’t help but feel so incredibly guilty, because this is what Sayaka wanted?

Do you think that, every once in a while, she’ll lock eyes with a girl she’s never met, and see a look of recognition? As if they knew her?

Do you think that Kyoko or Homura would hunt her down, explain to her what happened to Sayaka? Tell her it wasn’t her fault while not looking entirely convinced themselves?

homogenousmilk

No matter how many times I have to repeat all of this, I'll protect you.

#oh my god i am losing my MIND

liridus

It's actually really important to me that one of Sayaka's breaking points was her overhearing men being sexist and gross before absolutely losing it. Because it further emphasizes that Sayaka's main tragedy is not a boy not falling in love with her.

I think you can start applying this to Sayaka's character from when Mami first warns her to be cautious. What Mami tells her about think of why she's making her wish, I think it still applies, but not as her wanting Kyosuke to love her. I think Sayaka wanted to do good for others, but at the end of the day she wanted something out of that, primarily justice, change, a chance to make things better.

Her main tragedy is trying her absolute best to care for people, to be righteous, to use the powers given to her, to carve a better world; but to be given nothing in return. No reward, no foreseeable better future. Just suffering. And her eyes open to the suffering of others just for her to not be able to do anything about. Again and again and again.

And she tries to do this selflessly, like Mami indirectly told her to. To be fine with her efforts not being recognized, to be fine with people finding happiness without her, to be fine with people not respecting her right to make her own decisions. But at the end of the day that doesn't work and it tears her apart.

She wants to do something for the world, and risks her life to do it, the only thing she gets in return is her bodily autonomy being taken away. She's turned into a husk of a soldier without fully knowing what's going on. She's not even the best soldier (like her best friend could be), an average one. And she still tries to use that to keep fighting, because it has to be for a reason. It has to mean something. Because she's essentially given up everything, it has to mean something. It has to help her reach her goals in some way. Right?

It's not just a messed up way to cage her in a system that forces her to add onto the injustice she's fighting against. Right? Right?

(Maybe she calls herself stupid because she thinks she's stupid for trying to change things, for believing that things are capable of change)