MadseyRoodles

Shitposting about my life and the people in it

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Very bad day

Today was a very bad day. I’m about to lose both of my jobs. At one job I had coworkers lie to the boss that I was paying games on my phone all day. I didn’t even have my phone with me today it was eff in the break room. Of course my boss wouldn’t hear anyhring from me so I didn’t ge got say anything. And at the other job apparently to parents yelling at kids for climbing the fence to get out of the playground equals child abuser. My boss is about to fire me becuase a few parents ( which are the main income of the school) think I’m abusing their children becuase I yell

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Preschool when there’s a storm

Today I worked 12 hours straight. I work at a preschool. During after care we had a giant storm come through along with a tornado a town over. We had hail, thunderstorms, flooding, and winds big enough to uproot trees. I had five 2 year olds to watch over by myself. All of them were crying and terrified by the hail and thunder. The lights were flickering. One of the kids refused to leave my lap or let me get up. Another teacher came down with her kids becuase it was getting windy upstairs. That’s when we saw it. The other side of my classroom completely flooded. The floor was covered in at least two inches of water. We had to move all the cots, diapers, tables, and chairs upstairs to a different room for the next two weeks until it can be drained and fixed. I stayed overtime 2 hours today.

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Don’t you love when you’re going out to eat with a friend and your mom (without your knowledge) tells your little sibling they can go with you. And then when that friend cancels and you aren’t going anymore and go out to make dinner you get bitched out by your mother becuase your sibling has been sitting there waiting for you for ten minutes and I didn’t tell them I was going anymore. How the hell was I supposed to know? 1, I never said I was going fuckong immediately so that’s their own fault they’ve been waiting there and 2, I didn’t even know they were going so how was I supposed to let them know I wasn’t going anymore? I hate this family

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My 13 year old brother isn’t potty trained

My brother is 13 years old. He doenst know how to properly use a toilet. Now I know you’re probably thinking that he just leaves pee on the toilet and that’s what all boys do. But no. He leaves poop. Not just on the toilet either. My brother poops about 15 times a day (don’t ask me how) and every time he does he leaves a new surprise for me to find. I commonly find poop smeared across the toilet seat and lid, and have even found it all over the walls multiple times too. He also leaves toilet paper with loads of poop smeared on it all over the floor around the toilet like he just forgets that toilet paper goes in the toilet. And that’s not all. More times that I would like to have experienced he has left FULL ASS TURDS on the bathroom rug across the entire room from the toilet. It’s like just to mess with me he squats over the fucking rug instead of the toilet. And the worst part of all of this is that my mom (who I live with) doesn’t believe me at all. It’s been going on for years and just getting worse becuase she doenst do anything. Whenever I call him in to clean it up becuase I’m not cleaning my teenage brothers poop, my mom yells that I’m a bitch to my brother and a horirble perosn for making him clean up things that aren’t there. She on the tiger hand has never seen any of it becuase either I clean it up or when I call my brother on to clean it she can’t be bothered to come look at it herself to see the facts. Anyways. Thanks for reading all that for me. I needed to write it down somewhere since no one believes me in my life.

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My TMJ

I have TMJ. That stands for temporomandibular joint dysfunction. Basically the the joint where my jaw bone meets my cheek is inflamed. Becuase of it I have horrible pain in my ears, jaw, teeth, and sometimes even my entire face.

I’ve been going to an orthodontist for about a year now becuase they told me they could fix it without having braces. They have me splints and they’ve sawed my teeth and I have spent thousands of dollars on their treatment. None of which has worked. After a year of spending thousands of dollars and still being in horrible pain they tell me that I have to go to braces. Which I can’t afford. Now I don’t know what to do. Do I stay in the pain that I am currently in, the pain that makes me unable to enjoy my days, that keeps me up at night, that flares up even worse when allergies set in that I have to go to an emergency clinic after crying for hours just for them to send me home with an ice pack that doenst help. Or do I let them give me braces which I can’t afford and can’t even make payments becuase I don’t have a reliable job, and that knowing the orthodontist I’ve been going to proably won’t even work either. I don’t want to stop becuase I’ve spent so much money on this problem, but st the same time do I want to spend even more money just for it to potentially not even work and just cause me more pain?

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My life with PCOS

I was 11 when I got my first period. It lasted only a few days like normal.

The next one I had was 6 months later and it lasted 9 days.

Years went by and my periods came every month, slowly adding days until I got up to two weeks straight of being on my period every time I had one. But I never said anything becuase I thought it was normal for this to happen and that I was one of the people who just had longer periods

Then my periods started becoming irregular. I never knew when my period would come because it could be either a month after I finished my period or it could be two days after I just consumed my period. All through middle and high school if I felt a pain in my stomach my anxiety would shoot through the roof and I would try to rush to the bathroom becuase I was afraid my period had just started

I started wearing pads at all times ‘just in case

It was my sophomore year of high school when I was on the bathroom and decided to check my period tracker on my phone (I used it to see how long my period lasted each time) and that’s when I realized I had been a full month straight of being on my period. That’s the second I knew something was wrong.

I texted my mom right then and there and she immediately made a doctor appontment with me. At age 15 I was finally diagnosed with PCOS. Luckily my doctor knew immediately what was wrong with me and put my on birth control to balance out my hormones and get my body to fix itself.

A couple years later at 18 my blood test shows I have a very high amount of insulin in my body, meaning my pancreas is working over time and producing insulin my body doenst need, and becuase it’s working so hard right now if we don’t find a way to fix it my pancreas will crap out on a few years and I will have diabetes. I now take Metformin. Diabetics take it to help their body create more insulin and get their pancreas to work. I take it to try to stop my pancreas from making insulin.

I am 5’4 and weigh 277 pounds. I work out almost everyday for at least 20 minutes if not more. Last year I walked two miles every single day. I even started trying to eat less than I did and I even eat a bit healthier now. But I never lose weight. I’ve been in the 270s for 3 years now, never going up to 280 but never going down to 260 either. My PCOS makes it hard for me to lose weight no matter what I do. The only time I’ve ever lost weight in my whole life is when I have the flu and can’t eat for a week straight. The diets the doctors recommend me are very expansive and as a broke college student, I can’t afford any of it.

My body gets made fun of by people I know everyday. Whether it’s about my weight or my acne that I can’t stop from forming, or if it’s becuase of the hair I have growing on my stomach and back where it’s not suppose to grow

And now my insurance had expired and they won’t let me get a new one. I can no longer afford my birth control or metformin to control my body and my hormones. By the end of this week I my period is supposed to start again and this time I have nothing to help control my body or my hormones. For the first time in years I have no idea what’s going to happen on my period and I’m terrified of it

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Worst Birthday

Don’t you love it when a friend forgets your brithday and refuses to even talk to you for the whole day in favor of hanging out with a guy she’s knows for a week and when you try to explain how it made you really sad instead she yells and cussed you out like youre the bad person and spreads rumors about you until no one else will talk to you anymore

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Will someone please blow my board up with pictures and videos of chickens

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Polycystic Ovary Syndrom is the fear you get when your insurance no longer covers your birth control that you’ve been taking for years to control your symptoms so you know that by the end of the week you are going back to the uncontrollable and unpredictable periods and cramps. It’s going back to painful periods that last for a full month straight for no stop. It’s having high anxiety and having to rush to the bathroom anytime you get a small pain in your stomach becuase you fear that your period has just suddenly started in the middle of class since you have no way of knowing when it will come again. It’s knowing that no matter how hard you’ve been trying to lose weight, you may never will. It’s taking diabetes medication not becuase you have diabetes, but becuase your pancreas works to hard that in a few years it’s going to crap out and stop working. It’s being insecure and scared to wear certain clothes becuase you have hair growing in places normal women don’t and you’ve been made fun of it before

Polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS) - Symptoms and causes

Polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS) - Symptoms and causes