Clarity

20.Single.Student.Canadian.

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TEXT || MADSKIA

SASK: have you considered not overthinking everything?

SASK: like the world isn't out to get you, mads

SASK: we're supposed to be friends so it kind of sucks when you think i have the worst intentions all the time and then snap at me

MADS: Im working on, Saskia. I have a therapy session coming up, so that way I can get on anti-anxiety medication.

MADS: Im aware, Saskia, but it feels like it once in a while and somehow I don't know how to not feel like that.

MADS: Im sorry for that, I truly am. Like you said, we're supposed to be friends, but we haven't felt like it in a hot second. All Im going to ask is if you can be patient with me, please.

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TEXT📲 TwinZ

MILES: I have been looking there's just nothing better i can find yet

MADS: I know, it'll take some time to find something else, something better. I believe in you, Miles.

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whambamcam‌:

Cameron shrugged, not really caring about the bowling talk enough to continue it. “Yeah. Could be either.” He shrugged, levelling Maddox with a look. “You never replied to my text,” he pointed out. If they were going to have this conversation, they might as well have it properly.

Maddox sighed as she walked somewhere privately, hoped the guy followed her and turned around to face him. “I realized that, I kept hitting the delete button and retyping it out, then deleting it again.”  She started to say as she looked at Cam. “Look, Im sorry that I blew up on you like that, you didn’t deserve that. Truly and I keep on rereading what you said and I have nothing to say except for Im sorry that I was horrible towards you. I should’ve asked for both sides, instead of taking Saskia’s side automatically and Im sorry that you had to go through that and Im sorry that I went all crazy on your ass.”

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TEXT📲 TwinZ

MILES: i know, i know

MILES: but it pays the bills

MADS: I know

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TEXT || MADSKIA

SASK: why?

MADS: Better for everyone that way, because if I read something you said wrong, then I get upset. That's on me and cause friction between us and I don't like it when there's friction between us.

MADS: Its also clear that no one really missed me.[deleted]

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TEXT📲 TwinZ

MILES: that's good!

MILES: and dw about me. Work is always kicking my butt

MADS: Yeah, well we both know how Im feeling about your job.

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TEXT📲 TwinZ

MILES: yay!

MILES: I need a night to unwind and relax

MILES: work has been kicking my butt

MADS: Im sorry to hear that, honestly.

MADS: If it makes you feel better, Im going to use this as a way to get out my shell that I have been in.

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TEXT || MADSKIA

SASK: reading too much again?

MADS: yeah, figured it would be best for me to not talk to anyone and go back into my shell.

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TEXT📲 TwinZ

MILES: okay

MILES: then I'll throw it

MILES: at ours

MILES: with alcohol and balloons

MADS: Alright, and she's game.

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TEXT || MADSKIA

SASK: you know like... the topic... is one that is relevant and good

MADS: Oooooh okay. I need to get my head out of my books.

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TEXT || MADSKIA

SASK: oh topical

SASK: tell him i'd love that

MADS: topical?

MADS: I'll let him know when he texts me back.

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TEXT || MADSKIA

SASK: it's like blonde-adjacent... still got my brown under it all

SASK: that's true... and different cars work better for different locations and purposes

SASK: why am i getting a party? not that i don't want one... i love parties

MADS: Sounds gorgeous.

MADS: Exactly.

MADS: Its called I hate St.Lame's party, he said we (him & I) planning on throwing you the party, but I figured since he came up with the idea, it should be him throwing you the party.

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TEXT📲 TwinZ

MILES: I changed the chat name dya like it

MILES: i feel like it sounds like a shitty teen band from the 2000s

MILES: Also, when is Saskia back from Cali? We should throw her a ‘i hate St.Lame’ party

MADS: I can tell and Im not going to question it.

MADS: It could be a shitty band from the 2000s, who knows.

MADS: I just asked her and I told her that you're throwing it, because of its your idea and not mine.

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TEXT || MADSKIA

SASK: thanks

SASK: it's really nice to see my family

SASK: and go to the beach

SASK: i dyed my hair

SASK: it's like i'm having fun but everything still sucks

SASK: daddy bought me a new bentley though so i mean i guess having my heart and soul crushed does have some perks

SASK: i'm gonna have to rent out a third parking spot so that i can keep it next to the lambo and range rover tho so that's kind of annoying

MADS: You're welcome.

MADS: Which is understandable, lovely.

MADS: Im excited to see your new hair color.

MADS: Yeah, but look at it this way, always mix it up.

MADS: Also my brother wants to know when you're back, so he can throw you a party. I would say me, but it's all his idea.

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wildejacks‌:

Everyone out here talking about Halloween and Christmas when yesterday was National Pierogi Day and not one person sent me a card in the mail. What do I keep you lot around for if not that? Disgraceful.

I wasn’t aware of what day it was, honestly. All I knew it was Wednesday, and just another random Wednesday.

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whambamcam‌:

I’m Jewish and it’s October, but damn I’m excited for Christmas. Santa better get me that inflatable chair I’ve always wanted. Twenty-three years of disappointment and counting.

Why stop at inflatable chair? They have inflatable sofas, basically anything now. Though, Im tempted to get the couch and placed it in my room.

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TEXT || MADSKIA

SASK: i didnt call you one

SASK: just that if you did identify in that way, it'd be chill, im not judgey like that

[ SEVERAL DAYS LATER]

MADS: I delivered a fruit basket to your penthouse as an apology, but I remembered you were in Cali, so. I'll get you another one when you get back.

MADS: Also hope you're having a great time.