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still getting everything set up in here! as well as tidying up stuff on the old blog before it can stay dormant. i don't usually follow blindly without interacting first, so if you see that from me then i was following you before! i saved all my mutuals for last so we were mutuals if i follow you like that after this post goes up.

don't take me too seriously!

#pinned #mbbm

dispatchesfromtheclasswar

hanginlikea

if you participate in the "anti ISFF" campaign, and think you don't come across like the conservatives who relentlessly harassed Dylan Mulvaney over an ad, or the 4channers who tortured Christine Chandler for decades, because you have pronouns in your bio, than youre wrong.

hanginlikea

thousands of terfs, zionists, honest to god NAZIS on this website and you choose to put this mentally ill girl under a microscope and scrutinize her every move. i will never take any of you seriously

tired-mochii

I'm terrified that I won't be able to pay my rent & bills this month!!

Tuesday, July 14th: Hello, everyone. I’m Gem, a bi, mentally ill, and multiple disabled woman in desperate need of help, as I'm struggling so freaking much to pay my bills this month!!

I apologise for asking for help again. As most of you know from my previous posts, I have been struggling to make ends meet while on welfare. And due to my outstanding bills and ever-increasing debt, it has been difficult for me to get by. These past few months have been absolute hell, and with no other income, I've been relying on the kindness of others to get by.

However, I desperately need that kindness again, as I wasn't able to pay my bills last month because I was behind on my rent, and I've been trying to keep my sister afloat during her benefit sanctions. I'm struggling quite a lot to pay them now. I owe a total of £133.27 in bill payments and fees, which is due before I receive my welfare, which I don't receive until the 31st!!

Again, I know this is a lot to ask, but if anyone could spare any amount to help me, even if it’s just £1/$1/€1, it would mean a lot, and sharing helps just as much.

Thank you ❤️

£0/£134!!

✨️PayPal✨️

I also have a post for my autistic sister who is struggling to get by due to benefit cuts and desperately needs help!!

tired-mochii

Please help me!!!

gorusiti7

Kawkaw wants to play!

cloverbunn13

hey hey its trans day

how about yall help out a struggling full service sex worker who lost her day job (bye bye health insurance) by sending her moneys to get through the week? she needs groceries and meds and gas money pretty please

also if u give me $10+ im more than happy to send you a bunch of my pics and even a few videos 🤍

cashapp: $cl0verf0x

cloverbunn13

btw if you do want pics pls dm me here after u donate and i can give you my discord ( -3-)

cloverbunn13

HEY I STILL NEED HELP PLS

i still dont have a job and my clients are coming in less and less, and are becoming flakier and more demanding. I could really use some help please 🤍💜

cheetahgirlmuscles

got a good pic of Mia cooling off from redlemon on FA!

57circlesofhell-deactivated2015

I once tried to explain depression to someone as like if one day you gradually started to lose both your sense of taste and your ability to feel full. And you don’t know why, but now everything you eat tastes like mashed potatoes and nothing you eat is satisfying. You keep eating because you must eat to live, but the effort that it takes to prepare food is taxing and there is no pay off. You just know it will taste like mashed potatoes. You just know you will still be hungry. So you stop bothering with seasonings. Then you stop bothering to use ingredients you used to like. Then you start to wonder what the point of eating is because there is no payoff. You still feel hungry and you’re sick of the taste and you don’t know if you will ever enjoy food again and you don’t know why this is happening.

If someone comes up to you in this scenario and says, “Well have you tried spicing your food? Using different ingredients? Eating foods you used to love?” It isn’t necessarily helpful because the reason you stopped doing all that in the first place is that everything…tasted…like mashed…potatoes.

57circlesofhell-deactivated2015

I once tried to explain depression to someone as like if one day you gradually started to lose both your sense of taste and your ability to feel full. And you don’t know why, but now everything you eat tastes like mashed potatoes and nothing you eat is satisfying. You keep eating because you must eat to live, but the effort that it takes to prepare food is taxing and there is no pay off. You just know it will taste like mashed potatoes. You just know you will still be hungry. So you stop bothering with seasonings. Then you stop bothering to use ingredients you used to like. Then you start to wonder what the point of eating is because there is no payoff. You still feel hungry and you’re sick of the taste and you don’t know if you will ever enjoy food again and you don’t know why this is happening.

If someone comes up to you in this scenario and says, “Well have you tried spicing your food? Using different ingredients? Eating foods you used to love?” It isn’t necessarily helpful because the reason you stopped doing all that in the first place is that everything…tasted…like mashed…potatoes.

wheretherearestars

gooseworx has been banned but neil gaiman is still up. i would say i'm baffled if i didn't know exactly why this is the case.

tankie-transfeminist

Glad to know we finally got an edition of "Famous (alleged) male abusers who still haven't been canceled as much as a woman who hasn't smiled enough" on Tumblr.

savee-baby

If my page suddenly stops posting one day, know that my baby Qais has died. I will never forget the people who saw my child bleeding, suffering, and begging for help, yet chose silence and continued scrolling.

savee-baby

I feel completely broken and deeply ashamed begging strangers for help every day, because this suffering has turned me into a mother forced to sacrifice even her dignity just to keep her child alive.

savee-baby

I want nothing from this world except seeing my baby Qais walk and laugh again. Please donate so I can buy medicine and bandages instead of expired drugs and torn clothes cleaning his wound.

Please donate now Gofundme

savee-baby

I’m saying this with a heart that can’t take more pain. If you read this and scroll away, I won’t forgive you. My baby is slipping away. Please donate now, please share—save Qais.

motheranarchy88

Just realized I've never drawn him before

mousidy

hey everyone 💖

this has been a very hard decision to make, but I need to pause transfem voices project

when I started it three months ago I genuinely did not expect it to reach the size it has. I've been told by a lot of people who do this kind of work professionally that it's very taxing and that, with the volume I've been taking on, I need to make sure to take care of myself. I figured I would go until something gave, and something giving is where I'm at now

I don't regret a second of it, because it's clear now more than ever that this is work that needs to be done, and I love every one of my transfem sisters. it's vitally important that we have spaces and resources like this to heal from our sexual trauma, and there are dangerously few of those in the world. that's why it's been so hard to decide to take a break, and I want to truly apologize that this resource will spend some time closed off

I'm going to be exploring options for making this work more sustainable when I open the project back up. I've been discussing the possibility with some transfeminist friends of bringing on additional people to help process submissions, and moving the project to a sideblog to facilitate this. that's one possibility, but I'll explore other possibilities as well during my break

I apologize, but I'd like to request that submissions are not made during this break. I still have a few submissions to process, so those will go up soon, but those will be the last submissions until the project is opened again

here are some stats: the project started on April 9th, 2026, and has run for 94 days. it has had 330 submissions, for an average of 3.5 submissions per day

finally, I want to make a call to action. sexual abuse resources for transfems need to exist much more than they do now. they need to exist far beyond the scope of me or this one project. there's nothing particularly special about me that has allowed me to do this. I realized there was a need for it and I started doing it. you can do this too. if you're reading this and you have the capacity in any way, please consider looking into what you can do for transfem survivors of sexual abuse. there are so many of us, and rarely ever do we get any of the support we need

I love you 💖