maecreature

I’m the black and white in a world of color. Living my best 22 year old life

[oversized-sweaters-ftw]

I want fuzzy sweaters to engulf me this fall

I want them to barely hang off of my boney shoulders and exposed collarbones

I want the sleeves to be baggy enough to fit two more of my arms without having to get larger sizes

Is that too much to ask?

[icantdealwithlifeanymore]

Just lying in bed playing out various scenarios of ways I could kill myself.

You know, normal morning stuff.

[confessions-of-a-cuttingfreak]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[brokenflicker]

I'm thinking about ending it again and i don't even care about the consequences, i just want out.

— my mind won't shut up

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[abnormall]

i dont talk anymore. i dont want to. i have nothing to say. i have nothing to contribute to a conversation. words escape me and i dont care that they do. i can go entire days without muttering a word. i just want to be left alone, now. 

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[abnormall]

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

[blackcoffeeokay]

Restricting gives me a superiority complex.

[daintynowpls]

Do I feel shitty because I’m a) anxious b) sick c) malnourished, or d) all of the above

[schizopilledd-deactivated202209]

anorexics nutella

[never-not-ever]

[thecherrystarfish]

Anyone else enjoy the feeling of hunger? Like when your stomach feels like it’s crackling it’s so empty? And it kinda hurts but in a good way?

[yourbitchboobs]

How dare you set this expectations?

[causeyoureabouttomisseverything]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]