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guys im in love with a girl whos 8 years older than me and has a gf
ps: i never even talked to this girlINEEDHELP😭
THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME
part 1 | requested by @tiktoktwig
pairing: kang sae-byeok x fem!reader synopsis: after a while of talking, the two of you finally meet warnings: explicit sexual content, obsession, infatuation, celebrity x fan, tension, teasing, emotional vulnerability, flirting, kissing, overthinking, anxiety, possessiveness a/n: finally got it done bro
you stopped checking the time after the sixth night in a row of falling asleep with your phone still warm in your hand.
it became a pattern. she doesn’t say i’ll text you later, and you don’t ask are you free tonight. it just.. happens?? sometime between midnight and two, your phone lights up with her name, like it’s some relaxed conversation you’re about to have. because she definitely isn’t the reason your entire body seems to reorganise itself around a notification sound.
sae: u up?
you start recognising her texting style and the way she is outside of tiktok. she doesn’t go on and on or overshare, she asks a little deeper questions to try and get to know you better.
sae: what are you doing
sae: you always think this much?
she reads you so easily, because you do think too much about everything she says and everything she doesn’t say. you reread messages until the words flatten out, until you’re not even sure what you’re looking for anymore, whether it's her intentions or something else.
sometimes she sends pictures like a blurry shot of her ceiling again. oh my god, and one time?? she sent one of her hand resting against her stomach WITH her hoodie pushed up slightly, the veins pale under her skin.
and another time, she sent a video of her walking somewhere at night, streetlights cutting across her face in intervals looking like she’s somewhere else entirely. you save all of them, and use the excuse that you do that with everyone. your friends always notice.
“you’re always smiling at your phone,” aurora says, dragging out the word always like she’s trying to embarrass you with it.
you don’t even look up. “no, i’m not.”
“you are.”
“i’m not.”
she leans over, trying to see your screen, and you angle it away protectively. she catches just enough, her name and the chat.
aurora laughs. “oh my god, you’re gatekeeping her now?”
you finally look up. “i’m not gatekeeping, i just-”
“you just what? you just have a thing with a girl who has three million followers?”
you press your lips together, trying to look indifferent, but you fail miserably.
aurora’s eyes widen. “you do.”
“i didn’t say that.”
“you didn’t have to.”
you look back down at your phone. the conversation sits there, paused, like it’s waiting for you to come back to it properly. she’d asked you a question.
sae: what do you think about when ur not on ur phone
you don’t know how to answer that without saying you.
oh, and it gets worse at night. everything feels closer then and you start noticing things about her you hadn’t before. she uses no punctuation unless she’s being sarcastic, and has occasional typos she doesn’t correct. she’ll disappear mid-conversation and come back like nothing happened with no apology:
sae: anyways
she knows damn well you’ll always be there when she comes back.
one night, you’re lying on your back and staring at the ceiling. you’re not even scrolling, just waiting. it’s embarrassing, how aware you are of it. the second your phone lights up, your heart does that thing again.
sae: how r u so patient
you make a face.
you: huh??
sae: u sit there waiting for me to text?
your stomach flips. you turn your head, pressing your cheek into your pillow, way too aware of yourself. you feel like she can somehow see you through the screen.
you: no 😭 i have a life i promise
sae: sureeeee
you: ur fr so annoying
sae: ur fr so predictable
you exhale softly. she does this, pushes just enough to make you react, then steps back like she’s watching what you’ll do with it.
you: okay then tell me what im gonna say next
sae: ur gonna say something to prove me wrong
you: …
sae: exactly lmao
you drop your phone onto your chest with a soft thud, staring up at the ceiling again. your heart is beating too fast for something so so stupid.
“she’s so annoying,” you say softly to no one.
your phone buzzes again.
sae: u like that i can read u
you close your eyes. you hate that she’s right.
after that, she starts asking where you are more often, what you’re doing, and even who you’re with. it’s hot, the way she’s so bothered about who you might be talking to that isn’t her. you answer her honestly.
and, you also start sending more snaps like pictures of your room and your outfits, and sometimes your face. she never reacts the way you expect. she just says:
sae: pretty
or sometimes nothing at all, just a new conversation started like she hasn’t just looked at you. it drives you insane.
today, all you’ve done is go to your lectures, but you couldn’t concentrate as you were thinking about the conversation you had with her the night before. you’d fallen asleep mid-chat. you wake up to:
sae: u disappeared
sae: rude
you smile into your pillow before you even open your eyes properly.
you: i fell asleep 😭
sae: mhm
sae: sure
you spend the rest of the morning carrying that with you, it’s distracting as hell. it’s not until late afternoon, when you’re back in your room that your phone buzzes again. you don’t try not to rush to it this time. you give it a few seconds, like that might make you seem less wishful. then, you reach for it.
sae: im in your city for a shoot
your stomach drop and you sit up straighter without realising, fingers tightening slightly around your phone. you read it again and again. your heart starts picking up, slow at first, then faster, until you’re sure it might explode.
sae: come thru?
you stare at it and then look around like something’s changed physically, like there’s something you’re missing. your brain doesn’t catch up straight away. your body reacts first instead, your face is on fire and your hands are slightly unsteady. you stand up swiftly, pacing like movement might help you process it.
“oh my god,” you whisper, laughing and panicking at the same time.
this is real, this is actually happening. you look back down at your phone and see she hasn’t sent anything else. obviously, she’s not the type to fill silence. she’s waiting and you can feel it. you sit back down on your bed, then stand up again almost immediately.
what do you even say to that?
yeah sure?
omg yes??
are you serious???
are we gonna fuck????
your reflection catches your eye in the mirror across the room, you look like an absolute mess.
“i can’t go like this,” you breathe, even though you haven’t even replied yet.
your heart is racing now and it makes it hard to think straight. you open your wardrobe and everything suddenly looks wrong. it’s all either too much, too little, too try-hard, or not enough. you grab your phone again, checking the chat like it might have disappeared.
her message is still there. you can feel yourself spiralling, thoughts stacking on top of each other too quickly to separate.
what if it’s weird in person or what if she doesn’t like you? what if you’re not what she expected and this ruins everything?
despite all of that, you want to go and see her. not through a screen or a blurry snap. you want to see her in person. you exhale slowly, sitting back down on the edge of your bed. your thumbs hover over the keyboard and you force yourself not to overthink it this time.
you: where?
the reply comes almost instantly.
sae: sent u the hotel
a second later, the address appears and you stare at it. your stomach flips again.
you: okay
sae: dont take too long
you let out an excited laugh, pressing your lips together like that might contain it. you stand up again already thinking ahead on what to wear, how to do your hair. she probably wouldn’t even notice. your mind is frantic, trying to prepare for something you can’t possibly prepare for.
the hotel looks so refined for something that feels this impulsive.
there’s glass doors and a lobby that smells like white tea and sandalwood. you stand just outside for a second longer than needed, staring at your reflection in the tinted glass. it gives you back a version of yourself you don’t fully recognise, hair fixed about a million different times before you left, and an outfit chosen and re-chosen until it stopped feeling like a costume.
you smooth your hands down your outfit, then stop, because you’ve already done that too many times. there’s no new messages on your phone. you’re not sure why you expect there to be because she’s already said where she is. she’s not going to check in and she’s not going to ask if you’re close, if you’re nervous, or if you’re about to turn around and walk away.
you push the door open and get in the elevator. there’s mirrored walls on three sides, your reflection repeating itself in angles that make you feel unreal. you avoid eye contact with yourself at first, then catch it.
you exhale through your nose and try to settle. the numbers climb slowly and you become wary of everything, especially the sound inside the elevator and the way your fingers tap once against your thigh before you still them.
when the doors open, it feels sudden. the hallway is silent and carpeted. you check your phone again, the room number sits there, unchanged. you walk and there’s a point, halfway down the corridor, where you almost stop.
you could just leave.
you could turn around, go back down, step out into the night, and let this remain what it’s been. just messaging each other, something safe. you stand there for a second, then you keep walking.
you finally arrive at her door and your hand itself is unsure before knocking, hovering just inches away from the wood. you swear your pulse is trying to be heard over everything else.
you knock and there’s a pause. in reality, it’s not long. but for you, it’s long enough for your mind to fill it with too many possibilities.
then, the door opens. she’s here. not in a screen or on a tiktok video. she’s actually real.
she just looks at you. her gaze is exactly how you imagined it. she’s steady and direct, slotting you into something she already understands. she’s been expecting this exact version of you.
you forget how to speak. you’re aware of it happening, your thoughts catching and your body going rigid in a way that’s distressing. this is the girl you’ve obsessed over for months, and now she’s standing in front of you like it’s nothing.
she leans back slightly, opening the door wider without breaking eye contact. it’s a silent invitation, so you step inside.
the room is dim with the curtains drawn halfway and it smells like leather and bergamot, which you assume is what she smells like the door clicks shut behind you and you stand there for a second, unsure where to put yourself. you feel misplaced, like you’ve forgotten how to exist naturally.
she doesn’t move much. she’s just watching you, not in a creepy way though.
you look around the room briefly, a reflex more than anything. it’s a way to break the intensity of it. there’s a bed, unmade but not messy and her bag, unzipped on the floor. evidence that she’s been here and that she exists outside of your phone.
your eyes drift back to her, but that’s a mistake, because she hasn’t looked away. that kind of attention pins you in place. your breath catches in your throat and you take a step forward.
you become aware the way the distance shrinks and how it changes the air between you. when you stop walking toward her, it’s closer than you expected. you can see the small details now. there’s a soft shadow under her eyes and the subtle rise and fall of her breathing.
she tilts her head, a little. it makes you want to stay exactly where you are. her eyes flick down to your lips, then back to your eyes. you move a little and your hand accidentally brushes against hers. you feel electric jolts as soon as you do it, so you pull back. but she doesn’t. her fingers remain where they are, she’s decided not to acknowledge it outright.
“hi,” you manage, finally.
“hi.”
her voice is deeper in person, though you knew it would be. silence folds back in around you. you look at her again, then away, then back.
“you’re quieter in person,” she says, relaxed.
“i-”
she tilts her head again, watching you fumble for something that doesn’t come easily anymore. she steps closer and your thoughts, loud a second ago, scatter. your body reacts instead. you don’t trust yourself to move and her gaze drops again, quickly, to your mouth. then back up.
“not so brave now?”
you tilt your chin up a little.
“depends,” you say, and your voice comes out a lot steadier than you expect. “on who i’m with.”
“mhm,” she hums softly. “so it’s me then?”
holy shit.
“you’re making it sound like i have a choice,” you say.
she steps past you then, brushing your shoulder lightly as she moves. it’s natural and absent-minded in the way it’s done, but it sends a jolt of awareness through you. you turn, watching her cross the room. she doesn’t look back straight away because she knows you’ll follow her with your eyes.
she’s right. she stops near the edge of the bed, leaning back against it, her hands resting loosely at her sides. her posture is relaxed, then she looks at you again.
“so,” she says, as if you haven’t just crossed some invisible line by being here. “you gonna stand there all night?”
you huff out a quiet breath, and take a few steps further into the room. you stop a few feet away from her.
“i just got here,” you say.
“and?” she tilts her head.
“and what?”
“you’re still thinking too much.”
you feel your shoulders tighten before you force them to relax.
“i’m not,” you say, immediately.
“you are.” she says softly.
you open your mouth to argue but nothing comes out. she laughs a little.
“it’s obvious,” she adds.
“okay,” you say, a little more biting than before. “then what am i thinking then?”
she pushes off the bed, straightening slowly and closing the distance again. you just stay where you are and let her come to you. she stops close enough that you can feel her again.
“you’re thinking,” she whispers, “about whether you should act the way you do over text… or if you should play it safe.”
your fingers curl slightly at your sides.
“or if i’ll think you’re weird if you don’t.”
you swallow. “i don’t-”
she lifts a finger and puts it to your mouth to shush you, then she takes it away.
“you also thought about leaving,” she adds, almost as an afterthought. in the hallway.”
your mouth falls open a little. “how did you-”
“you hesitated,” she says simply.
you let out a defeated breath.
“you’re actually insane,” you breathe.
“if you really believed that, you wouldn’t have come,” she says.
“yeah,” you say.
“i still can’t believe you said #needthat” she laughs a little.
“you remember it word for word?” you ask, even though the answer is obvious.
“i don’t reply to people,” she says.
“yeah, i figured that out after i almost had a heart attack.”
“almost?”
“okay, fine. i did.”
she steps closer, closer than before. the space between you narrows to something almost nonexistent.
“and you’re a ‘respectful fan,’ right?” she smirks as she says it.
you swallow. “i said that, yeah.”
“mhm.” her gaze drops again to your mouth, then back up.
“doesn’t really match,” she adds.
“what doesn’t?” you ask, even though you know exactly what she means.
“the way you talk,” she says. “and the way you look at me.”
you have to force yourself not to look away.
“i can be two things at once,” you say, echoing your own words from before.
“you’re trying,” she says.
“trying what?” you ask.
she steps even closer. if there was space between you before? it’s gone now.
“to act like you’re not nervous,” she says.
“i’m not that obvious,” you say.
she doesn’t move back or break eye contact.
“you are,” she says.
“okay,” you admit, voice gentle. “maybe a little.”
“a little?” she repeats.
you huff out a breath. “okay, a lot.”
“that’s better.”
you look at her again, then away, then back. the exact same shit you’ve been doing for the past ten minutes.
“you keep doing that,” she says.
“doing what?”
“looking away.”
“i’m not-”
“you are. you go quiet,” she says.
“you make it hard not to.”
she turns, gesturing towards the bed. “sit,” she says.
you sit on the edge at first, hands resting in your lap shyly. she watches you for a moment before sitting so close beside you that your knee brushes hers immediately. you look at her to see she’s already looking at you.
“still thinking?” she asks.
you nod once. honesty comes easier now, for some reason. probably because she’s too aware of your lies.
“yeah.”
“about what?”
“everything,” you admit.
“everything?” she repeats, quieter and you nod again.
“like-” you stop, searching for something that doesn’t sound laughable. “like what this is.”
“and?” she prompts.
“and what you’re going to do next.”
“what do you think i’m going to do?”
“i don’t know,” you say, and it’s the truth.
her hand moves and finds your wrist her fingers wrap loosely around it, just enough to hold your attention. your breath falters. you can tell she’s testing how you respond. so, you stay still.
slowly, then, her hand moves up. her fingers slide from your wrist, along the inside of your arm, light enough that it almost doesn’t register as touch at first, until her hand reaches your jaw. her fingers settle there, her thumb resting just beneath your chin, tilting your face toward her again.
your eyes meet hers and stay there. you can feel it building, whatever this is and whatever is about to happen.
is she actually about to-
her thumb tilts your chin just a little higher. she moves a little forward, a closing of space that feels inevitable the second it begins. her lips meet yours. they’re so soft it makes your mind go completely quiet. everything else has been pushed aside to make room for this one, singular point of contact.
your body catches up after a few seconds and you begin to kiss back without thinking too hard about it. after a few seconds, she pulls back. your breath is really uneven and her gaze has dropped down to your chest where she can see the rise and fall. a little smirk appears on her face.
she doesn't speak right away, letting the silence wrap around you both. the room feels little, the air heavy with the residue of the kiss. you can still feel her lips still tingling on yours, a phantom pressure that makes your skin buzz. she moves, her knee pressing firmer against your thigh.
without a word, she reaches past you toward the bedside lamp, her arm brushing your shoulder in a graze that sends fresh sparks scattering. the light dims under her touch, twisting down to a low light that bathes the room in a sensual haze.
her face catches the glow just so. the high plane of her cheekbone, and the subtle scar on her neck that you've fixated on when re-watching her tiktoks. they make her look divine.
she turns back to you, that smirk lingering, and leans in again. her lips find yours in a series of soft kisses, each one lighter than the last. they brush yours with the barest pressure, parting slightly to let her breath mingle with yours. her lips taste like strawberries and it makes you moan a little into her mouth.
your hands hover uncertainly before settling on her shoulders, fingers curling into the fabric of her shirt, feeling the muscle as she controls the pace.
the kisses aren't wild, each one is pulling you deeper into her orbit without demanding your surrender. she tilts her head, deepening one just enough that her tongue slips past your lips, a quick, exploratory touch that retreats before you can chase it.
then, her mouth leaves yours slowly, trailing a path downward with the same unhurried intent. she presses a kiss to the corner of your jaw, then another to the hinge, her lips soft but savouring the salt of your skin. your pulse jumps under her touch and she follows it to your neck. the kisses are little at first, then firmer, her teeth grazing the tendon there without breaking skin.
a soft sound escapes you, spontaneously, and she pauses, her breath fanning hot against your throat. "shh," she mutters, the word vibrating through you. she works her way lower, lips mapping the column of your neck, sucking gently at the spot just below your ear where your breath catches sharpest.
each kiss leaves a blossoming heat that spreads inward, pooling in your stomach. your hands tighten on her shoulders, nails digging in as she presses her body closer. she's so rational even now, her movements are planned out like everything else about her. she’s always one step ahead, observing. this observation feels personal and sexual, her mouth charting territories no one else has claimed.
the collar of your shirt gives way under her fingers, buttons slipping free one by one with a soft pop that echoes in the room. she kisses the exposed skin of your collarbone, tongue darting out to trace the dip there, tasting the tiny sheen of sweat that's gathered from the building tension.
your chest rises faster now, breaths shallow, and she follows the path downward, lips brushing the swell above your bra. the fabric feels constricting suddenly, a barrier she ignores at first, kissing around it. the inner curve of one breast, then the other, her breath hot through the lace.
she hooks a finger under the strap, sliding it down your shoulder slowly, exposing more skin to the seductive air. her mouth descends, lips closing around the newly bared flesh just above your nipple, sucking softly. the pull sending a jolt straight to your thighs.
you arch into her and she hums. "so needy," she whispers against your skin, her voice dropping to that deep tone that drives you crazy.
her hand joins her mouth, cupping your breast fully, her thumb circling your nipple with a pressure that's teasingly light. she takes it between her lips, tongue flicking over it in slow, wet strokes, alternating with gentle sucks that draw whimpers from deep in your throat.
the sensation builds, each lap of her tongue coiling tighter in your stomach, your hips bucking restlessly against the mattress. she switches sides, giving the other the same attention. her free hand splaying across your ribs, holding you still as if she knows exactly how close you are to breaking.
kisses trail lower still, across the plane of your stomach, her lips pressing into the soft give there, tongue dipping into your navel with a swirl that makes your muscles clench. she's peeling away the rest of your shirt now, tossing it aside.
your jeans come next. her fingers working the button, zipper rasping down. she eases them off your hips, along with your underwear, leaving you bare under her gaze. she looks at you, taking in the flush of your skin and the way your thighs part, slickness already gathering between them.
"look at you," she whispers, her stoicism fading into something raw. "spread out for me. your pussy's already wet, isn't it?" her words make heat flood your face. she's sly like this, reading your every reaction and using it to pull you deeper.
she kisses your hip, then the sensitive crease of your thigh, her breath ghosting over your pussy without touching. your body strains toward her, but she holds back. her lips trailing inward, teasing the outer folds with soft presses that part you just enough to expose the ache.
her fingers follow, tracing the slick length of you, gathering the wetness there before circling your clit. so light at first, a bare graze that makes your hips buck. "feel that?" she mumbles, her mouth hovering close, her voice provocative. "your clit's swollen, begging for more. i've thought about this, you know? how you'd drip for me, how tight you'd get when i finally touch you right here."
her words weave through the fog of your desire. her thumb presses firmer on your clit, rubbing in slow circles, the friction building with a lewd slickness. she dips lower, one finger sliding along your entrance, pushing in just the tip before retreating, teasing the stretch without giving it.
you gasp, hands fisting the sheets, and she watches your face, eyes locked as she adds pressure. she’s rubbing your clit harder now, it’s throbbing under her touch. "that's it," she says, leaning in to kiss your inner thigh again, teeth nipping lightly. "let me feel you soak my fingers. your pussy’s clenching already, greedy for it. imagine me fucking you deeper, stretching you open until you can't think straight." her words are so obscene yet somehow delivered in that calm tone of hers.
she slips a finger inside fully then, slow and deep, curling it against your walls as her thumb keeps working your clit. she does firm strokes that match the thrust, wet sounds filling the room. your breaths come in ragged bursts, body arching, the coil in your stomach winding really tight.
she's relentless but restrained, her free hand pinning your hip, keeping you from chasing too fast. "cum for me," she says, voice dropping to a more husky tone, eyes never leaving yours. "drench my hand, show me how bad you've wanted my fingers buried in your pussy, rubbing this spot until you break."
her command shatters you. you feel your walls pulsing around her finger as you cum, slick flooding her palm, coating her skin in hot waves. she doesn't stop, drawing it out with little rubs, her thumb circling your clit through the aftershocks until you're trembling and worn out.
only then she moves, bringing her hand up, eyes on yours as she licks a stripe through the mess, tasting you slowly. "you taste so good," she whispers, pulling you close.
you can’t even utter a single sentence with how tired you are. she’s made you feel ways no one ever has before, and she takes pride in knowing that. though, you haven’t told her, you know by now she’s probably read your mind.
“you can sleep,” she says, softly, letting your head rest on her chest until you finally drift off. she runs her fingers through your hair even after she knows you’ve fell asleep.
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CHOCOLATE BROWN EYES
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pairings: kang sae-byeok x fem!reader synopsis: ur afternoon is spent dress shopping, while summer happens for everyone else too warnings: mild swearing, sexual innuendo
the store you’re in smells so good you could stay there forever, it’s like a mixture of lemon, herbs, cedarwood, and mint. there’s soft music flowing through the air, hangers sliding against metal rods with a restrained shhhhk that feels sweet. sunlight comes through the big windows at the front and lays itself across wooden floors, turning the dust in the air into something bright.
you stand just inside the doorway with a small armful of shopping bags already digging into your wrists. sol-ju and your mom fan out around you like opposing stylists preparing for battle. sol-ju immediately grabs something off a rack.
“okay,” she says lively, holding it up against your chest.
it’s a purple and white plaid set with a matching skirt and a matching top. the pattern is way too much. sol-ju tilts her head, looking at you.
“isn’t that pretty?”
your mom leans in from the side, thoughtful. “i like that.”
you look down at the fabric. the plaid squares stare back and pretty is not the word that comes to mind. you reach to the sunglasses rack beside you and slide on a pair of oversized black ones like actresses avoiding paparazzi.
then you grin happily, “right.”
your mom lights up immediately. “oooh.”
sol-ju laughs under her breath but keeps the plaid set held against you like she’s not giving up that easily.
“okay, okay,” she says, already pivoting. “what about-”
she grabs a buttercup yellow dress with ruffles and little flutter sleeves that look like they belong on a cupcake. she holds it up.
“yes?”
your mom nods instantly. “yes.”
you stare at the dress like it’s a wild animal someone has asked you to pet. you hold another dress from the rack against yourself instead. striped this time, breezy and loose. you turn a little in the mirror nearby, giving it a small spin just to see how the fabric moves.
your mom reaches for something else. a soft blue dress patterned with tiny flowers, you lean forward a little.
“i like that one.”
your mom’s eyebrows rise. “yeah?”
sol-ju looks between you and the dress. “you like this one?”
you nod but sol-ju is already pulling three more options from nearby racks.
“okay,” she says. “try these on.”
the dressing room curtain swishes shut behind you. the little space smells like musk and lemon. you hang a few dresses on the hook, eyeing them. the yellow one, the plaid one, the blue one, and a massive white sunhat you found on a shelf that seemed too funny to ignore. you start with the hat obviously.
when you push the dressing room door open again, the hat hits the top of the frame. you pause and then try again. the brim bends like a floppy satellite dish and wedges awkwardly against the doorway so you push harder but the hat refuses. from the seating area, sol-ju bursts out laughing.
“wow.”
your mom squints. “i don’t think so.”
you shuffle sideways through the doorway like a crab escaping a bucket, finally popping out into the open with the hat wobbling dramatically on your head. sol-ju reaches over and bounces the brim down with one finger. the whole thing flop and you wince dramatically.
“ow.”
sol-ju is laughing too hard to speak now.
your mom shakes her head, amused. “absolutely not.”
next outfit. the purple and white plaid one but you’ve kept the sunglasses. you lean one hip against the doorframe like you’re about to audition for a modelling company.
sol-ju’s smile falters. “oh.”
your mom nods politely. “it’s cute.”
the silence after that says everything. you retreat back inside and put on the yellow dress. then, you emerge in it with white sunglasses perched on your nose and a tiny white bag slung over your shoulder like you’re starring in a 1960’s beach movie.
sol-ju claps immediately. “yes.”
your mom nods approvingly. “uh-huh.”
you spin once and the skirt flares like the sun around your legs. you grin, then wander toward the sofas where your mom is sitting and tip backward dramatically like you’re about to collapse onto her. she raises both hands instantly.
“don’tttt.”
you fall anyway and land across her lap with a delighted yelp. your mom laughs, trying to shove you upright.
“jesus-”
you sit up and toss the little bag across the room.
sol-ju catches it. “hell yeah.”
a little while later you’re back near the register and sol-ju hands a small mountain of clothes to the woman working there. the woman starts folding them neatly when sol-ju slides her card towards her and presses a finger to her lips.
“shh.” she winks.
the woman laughs softly.
the afternoon air outside is hot and light when you step back onto the street and shopping bags swing from your arms as the three of you walk along the row of beach-town storefronts. sol-ju suddenly stops in front of a tiny boutique with delicate hats displayed in the window, then she turns to you.
“okay.” she gestures at them. “they’re called fascinators, and all the girls will be wearing them.”
your mom squints at the window. “seriously?”
“seriously.”
you look between the tiny feathered headpieces and sol-ju. “i don’t know about this.”
sol-ju has already opened the door. “come on.”
you and your mom linger on the sidewalk for half a second.
sol-ju looks back. “come on!”
you slip into the first white dress they’ve handed you and when you walk out, it’s giant. just layers of transparent fabric that float around you like a bridal cloud. you turn once, smiling helplessly.
sol-ju’s eyes widen. “oh, boy. that is…”
your mom immediately shakes her head. “that’s… no. put that away.”
sol-ju grins. “no.”
next dress. you come out again. this one is wayyyyy too plain. you stare down at it, unimpressed and sigh.
sol-ju waves a hand. “next one.”
back inside the fabric rustles and the zippers slide. outside the door, you hear sol-ju’s voice.
“ready?”
your mom adds, “here we go.”
you step out in another huge white dress, even bigger than the first if you thought that wasn’t possible.
your mom tilts her head, actually kinda liking it. “hmmm.”
sol-ju squints critically. “no. really.”
your mom looks at her. “what?”
you stare at yourself in the mirror, then you slowly lower yourself onto the floor, the dress pooling around you like a marshmallow.
what have you done.
your mom immediately stands halfway. “oh, no.”
sol-ju presses her lips together. “oh, boy.”
your mom leans forward. “are you okay, babe?”
you lie there for a second longer, then drag yourself up.
another dress. you’re standing in front of the mirror adjusting the straps when sol-ju sees you properly, and she freezes.
“oh, my god.”
your mom says at the exact same time-
“oh, my god.”
but with the tone of someone witnessing a horrific car crash.
you look at yourself again. “yeah, uh… it’s- it’s something.”
sol-ju has the biggest smile on her face. “oh, you look like a princess.”
your mom laughs. “she looks like the tooth fairy.”
sol-ju jumps up and grabs your shoulders, turning you toward the mirror again. “ah. look… at that detail.”
the lace along the bodice catches the light and the tiny embroidered flowers climb the seams like vines. you stare at your reflection. you don’t hate it, but it doesn’t feel like you either. sol-ju gestures grandly toward the mirror. “everybody’s eyes will fall out of their heads when they see our girl.”
your mom laughs softly. “i love you so much, but you’re ridiculous.”
sol-ju grins. “i love you so much, and i know i’m ridiculous.”
from behind the racks, a woman who works there appears holding another dress. “or what about this one?”
you all turn. the dress is simple but still elegant. your chest tightens immediately but sol-ju waves a hand dismissively.
“oh, no, no, no. that one’s much too simple.”
your mom tilts her head thoughtfully. “but it does seem more like y/n.”
you smile without meaning to.
sol-ju shakes her head. “sar, trust me, these girls go all out.”
you look back at the mirror and the elaborate dress still wrapped around you. your smile fades slightly.
on the other side of town, the country club pool is roaring with afternoon noise. water splashes in every direction, music blasts from the speaker, and kids shriek with the sort of haywire that only pools seem to unlock. il-sung sits perched in the lifeguard chair, sunglasses on, whistle dangling from his neck.
a girl in the shallow end squeals. “oh, don’t get my hair wet!”
another kid cannonballs nearby as a head surfaces near the edge of the pool.
“hey, il-sung.”
he looks down and his grin comes easy. “hey, seraphina.”
she pushes her wet hair back, smiling up at him. “i didn’t know you were working here this summer.”
il-sung laughs lightly, leaning forward on the chair. behind her, a kid coughs violently on a mouthful of pool water so il-sung blows his whistle.
“hey.” he points at two boys wrestling in the deep end. “tommy, no choking, all right?”
tommy responds by splashing water in il-sung’s direction.
seraphina dips under the surface dramatically. “il-sung,” she calls. “aren’t you gonna save me?”
his eyebrows lift. he’s definitely considering it.
inside the pool’s juice bar, kai is wearing a hairnet, which is already a sight to see. he hands a girl a drink with way too much politeness. “here you go.” she takes it. “thank you.” kai slides a napkin toward her. “enjoy that.” then he holds up a straw. “don’t forget to tip your waitress.” he gestures at the tip jar.
the girl laughs. “oh.” she doesn’t bother and leaves.
a hand suddenly slaps kai’s arm
“hey. you’re on break, kid.” the manager nods toward the back.
“oh. uh, thank you.” he laughs happily as he slips out from behind the counter.
outside again, il-sung is sitting on the edge of the pool talking to yet another girl.
“totally,” he’s saying. “yeah. i would, uh… i would love to, uh, take you surfing sometime.”
kai creeps up behind him with the stealth of someone about to ruin a perfectly good moment. then he lunges grabbing il-sung’s shoulders. il-sung gasps and jumps. “dude!”
kai collapses laughing and il-sung finally looks at him properly. then he sees the hairnet.
“oh, you fucked up.”
kai frowns. “what? what? how-” he grabs the net. “how could i have already fucked up?”
il-sung is already laughing. “nobody’s gonna want to hook up with you after they see you in this.”
kai slowly pulls it off. “oh.”
“you should’ve been a lifeguard with me.”
kai sighs. “god. okay, well, i’ll take the hairnet if it means i don’t have to live with my mom freshman year.” he grins. “yeah.”
il-sung nods thoughtfully. “all right. fair enough. fair enough.”
kai spreads his hands. “see?”
il-sung stands beside him and looks out across the pool. there’s girls laughing and kids diving with sunlight flashing across the water. he sighs, satisfied. “take it in, kai.” he gestures grandly. “this is all ours.” kai smiles.
down the beach, sae-byeok wipes seawater from her eyes as she bails off her surfboard. the ocean rolls around her, and she pushes wet hair back from her face. it’s just above her shoulders, dark and thick, the ends curling softly from salt and wind. the waves have left it messy in a way that looks good on her.
the sun brings out the freckles across the bridge of her nose and along the tops of her cheeks. her eyes are the most gorgeous chocolate brown that seem darker when her hair is wet and her mouth is full and soft even when she isn’t smiling. today she’s wearing her usual t-shirt, a loose black one that clings slightly now that it’s soaked, the outline of a black bikini top visible beneath it. black swim shorts sit low on her hips since she prefers the coverage, she always has.
she climbs onto the board and sits there for a moment, legs dangling into the water. the wind lifts strands of her hair and she looks toward the shore. the beach stretches wide and sunlit, she watches as people move across it like tiny pieces of a living painting. then she lies back on the board and lets the ocean rock her gently.
later, the back door of the beach house clicks shut. sae-byeok steps inside quietly. her hair is still damp, the ends leaving small drips on the floor as she moves. from the living room, sol-ju sits curled into the sofa reading. sae-byeok spots her immediately and freezes. then slowly begins creeping toward the stairs.
one step, two steps, three steps, four steps, five-
“honey?”
sae-byeok freezes a quarter of the way up and sol-ju looks over the top of her book.
“hey, hon?”
“…yeah?”
“would you change and meet me out back? i want to paint your portrait first.”
sae-byeok glares. “why me?”
sol-ju closes the book and rests it against her chest. “’cause everyone else has things to do.”
sae-byeok sighs and walks back down the stairs. she leans against the doorway, arms folded. “i have things to do, too, mom.”
sol-ju watches her quietly and smiles patiently. “i think you can spare a few hours for your mother, hmm?”
the tension in sae-byeok’s shoulders loosens. “…sure.”
sol-ju brightens immediately. “great.” she gestures toward the backyard. “i’ll see you outside in ten?”
sae-byeok nods, already turning toward the hall. “see you there.”
she disappears down the corridor and sol-ju calls after her. “put on something nice.”
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guys i felt very unmotivated to draw but i forced myself to draw just to draw if u get what i mean :0 @lostlikesaebyeok <3
me and my secret tumblr account vs the world
#COMEGETTHAT
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pairings: kang sae-byeok x fem!reader summary: sae-byeok blew up on tiktok for being hot ofc and ur unbelievably obsessed with her warnings: social media obsession, flirting, suggestive themes, mild sexual references wc: 1.4k a/n: lmk if u want a part 2 or for me to turn this into a series
you still remember the night (or morning, it was about 4am) you became obsessed with kang sae-byeok. your phone brightness was low, you were lying on your stomach in bed with one airpod in so your mom wouldn’t hear anything through the walls. you were half asleep, dissociating, thumb doing that automatic upward flick.
then she showed up on your for you page. she was wearing a black tank top, the video had low lighting, and she was lipsyncing to the weeknd.
the caption simply just said:
#wlw
you stared so long you forgot how to blink. she didn’t smile, that was the thing. most other girls doing tried way too hard, they bit their lips or did some cringy shit. sae-byeok didn’t even need to try, it came naturally to her.
her jawline caught the light, her hair fell into her eyes and she pushed it back once, slowly. it wasn’t even suggestive, it was just hot.
as you expected, the comments were insane.
“i told my mom about us”
“this made my hole weak- i mean my whole week”
“both lips smiled”
you watched it five times before realising your heart was beating weird.
and that? that was three months ago.
now? your entire fyp is her. edits of her, her tiktoks, fanpage videos.
your friends teased you about it all the time.
at lunch one sunday, all you did was yap about sae, so your best friend aurora leaned across the table and said, “if she posted a video telling you to jump off a building, would you?”
you didn’t even hesitate. “of course?? what sort of question is that?”
after that it became a running joke. your friends would send you her videos before you even saw them, tag you in comment sections, and when she posted, someone would text: “she’s feeding you again.”
and you’d pretend to be normal about it. however, you were far from normal about it. you followed her main account, her backup, the account she made just for fun. you knew her posting patterns, which was late nights mostly. she didn’t even do much in her videos, sometimes she’d show her outfit to some random song. you felt like she posted for you. which is stupid, she has 3.2 million followers, but still.
one night, you were in your dorm room. your roommate was out, thank god. you were in an oversized hoodie, face bare, just scrolling. then you got a notification that she posted. you could tell immediately it was going to ruin you.
she was lazily playing guitar in grey sweatpants and a white tank top, the lighting was dim and golden and she looked relaxed, which somehow made it worse.
you actually whispered, “holy fuck.”
the video was only like thirty seconds long and the comments were exploding in real time. you told yourself not to comment. you never commented anything bold. you were a silent liker and a respectful admirer. but something in you snapped and your thumbs moved before your brain did.
you typed:
#needthat
you stared at it and your heart was beating so hard it was in your ears.
“don’t do it,” you murmured to yourself.
you hit post and immediately threw your phone face-down on the bed. after about fifteen seconds, you grabbed it again.
no new notifications.
you exhaled, embarrassed at yourself. then-
ping.
k. sae-byeok liked your comment.
you froze.
ping.
k. sae-byeok replied:
#comegetthat
your hand flew over your mouth and you stood up so fast you almost fainted. you started pacing, running your hands through your hair.
“no. no, no, no. there’s no way.”
you screenshotted it immediately, then facetimed aurora.
she answered on the third ring. “why are you calling me at-”
you shared your screen.
“OH MY GOD.”
“I KNOW.”
“OH MY GOD SHE REPLIED.”
“I KNOW.”
you were both yelling now, she made you scroll up and down to prove it wasn’t fake, so you also refreshed the page three times just to show it was real.
“she told you to come get that??!!?!?1” aurora said, still in shock. “ho you have to move countries now.”
your hands were shaking, you weren’t even joking. and then your phone buzzed twice, you looked down.
k. sae-byeok followed you back.
k. sae-byeok sent you a message.
you stopped breathing and aurora saw your face.
“what?.”
“she- fuck.”
“girl what?!”
you opened it.
sae: ur a big fan huh
you sat down hard on the edge of your bed.
“okay,” aurora said, suddenly serious. “shit, what’s happened?”
you hung up on her because this was truly a once in a lifetime moment. your thumbs hovered over the keyboard. you kept typing, deleting, typing again, deleting again. until finally you sent another message:
you: a respectful fan** may i add 😁
you stared at the typing bubble, it appeared almost immediately. she didn’t make you wait.
sae: respectful?
sae: you said #needthat 🤔
you swallowed. okay, she was flirting. sae-byeok, the girl who was following only one person (you), never liked comments or acknowledged fans, was flirting. she was testing you. you leaned back against your wall, heart pounding.
you: maybe i can be two things at once. like yeah i need that but i can be respectful 🙄
sae: oh ur braveee
sae: ur 19??
your brain shut down. how did she know?
oh, shit. your bio. you cursed yourself silently.
you: yeah. is that a problem?
there was a longer pause this time.
sae: yeah as long as you dont mind that im 22. its basically nothing anyways
you felt heat crawl up your neck.
you: even better 👅
the typing bubble appeared again.
sae: u always this confident? 😭
you laughed softly. if only she knew. you thought about the months of obsessing, the playlists you’d made that reminded you of her, the way you had over 300 edits of her saved to your phone. no, you were not always confident. but right now, something about her tone made you feel extremely confident.
you: only when i know what i want ofc
three dots again.
sae: and what do you want?
your stomach flipped but you didn’t overthink it this time.
you: you
it sat there, delivered for 5 minutes, you almost regretted it.
sae: hm.
sae: u sure?
you: i am
sae: add me on snap then
she sent her username and your hands were shaking again as you added her. she accepted within seconds. this can’t be real. she snapped first, just a picture of her ceiling.
is this girl fr???
you sent one back, a face snap but you didn’t try too hard. she opened it almost immediately.
sae: ur not nervous?
you replied with a mirror snap and she took ages to reply. when a reply came through, it was a video. she was laying on her stomach on what looked like her bed. she was wearing a grey hoodie now, with her hair slightly messy. she said: “you seem pretty nervous to me, especially not answering properly and all.”
her voice deadass had you clenching your thighs together. you replayed it once and even bought snap premium just to replay it again.
sae: ur sooo enjoying this
you: maybe a little 😁
sae: and ur easy to read
that hit you in a way you didn’t expect, because that’s what everyone says about her, that it’s impossible to read her. yet she was reading you. so, you decided to test her.
you: what am i thinking then?
a minute passed.
sae: that ur gonna rewatch every video ive posted this week
sae: twice
you actually gasped because she was right.
you: ur stalking me bro
sae: nah im js being observant
of course she’d say that. you could practically see her expression, you bet your money she looks calm with a little smirk on her face.
you: so what are you thinking then?
sae: that ur interesting
sae: and trust i dont say that often
your heart did that strange, fluttering stutter again. you lay back against your pillows, staring at the ceiling. this really didn’t feel like a random influencer entertaining a fan. you had a real connection.
you: good, i wouldnt want THE kang sae-byeok to think i was boring
sae: ur cute
you didn’t even realise you were smiling until your cheeks hurt. it was almost 1am now. your room was quiet, the world felt small, it was really just you and her.
sae: i have 2 be up early tomorrow
you felt an immediate drop in your stomach.
you: already leaving me?
sae: dramatic asf
sae: im gna sleep
you hesitated because you didn’t want it to end.
you: okay!!! goodnight sae :)
the typing bubble appeared one last time.
sae: goodnight<3
sae: dont look so nervous tomorrow
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୨ৎ imagine karen’s car humming down the road, windows cracked just enough to let the late afternoon air curl inside.
an ABBA song is blasting too loud, joyful. Karen doesn’t turn it down, she never does.
her hand rests on your thigh like it belongs there. just warm and caring.
you glance at her and she’s driving with one hand on the wheel, the other still on you, blonde hair catching the sunlight. she notices you looking and smiles not playful, nor teasing its something quieter. something that kinda makes your chest tighten.
“you okay, sweetheart?” she asks, eyes flicking to you for a second before returning to the road.
“yeah,” you say, voice softer than you expect. “i am.”
she nods, then after a moment, she looks at you again this time, she really looks. long enough that the world feels like it slows.
“you know,” she says carefully, sincerely, “you’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen.”
there’s no flirtation in it just truth.
your breath catches. “karen...”
she squeezes your thigh gently, like she’s grounding both of you. “i mean it.”
the song swells. she keeps driving.
eventually, the road narrows. trees crowd in, green and golden, until she turns onto a path that looks almost forgotten. the car rolls to a stop beside a quiet lake, untouched like it’s been waiting just for you
karen turns the engine off and comfortable silence settles.
“not many people know about this place,” she says. “i like to think it’s ours.”
she turns toward you slowly, like she’s giving you time to pull away if you want to and of course you don’t. her hand comes up to your face, thumb brushing your cheek with a tenderness that makes your heart ache, then she leans in and kisses you soft at first, careful, like she’s savoring the moment. it’s warm her lips fitting like always and for a second, the world disappears entirely. when she pulls back, her forehead rests against yours, her smile small and yours too.
you sit together on the hood, shoes off, toes brushing the grass. hours pass without you noticing. you talk about everything your fears, her dreams, the lives you’ve lived and the ones you haven’t yet. and sometimes the conversation fades, replaced by long looks and the sound of water lapping at the shore.
────୨ৎ────
Karen Wheeler comforting you while you sit on her couch in tears- a crawl gone wrong. Karen doesnt know the reason for your tears but whatever they’re from, she wishes to stop them as soon as possible. Reassuring you of your safety after a rather rambunctious night, she places a hand on your thigh to soothe you, “it’s okay sweet girl. Whatever happened, you’re safe now,” in that gentle, smooth tone of hers. She can’t help but swipe the pretty tears that drip from your gorgeous eyes with her thumb, wishing they were sourcing from a much more...pleasant situation.
While you lean into her touch karen’s eyes zero in on your legs, thighs pressed together and her knee bumping yours with how close she is. Noticing the torn in your pants, the dirt on your hands, and an odd patch of slime on your shirt—her brows furrow, “My my honey you’re all dirty…why don’t we head upstairs and wash off, hm?” Karen gives you the illusion of choice with her words, but her hands are already grabbing at your waist and pulling you up off the couch.
Karen sees the stress in your body…she plans to rid her precious girl of all that stress. Her mind is racing with better ways to make tears fall from your eyes, ways that involve her name repeated on your lips like a mantra, and her hands gripping all over you. Leading you up the stairs, the way you peer up at her makes her body buzz in anticipation. She can see the haze already clouding your head, but of course she does. Karen notices everything about you. Karen will always cherish the way you trust her enough to show this side of you..the more softer side of you. “Let’s get you all washed and rested..”
─── STACY'S NANCY'S MOM → karen wheeler
summary » [requested]: you’ve always known karen wheeler had a presence that made your pulse spike. today, alone together in the house while nancy’s out, lingering touches and teasing glances push you both to the edge of control
warnings » oral sex (receiving and giving), fingering, face riding, tribadism (grinding), possessive behavior, pussy slapping, marking (hickeys), dirty talk, praise kink, begging, mild restraint (holding wrists/thighs), overstimulation, dom/sub undertones, secret relationship, age gap, emotional aftercare, soft dom karen, risky sex (household setting), deception (phone call during sex), jealousy/territorial undertones, mutual obsession, messy/slick sex, nipple play, body worship
word count » 6.8k
masterlist 〢 ko-fi
Nancy had always been your closest friend. You met freshman year at Hawkins High, both of you sharp-tongued and too smart for your own good. You’d sit together in the cafeteria, trading theories about Mrs. Click’s love life and giggling over the fact that none of the boys in class seemed to understand Shakespeare. It didn’t take long for Nancy to become your person, the one who called you late at night with fears she couldn’t say out loud to anyone else.
The bond you shared was rooted in years of shared secrets, sleepovers, and late-night movies. Her house had become your second home. You knew the floorboards that creaked, the chipped corner of the coffee table, the exact place she hid her diary in her bottom drawer. But there was one part of that house you couldn’t talk to Nancy about. Not without unravelling everything.
Karen Wheeler had always been beautiful. It wasn’t the typical suburban kind of pretty either. She had this regal composure, like she walked through her kitchen the way a queen might cross a throne room. Her blonde hair always framed her face in soft waves, her lips painted in subtle shades of pink and berry.
She wore heels even when she didn’t need to, and you’d catch the sound of them tapping down the hall long before she entered the room. At first you tried to ignore how your eyes drifted to her. You thought it was just a harmless curiosity, the way she leaned over the kitchen counter or tucked her hair behind her ear while reading the newspaper. But it kept happening.
It wasn’t long before you realized it wasn’t just curiosity. It was obsession. The kind that made you flush when she offered you lemonade, her fingers brushing yours for a second too long. The kind that made you offer to help her carry in groceries just so you could watch the way her blouse pulled at her chest when she reached up to the top shelf. You felt sick with guilt, knowing Nancy trusted you, knowing this was the kind of betrayal that started small and rotted everything it touched. And yet you couldn’t stop.
Karen noticed. You could tell by the way her eyes lingered a second too long when you walked into the kitchen wearing Nancy’s tank top and no bra. The way she tilted her head when you spoke, listening as though your voice had become more interesting than the news on the TV.
There were moments when you’d catch her watching you from the corner of the room, her lips parted, her expression unreadable. You told yourself you were imagining it. You wanted to believe it was all in your head. But then she smiled at you that one night, slow and knowing, as if she’d read your thoughts and wasn’t the least bit ashamed of hers.
Nancy never suspected a thing. She talked about her mom like she was just another tired parent, always going on about bills and Mike and missing dinners. She never noticed the electricity crackling between you and Karen like static. You played your part well, nodding along, laughing at Nancy’s complaints.
All the while your thoughts kept drifting back to those stolen moments. The way Karen’s hand brushed against your lower back when she passed behind you. The way she stood a little too close when you were both in the laundry room folding towels.
It was a game. You knew it. Karen knew it. A dangerous one, played with glances and half-smiles and breathless silences. It escalated slowly. A shared look across the dinner table while Nancy rambled about college applications. A whispered compliment when you wore that short skirt to family movie night. You caught her eyes flicking to your thighs. She didn’t look away. Neither did you.
It got worse. Or better. You weren’t sure. One night, you stayed over late, and Nancy fell asleep on the couch. You were gathering your things when Karen appeared in the hallway in a silk robe, her hair loose and her perfume clouding the air like a spell. She said goodnight, but her eyes didn’t match the word. They lingered on your lips. On your chest. On your legs. She said your name like it tasted good in her mouth. You didn’t sleep that night.
You started visiting more often. Nancy thought it was about her. You let her believe that. But it was Karen you were dressing up for, Karen whose voice played over in your head late at night while your hands drifted beneath the sheets. Every encounter became a tease, a promise you weren’t sure either of you would keep. Sometimes you wondered if she liked the thrill of it more than anything else. The secrecy. The tension. But then she started saying your name softer. Started touching you with more intent.
It finally tipped over the edge the night Nancy went upstairs to grab her headphones. You were alone with Karen in the kitchen, pretending to rinse your glass in the sink. She came up behind you, pressed close, her breath warm against your ear. She said she liked your dress. She let her fingers rest on your hip just a moment too long. You turned to face her and there was nothing playful in her eyes. Just hunger. She didn’t kiss you. Not yet. But she leaned in close enough that her lips brushed your cheek, and you could feel her smirk when you shivered.
You didn’t move. Couldn’t. Your hands gripped the sink as if it might anchor you to something solid while everything inside you came undone. Karen’s presence at your back was a force. Her body pressed into yours with the kind of deliberation that made it clear this wasn’t an accident.
Her perfume wrapped around you, jasmine, vanilla, something warmer beneath, and her breath against your ear was intimate in a way that made your thighs tense. You could feel the heat radiating off her skin where her chest lightly brushed your arm. The robe she wore had slipped at the collar, revealing smooth skin and a delicate hint of lace beneath.
Her fingers on your hip stayed exactly where they were, not moving, not teasing. Just resting with intention. You could feel the weight of them like a brand, seeping through the fabric of your dress and down into your bones.
“You always wear these little things just for me, don’t you?” she murmured, her voice a low hum that vibrated along your neck.
Your breath caught in your throat. You didn’t respond, at least not in words. But your body betrayed you, leaning into her hand ever so slightly, your thighs shifting closer together to relieve the pressure that was quickly building between them. Her lips hovered beside your cheek, never quite touching, and yet you could feel them like a ghost, soft, full, and so close it made your skin ache.
Then she turned you. One hand stayed firm on your hip while the other slid across your stomach to guide you gently, like you were something fragile. You found yourself pinned between her and the counter, heart hammering in your chest, her eyes dragging across your face as though she were memorizing every reaction. There was no coyness in her gaze now. No hesitance. Just raw, simmering hunger.
You tried to say something. Tried to form a sentence. “Nancy—”
“She’s upstairs,” Karen cut in, her voice smooth but breathless, like the very idea of being caught only added fuel to the fire. “She won’t come down. We’ve got a few minutes.”
Then her mouth was on yours.
The kiss wasn’t soft. It wasn’t exploratory. It was hungry. Desperate. She kissed you like she’d been starving for you. Like she had imagined this moment a thousand times and now that she had it, she wasn’t going to waste a second.
Her lips crushed into yours, and you opened for her instinctively, letting her take what she wanted. Her tongue slid against yours with practiced ease, drawing a low, involuntary moan from deep in your throat.
Your head spun. Her kiss was intoxicating, filled with heat and purpose and something darker underneath. Her mouth was plush, her lip gloss sticky where it smeared onto you, and the taste of her, sweet wine, mint, something warm and faintly floral, sent a thrum of desire straight to your core.
Her fingers slid up under your dress, tracing a slow, searing path up the side of your thigh. Her palm cupped the soft flesh with a confidence that made your breath stutter. She pressed closer, her thigh slipping between yours, coaxing them apart as she deepened the kiss. Her other hand tangled in the back of your hair, holding you to her like she never intended to let go.
You kissed her back with everything you had. One hand grasped the edge of the counter behind you, the other curled into her robe, tugging at the silky fabric until it shifted against her body. She groaned into your mouth, a low, rough sound that made you whimper and ground her thigh upward just enough for you to feel it. You bucked against her, needy, aching. The pressure, the friction, the heat of her between your legs was unbearable.
When she finally broke the kiss, you were gasping. Dazed. Her lips were parted and flushed, her breath shallow. She looked down at you like you were the only thing she’d ever wanted. “God,” she whispered, brushing her nose along yours, “I’ve wanted you since the first time you walked into this house.”
Upstairs, a sudden thud broke the spell. Both of you stilled. You could hear Nancy’s faint footsteps moving across the floor, the creak of her door. Karen didn’t move away. Instead, she leaned in again and kissed you slowly, like it was a promise this time. Her lips were softer now, languid and deep, pulling you under like warm water.
Her tongue traced yours in slow strokes that left you trembling, her hand still wrapped around your thigh possessively. When she pulled back, her forehead rested against yours, and she was smiling. Just barely.
“Next time,” she said, barely a whisper, “we won’t stop.”
Then she stepped away, fixing her robe like nothing had happened, smoothing her hair with practiced fingers. You were left breathless and undone, your heart still racing, your panties soaked, and the scent of her still clinging to your skin.
“Great!” came the voice from above. “Found them! Be right there!”
You turned back to the sink, hands trembling. You rinsed your glass again, just for something to do. Your lips felt swollen. Your thighs still pressed together with want. And when you looked at your reflection in the dark window, you barely recognized yourself.
From that night on, everything changed. When you weren’t over visiting Nancy, Karen started calling. At first it sounded harmless. A soft hello. A question about school. A casual comment about how quiet the house felt without you there. But her voice always carried that low, heated undertone that made your stomach tighten.
You began to wait for her calls, checking the clock late at night, heart thudding when the phone rang. You would slip into your room, close the door, sit on your bed with your knees drawn up, and whisper her name like you were confessing something sinful.
The conversations always drifted. She would ask what you were wearing. You would tell her in a quiet voice that you had on a thin tank top and nothing underneath. That your thighs were bare against the sheets. She would hum softly, and that sound alone made your hand slide down your stomach. She would tell you to spread your legs. Tell you to touch yourself slowly so she could hear the wet sound of your fingers.
You obeyed. Your fingers slipped between your folds and you were already slick, already swollen just from hearing her breathe on the other end of the line. You described how wet your pussy felt, how your clit throbbed under your touch, how you were rubbing small circles that made your hips twitch. She told you exactly what she would do if she were there. She said she would sit you on the kitchen counter, push your dress up, and bury her face between your legs until you cried.
She said she would hold your thighs open and lick you slow and deep while you grabbed her hair and begged for more. Your fingers moved faster. Your breathing turned into little broken sounds. When you came, it hit you hard and fast. Your pussy clenched around nothing, your thighs shaking, wetness soaking your fingers as you moaned her name into the phone without caring how loud you were.
Another night, she told you she was touching herself while you listened. Her voice dropped lower, rougher. She said she was lying in her bed with her robe open, legs spread, fingers sliding through her own wetness. She described her pussy to you in a way that made your mouth go dry. She said she was slick and hot, that her fingers kept slipping as she rubbed her clit and pushed two fingers inside herself.
You could hear it. The soft, wet sound. The hitch in her breath every time she pressed harder. You pictured her perfectly. Blonde hair messy on the pillow. Lips parted. Her breasts rising and falling as she fucked herself slowly with her fingers while saying your name. She told you she wished it was your mouth between her legs. That she wished you were licking her while she held your head still.
Her breathing turned ragged. She whispered that she was close. You heard the way her voice broke when she came. A low, needy moan as her pussy clenched around her fingers and her body shook through the release. You came again just from listening to her.
You started calling her too. Sometimes she answered already breathless like she had been waiting with her hand between her thighs. Other times she made you talk first. She made you describe every filthy thought you had about her that day. You told her how you imagined crawling into her bed late at night, sliding under the covers, kissing up her thighs until she spread them for you.
You told her how you wanted to feel her pussy against your mouth, how you would lick her slowly while she gripped your hair and used you exactly how she wanted. She loved hearing you say it. She would sigh softly, fingers moving against herself while you spoke. When she came, she always said your name like it was something sacred.
It became a ritual. A need. During the day you were the good friend, laughing with Nancy, pretending nothing had changed. But at night it was just you and Karen and the sound of your breathing mixing together through the phone. The quiet, filthy things you whispered. The way your fingers slid through your own wetness while she touched herself miles away. The way you both came undone in the dark, alone in your beds, completely consumed by each other.
You knew Nancy was out. She had told you earlier that she was staying over at Jonathan’s, laughing about how she needed a break from the noise at home. You acted normal when she said it, but the moment the call ended your mind was already somewhere else. Karen would be alone. The house would be quiet. The memory of her voice in your ear night after night, the way she made you come just from words, burned hot in your chest.
This felt reckless and inevitable at the same time. You changed into something that would make her look twice, a tight top with no bra, a short skirt that showed plenty of thigh, and you left before you could talk yourself out of it.
When she opened the door, she looked at you like she already knew why you were there. Her robe was pale and thin, tied loosely at her waist, and you could see the faint outline of her body beneath it. Her lips were glossy, her eyes slow and dark as they dragged over you from head to toe.
“I wasn’t expecting you,” she said, but her voice sounded pleased, almost breathless. You stepped inside and let the door close behind you. “Nancy’s out,” you replied softly. The words hung between you like permission.
The air in the kitchen felt heavy, charged. You moved toward the counter to give yourself something to do with your hands, but Karen followed close behind. Too close. You could feel the heat from her body, smell her perfume, hear the soft sound of her breathing. Her fingertips brushed your wrist first, then slid down to your thigh.
“I like this skirt,” she murmured, her fingers gliding along the hem before slipping underneath. Her knuckles grazed the inside of your thigh and you felt your breath catch. “I think I’d like it better on the floor.”
You leaned back against the counter, legs parting without you thinking about it. Her hand travelled higher, slow and deliberate, until her fingers reached the warm, sensitive skin between your thighs. She paused there, just resting her hand over your pussy through nothing but your bare skin. Her eyes never left yours. “Tell me,” she whispered. “Tell me what you’ve been thinking about.”
Your voice shook as you admitted it. You told her you had touched yourself the night before imagining her mouth between your legs. Imagining her tongue licking you slow and deep. She groaned quietly at that, her lips brushing your ear. “You’re going to make me lose control,” she said. “Then lose it,” you breathed.
She kissed you hard, desperate and hungry, and at the same time her hand slid fully between your thighs. Her fingers ran through your folds and she sucked in a sharp breath when she felt how wet you were. “No panties,” she murmured against your mouth. “You came ready for me.” Her fingers spread your slickness, sliding up and down, teasing your clit lightly before moving lower.
You gasped into her mouth as she pushed one finger inside you, then a second, curling them slowly. She did not rush. She fucked you with her fingers in slow, deep strokes that made your knees weak, her thumb pressing firm circles into your clit. You could hear how wet you were, feel it coating her hand as she worked you open. Your hips bucked against her, desperate for more. “That’s it,” she whispered. “Let me feel how tight you get when you’re close.”
Karen was breathing harder now. You could feel her arousal in the way her body pressed against yours. Her robe had fallen open slightly and you could feel the warmth of her bare skin against your stomach. Her nipples were hard, brushing your chest when you moved.
She watched your face like it was the most fascinating thing in the world, eyes dark with want as she fingered you deeper, faster. “You’re so wet for me,” she murmured. “I can feel you dripping on my hand. I’ve wanted to do this for so long. Wanted to feel this pussy squeezing my fingers.” Her voice was thick, needy, and it only pushed you closer.
You clutched at her robe, your head falling back as the pleasure built too high to hold in. Her fingers curled perfectly inside you, hitting that spot that made your thighs shake. Her thumb never stopped on your clit. The pressure, the heat, the way she whispered filthy praise into your ear made the orgasm slam into you without warning.
Your pussy clenched hard around her fingers, pulsing, soaking her hand as you moaned into her shoulder. Your hips jerked against her while you came, and she held you steady, still moving her fingers slowly through it, feeling every shudder.
When it faded, you were trembling. She slid her fingers out of you slowly, watching your face the entire time, then brought them to her mouth. She sucked them clean with a soft, satisfied sound, her eyes still locked on yours. “My turn,” she said quietly, a small smile on her lips.
And you dropped to your knees in front of her, the silk of her robe brushing your skin as it fell open completely. Her thighs were already parted, bare and inviting, and her pussy glistened in the low kitchen light. The sight of it made your mouth water. She was soaked. Her folds were swollen, her clit peeking out flushed and hard. Her scent hit you instantly, rich and musky with arousal.
You leaned in without hesitation, your hands sliding up her thighs as you pressed a kiss to the soft crease where her leg met her hip. Karen let out a low moan, her fingers sinking into your hair, guiding you closer with a grip that trembled just slightly.
You dragged your tongue up the length of her slit, tasting her for the first time. She was warm and slick, the flavour of her sweet and tangy on your tongue. You licked her again, slower, savouring the way her hips jerked toward your mouth. Your lips wrapped around her clit and you sucked gently, teasing it with your tongue while her breathing turned ragged.
“God, yes,” she gasped, her head tipping back, one hand braced on the counter behind her. “Just like that. Don’t stop.” You didn’t. You pressed your mouth deeper, flattening your tongue and licking long, wet stripes over her pussy before flicking and circling her clit again and again.
Her thighs trembled around your head, and you could feel her trying not to thrust too hard against your face. But you wanted her wild. You wanted her to let go. You slipped two fingers inside her, curling them the way she had done to you, and the reaction was instant. She cried out, hips grinding against your mouth, her pussy clenching around your fingers as you fucked her deep and slow.
Your lips stayed on her clit, sucking hard, then soft, your tongue teasing the sensitive bud until her thighs closed in tighter. “Fuck, baby, you’re gonna make me come,” she moaned, breathless and wrecked. “Don’t stop, don’t you fucking stop.”
You fucked her harder, your fingers thrusting deep while your mouth worshipped her. You could feel how close she was, her body tensing, her moans turning into needy, broken sounds. When she came, she let out a loud, shameless cry.
Her thighs clamped around your head and her pussy pulsed around your fingers, soaking your hand and your mouth with wave after wave of release. She kept grinding against your face, chasing every last bit of it until she finally collapsed back against the counter, panting, her fingers slipping from your hair as she slowly came down.
You looked up at her, lips and chin glistening, your fingers still buried inside her wet heat. She was flushed and gorgeous, her chest rising and falling in sharp, shaky breaths. Her eyes met yours, and the smile that spread across her face was pure filth and satisfaction. “Get up here,” she said softly. “We’re not finished.”
You stood slowly, lips still slick from her release, eyes fixed on Karen’s flushed and glowing face. She pulled you into her the second you were upright, kissing you with raw hunger. Her mouth was hot, tongue sliding against yours as she tasted herself on your lips, moaning softly into the kiss like it turned her on even more.
Her robe had fallen completely open, and you reached up to push it off her shoulders, watching it slip down her arms and pool silently on the floor. She stood before you, bare and breath-taking. Her skin was flushed, her nipples hard, her stomach rising and falling with each heavy breath.
“God, baby,” you murmured, brushing your fingers over her waist. “You’re so fucking gorgeous. You don’t even know.”
She smiled, that wicked, hungry smile, and reached for the hem of your top. Her fingers were rough now, urgent, tugging it over your head. She groaned when she saw your bare chest. “Fuck, these tits,” she whispered, cupping them in her hands, thumbs brushing over your nipples until they hardened under her touch. “I’ve dreamed about sucking on them every night since the first time I saw you.”
You grabbed her hand, guiding it to your waistband. “Take the rest off,” you breathed, heart pounding. She obeyed without a word, tugging your skirt down over your hips. Her eyes dropped instantly, drinking in your naked pussy, still glistening from how wet she’d already made you. “You’re dripping,” she whispered, kneeling in front of you for a moment just to press a kiss to your mound. “You’re so fucking wet for me, baby.”
You pulled her back up, fingers tangling in her hair, and kissed her again, deep and filthy. Then she turned you, walked you backward until your thighs hit the edge of the kitchen table. Her hands were firm on your waist, guiding you up, laying you back until your bare ass met the cool surface. You spread your legs for her without hesitation, completely open and on display.
She stared between your thighs like she was about to devour you again. Your cunt was puffy and soaked, lips slick and glistening, your clit swollen and aching for more. “Look at this pussy,” she murmured, dragging her fingers through your folds slowly, letting the wetness coat her fingertips. “So pretty, so fucking wet. I want to make a mess out of you.”
“Then do it,” you begged, voice shaking. “Fuck me, baby. Make me come again. I want to feel you deep inside me.”
Karen didn’t tease this time. She slid two fingers inside you with one smooth motion. You were so wet she met no resistance, just the sweet, tight pull of your walls squeezing around her. She started slow, her other hand resting on your thigh, thumb brushing small, maddening circles over your clit. Your hips bucked against her.
“You feel that?” she whispered, lips grazing your ear as she leaned over you. “You’re sucking me in, baby. You’re so fucking greedy for it.”
“Harder,” you gasped. “Please, fuck me harder.”
She gave it to you, fucking you deep and fast, her fingers curling with every thrust, hitting that perfect spot inside you. Her palm smacked wetly against your pussy as she moved, filling the kitchen with the obscene sounds of your soaked cunt getting pounded. Her thumb pressed harder into your clit and you felt your orgasm building fast, electric heat coiling tight in your core.
Your back arched off the table, hands scrambling at her back. “Karen, I’m gonna come, I’m gonna fucking come.”
“That’s it, baby,” she growled. “Come for me. Come all over my fingers. I want to feel that sweet little pussy squeeze the hell out of me.”
You shattered with a cry, your thighs shaking as your pussy clenched hard around her fingers, pulsing and dripping as the orgasm tore through you. Your body bucked, eyes rolling back, your slick soaking her hand and the table beneath you. Karen never stopped, working you through it, fucking you through the waves until you were spent and gasping.
When she finally pulled her fingers from your twitching cunt, she brought them to her mouth again, licking them slowly, savoring every drop. “Still so sweet,” she said, leaning down to kiss you softly, her mouth sticky with your release. “And I’m not letting you leave until you come for me again.”
You grinned, breathless, spreading your legs wider. “Then what are you waiting for?”
Karen's eyes darkened with hunger as you spoke, her lips curling into something between a smirk and a growl. “Yeah,” she muttered, gaze locked on your soaked, twitching pussy, “I’m not done with you.” She slid her hand down again and gave your cunt a sharp slap. You gasped, hips jolting as the sting bloomed into something that made your walls clench all over again. Another slap followed, then a third, wet and echoing, making your slick drip down onto the table.
“Such a messy little thing,” she murmured, fingers lazily teasing your folds between each strike, spreading your lips to watch your hole clench around nothing. “So sensitive. I could slap this pretty pussy all night.” You moaned under her, trembling, legs open wide, body begging for more. But instead of giving it, she pulled away. Her eyes scanned your flushed face, your lips parted and slick with spit, the way your chest rose and fell in uneven bursts.
“I want to ride your mouth,” she said, voice low and full of need. “I want to feel your tongue right where it belongs.”
You barely had time to respond before she climbed onto the table, one knee on either side of your head. Her pussy hovered above your face, soaked and glistening, her inner thighs shiny from how much she’d already dripped. You reached up instinctively, hands gripping her hips as she lowered herself slowly, letting her weight sink onto your mouth. The second your tongue met her, she gasped.
You licked a long, slow stripe through her folds, flattening your tongue to taste all of her. She was so wet and warm, her slick coating your mouth instantly. Her clit was swollen and firm against your tongue, and you circled it gently at first, savoring the way she shuddered. She started to rock her hips slowly, grinding down against your face, her fingers tangled in your hair, her breath coming harder above you.
“Right there,” she groaned, her voice low and cracked with arousal. “Don’t you fucking stop.”
You didn’t. You wrapped your arms around her thighs, pulling her down tight against your mouth, your tongue working her clit in firm circles while your lips sucked her soft, swollen skin. She moaned louder now, grinding faster, her slick smearing across your chin and cheeks. Her taste filled your mouth, musky and perfect, and you let her use you exactly how she wanted.
Her rhythm faltered as she got closer, her thighs trembling, her pussy pulsing against your mouth. “You’re gonna make me come,” she gasped, barely able to get the words out. “Fuck, I’m gonna come all over your face.”
You sucked her clit harder, tongue flicking fast and relentless, and that was all it took. She cried out as her orgasm hit, her body locking up, thighs squeezing tight around your head. Her pussy gushed against your mouth, hot and wet, her slick dripping down your throat as she came hard on your tongue. You held her there, drinking it all, licking her through every trembling wave until she was shaking above you, gasping for breath.
When she finally lifted herself off your face, her legs were unsteady. She looked down at you, your face soaked, your eyes glassy and dazed. She smiled, slow and satisfied, her chest still rising and falling as she caught her breath.
“Get on your knees,” she said, voice raw. “I want to come on your pussy next.”
You slid off the table without a word, your legs still shaking, face wet with her release and lips swollen from how hard you had worked her over. You dropped to your knees on the kitchen floor, eyes flicking up to her as she stood over you, her thighs slick and trembling, her cunt still glistening between them.
The sight of her like that, naked, flushed, hair wild and eyes dark with lust, made your cunt throb all over again. You spread your knees apart and leaned back slightly on your hands, presenting your soaked pussy to her with a wicked little smile.
Karen stepped forward, her hands sliding down her own stomach, fingers brushing over her swollen clit as she looked down at you. Her eyes trailed between your parted thighs, fixated on the way your pussy glistened in the kitchen light, lips slick and puffy, clit begging for contact. She straddled you slowly, knees pressing to the floor, her body lowering over yours inch by inch. You could feel the heat of her cunt before it even touched yours, the air thick with your mingled scent.
When her pussy met yours, it was electric. The first brush of her folds against your own made you both moan, her slick mixing with yours as she rolled her hips down, grinding into you. The pressure of her clit rubbing directly against yours sent a jolt through your core. She started to move slowly, dragging her pussy along yours in smooth, deliberate motions. The friction was hot and perfect, your wetness making everything slippery and obscene, your clits slipping and catching against each other with every thrust of her hips.
“Fuck, you feel so good,” she gasped, hands gripping your shoulders as she rode your pussy harder. “So wet, so hot for me. I can feel you soaking me.”
You moaned beneath her, your fingers digging into her thighs, holding her tight as she fucked down against you. Your bodies rocked together, tits bouncing, slick smearing everywhere, the wet sounds of your grinding filling the kitchen. Your clit throbbed with every pass of hers against it, pleasure building sharp and fast in your belly. Karen’s moans got louder, more desperate, her rhythm growing erratic as she lost herself in it.
“I’m so close,” she panted. “I wanna come with you. Right on this messy little pussy. Come with me, baby. Come all over me.”
You thrust your hips up to meet her grind, your clit swelling under the constant friction, your pussy pulsing with the need to release. You looked up at her, her face twisted in pleasure, sweat on her chest, her eyes locked on yours like she was daring you to fall apart with her.
Then it hit you. A deep, rolling orgasm that took your breath. Your cunt clenched hard, your clit throbbing against hers, your moan high and broken as your body arched. Karen followed right after, crying out as her orgasm slammed through her, her pussy grinding against yours, juices spilling over your thighs as she came hard on your cunt.
You clung to each other, still grinding slowly, riding out every last wave until the shaking stopped and your breathing returned to something close to normal. Karen collapsed into your arms, her body warm and slick against yours, both of you wrecked and tangled on the kitchen floor.
Neither of you said anything for a while. There was no need. The room was thick with the scent of sex, your bodies sticky with sweat and slick and everything you’d been holding back for far too long. Finally, Karen leaned in, kissed your shoulder, and murmured into your neck, “Next time, we’re not even making it out of the hallway.”
Karen moved slowly now, her touch soft and lingering, the sharp urgency of lust replaced with something warmer. She guided you up off the kitchen floor, her hands steadying your trembling hips, and led you over to the nearest chair. You sank into it with a deep exhale, your body still flushed and glowing, muscles limp from being pushed past every edge.
She disappeared for a moment and returned with a damp cloth and one of the soft dish towels you knew she kept folded in the drawer near the sink. Kneeling between your legs again, she began cleaning you up with slow, careful strokes. The cloth was warm and the gentleness of it made your breath catch in a different way.
She wiped away the thick, messy mixture of both your slicks from your inner thighs, her fingers brushing the sensitive folds of your pussy with reverence. Every movement was unhurried, every glance up at you filled with something deeper than simple afterglow. She wasn’t just wiping you down. She was caring for you.
Karen pressed a kiss to your knee. Then another to your thigh, just above where her mouth had once been devouring you. Her lips lingered there, soft and warm, her breath sending tiny tremors through your skin. She looked up at you, eyes molten and a little wild but gentler now.
“You okay?” she asked, voice rough but sweet, as her hand trailed slowly across your stomach. You nodded, cheeks still flushed, body slick with sweat, and muscles pleasantly sore. “More than okay,” you murmured, reaching out to run your fingers through her messy blonde hair.
She smiled at that, leaning into your touch, and for a moment it was quiet. Just the hum of the fridge, the sound of your breaths, the press of her palm against your thigh.
Then your phone rang.
Both of you froze, your head snapping toward the sound as your ringtone played from the counter. You recognized it instantly—Nancy.
Karen raised her eyebrows and smirked, something dangerous flashing behind her eyes. She stood slowly, leaving the cloth on the table, and crossed behind your chair like a predator circling its prey.
“Answer it,” she whispered, voice low and teasing near your ear. You glared at her, silently warning her not to start anything, but your fingers were already reaching for the phone. You pressed it to your ear and tried to swallow the tremble in your throat.
“Hey,” you said, breath still catching slightly in your chest.
Nancy’s voice came through bright and cheerful, completely unaware of the scene on the other end. She was laughing as she told you about Jonathan, about how he’d fallen asleep halfway through the second movie and how she ended up watching the rest alone while eating all the popcorn. You nodded along, trying to steady your voice, giving small sounds of agreement while Karen moved silently behind you.
You felt her hands first, warm and slow as they ran up your shoulders. Then her mouth, lips parting as she pressed them softly to the curve of your neck. She kissed you sweetly at first, her lips barely brushing your skin.
You tried not to react, tried to focus on Nancy’s voice, but the heat of Karen’s mouth made your thighs twitch. Her lips parted again and this time she sucked gently, her teeth scraping just slightly over the skin as she left a soft, blooming ache behind.
“Are you even listening?” Nancy teased on the other end.
“Yeah,” you said too quickly, trying to adjust your voice to something casual. “I’m here. Just… tired.”
Karen didn’t stop. Another kiss, lower on your neck. Her tongue flicked out, dragging slow and wet over the spot she’d just marked. Her hands slid down to your waist, fingers splayed, holding you in place. You tried to stay still, tried to sound normal, but your breathing was shallower now, your pulse racing. She started to suck harder, each kiss longer, deeper. You could feel her marking you, painting bruises into your skin with her mouth.
Nancy went on about how Jonathan snored like an old man and how she almost filmed it for proof. You laughed, the sound shaky and thin, and Karen bit you gently for it, just hard enough to make your breath catch. She leaned in close, her lips against your ear as she whispered, “You sound so sweet when you’re trying to be good.”
Your grip tightened around the phone. Your thighs pressed together. Karen’s fingers slid just beneath the edge of the towel she had wrapped loosely around your waist, dragging lightly over the inside of your thigh, dangerously close to your still-sensitive cunt. You gave a weak hum into the phone as Nancy continued rambling, nodding like you were paying attention while Karen kissed her way up behind your ear again, her breath hot against your skin.
“You’re weird tonight,” Nancy said, laughing. “Are you sure you’re okay?”
“I’m fine,” you said quickly, voice high and tight. “Just… long day.”
Karen kissed the center of your throat. Then lower. Her tongue flicked out again, wetting the skin before she sucked slow and deep until she knew it would leave a bruise. You knew she was being intentional now, branding you with her mouth, listening to every shaky breath you took while you tried to keep calm.
When the call finally ended and Nancy chirped a casual goodbye, you pressed the red button and let the phone drop to the table. You sat there in silence, heart pounding, thighs clenched, the air thick with heat.
Karen stepped around to face you, her fingers lifting your chin so you looked directly into her eyes. Her gaze dropped to the places she had marked, the trail of red and purple blooming across your throat and collarbone.
A slow, pleased smile curled her lips as her thumb brushed over one of them. “Now that’s better,” she said. “Everyone will know exactly who you belong to.”
i realised that i never fully posted my mrs wheeler piece 🥲🥲 here you go <3
Her puppy dog eyes are the most prettiest thing ever please I can’t 🥹🥹
I love love loveeee having queer friends like Urghh life is worth living I love all my girl lover friends mwah mwah mwah
I was hanging out with some of my new friends and they were talking about some plans they made some while ago in a chalet, basically full of lesbians and they were like « next time we do it you should come to. » like urghhhh they’re the sweetest ever.
And like today was so much fun! We went shopping, eating and we went to a pub and played pool (well they did) !!!
I sosososoooo wanna do something like that with them again but idkkk I feel like I was awkward and now I’m overthinking the whole hangout and everything I might have done wrong
(Went from saying how happy I was to lowkey venting lmaoo)
UNDER CONTROL; Part 2
PART TWO; 90's christmas corporate/office AU set in New York city.
Office-siren!Karen Wheeler x younger!reader
Warnings: Dom!KarenWheeler, Sub!Reader, Younger woman/older woman, power imbalance, alcohol abuse, cheating (Karen), power play, office sex, scissoring, slight mommy kink, dom-sub, secret "relationship", slapping, degradation. Mean!Karen wheeler
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You thought it was over, that you’d had your moment. Every day since feels like walking on thin ice. When the New Year’s office party arrives, you see just how quickly everything you think you controlled can go up in flames.
(Sorry if it’s not as good as the first one, it was supposed to be a one-shot)
December 24th, 1996
Nothing changes.
You’re surprised. At yourself. For being surprised.
The building hums back to life like it always does. Those stupid office lights flicker on, coffee machines hiss, phones begin their endless ringing. Midtown moves on, Karen moves on.
What disturbs you most is the feeling like nothing ever happened at all.
Karen’s hair is swept back into its usual polished shape, not a strand out of place. She’s dressed in a dove-gray suit this time, sharp lines, clean tailoring. Pearl studs. High heels- the full package. You watch her speak to a senior partner near the elevators, smiling just enough to be pleasant.
Incredible.
You know that if anyone were to study her closely, they’d see only what she wants them to see. No one would ever guess she had you pressed into the edge of her desk, her voice low in your ear, words meant for you, and you alone.
And now? She doesn’t even look at you.
You’re coming undone in a hundred tiny, humiliating ways.
At first, it’s subtle. You let your gaze linger too long when she passes your floor, heart kicking painfully against your ribs. You miss half of what your coworker is saying because Karen’s voice carries down the corridor, calm and assured, and it still does something awful to you.
Then come the mistakes.
You spill coffee during a meeting, dark liquid blooming across beige carpet while people pause mid-sentence. Someone cracks a joke, tries to soften it, you laugh too but your hands shake as you mop it up.
It’s embarrassing- you want to die on the spot purely out of spite. Would they find it funny then? Exactly.
You also stutter when Karen addresses a group you’re standing in, your name mentioned only in passing, but your mouth betrays you anyway. The sound lodges in your throat, awkward and exposed.
People notice.
Karen notices too.
At first her irritation stays contained, but it soon becomes obvious. You’re mortified and yet It’s hard to blame her, because in karen’s eyes, you’re slowly shifting from a mild inconvenience to a major liability.
Even so, Karen seems to be cutting you some slack- she never comes after you. Seriously, not even to scold you.
Instead, she surrounds herself with her usual circle. Mostly senior staff, board members and women like her, who know how to smile without revealing anything real.
You try to mirror her. You really do.
The result is all but similar.
By the second week, she corners you when you least expect it. So much about her cutting you slack…
It’s your lunch break, but the food doesn’t matter. You just need peace. The narrow hallway near the archives is empty and calm. She steps into your path before you even have time to register it, her heels stopping just short of your shoes.
“Get it together.” she says quietly, fury compressed into every syllable. “Do you have any idea what you’re doing?”
You’re shocked. Your fingers curl around the edge of the container you’re holding. “I’m… not doing anything?”
“Oh, come now-“ she scoffs, unimpressed.
You stand now. The heels she’s wearing make her slightly taller then you, just enough that you have to tilt your chin up. The gesture makes your stomach churn. “Come again?”
“You’re being messy.” she spits, plain and simple. “People are starting to talk, do you genuinely think this is acceptable?”
“Christ- calm down, I’m trying.” you push back, throat tight.
“That’s not good enough!” she snaps. “Really- are you trying to ruin me? Snap out of this and get over it.”
Something fractures.
“You don’t get to talk to me like this!” you snarl, but it comes out uneven, voice betraying you.
Karen exhales through her nose. “I absolutely do. This is my reputation you’re messing with.”
“I can’t just forget getting fucked by my superior!” you hiss, the words escaping before you can stop them.
Her jaw tightens, eyes flicking around the hallway before she leans in, looming. “Lower your voice-“
“No! You came onto me!” You shoot back, hurt turning your voice sharp and ugly. “You don’t get to act like I threw myself at you.”
Her mouth hardens. “You little-” She catches herself, breath controlled, composure snapping back into place. “That is not how I remember it.”
“Wow, how convenient.” you scoff.
She tilts her head, cool and appraising. “You’re young.” she says flatly. “You read into things. You confuse attention with intention.”
Her cruelty is uncalled for, and it stings more than you expect.
Your mouth opens and closes. Shocked. You swallow hard, nodding once like you’ve been struck into silence.
“Okay then.” you murmur. “Karen Wheeler always gets what she wants, doesn’t she? You’ll have your distance.”
Karen goes quiet, caught off guard. “Forgive me.”you mutter as you shoulder past her “For being such a nuisance.”
You stay true to your words.
You stop looking at her entirely. Stop reacting. You become polite, professional, distant. You don’t smile when she passes. You don’t stumble when she speaks to you. You force yourself to breathe evenly, to remember your place in this hell of a hole.
Whether Karen cares or not, you don’t know. You stop worrying.
December 30th, 1996
December deepens and with that, the New Year’s office party rolls around, a yearly tradition so employees can toast the season before heading home to family.
You call it torture.
The event space glows: Soft lights, muted jazz, glasses clinking. You sigh as you watch strings of yellow lights twinkle over folding tables laden with punch bowls, cheese platters and so on. Snow dusts the parking lot outside, the air crisp and biting as guests arrive in furry coats and scarves.
What. A. Circus.
You get there early- around, what, eight? Part of you still wants to go home, curl under blankets with your pets and fall asleep. Sadly masochism, or whatever sounds less harsh, drives you forward.
“Silly girl.” she’d called you once. Ding, Ding, Ding. Correct.
You mingle with your small, semi-circle of friends. Seriously, one is worse than the next: the graphic designer with the bad perm, the receptionist with kleptomanic tendencies, and your favorite- the closeted gay guy thrown in for diversity. Mark.
Jezus take the wheel,
At nine sharp, Karen finally decides to bless everyone with her presence, Ted glued to her side- not that you’ve been keeping tabs on her or anything. Not at all.
She looks flawless. Emerald-green dress hugging her, pearls at her throat, hair swept back. And Ted… Ted is whatever.
The higher-ups have the plus one privilege, always sticking close to the ‘important’ crowd: executives in suits, laughter tinkling over clinking glasses. You roll your eyes to the back of your skull. Seriously? It’s like you’re in high school again but with better wine.
Karen keeps her distance effortlessly, like she’s being paid to. It almost makes you want to laugh. Her smiles are polished, her posture perfect. No dramatic slips- unlike you.
She’s leaning into Ted’s side, his hand on her waist like he fucking owns her. It twists a knife deep inside you.
Thing is- you know it. Their marriage is a disaster; God, it has to be. She never admitted to it, but you saw the slip in her expression. That night. Free. Vulnerable. With you, not him.
You’re not okay, and it shows- yet you can’t bring yourself to do something about it. Your forced smiles visibly falter and you stumble as you walk.
You shuffle toward the buffet to poke at the shrimp cocktail with Mark and his ridiculous festive sweater vest, tasting nothing, re-thinking everything.
“Okay, spill.” he sighs, nudging you with an elbow. “Who’s got you hung up, you look miserable.”
You shrug. “Just… the holidays. You know how much i hate this shit.”
He arches a brow, shrugs, and goes back to chattering about office drama. You do your best to nod along, but your eyes keep finding Karen.
By ten-thirty, the organizers call for the annual speeches- cheers to the year, toasts to the new one.
All that cheesy crap.
The room hushes, glasses raised. You’re heavily hammered now, the world tilting. You spot Karen laughing at something Ted says, and something within you decides you can’t go on like this any longer.
You make a beeline for her, not really knowing what you’re going to say. Call her a bitch? Real mature.
To be fair, in your current condition- barf, perhaps. Right at their feet.
You end up doing neither.
What a waste of whatever fragile dignity you’ve managed to keep upright tonight.
You make for the exit instead, unaware that she’s been watching all along.
Her hand shoots out, stopping the elevator doors and pressing them closed before you can even react.
“Why the rush?” she asks, voice low, a hint of slur softening her usual crispness. Her eyes, usually stoic, hold a flicker of something warmer, alcohol-fueled.
You don’t even register her voice at first. But when you do-
God, she’s in for it now.
You explode, words tumbling out in a rush as you turn around to face her. “Now you decide to acknowledge me?” you slur aswell. “You’ve ignored me for weeks, Karen. I only exist to you when I’m a problem! So don’t suddenly act concerned about where I’m going, with Ted still stuck at your side.”
She scoffs. “That’s quite the speech, how about you take the stage next?” You’ve struck a nerve; the slight curl of her lip and the way her gaze sharpens give it away.
You stumble toward her, finger jabbed at her chest in accusation, a bitter laugh escapes you too. “Mhm, should I start by saying how a certain superior bangs girls in her office, then pretends they don’t exist?”
For a heartbeat, the air thickens. Then she chuckles- low and derisive. “Oh, please- show some decorum, won’t you?”
Her audacity never fails to stun you. “I’ll show you decorum- let’s see how Ted likes it-“ You flash her a look, sharp and devious, already moving past her, toward the hum of the crowd in the next room.
You don’t even see it coming. Karen sidesteps into your path, closes the distance in one smooth motion. Her lips crash against yours- firm, swallowing every scream, every accusation before it can claw its way out.
Your knees threaten to buckle. Her kiss is so sudden so unexpected- You freeze, breath hitching, every word trapped inside you as she pulls back just enough to meet your eyes.
“Just who the hell do you think you are?” You complain, chest still aching with all the days she left you to wonder, to burn. “Do you really think I don’t see what you’re doing-“
“You’re impossible-“ she sighs, irritated, then closes the gap again. You gasp into the kiss, your hands fisting her dress as she pushes you back, her body pinning you against the elevator behind you.
The kiss deepens- emotional, raw; her tongue sweeps in, tasting of merlot, while her fingers tangle in your hair. She doesn’t whisper confessions, but the hunger in her touch is obvious.
She always does this, karen’s composure cracks just enough to remind you that she is human- but only just. A soft moan slips out when you kiss back, emotions loose under the haze of the drink.
She always plays it safe.
Breaking away, eyes dark, she grabs your hand. “Sweetheart...” She murmurs, voice husky. You almost orgasm on the spot. “You’ve spent days tormenting yourself over this. Let me take care of you. Let me… help you understand your place in my life.”
You should leave. And yet, every instinct in your body betrays you. Every nerve in you wants her warmth, her guidance and she knows this, lets you squirm just enough, lets you fall for her without giving herself entirely.
You stay.
Karen drags you down the hall to a nearby empty office. The lights flick on as she fishes for the switch, then the door locks behind you. The warmth of the room is suffocating.
She backs you against the couch, easing you down onto it with a firm hand. “You think it was easy for me?” she breathes out, gets comfortable between your legs. “Having you here every day and not being able to do anything about it?” Her hands slip under your skirt. “Dressed like this-” she murmurs, lifting it.
Her touch is firm, fingers tracing along your thighs.
“You didn’t look troubled to me-“ you protest, breath hitching as her fingers slip your underwear aside, giving herself more access and beginning to stroke your cunt.
She answers with a rough kiss, indifferent to your little jab. Her stoic mask cracks as she strips your trembling body- blouse unbuttoned, bra discarded somewhere, exposing your breasts to her.
“Do try to mind your tone with me, [name].” she warns, her own dress unzips, revealing lace beneath. She pulls your underwear off fully, the leather cold against your skin. The wine makes her touches linger, sensual and unhurried.
“You- you’re not fair-“ you gasp, voice trembling as you glare up at her. “Three glasses down and suddenly you’ve got the balls to touch me?”
“Pretty girl, I’ll do much more than just touch you.” She sneers and clamps onto your neck, lips biting and sucking hard at the skin. You throw your head back, legs snapping around her waist as she drives herself down over you. One hand slams over your mouth, the other already pumping you full.
She’s rougher than the first time, you don’t mind though.
Karen’s fingers plunge deep, stroking that sensitive spot inside you, slick coating her hand as she works you open. Three digits stretch your walls while her thumb circles your clit in slow circles. You buck against her palm, muffled moans vibrating against the hand clamped over your mouth, but she pins you down harder, her body weight keeping you trapped on the worn couch.
"Sweetheart-” she murmurs, voice laced with that condescending edge, her breath hot against your ear. “I really haven’t been good to you lately have i?” Her words drip with slight degradation, the pet name twisting the humiliation even as it sends fresh heat pooling in your core. She bites down on your neck, sucking the tender skin before releasing it slowly.
her fingers never slow their punishing rhythm.
She’s got you now.
You gasp, legs tightening around her, fingers clawing at her dress. “Fuck- Ms.Wheeler please-“ your voice cracks, something between a moan and a plea.
She tilts her head, smirk curling like a blade.
You shiver, worried about every mark she leaves. “Ahh- No don’t, they’ll see-“
Her lips skim your ear, gentle but cruel. “I don’t care.” she murmurs. “It’s winter. Hide them.”
You moan again.
"All that attitude earlier, and now?” she taunts, her free hand trailing up to wrap around your throat, squeezing until you whimper. “You have no character-“ she sneers. “Make up your mind. Don’t pretend you don’t want this, then spread your legs so easily.”
You try to retort, but her kiss muffles it into a garbled plea. Her digits scissor inside you, spreading your walls wide as arousal drips down your thighs.
“Karen-“ you trash around, close now, so close.
She withdraws her fingers abruptly, leaving you clenching around nothing, a whine escaping despite her grip. She lifts her hand, glistening with your juices, and smears it across your mouth.
“Remember this the next time you accuse me, of throwing myself at you.”
(Okay, so- she didn’t forget about that.)
The degradation stings, makes your cheeks burn, but your hips twitch upward, begging for more. “I’m sorry- i’m so sorry please- more, don’t stop-“
“Quiet.” She snaps, you obey.
Karen shifts her weight, unzipping her dress further and letting it pool around her waist, revealing lace panties already soaked with her own wetness. She hooks your legs over her shoulders, positioning herself so her pussy hovers just above yours, sliding her underwear aside just enough that it’s out of the way.
“And for the record-“ she adds. “You came to me” her tone sharpens, condescending as she finally grinds her clit against yours in quick, desperate circles.
You cry out when she slides down fully, aligning your cunts, and presses her folds flush against yours, the wet heat searing as she begins to rock her hips. You gasp, hands flying to her hips to pull her closer, she allows you this, throws her head back in pleasure.
“Yes, yes i did! Fuck- harder, I want you to ruin me! Please! ruin me-“ You whine like a madwoman; if anyone were to use the elevator, they’d hear you-
“God- the mouth on you.” she hisses, but you know she likes it by the way her pace quickens, hips snapping in a rhythm that has your breasts bouncing, the slick slide of your cunts creating truly obscene sounds that echo off the walls.
“Fuckfuckfuckyesyes-“ Your eyes water from pure pleasure. You slam them shut, tears spilling as your own hands clamp over your mouth.
You tremble beneath her as she fucks you silly.
Karen doesn’t allow you this luxury. She swats your hands away and grips your chin, holding you completely still. “Look at me while I fuck you.” she groans, her voice low and rough, her own pleasure evident but of lesser importance to the control she wields over you.
She reaches down to spread your lips wider, exposing your clit fully to her assault, her own folds parting around it with each thrust. "Cry all you want, let them hear you.” she hisses, leaning in to suck a fresh hickey onto your collarbone. "Let everyone know you're being fucked senseless in here."
You arch into her, the words fueling the fire in your belly, your voice breaking as you rasp “Yeah?! Ah-Ted too?”
A clear provocation.
That sobers her up instantly. You don’t let her pull back- your fingers dig into her hair, dragging her down against you, rolling your hips mercilessly into hers. That earns you anothet moan.
Power-drunk, you spit in her ear, voice low, venomous: “You crave this, don’t you? Chasing his lips, acting like you’re so innocent… knowing mine were there just hours ago.”
Karen moans again, but it twists into a groan of frustration. She unlatches from you forcibly, and before you can protest, her hand snaps across your face with a sharp smack.
“Ah, fuck-” you startle. Hardly even notice the sting.
Her eyes darken as she seizes both your wrists, pinning them above your head, cutting you off. She drives into you with a faster, harsher rhythm, every movement precise and punishing. You cry out, hips bucking, but she doesn’t relent, each thrust is measured to make you ache, to force you to submit to her pace, her control.
“Cunning little thing, aren’t you?” she hisses, voice low and dangerous. “Thinking you did something there-“
“Didn’t i-“ she rewards you with another slap, then captures your lips in a bruising kiss.
The pressure builds, your body trembling as her relentless rhythm drives you closer to the edge.
Karen’s breath hitches, eyes locked on yours. “I’ll get you demoted-“ she sneers down at you “Make you fuck your way back to the top-" Her threat ruins you, orgasm crashing through in waves, pussy spasming against hers, slick flooding out to mix with her arousal. “Then i’ll demote you again-“
Karen holds her weight above you with one elbow, gripping your jaw with her free hand, faces inches apart. You both pant, gasping, but she doesn’t relent- driving into your climax with force until her own release hits, a sharp cry escaping as her juices coat your folds, warm and messy.
Karen collapses forward, her weight pressing into yours, forehead resting against yours. All you feel is the heat of two bodies tangled together, breaths ragged, energy spent.
For a bit, neither of you moves or speaks.
When Karen slowly begins to sit up, shoulders slumping, hair falling loose around her face, you can’t help but feel a flicker of relief. You follow suit. She begins to adjust her dress, straightening the fabric over her legs, while you do the same, tugging at your clothes and smoothing the creases.
“Hey, you okay?” you ask when the silence get’s too loud, your voice soft, almost hesitant.
She bites her lip, eyes flicking away for a moment before meeting yours again. “Was I… too rough? I- I don’t know what happened. I just-“ Her words trail off, vulnerable and unsure, a side of her you rarely see.
You swallow hard, heart still racing. “No… Karen, no- what? I was in the wrong here-“
“Sweetheart, don’t-“ she interrupts, soft, not rude- just done with the topic. Her eyes flick away for a moment, then back to yours, tired but still sharp. You nod, letting it drop, feeling the tension ease slightly as both of you adjust yourselves, clothes slowly settling into place.
The muffled laughter, clinking glasses, and music from the party outside float through the walls, a reminder that the world doesn’t stop for no one.
This time around, the two of you make no promises, set no deadlines, lie to no one, and leave with the bitter knowledge that whatever you’ve started will cost you both greatly.
Seriously: What. A. Circus.

