And I need you to want me too.
I don't aim at being just a turn on for you,
I need to be your craving.
I need to feel like you can't get enough of me,
I need you to crave my existence,
I need you to drink me up as if I'm the last drop of water on earth,
I need to drown in you and be intoxicated by your essence,
I need to feel like my insides will explode with raw love and passion everytime you look at me,
I need you to look at me as if I am all you can see.
I want to feel scared of the amount love that you show me everytime you're around me, scared of losing you, scared because I've never seen someone show that kind of love to someone.
I want you to ask me questions, anything and everything that you have in mind.
I want you to genuinely want to know me, under the mask that the world sees.
I need you to be curious about my raw, naked, concealed, real internal self.
I need you to peel off my layers and discover what they hide.
I need you to be present, maybe not talking or doing something insanely exciting, but just being around each other and being bored out of our minds but still calm, at peace and happy in each others energy.
I want to know your best days, your worst days, your average days and days where nothing happened,
I want to be by your side as you figure it out.
I want to see you try, fail, fall, rise, try again and succeed,
I want to know things that you love, things that you hate, things that you're passionate about and things that you just cannot stand, I want to know all your opinions even if they clash with mine, I still wanna know,
I want to be by your side when you feel like no one is and I want to remain there when everyone around you is too.
I want to peel off your layers and see what you hide, caress it with love that only I can provide.
I want you to hold me and stay by my side,
as I go through the same process of figuring it out.
I want you to see me at my best and when I fall,
when I'm at my worst and when I'm nothing at all,
I want you around when I break apart,
and hold me tight as I slowly pull the pieces together.
I want us to shine together, and bring out the best of each other.
I want to go on about my day, minding my own business, knowing that when I get home, I'll have you waiting for me,
I want to feel the peace of having someone who I can just fall back into, I want to know that even if my whole world is falling apart, and the home that I have inside me feels like it's crumbling down, I can find it in you,
I want to feel the comfort of love and the pleasure it brings, I want to explore and discover with you, I want us to discover life and explore the beauty around us as we accomplish our goals together, hand in hand.
I want to lay by your side as our breaths seem intertwined with each other, I want to lay in your arms on top of your chest as you hold me and the rest of the world just becomes a background noise, I want to be drowned in your eyes as everything else fades away into nothing.
I want us to remind each other of who we are when we can't do it for ourselves, I want us to conquer our fears together and support each other with every milestone.
I want the promise of togetherness, commitment towards the bond that we share, I need a promise in the heart because we both know that a paper can be torn apart
I need an overwhelming soul connecting joy that no amount of words can explain, something that is just mutually shared between us, something that doesn't need sentences, paragraphs or extravagant actions
something that when I look into your eyes, I just know.....
and when you look into mine you know too.
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