there’s a creature on me! @maisieadamontaskmaster - Tumblr Blog

hiya, i’m em, 20, this is my multifandom blog. i like and follow from @goodluckeddie which is my 9-1-1 blog. this blog is for everything else <3 personal yapping tag is #🌸

i’m alexmercer on ao3 where i mostly post 9-1-1, but there’s also BBC Ghosts, Julie and the Phantoms, the Raven Cycle and the Dreamer Trilogy, and Six of Crows <3

#pinned post #🌸

okay turns out choking is so fun. approved.

my not-boyfriend came to see me at work today and I was so flabbergasted that he was there that I practically forgot how to speak. he’s so perfect omfg

#notboyfriend

i wish there was some place on campus i could go nap. or just curl up into a ball for a bit. I would like to be warm. they should install heat lamps

bought my dress for the laufey concert🤭🤭🤭 (i’m not seeing her until march)

#IF TIME COULD JUST SPEED UP A BIT THAT WOULD BE SWELL #laufey

literally one week ago he was willing to meet my parents and now i haven’t had a text back since last night. is something different or is this me overreacting entirely. i know he’s had a busy week and that he’s busy today. but still.

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i should be hugging him rn :( his arms should be SO firm and tight and comfy around me :( i should be resting my head on his chest and breathing in his scent while he runs his fingers through my hair with one hand and pulls me closer with the other :( but no

#i actually genuinely literally might cry #i am not at the stage where i’m willing to admit this to him yet #but like. god.#🌸

sick and twisted that i’m not being held lovingly in his arms while he runs his fingers through my hair and pulls me in as close and tight as he possibly can

#no but im actually sick over it #long distance is actually like. really hard.#🌸

i don’t want to shower because i still smell like his cologne :(

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unfunnystandup

nah it’s actually even not funny how bad i want him. it’s messing with my head, i don’t think i’ve ever needed anyone quite this badly.

#❤️‍🔥#his hands all over me the last time i saw him #unfair. i need him now #🌸

he’s quite literally the only person i ever want to talk to. the thought of him ever not wanting to talk to me makes me feel genuinely unwell. it’s too early for me to call it what it is, to label this feeling the way i so deeply want to, but what am i meant to feel for him if not that? this man is the purest soul i’ve ever had the pleasure of encountering. the way he looks at me, the way he kisses me, his voice, his hands, his heart, his gentle nature, his kind and honest intentions, his insistence that he wants me, that we will see each other again, that i’m his. he says my dear, my darling, my good girl. i’m his his his his his and i never want anything different

#shut up me #🌸