i can only grow poison

25+. she/her. i'm a professional hater.

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

[majoracclana]

my beloved's cats all have human personalities i'm convinced her house is some sort of cat sitcom. suicidal cat grieving the death of his wife and children, vegetarian cat who wont show her pussy to anyone but got ostracize for sleeping w her mother's ex, smelly creepy male cat who doesnt ever get laid during mating season except the one time he was taken to the groomers, are just some of the cats i remember but she has told me so many stories about their cats and none of them sounded like normal cats.

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

[lautakwah]

so uhm 🧍‍♂️ my house is burning down 🧍‍♂️

[lautakwah]

fun fact: when lightning strikes ur house it just sounds like particularly loud thunder :)!

another fun fact: it CAN and WILL fuck up your electrical grid and cause a fire XD

[lautakwah]

not gonna post pics and doxx myself but they literally took out the roofing 💀 i was supposed to leave for amsterdam tonight to catch the train to england in the morning (have to be there at 5:30) & go to a UK con 😭💀 i havent even packed yet bro 😭

[lautakwah]

okay so figuring stuff out with insurance when youre not insured is a Nightmare, that's another fun fact for y'all :)! we gotta replace the tv, soundbar, lighting, and subwoofer, but luckily everything else is intact (barring water damage from the firefighting) and nobody got hurt 🙏

if anyone has the means & wants to help out, my links are below:

KOFI / PPAL

I also have an etsy but because of aforementioned convention I will be out of the country so it's closed for the time being; you can DM me if you want to place an order directly♡ check my instagram for an up-to-date catalogue & prices; shipping is 3.50€ for flat items i.e. stickers, prints, temporary tattoos (doesnt matter how many you get), and 5-12€ for everything else i.e. charms, can badges, etc depending on where you live!

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

[majoracclana]

two months without pay im gonna die

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

[majoracclana]

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

grocery - $275

2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

bills and rent - $200

1 psychiatric session - $50

2 therapy sessions - $60

send aid here

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.