‘Moonlight’ Final: Being a Gay Black Man in America & Masking it with Masculinity
According to the IMDb website Moonlight is “A chronicle of the childhood, adolescence and burgeoning adulthood of a young, African-American, gay man growing up in a rough neighborhood of Miami.”
LITTLE: This is the nickname given to Chiron by Blue (Juan) as he was a kid. This chapter of Chyron’s life details a boy trying to find his identity and where he fits into the world. The quote from the movie itself that I feel best embodies this examination follows below.
Little: So your name 'Blue'?
Juan: [to Little] At some point, you gotta decide for yourself who you gonna be. Can't let nobody make that decision for you.
CHYRON: This is his real name but as he is now without the one true person he felt loved him and gave him so much in Blue, Chyron is now lost and enduring more emotion based decisions and problems than ever.
Juan: I saw your mama last night.
Juan: Miss her like hell now. All I'm gonna say about that.
BLACK: This is now a new man who moved away from what he was used to so that he could get a fresh start. He moves to Atlanta, GA and becomes a drug dealer. He is still lost not knowing how to handle his emotions but the new life he is living is to mask his homosexuality with masculinity. He uses Blue as his model on how to carry yourself as a drug dealer. This makes it ironic as he now goes by Black. It makes it even more deeper though, considering Kevin gave him this nickname in high school.
Kevin: Yeah nigga. You. Them fronts? That car? Who is you Chiron?
Black: I'm me man. Ain't trying to be nothing else.
Kevin: Look. I'm not trying hem you up. Just... I ain't seen you in a minute. Not what I expected, none of it. Not good or bad. Just not what I expected.
Black: Well, what did you expect?
Kevin: You remember the last time I saw you?
Black: For a long time, tried not to remember. Tried to forget all those times.
Black: [to Kevin] You the only man that's ever touched me.
Black: You're the only one.
Black: I haven't really touched anyone since.
In the film, the setting is a impoverished neighborhood that seems to be in Florida. Since the neighborhood is impoverished, of course it has to have drug dealers, bullies, crackheads etc. I mean, that’s what the screenwriter incorporated into the film right? With that being said, we open up the movie with a drug dealer by the name of Blue. That’s his street name though. His real name is Juan. When finding Chiron and practically saving him from bullies, Blue takes Chiron under his wing. Instead of training Chiron to become a drug dealer, he is more of a father figure and teaches Chiron the values of life among other things. This goes against the principle of many drug dealing characters put in situations like this as they are usually more violent and arrogant, but not once does Blue even seem to be that kind.
I believe this film was very significant to have during this time and era of the #blacklivesmatter movement because you have many young black men who struggle with their identity and are scared to come out if they believe they are gay. This is because of the many problematic norms embedded in the African-American masculine culture. Being gay is looked at as more of a weakness because it isn’t usually what black people raise their children up to be. This is so because it goes against many of the religious beliefs they live by and what they think is the right way to live to begin with. Being able to come out as gay in the hypermasculine African American community is very courageous and nonetheless tricky as it may give you a dilemma or make you think about the negative effects more than the benefits of being able to be out and free with who you really are.
‘Moonlight’ reveals that you can be gay and still have masculinity, but don’t try to mask your identity with masculinity because of the fear of being judged. I believe it also reveals how toxic trying to fit in can be as Chiron went all out with masking is identity and became a drug dealer and almost a mirror image of what Blue was.
The impoverished in this film gives you a feel for the 1980’s because this is when crack cocaine is incorporated into the communities and lives of many African- Americans. It shows that many struggled with addiction but I think they could’ve done a better job of the representation of a ‘crackhead’. In society, the misconception of a crackhead is that they all have to look extra skinny and pale among other things but that’s not always the case. Also, the film makes it seem as if functional addicts didn’t exist. I mean Chiron’s mother went to work everyday as a nurse, but it was clear that she did it just to blow the money on the drugs holding her soul hostage. The film also paints the picture that most impoverished neighborhoods have many abandoned houses and apartments, Black students who aren’t willing to learn, and more violence related issues than usual. My problem with this film is that it never fully incorporates the fact that Black communities were tightly knit and had more fun, love, and peace than displayed. It doesn’t showcase how crack changed the culture and neighborhoods. We just dive into being impoverished and being crackheads though as if that’s what African-Americans had turned to immediately which is far from the actual case. ‘Moonlight’ has many stereotypes incorporated into itself. Specifically on gay masculinities though, it is crazy to see Chiron grow into Black since Chiron was just that shy little boy that didn’t talk much. Black of course is more advanced at hiding his sexuality since he is able to use his masculinity and not just him being shy. We see Chiron go from Little to Chiron and then Black, but we don’t speak much about is what he did to change is image. When Chiron adapts into becoming Black, he has moved out of Florida altogether to Atlanta; a city known to have many LGBTQ members. This gives him a fresh start to create a more masculine image but also gives him a space where there are many people like him, and that’s something he is very unfamiliar with. In recreating his image as Black, Chiron is much more serious, much more masculine, and even indulges in having many things that represents masculinity in the African-American culture. So him having a lowrider, wearing gold plated grillz, wearing chains etc. All of that and then becoming a feared drug dealer, which we surely wouldn’t have thought he’d become especially from the image portrayed of him in the previous chapters in his life; gave Chiron the biggest case of unfamiliarity and the biggest masculinity guard you could ever think someone could acquire. Black indulges in this at you would think it makes him feel good until he heads back to Florida to meet up with his best friend from high school; Kevin. In what ways are the characters shaped by their socioeconomic class?Characters in “Moonlight’ are definitely shaped by their socioeconomic class. As Kevin is more popular in school, he is still friends with Chiron but everything is on the low. So even when they are talking, they usually aren’t seen together because it could possibly mess up Kevin’s reputation of being one of the cool kids. At one point in the movie, Kevin has to make a tough decision as he was involved in a game known as ‘Knockdown Stay Down’. He has to beat up whoever his opponent picks and his opponent just so happens to be Chiron’s bully. So from there he picks Chiron and Kevin punches him but Chiron continues to get up all while Kevin begs him to stay down. Finally Chiron stays down but then the bullies push Kevin out the way and begin to stump Chiron out. There was never a reason to hate Chiron except their suspicions of him being gay which is hardly a reason at all. Chiron is most definitely the outcast of the entire school. He is constantly bullied and isn’t too fond of other people outside of Kevin. Seeing Kevin do what he did to him definitely hurt Chiron more on the inside as he completed sexual acts with Kevin making Chiron emotionally attached.
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt4975722/plotsummary
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt4975722/quotes
https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/qbnjkb/moonlight-negotiates-the-fine-line-between-black-and-gay-identities
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5474493/
https://www.bustle.com/articles/195759-moonlight-sheds-light-on-the-taboo-of-being-a-gay-man-in-the-black-community
https://www.nbcnews.com/news/nbcblk/black-gray-gay-perils-aging-lgbtq-people-color-n777791