Beautiful Disaster

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[kwshiii]

been in such a bad mental space that i can’t even write nor say anything, it’s so exhausting just to wake up and going through the day

i would rather sleep, sleep forever

[sa-dnesss]

[linkinmoon]

Anne Sexton, A Self- Portrait in Letters

[perfectfeelings]

[lifeiswonderfullyyours]

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

I think about dying but I don't want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There's so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I'm still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can't quite figure out what the hell I'm doing or how to get out of it.

— Matty Healy

[autumnsfallingsadness]

sometimes i feel like no matter how hard i try, no matter how much i give, i will never be good enough for anyone.

[sa-dnesss]

[tearstainedwrists]

[therapeuticss]

“Somehow, my soul knew your soul before we ever had the chance to meet”

[silvermoonwritings]

Someone asked me, “Who hurts you the most?”

I replied, “My own expectations.”

[autumnsfallingsadness]

everything i was afraid of happening, happened.

[thelifelessgirl]

I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days. I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much.

[mermaidinthedeepocean]

[becherdireinen]

I’ll forever be the person who says "It’s okay, I understand" even when my heart is literally shattering.

[imakeartwheniwanttodie]

[sa-dnesss]