I’m Dead?

ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀʏ ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴅɪᴅ

[thelifelessgirl]

And then i think that maybe

I was designed to be alone.

[thelifelessgirl]

I didn’t deserve that.

You knew it too.

[thelifelessgirl]

I've always considered myself an intruder, a gigantic shapeless mass of something wrong.

[thelifelessgirl]

maybe, i am a bad person

[thelifelessgirl]

It’s okay to disappear until you feel like you again.

[thelifelessgirl]

I’m kinda happy but i also really wanna get hit by a car at the same time.

[thelifelessgirl]

I say ‘sorry’ a lot, mostly because i feel like everything is my fault.

[thelifelessgirl]

What if it doesn’t get easier like everybody says?

[thelifelessgirl]

I started being of few words when I realized that people never really listen to what you have to say.

[thelifelessgirl]

I care about others because I know how it feels when no one cares about you.

[thelifelessgirl]

I don’t pay attention to the world ending.

It has ended for me many times and began again in the morning.

[thelifelessgirl]

The seats are empty.

The theatre is dark.

Why do you keep acting?

[thelifelessgirl]

The bad thing is that you can't say certain things.

You can't explain them.

And so you keep them inside

[thelifelessgirl]

I feel like everything is falling apart faster than I can pick the pieces back up and put them together.

[thelifelessgirl]

I thought I was getting better, I honestly did. But sometimes I just lay in bed at 3am, trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me and why I’m never enough.

[thelifelessgirl]

That feeling when you’re not necessarily sad, but you just feel really empty.

[thelifelessgirl]

It's as if everyone else had moved on and I remained in my usual place.