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[thoughtkick]

“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”

— Jillian Medoff

[perfectquote]

“I feel like I’m waiting for something that isn’t going to happen.”

— Unknown

[kwshiii]

i just want to disappear, crawl into a hole where the thoughts, eyes, and judging glares won’t reach me

it’s so exhausting im so fucking tired

[deviika]

Jamie Varon

[in-over-my-head]

Don't mind me I'm just laying here hoping I fall asleep before I fall apart.

[antisocialistica]

I want to die. I really want to die. I’m so fucking tired. I just can’t do this anymore. I feel so lonely. I’m afraid of living. Please I want to die. Please…

[the-stars-collided]

Better to die with a purpose than live without one

[sa-dnesss]

“I laugh when I talk about fucked up stuff that happened to me because showing emotion makes me want to tear my skin off”

—

[deviika]

Mahmoud Darwish // Catherynne M. Valente

[kwshiii]

been in such a bad mental space that i can’t even write nor say anything, it’s so exhausting just to wake up and going through the day

i would rather sleep, sleep forever

[sa-dnesss]

“Have you ever read something and it felt like someone punched you directly in the heart?”

—

[3lclover]

What’s the point of waking up tomorrow?

Today is just going to repeat itself.

[perfectfeelings]

[sa-dnesss]

“Questioning my existence”

—

[sa-dnesss]

“I have been thinking about suicide a lot lately.”

—

[loved-ones]

My mental state is: If you give me a long hug I might start crying.

[kwshiii]

i want to live, i don’t want to die, but it’s getting so hard to live, so tiring, i just can’t do it any longer

all the pressure, all those feelings i can’t put into words, pretending to be fine everyday, it’s getting too much, it seems like i’m stuck on the same spot and i can’t move, everyday feels the same but getting more exhausting each day

i just don’t want to cry anymore