tore me apart like a hurricane

low activity / dash only rules / about / verses

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no one deserves better to burn than to fade away

low activity / dash only / connor murphy penned by rags

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would this blog appeal more if i found a face - claim that i could make icons from?

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i’m still here. like for a starter.

[bloodkept]

          I’M NOT SURE WHAT I AM. I JUST KNOW THERE’S SOMETHING DARK IN ME. I HIDE IT. I CERTAINLY DON’T TALK ABOUT IT, BUT IT’S THERE ALWAYS, THIS DARK PASSENGER. AND WHEN HE’S DRIVING, I FEEL ALIVE, HALF SICK WITH THE THRILL OF COMPLETE WRONGNESS. I DON’T FIGHT HIM. I DON’T WANT TO. HE’S ALL I’VE GOT. / independent and private dexter morgan. dismembered by charles.

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x so i woke up to the news that my dog died. i’m... not sure what i’ll be doing today aside from going to work.

[serpentatheart]

“There’s something dark in me that I cannot get rid of.”

— extra-Mt. (via knifewields)

[svrcknrl]

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no one deserves better to burn than to fade away

low activity / dash only / connor murphy penned by rags

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❝ I knew you had a secret. ❞

– sometimes it’s just better to be good and numb. with a sort of white hot burning bubbling beneath the surface at damn near all times, it’s easier to just stay numb. he’s hidden out behind the gym, how goddamn cliché, alternating between the joint in one hand and the cigarette in the other. it feels good to be out here, the wind on his pink cheeked face. he’s cold, sure, but connor barely notices.

it’s not until he’s unclasped his bracelets, rolled two of them off, that he’s looking at burned marred skin. it isn’t a lot. it’s no big deal. a match here, a lighter there, some candle wax on a particularly weird night (people find that sexy?). it’s no big deal. suddenly a voice, now familiar, cuts through it all and connor’s shoving his bracelets back on, back into place *snapsnapsnap* and rolling his hoodie sleeve down over them. ‘great. gonna tell everyone i’m a freak now, right? that i’m some fuckin’ headcase.’

@spikdbat | prompts

[therpmemes]

                  love, simon  → sentence starters

slightly edited in some cases to work for rp purposes. features quotes from Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda as well. feel free to change phrasing or pronouns to fit your muse(s)!

❝ I’m just like you. ❞

❝ I have one huge-ass secret. ❞

❝ Nobody knows I’m gay. ❞

❝ Sometimes I feel like I’m stuck on a ferris wheel. One minute I’m on top of the world, then the next I’m at rock-bottom. ❞

❝ I’ve been thinking about why I haven’t come out yet. ❞

❝ Who you are to the world is pretty terrifying because what if the world doesn’t like you?❞

❝ It doesn’t seem fair that only gay people have to come out. Why is straight the default?❞

❝ Sometimes I feel like I’m always on the outside, there’s this invisible line that I have to cross to really be a part of everything and I just can’t ever cross it. ❞

❝ Sometimes I think I’m destined to care so much about one person it nearly kills me. ❞

❝ He’s wearing a woman’s sweater and he’s drunk. ❞

❝ When did you first realize? ❞

❝ I haven’t told anyone. Announcing who you are to the world is pretty terrifying. ❞ 

❝ I have something to tell you. I’m straight. ❞

❝ I like girls. ❞

❝ I’m heterosexual. ❞

❝ I’m sorry. I can’t do this anymore. ❞

❝ I’m supposed to be the one that decides when and how and who knows, and how I get to say it, that’s supposed to be my thing! ❞

❝ I’m done living in a world where I don’t get to be who I am. I deserve a great love story and I want someone to share it with. ❞

❝ Have you ever been in love? ❞

❝ These last years, it’s almost like I can feel you holding your breath. ❞

❝ Disclaimer, this is about to get romantic as F. ❞

❝ She’s cute, but she’s just not really my type. Not because she’s black. I love black women. Not like, you know, I have a thing for black women, I just, I just, I just love all women. ❞

❝ I might not know your name or what you look like, but I want to find you.❞

❝ I’m done living in a world where I don’t get to be who I am. ❞

❝ White shouldn’t be the default any more than straight should be the default. There shouldn’t even be a default. ❞

❝ Sometimes it seems like everyone knows who I am except me ❞

❝ Straight people really should have to come out, and the more awkward it is, the better. Awkwardness should be a requirement. ❞

❝ I mean, I feel secure in my masculinity, too. Being secure in you masculinity isn’t the same as being straight. ❞

❝ I’m just so sick of straight people who can’t get their shit together. ❞

❝ I’m too busy trying not to be in love with someone who isn’t real. ❞

❝ Really, though, there are only two kinds of weather: hoodie weather and weather where you wear a hoodie anyway. ❞

❝ Did you just tell us you’re gay? ❞

❝ Nothing is worse than the secret humiliation of being insulted by proxy. ❞

❝ I fall a little bit in love with everyone. ❞

❝ People are shameless when it comes to cake. It’s a beautiful thing to see. ❞

❝ There’s something about you that makes me want to open up, and that’s slightly terrifying to me. ❞

❝ I knew you had a secret. ❞

❝ I wanted to ask you about it, but I didn’t wan to pry. Maybe I made a mistake. ❞

❝ You get to be more you than you have been in, in a very long time. You deserve everything you want. ❞

❝ I like no endings. I like things that don’t end. ❞

❝ You may actually be the only person who gets more than 140 characters from me. That’s kind of awesome, right? ❞

❝ I have a sneaking suspicion that you’re not 100% committed to your Oreo diet. ❞

❝ I can’t imagine a scenario where I don’t want to kiss your face off as soon as I see you.❞

❝ I feel irrelevant. ❞

❝ They put me in a box, and every time I try to nudge the lid open, they slam it back down. It’s like nothing about me is allowed to change. ❞

❝ It’s really amazing, isn’t it? Someone can trigger your sexual identity crisis and not have a clue they’re doing it. ❞

❝ There’s no such thing as a good idea when you’re in seventh grade. ❞

❝ I feel like I’m supposed to make some comment to underscore the ridiculousness of it all, but honestly? It’s sort of nice not to have to be cynical for a change. ❞

❝ I try not to change, but i keep changing, in all these tiny ways. And every freaking time, i have to reintroduce myself to the universe all over again. ❞ 

❝ You make everything a big deal. ❞

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[plasticcflower]

*talking to myself as I wobble up the stairs* , you are sober and in control of the situation

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❛ It’s okay, it’s gonna be okay. ❜

– impulse reaction. the wrong word thrown at the wrong kid at the wrong time and connor murphy ends up in a bleeding heap on the grounds near the track lot. fuck. spitting blood into the dirt, he pushes himself to a sitting position and pulls his hair out of his face, wincing as he feels locks that are matted to his skin, by the blood that seeps from the gash on his forehead, peel off. disgusting. worst fight he’s been in in a long time. there’s a ringing in his ears like a tv channel that’s gone off air until a voice cuts through – gonna be okay.

it’s a voice he doesn’t recognize but, then, he’s new so why would he recognize it? mismatched eyes land on the owner of the voice and even in the short week connor knows this kid. steve harrington. hawkins high royalty. what the fuck is he doing talking to connor? ‘yeah, i’m fine.’ he tries to spit but it falls flat and he realizes then just how winded he is. ‘fuck.’

@spikdbat | prompts

[persephonememes]

𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐃 /  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠.

❛ What happened? ❜

❛ How are your injuries? ❜

❛ Just promise me you’ll stay here. ❜

❛ You can’t blame yourself. ❜

❛ You know I’m here for you, right? ❜

❛ I’ve never seen you like this before. ❜

❛ When I wake up, you won’t be there. ❜

❛ Okay. You get to leave now. ❜

❛ No. I don’t believe you. ❜

❛ Just.. put down the very sharp knife… ❜

❛ It wasn’t your fault. It hurts. ❜

❛ This isn’t you. ❜

❛ Stop it. ❜

❛ You should be resting. ❜

❛ Are you okay? Did they hurt you? ❜

❛ How can you act like that? ❜

❛ Then why are you still here? ❜

❛ Are you okay? ❜

❛ You can’t live in the past. You gotta move on. Let it go. ❜

❛ And when were you planning on telling me? ❜

❛ What are you, trying to give me a heart attack? ❜

❛ What’s wrong? What happened? ❜

❛ I thought we agreed that secrets are bad! ❜

❛ Sorry. Didn’t want to push any sore spots. ❜

❛ Everything okay? ❜

❛ Do you even know where you’re headed? ❜

❛ I can’t help you unless you talk to me. ❜

❛ Promise me you’re not gonna over-react. ❜

❛ It’s okay, it’s gonna be okay. ❜

❛ Whoa, what are you doing? ❜

❛ Why do you run from me? ❜

❛ You’re changing the subject. ❜

❛ It’s four o'clock in the morning, what are you doing? ❜

❛ You’re bleeding. ❜

❛ You gotta be more careful. ❜

❛ I meant… How are you holding up? ❜

❛ You’re avoiding my question. ❜

❛ I think the worst of it’s over now. ❜

❛ Don’t let fear keep you quiet. You have a voice so use it. ❜

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no one deserves better to burn than to fade away

low activity / dash only / connor murphy penned by rags

[spikdbat-blog]

                                                                        “ YEAH, it’s me. Don’t CREAM your pants. ”                                                         

[great-tweets]