The life of a teenager

[makenzitsirigos]

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[makenzitsirigos]

I can't just not worry! When I was in 6th grade my bestfriend who was 2 years older than me used to cut herself and it was bad! I'm so thankful that she didn't actually die from it! But it was really bad and ever since then I can't take anyone joking about it or anyone doing that to themselves. I don't know what I would've done if she actually died. Like have you just ever thought what would actually happen I you would die or commit suicide? Like you always think that nobody would care. But your whole family would and people at school would care. And what about your friends? They would blame themselves for not stopping you. Like I could never do that to anyone, since I know how that side feels.

[makenzitsirigos]

Letter to you

I honestly know that you would choose her over me any day and that breaks my heart. With you I feel like I'm the luckiest girl and when I'm without you all I do is think about you and wish that you were right by my side. I love you and I haven't really said or felt that way towards any other guy. You like her and she likes you. Even though you would never admit it, I can see it coming. But what you don't understand is I need you more than I've never needed anyone else. You made me close up and lock everything inside, I did it because you did it. You've affected me and you've changed me. For better or for worse, I wish we were actually together. It's not easy to mend a broken heart. I thought you actually wanted to be with me, but then after talking to you today. I just feel completely and totally crushed. If you want me, then you can come to me. I can't keep doing this to myself. You're the perfect guy for me and I don't know how to tell you this. I just hope you don't realize it too late. Bye forever because I know it will never happen

[sexyboysandromance]

One day you'll meet a guy. And ultimately, he's going to find out. How you chew, how you sip, how you dance, how you smell at every point in the day. The fact that most of your friends are shallow. How your face looks underneath all your makeup. How you love chocolate, how you can be hyper at times, how certain games and shows make you really happy. How cranky you can get when you're tired, how you think you look bad in all your Facebook photos. He's going to know everything about you. And you know what? He's still going to love you.

[makenzitsirigos]

In the end who is really there? The answer is no one. No one is truly there. Everyone will say that they are there and they love you. The fact that they have to tell you is the reason you know that they aren't. I don't want you to tell me, show me. For once, change my way of thinking. I don't want to waste my time on crappy friends. They all leave. Please don't feel offended if you are a real friend. It's just I need to leave for just a little while. Turn my phone off and just relax without having to worry about everyone and their problems. I need to solve my own problems. I'm not upset or sad. At the same time I'm not happy either. I don't want people to care about me because they think they can fix me. You can't fix something that is already broken. Bye

[makenzitsirigos]

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[makenzitsirigos]

Love cuts like a knife and missing someone digs deep into your soul #likes http://tadaa.im/wQNhtu

[makenzitsirigos]

#braceless http://tadaa.im/sYT3zv

[imtoogayyforthis-deactivated202]

Looking for love in all the wrong places.

[makenzitsirigos]

"Just be there with me in the end of this horror story"

C. Makenzi T.

[makenzitsirigos]

Don't be a bother to someone you love because one day they will just leave. http://tadaa.im/ePtkZM