A life without you? Never.

Indie RP account for Cullen Rutherford | Fandom: Dragon Age | Played by Lassie | Multiship, Multiverse, Non-selective, OC friendly

[hikitsugu]

don’t ship with me bc I will worship our ship and love on it every other second and when I’m not doing replies I will reblog things to fill our otp tag and I will message you lil things to reply to and cute headcanons and spine crippling anGST DONT DO IT I WARNED YOU

[makerbemyguide]

❛ for years i chose death ❜

Cullen was not sure he was meant to hear her words. He had been sitting in silent while waiting for a particular Tevinter mage arriving late for their regular game. Her presence on the other hand had not come to his attention until he heard her speak. The tone of her voice mage him vary and cautious. Morrigan was not a mage he did not wish to be on bad terms with yet still refused to believe she was going to be of any help to the Inquisition other than for her own reasons.

He took his time to answer and finally came to terms they were alone after taking a calm look around while hoping his slow response and reservation did not cause any damage to the mage approaching him.

“Forgive me, Morrigan. I did not wish to be rude, but your presence and words caught me off guard for a moment”

He did not offer her a seat and felt a growing discomfort being alone with a mage. Her words echoed on his mind and while coming from her they had alarmed him, the meaning found sympathy within him.

“Would you care to share the meaning of your words? You were a companion of the hero of Ferelden and have seen the uprising of a Blight, but do your words indicate you are... implying that the current situation is not causing you to worry about death?”

For a moment he lost his control. Cullen read the reports of the Inquisition’s forces each day and saw the improvements they made, but victory still seemed out of reach and in the hand of the Maker.

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[phantomemes]

starters  /  prompts taken from hieu minh nguyen’s work ,  not here .  feel free to change pronouns  /  tenses as necessary .

  ❛  it seems important to mention all the things that went wrong  ❜

  ❛  don’t ask if i’m a ghost  ❜

  ❛  i fled and did not return  ❜

  ❛  i cannot love you  ,  if i love you  ,  i will die  ❜

  ❛  for years i chose death  ❜

  ❛  i belong to my mother’s fear  ❜

  ❛  what do you do with tenderness when all you expect is fury ?  ❜

  ❛  he looks like he will keep you safe  ❜

  ❛  any love i find will be treason  ❜

  ❛  why did you bring me here ?  ❜

  ❛  i count the hornets that escape their mouths  ❜

  ❛  i only ask for your laughter  ❜

  ❛  look at me in the old way in this new light  ❜

  ❛  sometimes i wake up and my body does not follow  ❜

  ❛  it wasn’t the same without you  ❜

  ❛  i’m still trying to figure out what it means to stay  ❜

  ❛  it’s all very predictable  ❜

  ❛  how can i love something that isn’t ruined ?  ❜

  ❛  like all agony  ,  there are pleasant moments  ❜

  ❛  i want to be better at lying  ❜

  ❛  i’m afraid if i say it out loud i will cast a curse  ❜

  ❛  some men don’t know they’re hungry until they eat  ❜

  ❛  some spells take years to cast  ❜

  ❛  there are rules you have to follow if you want to survive  ❜

  ❛  i know you’re not supposed to smile back  ❜

  ❛  madness  ,  too  ,  can be cumulative  ❜

  ❛  trying to forget is not the same as leaving  ❜

  ❛  i really should get a sense of humor  ❜

  ❛  i understand no one  ❜

  ❛  i cannot stop him from disappearing  ❜

  ❛  her body was a dress i hung for motivation  ❜

  ❛  you were once and perhaps continue to be the myth you tell to scare yourself  ❜

  ❛  there are countless ways to justify company  ❜

  ❛  you are predictable in your longing  ❜

  ❛  i don’t want to explain a thing  ❜

  ❛  i knew if i just asked him to leave he would have  ❜

  ❛  there are countless ways to open a carcass  ❜

  ❛  all i’ve ever wanted to be was useful  ❜

  ❛  there’s still time to be saved  ❜

  ❛  shut up  ;  i know the story  ,  or at least the lesson  ❜

  ❛  you wont find it  ;  you won’t find whatever you’re looking for  ❜

  ❛  i could get away with being clumsy with knives  ❜

  ❛  i want to study the mechanics of leaving  ❜

  ❛  any adjective can be true if you cry hard enough  ❜

  ❛  i see little futures in the distance but none belong  ❜

  ❛  i am beginning to forget what i expect from the world i always knew  ❜

  ❛  you can’t think of regret as a town you move too when grief snores too loud  ❜

  ❛  in death we belong to everyone  ❜

  ❛  i want to return to my old body  ❜

  ❛  i think the life i want is the life i have  ,  but how can i be sure ?  ❜

[lvlnarrative]

[makerbemyguide]

New Cullen RP blog.

I am returning to roleplay after a long break and taking a fresh start with a fandom close to my heart. The blog is still work in progress, but I’ll be around for questions, plotting or jump right to rp.

~ L.