pining, longing, yearning

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[makethisuseraname]

good men die too (so i’d rather be with you) [on ao3]

"Walker." Bob abruptly stops in his tracks, hands shoved in his pockets. The wind picks up in the distance, trees shuffle around them. "How come you always know what I'm thinking?"

"You are not that difficult to read."

"Or maybe you look too closely."

John turns to him with an unreadable look on his face, "At you? Always."

or,

Bob is sure he fell into the picture perfect depiction of right person, wrong time. After all, fate has a knack for tricks and choosing the worst possible time to bring people together.

[duckydrawsart]

messy art dump 🌮⚡️

[sugarskies]

Thundertwins but Yelena saw John’s phone Home Screen and it’s a picture of him, Yelena, Bob and baby walker and she gets emotional because she realizes that John sees her as his sister and that’s her annoying brother

aww this idea is so sweet 💖 i'm imagining the pic is kinda like this but with baby walker instead of david harbour's arm if u can imagine that lol

maybe john and yelena have had some really good bonding moments at this point. talking about emotional topics like their struggles with alcohol and family and depression, and also wholesome things like john helping yelena learn how to cook new things and just the two of them watching movies together while bob and ava are binging their trashy reality dating shows. but they still bicker a lot. and tease each other a lot. and usually it's just silly and unserious but then sometimes it escalates into genuine arguments that she just hates. on those days, she questions everything.

so she's hesitant to say she's as close to john as she feels like she is. because what if john doesn't think of them that way? what if john doesn't even want to be her friend, he just tolerates her for the sake of the team and for bob? then one night they're sitting on the same couch during movie night. john sets his phone down on the table to refill the popcorn and yelena sees his home screen for the first time. the picture of her, john, bob, and baby walker. and then she starts tearing up in the middle of an action sequence because john does love her. he wouldn't make that his home screen if he didn't. the only thing she was wrong about is that john doesn't see her as his friend, he sees her as part of his family. and somewhere along the way, she started seeing him as family too.

[bobakowalski]

Bobert

[reiiirilll]

Just my thoughts about the film yay

[amaianita]

On Repeat tag game

tagged by @good-wine-and-cheese yayyyy thank you

rules: shuffle your on repeat playlist and post the first ten songs. then tag ten people!

Why Bother? - Weezer

CUM - WHOKILLEDXIX

Bug Like an Angel - Mitski

Supermassive Black Hole - Muse

Hit Me - Male Tears

Sweet Hibiscus Tea - Penelope Scott

Oceanographer's Choice - The Mountain Goats

Hatefuck - The Bravery

IFHY - Tyler, the Creater, Pharell Williams

I Feel Loved - Depeche Mode

attempt at 10 tags: @frootyfandomstuff @karotka @nature-nerd-sarah @wzrdnico @jesterdisorder @red-garden @almondpiglet @willpowers @nulli-cat @calugaritsa

[nulli-cat]

Yippee I love these thank you!

1.our house by madness

2.i’m gonna be (500 miles) by the proclaimers

3. Don’t stop me now by queen

4. Kids in America by Kim Wilde

5. Black or white by Micheal Jackson

6. Livin’ on a prayer by bon jovi

7. Peach blossom by eels

8. Wanna be starting something by Micheal Jackson

9. Angel of the morning by juice newton

10. Land of confusion by disturbed

@saywha413 @akaikami-cherryblossom @wackular @tapewormmmmdeer @marylongarms2 @couldhavebeenevelyn @puppylove-r @starlos-soulmate

[wackular]

Hehe ty gang I usually forget to do these but u caught me while I was checking my music

1. Mister Machoman (Remastered) by Lords of Acid

2. (How Much Is) That Doggie in the Window by Patti Page

It was for an artfight dw abt it MFBNSSN

3. Clear - Shawn Wasabi Remix by Pusher

4. It Will Come Back by Hozier

5. ふたつの木馬 (feat. 初音ミク) by Kikuo

6. THAT GUY by Tyler, The Creator

7. FRIENDS by Marshmelllo, Anne-Marie

8. Know Me by Sean Altman

Genuinely a huge favourite of mine

9. Drunk by The Living Tombstone

10. The Point of No Return by Andrew Lloyd Webber, Emmy Rossum, Gerard Butler

All Might voice now it's ur turn... @cn-worms @twentytomidnight @cupids-aer0s @birusoda @silverops @flowerygarrland @frozenpizza14 @heraldofgayness and whoever else want to pspspsp

[frozenpizza14]

Ty you broski, i see you with that 7th one okayyyy

Ok good god this is gonna be embarrasing... I swear i can explain (im just obssesed fktffnlb)

1. American Cars by Noah Kahan

2. Haircut by Noah Kahan

3.Deny Deny Deny by Noah Kahan

4. JUST THE ENTIRE NEW NOAH KAHAN ALBUM ITS THW ONLY THING I LISTEN TO EVERY DAY ALL DAY JESUS CHRIST THIS IS A DISEASE OMFG-

ahem... Now that THAT'S outta the way...

5. My Own Worst Enemy by Lit

6. En La Ciudad De La Furia by Soda Stereo

7. Kilómetros by Los Caligaris

8. Piano Man by Billy Joel

9. She Calls Me Back by Noah Kahan (im back at the fuckin building again)

10. Lucky by Atta Boy

Okkkk i dont think i know 10 ppl here but imma try anyway!

@coyotevalentine @lollypopunicorn14 @lonelyorchidman @birusoda @flowerygarrland

And whoever else wants to do this thing cause im currently sick with a horrendus cold and cant remeebr all of my mutuals sorry guys love yall

[lollypopunicorn14]

@frozenpizza14 thank you so much for the tag! 🥰 I Hope you will get better soon 🥺🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼.

Btw nobody judge me I‘m basically listening to the same 30 songs since I‘m 15 AND the eurovision song contest is MY world cup 😂🤭.

1. Delirious by Steve Aoki Chris Lake, Tujamo, Kid Ink

2. We Own it by 2 Chainz, Wiz Khalifa

3. Dancing on the ice by Essyla (Belgium‘s representative at the ESC 2026)

4. Break Free by Ariana Grande, Zedd

5. Dracula by Tame Impala

6. Mi Gente by J Balvin, Willy William, Beyoncé

7. Eins, Zwei, Drei by LOOK MOM NO COMPUTER (England, 0 Points!)

8. Sweet Dreams by Beyoncé

9. Ciao Ragazzki by Martin Fischer, mirrtek

10. Evolve by 5sos

Tagging: @bowlingforgerbils @hi-res-tm @abbottsdarling @absolutelynothoughtswhatsoever @prettygirlwyattrussell @makethisuseraname @mxzzled @rumpletrumple 🥰🥰🥰

[makethisuseraname]

@lollypopunicorn14 thank you for the tag🩷 i love discovering new music!!!

i don’t think i have a specific fav genre so it’s a bit of everything let’s go

1. nightcall by kavinsky

2. lovesong by the cure

3. come undone by duran duran

4. veridis quo by daft punk

5. sun by dolphin love

6. meet me in the woods by lord huron

7. we will not be lovers by the waterboys

8. bags by clairo

9. crush by ethel cain

10. teenage dream by katy perry

this is so funny to me with the zero consistency but we roll🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

tagging @bobakowalski @chloeclu @buckywouldbeproud @coyotevalentine @prettygirlwyattrussell @doggedworship @furiouscauldron

feel free to ignore if you have done this already or if you’re not in the mood 🫶

[coyotevalentine]

bobs greed sickens me

[doggedworship]

(and then he found it and he was tender indeed)

[disterra]

@katzwashere's BEAUTIFUL BOBCORN PLUSH FINALLY ARRIVED IN THE MAIL TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOOK AT HIM!!!!!!!!!!!! 😍😍😍

the details of the cute kernels on his head and hands, his adorable curls, his ears peeking out of his curls (!!!) and the dusting of pink blush on his cheeks and limbs!!! 🥹🥹🥹💖

bobcorn and johnling are now engaged. you are all invited to the wedding 🤣💖

[disterra]

couple of days late but i drew this for wyatt day 🎉 based on this old post?tweet?

[duckydrawsart]

au where John owns a small diner because I started watching Gilmore Girls recently lol

[sugarskies]

happy 40th birthday wyatt dilf russell

[bobakowalski]

Sentryagent cuddles requested by @bowlingforgerbils 💖

[bobakowalski]

Part 1

John making sure Bob sleeps through the night this time.

[fairycosmos]

i hate when rich people condescend with the whole 'money can't buy happiness' argument like listen. just because buying your fourth car didn't fill the void in your deluded disconnected-from-reality life doesn't mean not having to worry about food/ bills/medicine wouldn't greatly improve the mental health of literally everyone else on the planet

[durnesque-esque]

Fun fact: they've done studies and money DOES buy happiness, but it tops out after a certain amount (nowadays around $500,000)

So yeah, having food / bills / medicine & a fair amount of leisure covered by income DOES buy happiness, but excess wealth depletes the effect exponentially.

[sugarskies]

I just keep thinking about maybe John being in the autism spectrum and like biting his nails and scratching his hair out of anxiety or something and Bob realizing and like Bob holding his hand or like John holding everyone’s hand but Bob because he has a crush on Bob and Bob feeling left out and jealous and John having to confess

i adore this both ways!! 🫶 i can definitely see john doing something like that. when it comes to john stimming i think his biggest things are shaking his leg and biting/picking at his nails. he's 100% a skin picker lol. the idea of bob catching on to this and then holding his hand when he catches him doing it is just so cute. i have a little image in my head now of john biting his thumbnail until it starts bleeding, then bob puts a band-aid over it and holds his hand tight to distract him. i think a lot of times john might not even realize that he's biting his nails or scratching his hair/skin until bob starts holding his hand to stop him from doing it. and he loves bob soooo much for how he notices when john doesn't 💖

but then the idea of everyone else holding his hand pre-relationship... ohhhh the miscommunication is so good. maybe yelena is the first one who holds john's hand in this scenario. they're watching some movie when john is having a bad anxiety day. she notices that john is hurting himself and takes his hand and tells him to stop. she doesn't intend to keep holding his hand but john doesn't let go so she doesn't either. it becomes a thing. when yelena notices john scratching or biting himself, she'll take his hand to stop him. ava starts doing it too. it's a very normal occurrence when the vault squad are hanging out together especially.

so, given john is fine with ava and yelena holding his hand, bob doesn't think it would be weird for him to take john's hand when they're sitting beside each other. except when he tries, john pulls away. bob hopes that it's not him, that maybe john just isn't in the mood, but then he ends up holding ava's hand later that night. bob tries not to take it personally but given his stupid gay crush on john, he can't help but feel jealous every time john rejects him and/or holds ava or yelena's hand instead. he's spent at least two movies glaring at john's fingers instead of paying attention to the screen. bob has tried taking john's hand quickly, tried slowly inching toward it, but every single time, john pulls away and crosses his arms like he's disgusted by bob's attempt at touch.

things don't blow up until after bob has given up trying. it keeps getting harder and harder to watch john hold everyone else's hand. one night, bob is sitting next to john and he starts biting one of his nails until it bleeds. bob tries to stop him, not even intending to hold john's hand longer than it takes to guide it away from his mouth, but john yanks away from him and within seconds goes back to biting. bob almost lets it go but the blood makes him try again. john rejects him but then immediately accepts it when yelena reaches out with a cloth to clean his skin and bob just snaps. he stands up and storms out of the room.

john asks ava and yelena what bob's problem is. yelena, of course, is the one to point out that bob has a massive crush on him. ava notes that bob has been seething with jealousy every time john holds someone else's hand. and, well, shit. john finds bob in his room, sitting at the side of his bed with his face in his knees. hesitantly, john reaches for bob's hand and locks their fingers together. bob doesn't look up, choosing to stare at their hands instead. that's when john confesses that the reason he can't hold bob's hand is because he knows he'll never want to let go. because ava and yelena's hands are just hands but bob's hand is bob's. he kisses bob's hand. he kisses bob's temple. his lips are still lingering at bob's hairline when bob turns his head and catches them with his own.

[disterra]

lollypop's fic and sugar's post inspired me to make more silly bob/lee doodles lol credit to the lee shaw shirt to this etsy shop 😆