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He deserves everything

He is too good to be true.

It is so hard to believe that someone is good as if he is the guy in different fairy tales or disney stories. He is too good that I think he doesn’t fit me as an individual. I am not perfect nor he is. He is not rich but he tries to give me everything and I don’t deserve that since I am his contrast by giving him a love so little. Giving him a love so little makes me feel guilty. He makes the line “I don’t deserve you, you deserve better” so true. I don’t why I can’t give him the love he deserves. All I know is that I am scared to fall in love again. Being committed and attached to someone is some kind of horror story to me. 

I’m sorry if I can’t give you the love you deserve

I’m sorry if I can’t love you back

I’m sorry if you need to ignore me just to let your feelings flee

You are worth it, I’m just not ready

I ‘ M  S O R R Y

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12/16/17

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May mga taong pang isang kabanata lang at hindi para sa buong libro

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Can we give it another shot?

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hey, i’m back :)

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For once, even just for once. I want to feel that there’s someone out there who’s afraid to lose me. I want to feel that someone wants me in their life that i don’t need to keep on insisting myself. I’m always the one who is so afraid to lose the important people in my life. I’m always the one who gives more, the one who always makes them feel that i don’t want to lose them. And i wonder if there will be someone who will fight to keep me in their life.

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empty // pvris

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I am broken. I am fraud. I am impossible to love.

Theodore Finch, All The Bright Places (2015)

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Bula

Minahal kita, minahal mo ba talaga ko? Akala ko ikaw na, akala ko lang pala. Sobrang sakit na bigla ka na lang nawala na parang bula. Oo, alam ko. Nagsimula tayo sa hindi maayos na kakilanlan. Pero sana naman kung tatapusin natin to, sa isang klarong usapan. Hindi yung bigla ka na lang hindi nagparamdam, para kong natanggalan ng kalamnan. Sobrang sakit, walang tigil pagagos ng luha. Tinanong mo ko, "Bakit ka naiyak?" Wala akong masagot, pagpatak ng luha lang ang nagawa. Hindi ko alam kung sadya, o ayaw mo lang magbigay ng pakialam. Gusto kong lumuhod sayo para lang wag mo kong iwan. Magmakaawa, para lang bumalik ka sa akin. Ano bang nangyari? Bigla mo na lang bang naisip na hindi ako mahalaga? Ang daming tanong sa isip ko, pero hindi ko mailabas sa bibig. Sobrang nahihirapan nako, alak at yosi na lang ang nadaloy sakin. Kahit pagkain hindi ko magawa. Noong tinanong mo sakin kung kumain nako, ang sabi ko "Hindi pa" Bakit ka nagalit sakin? Nagaalala ka pa ba? Ano ba ko? Sana naisip mo din yung iniisip mo bago mo ko iwan. Yung puso ko, daig pa yung ginahasa dahil iniwan mo tong sira, durog at wala ng pagasa. Ayoko na, pagod nako. Sobrang hirap nako mahalin ka.

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vitamin beach 🌊 (at Masasa Beach Resort)

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😀

Um? hahahahaha

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Wala ng spark, hindi na nagiinit. Nanlalamig na ang puso. Bakit ganito? Wala ng maramdaman. Parang hindi na tayong dalawa ang dapat maging magkasama. Naghahanap ka na ng bago. Ayoko na din ng ganito. Ayoko na sayo. Paalam na. Tigilan na natin to.

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You know how much I love poetry. I love poetry as much as I love you. And I would love to write a poetry for you. In your skin, using my lips. That’s how I love.

Red (via vaporinthewind)

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Paano ba malalaman kung sapat na?

Kapag sumaya ka na? Pero diba, may mga naging masaya pero hindi pa din nakukuntento. Nalulungkot ulit. O kapag feel mo kumpleto ka na? Pero bakit ganon? Akala mo kumpleto ka na pero sa paningin ng iba may kulang pa din. Dahil sa tingin ng iba, minsan maiisip mo na tama nga sila, may kulang. Ano ba ang sapat? Pano ba malalaman yon? Kailangan ba gumamit ng measuring tools para lang malaman kung anong dapat?

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Araw at buwan. Parang tayo, magkalayo. Hindi magkatagpo.