Mali's Wonderland @malimarionette - Tumblr Blog

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Hii Sweethearts 🖤🩷

-Mali or Mari

-I'm a new self proclamed lifestyle jirai

-I'm 16, bi and aroace flux

-I’d like to dress jirai kei one day!

-I'm not diagnosed with anything but my friends have suspicions (cough cough BPD, psychosis etc.) - tho nothing official so I don't like saying I'm mentally ill

-All I want to be is cute, skinny and pure

-Chronically scared and anxious and lonely

- No Dni but i block freely

- Aspiring to be a polyglot

- I don't take criticism very well but if you wish to gently educate me I won't stop you (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠)

My interests:

Wings of Fire and other book series

A large array of music

Multiple anime and Manga (Dorohedoro, Dead man Wonderland, My dress up darling, TSHD, The drifting classroom etc.)

ALNST/ZOMBST

Etc.

Tw:

-I will be talking about stuff like eating problems, SH, Suicidal thoughts and other random stuff

- I'm a little love addicted and Lovesick think…

- I thrive off commitment issues and complex romantic situations.

- I'm a very contradictory person and will complain about it (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠)

So if you're uncomfortable with watching someone self destruct and hollow themselves from the inside out for all the wrong reasons you have no obligation to stay (or with any reasons listed above) <3

I will get a better more original border soon I swear…

I just suck at it right now. (⁠´⁠；⁠ω⁠；⁠｀⁠)

#jiraiblr #landmine jirai #jirai kei #jirai girl #jirai lifestyle #jiraiblogging #jirai joshi

I'm gonna haveameltdown

drunkichh

i want a partner as grotesque and perverted as i am. someone who carries the same strange hunger as i do. someone who doesn't flinch at the parts of me that are difficult to understand, but recognizes them as familiar instead. i want a love that is all-consuming, one that asks for complete devotion and offers it just as freely in return. i want someone i can cherish without reservation, someone whose every flaw, and contradiction feels worthy of reverence. even the ugly, beautiful, incomprehensible parts of them, and be loved with that same unwavering acceptance in return.

All alone, no love fix (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠)

Istg I need SOMEONE

My old love to myself isn't working

I need someone to love me even if it's just lust

#jirai girl #landmine jirai #jiraiblogging #yanblr #jiraiblr #jirai lifestyle #jirai kei #jirai joshi

x-kangelkawaiii-x

𝐼 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔,

“ 𝐼 𝐻𝐴𝑇𝐸 𝑀𝑌 𝐿𝐼𝐹𝐸 ” 𝑡𝑜

“ 𝑛𝑣𝑚, 𝐼'𝑚 𝑜𝑘 𝑛𝑜𝑤 ”

There's not gonna be a chance for me to do anything with anyone...

I'm not getting my fix off love (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

#jirai lifestyle #jirai kei #jirai joshi #jirai girl #jiraiblr #yanblr #jiraiblogging #landmine jirai

I hate it here I hate it here get me out and leave me alone

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effanineffables

I would rather be a platonic yandere without a significant other than be the romantic yandere who posts about how they would drop their friends if their other half asked while cycling through several partners a month, but I suppose this sentiment isn't a popular one.

Human beings aren't designed for such... fickle connections.ㅤJealousy is nature, but self-destructive egocentrism to an extreme such as this will only lead to ruin, for yourself and others.

@haunteddollstuff is depriving me of food

#jirai girl #jiraiblr #landmine jirai #yanblr #jiraiblogging #jirai lifestyle #jirai joshi #jirai kei #Dollyhauntsme

mmmmmmm sharing food with bestie (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)

@haunteddollstuff

#jirai girl #jirai joshi #jirai kei #jirai lifestyle #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #landmine jirai #yanblr #Dollyhauntsme

uwa... ty for the spam.... :0 !!!

No problem <3

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angelfies

i’m so sick of immature people who can’t get the myth of the perfect victim out of their head . do you expect somebody to act perfectly within your standards all the time ? especially after what they’ve gone through ?