Malinda

I still don't get this whole Tumblr thing, but I try.

[malinda117]

Her heart's a bloodstained egg

We didn't handle with care

It's broken and bleeding

And we can never repair

[malinda117]

Offspring Lyrics

It's Dexter's birthday so I'm writing down a few random lyrics that just hit the hardest lately and have always been amazing and kept me going over the last 17 years they've been in my life.

There's more to living and I'm only surviving, maybe I'm not there but I'm still trying

Some days my soul's confined and out of mind, sleep forever, some days I'm so outshined and out of time

How many times is it gonna take til someone around you hears what you say

Maybe life is like a ride on the freeway, dodging bullets while you're trying to find your way, everyone's around but no one does a damn thing, it brings me down, but I won't let them

I believe that reality is gone, disillusion's real, I believe that morality's gone and there's nothing to feel

I'M SICK OF NOT LIVING TO STAY ALIVE

Some day I'll try again and not pretend, this time forever, someday I'll get it straight, but not today

Though you hear me, I don't think you relate

Have you ever buried your face in your hands cuz no on around you understands or has the slightest idea what it is that makes you be

If I seem bleak then you'd be correct, and if I don't speak it's cuz I can't disconnect, so forgive me

Have you ever felt like there was more, like someone else was keeping score and what could make you whole was simply out of reach

SOME DAY MY DARKEST FRIEND IS ME AGAIN

[daily-wecht]

She definitely knows her parents

[malinda117]

I love this child so much

[youtubeswordsofwisdom]

““I lost interest after Jon left the show.””

— Dan Avidan, 2018

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CONSUME PRILOSEC

[hooitsclaire]

I’ve had this in my folder for months now! I’ve been meaning to upgrade my laminated charms of these guys for acrylic charms but for now they are up as stickers on my redbubble  <3

[jankybones]

I’ve been REALLY enjoying the new art style in the Game Grumps thumbnails! This was heavily inspired by it. I took some artistic liberties with the style though.

[grusart]

Just a confident animation loop of Danny Sexbang (Dan Avidan), whom I love and admire for being such a positive and inspirational dude.

[malinda117]

I had a breakdown and screamed that I wanted to kill myself at the police station today and then I told my fiancé a few hours later and I cried about it because it was the first time in months that any type of authority figure I've been trying to get help from was actually concerned about me.

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How is it I've managed to get a keeper who is perfect for me in every way, who gets along with my kids great, who fits in with my family well, and who is just my complete other half... Except it never seems he cares about me, never shows affection or anything, never seems to want me, and let me drown in bills and could've saved me from eviction Like, what did I do in life to ever deserve this.

[malinda117]

[malinda117]

When a 26-year-old and his 8-year-old son are taken from the world in a car crash and you know that he was a very devoutly religious man, it really makes you wonder about Christianity as a whole. For what reason were they taken? Was "God" even ever listening? If so, where was he when they needed him the most?

[malinda117]

Life stuff

I'm so thankful for what I have. Having just gotten divorced less than a month and a half ago, you wouldn't think it, but I'm so happy to have that verbally abusive asshole out of my life. I have a permanent job at the Post Office in the town I live in. I have 2 kids who are doing their best in school, who are happy and healthy, and love video games. I have 2 cats that snuggle with me when I'm completely stressed out. I have a brand new member of the family that is a tiny 6 week old kitten who makes me smile, laugh, and just all around happy when I watch her. But most importantly, I have my boyfriend. My soul mate. My other half. My everything. I flew him up for a visit 2 months ago and it was supposed to be a week long visit. It changed into a month long visit, then 2. I was terrified to ask him if he wanted to stay because he'd said in the past he thought it might've been too soon, but I finally did, and he said he would move in. I cried when he told me he would because I don't know what I would do without him. He's my rock, my heart, my soul. Everything he does just effortlessly makes me feel like the luckiest girl in the world, and after about 20 something years of yelling and abuse from various men in my life, I am just over the moon with him. He's the most relaxed person on the planet, my kids adore him, and he makes me better, stronger, and happier than I've ever been in my entire life. Every time it hits me that I get to spend the rest of my life with him, I feel this amazing rush of emotions I've never felt in my life and I end up just crying out of happiness. It's the best feeling in the world and I never want it to end.

[grumpquoteoftheday]

The more people you’re seen by, the more you’ll be hated. No matter what you do. So, you might as well do your own thing.

Dan Avidan, 2016 (via grumpquoteoftheday)

[malinda117]

6 week old calico kitten I've named her Celeste. She's super playful, very brave, and is obsessed with my feet. Falls asleep at the drop of a hat and purrs with the slightest bit of affection shown toward her. Needless to say, she's a keeper for sure ♡

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