Its Mama Metal Baby!! Rock On 🤘

Never act your age, be free, seize life by the balls because we only have one so do what makes you happy and fuck the haters. 31/F/New Zealand

[mama-metal1987]

Please don’t worry if I don’t message back on here. I’m rarely on tumblr at the moment. Love you all and stay shining xxx

[mama-metal1987]

And in a instant she ended out note on a sour note. I’m sick of these games his ex plays. I don’t know if I want to cry or scream. I feel myself shutting down again and I dont want to fall into that pit again

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Reblog to show your support for NSFW Artists, who deserve better than having their art censored/removed because of a badly thoughtout idea

[mama-metal1987]

I can see me falling in love with him, that scares the hell out of me because I’m stuck with wanting to feel love again and terrified of having that kind of hurt in my soul again.

[mama-metal1987]

Those 4 little words that just make all the bullshit we’ve already been through so worth it. All the drama with our ex’s, the distance we have between us, the fact we can only see each other once a fortnight until next year. The stresses of our mental health issues clashing at times.

4 little words that not only make me realise that this man genuinely cares about me in ways I’m still trying to grasp. That he’s able to make me want to process and accept emotions and feelings that not only frighten me but are such strange concepts from being so shut down for so very long.

“I miss you sunshine xxx”

[mama-metal1987]

Finally things are all turning out right, onwards and upwards!

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And here comes the stress vomiting great...

[mama-metal1987]

Why does my stupid brain have to ruin such a awesome weekend?!! 😭😡

[mama-metal1987]

Since my fella calls me sunshine it’s only appropriate if we’d ever get married I am walking down the isle to Sonne by rammstein

[mama-metal1987]

Me: I’m so happy, totally smitten. I want all of your attention! Your mine! This is the greatest!

Also me: Jesus what is wrong with me? Nope don’t like this. Too much feelings. Ew emotions! Just quit this shit now.

Also also me: your annoying. Be quiet. Stop texting. Pull away. Abort mission. Your gonna end up hurt. You don’t deserve this happiness. No one will ever love you. They all just use you.

[mama-metal1987]

I will fucking end you....

[adventure-heart]

The moon is beautiful

[mama-metal1987]

I hate crying....

Too much today. Voices are too loud in my head. It hurts.

[space-mercat]

Reblog if you'd be *less* likely to pet a cat who was biting you

I’m trying to prove something to my cat.

[mama-metal1987]

This just adds to the challenge

[theboywhoreadsbooks]

Me, looking back at how many books i used to read: I love that bitch, she was going places.

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He says my eyes are pretty ♥️

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I struggle to know when I’m giving too much attention to someone and coming off as clingy and annoying or not giving enough so I seem uninterested and bored with them. It’s a sucky vicious cycle.