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my gf & i beefing cause she thinks the knicks are gonna win the finals

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fake & gay

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car failed smog & had the worst job interview of my life

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mercado de masaya, 1980 by claudia gordillo castellón

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cyclo, 1995 dir. trần anh hùng

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stress writing bit my nail so far back picking up dirt hurts

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i want to make friends, join a poetry or filmmaking club

i want to find words that don't feel useless or programmatic. i want the truth that is also meaningful i want another pack of che black menthols

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up before everyone feeling unsure. doing research waiting for a new world order

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https://youtu.be/MXhJKQsmPgc

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after going to the archive my dream is now to have an editorial in a lesbian magazine

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being gay in amsterdam was better than being gay in oakland, worse than la, better than ny, new mexico is the absolute worst, berlin a bit worse, florida demented, tokyo ok, paris slightly better

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didn't need vacation just needed a bath

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fine shii tange

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our voice of earth, memory and future, 1982 dir. marta rodríguez, jorge silva

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the other night i went to bed, my head placed within the fold of my arm. i had a memory of being a child provoked by the scent of my skin - not the baby smell but something like it. my mom used to take photos of me sleeping all the time when i was little. she would braid my hair while i was sleeping then photograph it. i still sleep this same way she captured me but worse. i am a terrible sleeper, seroquel saved my life for many years. but i want peaceful sleep so badly i'm starting to remember being that angelic slumbering child