BNHA Chapter 189 and 190: Thoughts and Spoilers
Alright, these chapters are really hard for me to write for some reason and I’ve edited a lot and eventually deleted it and restarted it. So hopefully this time I can do it. Let’s get right into it. ((warning, if you hate Endeavor with a passion be aware that I speak of him in an almost positive tone, I certainly don’t like him but I can’t help but get hyped up during fights. If you don’t think you’d want to read that, you can read my second to last paragraph or skip over it entirely then make your decision later))
Endeavor, even though he seemed like he was down for the count, bursts into life and continues his fight with High End, but is still losing overwhelmingly as he gets tossed like a sac of potatoes.
Of course all this is being televised, which I can’t imagine how difficult it is to fight for your life and many other people’s life while all your actions are being recorded. That isn’t the point I want to make though, what I am getting at is that the Todoroki’s (minus the mother) are watching this all happen live. Natsu wants him to give up, but the sister (Rei I think?), says that Endeavor isn’t the type to give up. I really like these comments it shows that two people who have had very similar life experiences can have totally different opinions through subtle differences in perception. Natsu wants Endeavor to give up because they both know he can’t be All Might, and because he can’t be All Might lead Endeavor to abusing his family. Rei sees this completely differently because she saw the abuse they suffered as Endeavor continuing the fight to surpass All Might. Rei’s perception is that Endeavor is horrible at quitting while her brother sees the same individual as someone self-conscious and unstable enough to abuse his family. I think the fine points of perception is incredibly interesting and subtly different understandings is something that feels entirely human.
News people are recording the incident and they are showing the pure panic in the streets, and even Tokoyami, who is watching from UA is stunned by the sheer chaos. Among that chaos however, a voice rose up and said something that I had been feeling. It’s the kid Endeavor tried to act approachable to, and the kid shouted something along the lines of, “why are you despairing when the fight is still going? Just because their is no symbol of peace doesn’t mean there isn’t anyone for us. Endeavor is still alive and kicking, watch him.” This is something that was really bothering me, this series is all about progression and growing as a person. Every character is growing and improving themselves, but since All Might retired, the media is casting the world as something that can’t be saved anymore and is fragile. Don’t get me wrong, the Kamino Incident was a massive turning point in the story and in the world, but hanging up on what we don’t have crushes any hope we may have for the future. The kid yelling at the camera is 100% right, and I really appreciate that, he is telling the reader and the characters that tragedy has occurred but sulking isn’t going to do anything. He even says something like “spewing crap... now’s not the time,” he is a bit rough about it, but sadness does have it’s time in a tragedy, but not when it impairs the future.
Endeavor is chasing High End down, propelling himself purely through flame-force cause he can no longer move. Endeavor is pushing himself beyond his limits, which is interesting because Hawks has an inner monologue about his impression of Endeavor. Endeavor was always the number two with a massive gap between him and All Might, and while every other hero was content with the space between them and the symbol of peace, Endeavor was not. Endeavor had an impossible goal and was jeered at and ridiculed, but he kept trying to surpass All Might. This inspired Hawks to be a hero as well. remarkably, this is the third person who saw Endeavor trying to bridge that gap and their reaction to it. It was this chapter where the weight of the name “Endeavor” hit me fully, which is stupid cause someone had already explained it to me but it just now clicked. I like Hawks, he wasn’t impressed with perfection, but instead inspired by the man who continued to work towards it despite knowing he would never truly accomplish his goal.
The next chapter starts mid strike with sentences that High End, Endeavor, and Hawks had said framed in a way to compare and contrast them easily. Both High End’s and Endeavor’s are about how they want to be the most powerful, whereas Hawks’ is his comment on how his back isn’t broad enough to comfort people. I like this bit, but it was a little confusing reading it at first and I think they lay it on a little thick later in the chapter.
With Hawk’s feathers to speed up Endeavor’s attacks, Endeavor slams a flaming fist down High End’s throat. Of course High End can recover fast enough that he can still thrash around and fly. Upon Endeavor calling out, Hawks pushes the two of them up into the sky so Endeavor can fight freely. Since they are now both very visible, The cameras get a good view of the fight. The Todoroki’s can see Endeavor again, and Shoto yells at the screen that “he’s watching.”
This is where I think the comparison is a little heavy handed, but on their way up Endeavor verbalizes that High End perhaps was like him or would be like him if he went down the wrong path (since they both strive for strength). In full view of the world, Endeavor very nearly sets the whole sky on fire, yelling to himself “Plus Ultra,” even though he never did like that motto. It looks like a comet is streaking its way to the Earth with how powerful this blast was. High End and Endeavor fall out of the sky.
As they crash, two minor heroes catch Endeavor, and as the smoke clears the world sees Endeavor striking All Might’s pose over the charred body of High End. All Might has a complex expression, but my guess is that he feels relief that Endeavor won, relief that the enemy was defeated, shock that Endeavor made a gesture that honors All Might’s fight and worry about Endeavor’s well being (whether that is physical well being or emotional well being for fighting with few peoples’ support/confidence or both). Shoto even was relieved and nearly collapsed upon seeing Endeavor standing victorious.
Hawks is surprised that Endeavor took All Might’s pose, but Endeavor claims that he used his other arm, and I am more than a bit hopeful that the “other arm victory stance” becomes an honorary thing heroes in the future do. Endeavor is critical with himself and is quite upset with his number one hero debut. Before any medical help or anything like that happens, someone appears, and who else but Dabi makes a surprise appearance. The fact he says “nice to meet you,” makes me think that he hasn’t met Endeavor before (or it could just be Dabi being a little turd which is also possible). We should know for sure next week.
That wraps up the chapter content, but there are more than I couple things that I want to talk about in these chapters. I want to talk about the Rei and Natsu dynamic, the artwork of chapter 190, and the status of Endeavor’s redemption arc.
I love how Rei and Natsu talk to each other and it took a lot of thinking as to why, but the reason I eventually settled on is that they remind me of myself and my sibling. I like their dynamic because it reminds me of an actual family dynamic, because I don’t think families in stories are handled like an actual family (with some exceptions of course). What struck me is that they feel like siblings, they are strikingly similar yet strikingly different. My sibling and I are similar in the fact that we are both pretty goofy with people we feel comfortable around, however that goofiness is expressed differently, I just dumb stuff with a straight face to get a laugh while my sibling just acts goofy (and highly annoying in my opinion but that’s fine), in short, I am a goofy introvert and they are a goofy extrovert. The similar trait I see in both Natsu and Rei is that they are both very mellow and generally happy people. When Rei teased Natsu about having a girlfriend he gets a little comical but says that it’s fine isn’t? Which in my opinion is a very relaxed and open response to being put on the spot. In Rei’s case, she has shown her mellow side by not getting worked up when Endeavor threw his fit after All Might retired. Rei seems like a soothing personality while Natsu seems like a buddy, both of them I would describe as mellow, quiet, or relaxed. I don’t know how it works for other families, but the relation between the siblings struck me as natural due to is familiarity.
Moving on to the artwork. Unfortunately, the artwork in chapter 190 confused me and still does in one panel. A friend and I were both confused on our first read through, and it was only after my third that I really figured out what I was looking at in some cases. What threw me is Endeavor’s absolute desperation to fight that he doesn’t seem to fight with the dignity I would have thought he would fight with. Not that I think he has dignity, but he probably believes he does. What he did that confused me was that he wrapped his whole body around High End’s head, he’s got High End in a leg lock, his arm is down High End’s mouth, and Endeavor’s free arm is wrapped around the head as well. So what confused me was the sheer twistyness I suppose? the complexity of the situation? With the importance of the fight I was a bit disappointed with the confusing panels, but know that I know what I am looking at I can really appreciate it.
Finally, and most importantly, Endeavor’s status in his redemption arc. I saw a lot of backlash for the most recent chapter, and I want to throw my opinion into the fray. It seems to me that people are pissed that Endeavor is getting forgiven so easily, and I want to say yes and no to that. I think I am going to make a totally separate post about this more in depth because I really want to take more care about this subject than one paragraph, but here is the short simple version: I don’t think anyone has really forgiven him yet. The reason why there is so much excitement and support for this character is because it is an action scene that has major implications in this setting. Endeavor’s loss would destroy almost all hope in the heroes that All Might took his entire career to build up. This is precisely what the League of Villains want and letting them essentially win would be atrocious. We as readers also know that we don’t have a back up if Endeavor loses because Hawks is aware of his role as a rescue and support hero rather than a hero with strength to put people at ease. Endeavor, whether we like it or not is someone that must be relied upon until new heroes come into play or until the villains are arrested. High stakes in a fight is thrilling to read, this coupled with the fact that the author used our hate of the character to paint him someone as lesser and then pitting him into a fight he shouldn’t win at all. With our decreased expectations and the strength of the threat, the readers trapped ourselves into painting an underdog picture.While I still think that no one has really forgave him, the scene was set to be truly thrilling if it was any other character, but since he is so widely hated we think we shouldn’t support him in the fight at all.
So that’s it, I apologize because my thoughts are literally everywhere and that was probably a journey to follow my thought process. So more so than my other posts I am incredibly grateful that you read it and stuck with my ramblings. Thank you for reading and have a great day.










