Dolorosa Detained

Dominationstuck!Dolorosa account. 26 sweeps/f/slave. NSFW. Selective. M!A: accepting. Current M!A's: none. 18+ only. No exceptions.

[jadenbonds-blog]

manacledmater:

I will mention your name, and see if it rings any bells for her, on the off chance it does sway her decision and she decides to have you over as a guest.

Alright. Ho+pefully it do+esn’t urge her in the o+ppo+site directio+n, if that is the case, tho+ugh with a place like this there’s no+ telling.

[manacledmater-blog]

She is certainly the type to use ties such as those for leverage in getting something she wants... Though in the state she is currently, I doubt that any of her decisions will be truly sadistic or mean spirited towards you.

[jadenbonds-blog]

manacledmater:

Well, as I said, just be careful. She may well be a sweet girl in a bad place, but this Ring has a way of changing everyone in subtle ways.

I would be happy to talk over such possibilities with you, in person, if you would like. But I am unsure of whether or not the Empress will allow me to have guests at her palace. I know I am not allowed to leave the grounds, but perhaps we can work something out. If not, then I will be happy to meet with you between the auction, and the start of the new cycle.

I will. As much as I enjo+y her co+mpany, my trust do+es no+t co+me freely with my friendship.

I’d certainly like that, if it’s po+ssible. I’m unsure if this Empress is the same that sentenced me here, but I do+ wo+nder if that wo+uld have so+me affect if that sho+ws to+ be the case. Either way, just let me kno+w whatever wo+rks best fo+r yo+u. I’ve just jo+ined, so+ I have no+ Master this cycle and as such have plenty o+f free time.

[manacledmater-blog]

I will mention your name, and see if it rings any bells for her, on the off chance it does sway her decision and she decides to have you over as a guest.

[jadenbonds-blog]

manacledmater:

Hmmm. Well, Feferi is at least a tolerable seadweller, from what I have seen. Though she has her moments… Though I would personally be careful about being friends with a seadweller so easily. They have a touch of insanity about them, even in their most controlled states… Of course, I speak from a position of hypocrisy, so take my words with a grain of salt, I suppose.

… You have the same hatchname as myself… Interesting. Am I to take it that you and I are somehow related through the genetic slurry of the brooding caverns? 

She has been sweet to+ me, so+ I feel she’s earned the title. Unless she do+es so+mething detestable, she will keep it, but I can’t imagine her do+ing so+ in the first place. Tho+ugh I wo+n’t say it’s no+t because I’m ho+peful no+t everyo+ne here is all bad.

I believe so+, yes. It’s o+ne o+f the reaso+ns I’d wished to+ speak with yo+u.

[manacledmater-blog]

Well, as I said, just be careful. She may well be a sweet girl in a bad place, but this Ring has a way of changing everyone in subtle ways.

I would be happy to talk over such possibilities with you, in person, if you would like. But I am unsure of whether or not the Empress will allow me to have guests at her palace. I know I am not allowed to leave the grounds, but perhaps we can work something out. If not, then I will be happy to meet with you between the auction, and the start of the new cycle.

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[manacledmater-blog]

@jadenbonds

Hello, darling. It is Porrim, correct? I was told by one of the guards that a Master called Feferi wanted the two of us to speak with one another? I normally would not care about what a highblood ‘wants’ me to do, especially one I have never really interacted with, but in this case, she seemed less like she was trying to force me to o something potentially amusing for herself, and more like she legitimately wanted the two of us to talk for some reason. Any idea why that might be?

[jadenbonds-blog]

Ah, yes, hello+. Feferi is a friend o+f mine. She’d learned I’d been wanting to+ meet yo+u and had o+ffered to+ relay the message. My name is Po+rrim Maryam. It’s a pleasure.

[manacledmater-blog]

Hmmm. Well, Feferi is at least a tolerable seadweller, from what I have seen. Though she has her moments... Though I would personally be careful about being friends with a seadweller so easily. They have a touch of insanity about them, even in their most controlled states... Of course, I speak from a position of hypocrisy, so take my words with a grain of salt, I suppose.

... You have the same hatchname as myself... Interesting. Am I to take it that you and I are somehow related through the genetic slurry of the brooding caverns? 

[manipulativecueball]

manacledmater:

You continue to tell me that, even though we both know I am stubborn, and prefer to stick to titles when dealing with people I respect.

That does sound like a shame, however. I would volunteer to come visit, and try to at least entertain you with stories, but the Empress still has me on a leash to keep from wandering. This time at least, it is metaphorical. Do you really have nothing and no one to entertain yourself with?

I do, because I would eventually like you to use only the latter part of my moniker in time, instead of the full title.

I appreciate the offer, even if it cannot be fulfilled. And I am…hesitant to request the company of some, given my actions in the past weeks. I’d rather not face them in the wake of my actions.

[manacledmater-blog]

Learning to relax to that point will take quite some time, and a better sense of familiarity, I am afraid. But who knows. Perhaps someday I will be able to address you as simply, ‘Scratch’. Who knows. You could always order me to stick to such a title, while renting me, and see how that works out for you.

Your actions in the past weeks? What happened, may I ask?

[manipulativecueball]

manacledmater:

Good evening, Doctor Scratch. And how are you doing, besides ‘bored’, that is.

Scratch will do just fine, my dear.

Alright. The night is continuing on, and I find myself without anything to do.

[manacledmater-blog]

You continue to tell me that, even though we both know I am stubborn, and prefer to stick to titles when dealing with people I respect.

That does sound like a shame, however. I would volunteer to come visit, and try to at least entertain you with stories, but the Empress still has me on a leash to keep from wandering. This time at least, it is metaphorical. Do you really have nothing and no one to entertain yourself with?

[manipulativecueball]

Hm. What a boring day.

[manacledmater-blog]

Good evening, Doctor Scratch. And how are you doing, besides ‘bored’, that is.

[manacledmater-blog]

@jadenbonds

Hello, darling. It is Porrim, correct? I was told by one of the guards that a Master called Feferi wanted the two of us to speak with one another? I normally would not care about what a highblood ‘wants’ me to do, especially one I have never really interacted with, but in this case, she seemed less like she was trying to force me to o something potentially amusing for herself, and more like she legitimately wanted the two of us to talk for some reason. Any idea why that might be?

[manacledmater-blog]

Well, this week has been rather quiet. I wonder if the Empress needs a hand with anything, or if she is keeping herself busy on purpose...

[nappinenn]

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Me:

[aqualence-deactivated20210801]

Connie shivers at the mention of English.

“… To be honest, I think a part a me hopes he finds out. Just so I can fuckin’ punish myself again.” She laughs dryly.

“But then I remember it wouldn’t just be hurtin’ me this time. An’ I can’t risk that.” She sighs.

When Rosa finally breaches her question, the Empress lets out an involuntary growl.

“No.” She snaps, leaning back and folding her arms beneath her breasts.

“… Why?” Curiosity gets the better of her.

“I’m not… he’s not a toy, y’know? I don’t… I don’t want him thinkin’ I only keep him around for sexual shit, ya dig?…” She scratches at her neck.

“It kinda… started out, uh, weirdly… An’ so I don’t want him gettin’ the idea that he’s just like, a play thing, or somethin’.” She chews at her bottom lip.”.. What’re you proposin’? I mean, I’d have to run it by him, of course, but I’m at least willin’ to listen, I guess…”

[manacledmater-blog]

“Oh, Khadma...” Rosa says to herself softly, leaning forward with a worried look on her face. “You should not beat yourself up like that. Especially not because of someone like English. Whether or not he is your Matesprit, he does not have the right to hurt you because of how you feel... It is your life, and I am not your Moirail, but I do believe you deserve better, even with all that you have done in your life... At the very least, the part of you that you allowed me to see, deserves better than what the part of you the public sees thinks she deserves...”

When it comes time to explain herself, it is the Dolorosa’s turn to be flustered, however, and her eloquence seems to come to a grinding halt all too soon.

“Well... I of course do not think of him as a toy. He is a living, thinking individual, and if you two are in a relationship, then obviously you would both need to be consenting, and up for it... I just... Well, for lack of a better phrase, I rather miss being a lusus... My own son is fully grown, and from his perspective, I have not been a part of his life for far longer than I was in it. We never really talk anymore, and I miss him. So, I stumbled upon some stories about lusus play between Trolls, and a few things rather appealed to me, and since I heard the commotion and some of what you said to him through the walls... I thought that... You two might be at least open to something as potentially awkward as another ‘mommy’ being a part of things for a night... I do not want to try and take him from you, nor do I want to be a part of what you two have... I just would like to try and explore something like that with someone I know I can trust not to judge me, or think less of me for wanting to be a bit nurturing, and also a bit domineering with someone who reminds me of my own son... Not that I think of my son like that at all, but it would be nice to see something to remind me of happier times for a bit... And there were other things, as well... Stuff that you mentioned during our last time together that I wanted to explore with you, one on one... I had a lot of fun, taking care of you the way you asked of me, and it feels nice to be needed by another. Even if it is just a casual thing, having someone who can trust me enough to bare such an exposed part of themselves, and feeling that fulfillment from taking care of another, making them happy....”

She trails off, face a furious shade of emerald, and her rainbow drinker glow at full force as she fiddles with the fabric of her dress. If her words made the Condesce feel put on the spot, hopefully she could at least take comfort in knowing that the Dolorosa was as embarrassed by their conversation as she was, if not more.

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[aqualence-deactivated20210801]

Connie rolls her shoulders back, clicking her tongue against her teeth as she listened to Rosa. She considers her options.

“… What I’m about to tell you *never* leaves this fuckin’ room, got it?” She glowers.

“… His name’s Karkat, an’ we… uh, he an’ I… Ahem.” She clears her throat, looking away awkwardly.

“He’s… my… uh… my boyfriend.” She finally manages, making a face as she admits it.

“I know, I know. He’s young, he’s a mutant. I’m fuckin’ empress a killin’ trolls like him. I *know*, okay??” She sighs deeply.

“But… I kinda, y'know…” Her voice becomes much quieter than before.

“I… like, love him, an’ shit.” The words hang in the air over her head as she groans.

“Go ahead, fuckin’ berate me. You was right.” She scowls, fuchsia creeping up her face with regret over having said anything at all.

[manacledmater-blog]

Rosa doesn’t say a word, only nodding along with what was said, and giving the Condesce a gentle smile.

“Of course it will never leave the room. Just like any other secret you have told me. And besides, I am hardly in a position to berate anyone about their private lives... Though I do hope for his sake and yours, that you at least have taken some precautions in the event that English finds out about him, and what he is to you? I would genuinely hate to see you in a worse state than what he put you through already, physically... And if it helps, my curiosity is not based in wanting to judge you or tell you that you are wrong for caring about another the way you are.” She says, sitting back and staring into Khadma’s eyes.

“... I was going to ask if you would not mind my joining you both, next time, so that I might be able to try something, is all. But to put it so bluntly, probably would not give you the full picture.”

[manacledmater-blog]

The Dolorosa nods, giving the Condesce an understanding smile, and taking her seat, legs crossed prim and proper underneath her dress. She had honestly been expecting things to be a bit worse, since she’d been rented for the cycle, but Khadma had been far nicer and even taken her comfort into account while designing her uniform for the cycle. She actually felt dressed, albeit with fabric that was practically sprayed on, but little steps at a time, she supposed.

“To be blunt, and get right to the point, I was wondering… Is it true that you have a young mutant sharing your chambers, on a regular basis?”

[aqualence-deactivated20210801]

Fuck.

The Condesce noticeably bristles, jaw clenching.

“Maybe. What’s it to you?” She snaps, averting her gaze. To distract herself, she orders a nearby attendant to bring them some refreshments.

“Where did you even hear that? Who told you??”

[manacledmater-blog]

Hmmm... Snappy, but not unexpected... The jade blood held her hands up in a harmless motion of surrender.

“Not to be too rude about it, Empress, but I rather had a feeling that something similar was the case, based solely on the noises coming from your respite block last week, and the other night... Your voice carries quite a distance. And hearing the odd guard or two muttering about his ‘poor luck in not having a mutant colored bulge’ can lead one to several possibilities. But I am not here to judge you, nor am I one to go blabbing about what is or is not going on in your private life. Remember, I spoke not a single lie to you when we had our night alone, together, and I have kept to my word on everything from keeping your name to myself, to ensuring you had aftercare, and I even submitted myself to staying here with you for the rest of that week, despite that not being part of our agreement, simply so you would not be alone or feel as if you had opened up only to be abandoned... I am asking for my own reasons, in this case. Reasons that do, admittedly, have some foundation in your own private preferences, as well as a sense of wanting to explore something new with someone I trust to keep to the letter of her word...” She explained slowly, and quietly so as not to be overheard. True, she was worried about agitating the Empress, but she did her best to keep her tone level and mind focused so as to exude a sense of calm. 

“If I say or do something that offends you, or makes you think I do not respect you, then we both know you have every right to put me through two weeks of horrible torments. But I trust you to know me well enough to know that I am not mocking you, and am doing my best to broach things in a way that do not put your image at risk, or in a way that would damage your personal pride.”

[manacledmater-blog]

The Dolorosa nods, giving the Condesce an understanding smile, and taking her seat, legs crossed prim and proper underneath her dress. She had honestly been expecting things to be a bit worse, since she’d been rented for the cycle, but Khadma had been far nicer and even taken her comfort into account while designing her uniform for the cycle. She actually felt dressed, albeit with fabric that was practically sprayed on, but little steps at a time, she supposed.

“To be blunt, and get right to the point, I was wondering... Is it true that you have a young mutant sharing your chambers, on a regular basis?”

[manacledmater-blog]

@aqualence

May I come see you, when you are done with your usual court routine, for a word in private? I heard something interesting, this morning, and thought I would ask you directly, since an idea crossed my mind as a result. At the very least, I believe it would be something of interest, to you.

[aqualence-deactivated20210801]

shore i guess

gimme bout an hour

True to her word, when the hour was up, the Condesce returned to her chambers to await the Dolorosa. She sighed, taking a seat at a nearby table and tapping her nails impatiently.

[manacledmater-blog]

She was not kept waiting for long. As a knock on the door and a guard poking his head inside told her that the Dolorosa was there to see her, and the jade blood stepped inside the room, shortly after the introduction, making her way over to the Empress’s side with a small, knowing smile on her face.

“Long day in court?” She asked, raising a brow at Khadma.