MANAGEdWAVES

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AN ANGEL

After the dinner I was in the middle of the street and saw some stars in the sky shining to me, when I looked down I saw her smiling in front of me and she asked for a kiss, she was pretty beautiful and I didn’t understand very well.

- how can you ask me for a kiss? I don’t know who you are.

I said this and she without saying anything took my hand and took me for a walk, I don’t know why I went, but I just went. She didn’t speak anything, even so, I kept following her. She just smiled and I could see her eyes shining.

I knew that it was very weird, when finally she stopped, looked to me and said.

- An angel asked for me to bring you here, because God has a plan for us, you might not believe but it’s true, when I have seen you, I just managed to smile and nothing more.

She finished speaking and one light descended from the sky coming in our direction, I didn’t believe that it was happening, a few seconds later the light was gone, I looked to her and I felt a love so big that it looked like I knew that woman so deeply. She kissed me and I just could accept because that woman would be the woman of my life.

After that we got out to some place and talked about our lives, and how all of this was possible, we didn’t know, the only thing we knew is that our love just happened.

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TICKET TO LOVE

I’m ready to see you leaving, to miss you, to stay away from your hug and your kiss. I got into the car to take you to the airport and, I remember when we started our love story together, do you remember? I was in the cinema ticket line with you by my side, we never kissed before, I was too nervous and you very secure as ever, when at last I kissed you, it seemed like the time has stopped and, all of my problems had disappeared in that moment, I knew that you'd be my true love forever. I came back to reality and I saw you crying almost without showing, but I noticed, I know you pretty well… “don’t cry babe, we still have all of the time in the world together”, and then I thought to myself “why wouldn't i go? I’ll buy my airplane ticket as soon as I arrive there.” I thought, but, I didn’t comment anything. When we arrive at the airport, I spoke to her that I needed to go to the bathroom, actually I went to buy my ticket, I bought, I came back and she said goodbye to me “I love you, I’ll be back, wait for me.” And she got into the departure lounge, some minutes later I got in as well. She saw me and didn’t understand well, she just managed to smile and come straight to me, I looked at her eyes and said “I love you, princess. I’ll be wherever you are”. We boarded.

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CLOSED MY EYES

While time doesn’t pass, i keep looking at the clock counting the seconds to go to you, time doesn’t pass or it’s me? Far away w/ you in my mind, thinking about you all the time, but now whatever.

While I was distracted with the clock, I heard something knocking in my window, I looked and I have seen a bird, when I approached he flew. I opened the window and I felt the wind, watched the sky, it was clean and the sun shone, it was a beautiful day to see you, I put my clothes and i got down to take a bus and to go to you. Before I bought those flowers that you love.

Yesterday when we spoke, I told you that I’ll see you, because I want to see your smile and feel your body, “tomorrow i’ll be going, wait for me, love you”, and one more time you shuted down without saying that you love me, I don’t fault you, this distance mars everything, but I’ll be going to stay here.

Underfoot that bus station I tried to call you, but you didn’t answer me, what happened? I got into the bus, tried to sleep, but my anxiety to meet you didn’t let it, the weather started to change and all of the sudden started to rain.

In a little while I heard everyone shouting out, everything swinging, your flowers fell in ground.

I didn’t imagine that this trip was so far away, I heard my mobile and it's you sending me a message, I'm lying down without moving me, I knew that you wrote me, but I close my eyes without knowing what.

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AWAY FROM HER

I see you shine wherever you walk, it is a unique shine as the first kiss. You don’t know, but it’s me the owner of the beautiful words that surround you when you wake up, it’s me in the dawn warming you up while you feel cold, it’s me making noise for you to notice me. I wanted so much that you may touch and feel me, but I remember that you can’t see me, because I’m not by your side. I don’t want you to feel fear when I do it, for this I have to go. I will, but I will w/ you in my mind, having sure that one day we will find ourselves.

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OWNER OF MY HEART

I feel that something in me makes me think deeply in the woman of my life almost all the time, is she fine?, where is she?, what is she feeling?, will she miss me?, I don’t know, what I knew is that my world practically turns around her, she makes me smile in a way that only she knows, the expressions in her face when she screws up, when she wakes me up to tell that she had a nightmare and asks me to hug her for her to feel safe or even when we fight. 

At the end, It transforms in happiness instead of anger because of our love, our trust always prevails, that will be this way forever. Each day that goes by my heart grabs hers so close, all I do is for her. My love makes time stop when I’m w/ her. I think about her all the time, sleeping or awake.

Whatever these words are, the only thing I know that is my world will be nothing without her.

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THINKING

i was tired after a long working day, arrived at home and stayed a little time outside thinking about the thousands things that were in my mind, the wind knocked me and it was so strong that it gave me chills, that moment i watched the sky, it was replete of thunderclouds, but, even so i still could see the moon shining, its peaceful moment had taken away all of my tiredness and made me think that i couldn't let this tiredness consume me. While i was watching the moon, a bird flew above my eyes, sang and somehow it looked like it sang to me. i got into the house.