oh the songs people will sing for home ; mance & gilly | september 28th
Gilly’s heart is fluttering, nervous and excited and anxious. As she puts her hand in Mance’s, she remembers being young, and little, and thinking this man was a giant. He’s not quite as big to her anymore, but he’s looming nonetheless, especially sitting, and his hand is still large enough to fit both of hers inside of it. His handshake is firm but kind, as is his polite smile.
(It doesn’t make her any less apprehensive, though.)
She smiles back, just as polite, and watches as he takes a seat across from her.
“Hello,” she says quietly, as a waitress comes over to take drink orders and bring them menus. She looks at hers absently, her mind preoccupied with the man across from her. She doesn’t know what small talk to start, or if she should at all, but she doesn’t know how to sit through a silence no matter how short it is. Stupidly, she blurts, “We met once before, actually.”
The girl is nervous, that is plain obvious, but then again, she probably has every reason to do so.
He looks at the waitress. “One small coffee for me. Black, no sugar.” At the other side of the table, he glances back at Gilly. The girl works God knows how many jobs, studies at university and still has a baby boy to look after. Surely her money should be spent on more important things than a coffee with Mance. “I hope it’s clear you can order anything you want and not worry about paying. All on me today, aye?”
Mance tries not to frown when Gilly mentions they’ve met before. He tries to place when and where that happened, but nothing seems to come to mind. Not that he doubts her – why would she even lie about something like this – but truthfully, Mance cannot remember. Craster had always been protective of his family (though possessive seems a better word to describe the relationship between Craster and his wife and child). Mance had heard rumors about the way the women in Craster’s life were treated, and for that reason the old Union Leader didn’t talk about whatever happened at his home; that only made the situation more confusing. If Craster barely spoke of his family at all, until this very day, Mance should remember if a situation happened where he met Gilly and her mother, and yet he couldn’t.
“Have we? I hope you can forgive me, I’m not the young man I was once and my memory seems to fail me very often now,” he says with half a smile, trying not to disappoint Gilly too much.















