Ojala

30| not as active on this blog anymore because I’m trying to get better ❤️ if I follow you it’s probably for a side blog

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[luvmeinthedark]

it really fuckin sucks being depressed

[constellatedlove]

you don’t need to put so much pressure on yourself, love. you don’t owe anyone productivity. you’re doing so well under the conditions you’re facing. maybe all you did today was survive; im still so proud of you.

[mandymay21]

Are you still alive ? if yes, i thank god for it

Yes, I’m still here. Kinda surprised someone checked in tbh, so thank you ❤️. I’ve been trying to take steps to treat my depression and get better. It’s been a rough few years, and oftentimes times I feel like nothing will change. But I have hope that there will be a day in the future when I don’t feel this way— when I’m truly happy. And I guess, for now, that’ll have to be enough.

Thank you for helping me feel less alone, anon. I sincerely hope that you are doing well ❤️

[leafsea]

[wordsnquotes]

“I don’t want people to matter to me too much. Sometimes it hurts too much to think about them. Ones you love who don’t love you, ones who hate you, ones who you think about but never get to be with. I like people but when I get too close, it fucks me up.”

— Henry Rollins, The Portable Henry Rollins (via wordsnquotes)

[wordsnquotes]

“Her soul was beautiful, but nobody cared.”

— Sophia Carey (via shareaquote)

[depresseddisneyprincess]

“it scares me to think about how i’m only alive because i don’t want to hurt the people i love”

— that’s the only reason

[wordsnquotes]

“I wear this sadness like a second skin.”

— d.c. (via shareaquote)

[wordsnquotes]

“I think too much. I feel too much. I hold on to the things that destroy me, and I can’t move on.”

— juansendizon (via shareaquote)

[wordsnquotes]

“I’m tired of living unable to love anyone. I don’t have a single friend - not one. And, worst of all, I can’t even love myself. Why is that? Why can’t I love myself? It’s because I can’t love anyone else. A person learns how to love himself through the simple acts of loving and being loved by someone else. Do you understand what I am saying? A person who is incapable of loving another cannot properly love himself.”

— Haruki Murakami,  1Q84

[thequotejournals]

I am not sad, he would repeat to himself over and over, I am not sad. As if he might one day convince himself. Or fool himself. Or convince others – The only thing worse than being sad is for others to know that you are sad.

Jonathan Safran Foer, Everything Is Illuminated (via wordsnquotes)

[wordsnquotes]

I just want to be someone, to mean something to anyone…

Charlotte Eriksson (via wordsnquotes)

[unsends-deactivated20170829]

i’ve lost my youth and young adult life to mental illness and those are years i’ll never fucking get back and it’s not poetic it’s fucking devastating

[theliteraryjournals]

Okay is just a word I use so I won’t have to talk about what’s inside. Okay is a word that means I am going to keep my secrets.

Benjamin Alire Sáenz, Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe (via theliteraryjournals)

[wordsnquotes]

Have you ever had to get through a day, smiling at people, talking, as if everything were normal and okay, while all the the time you felt like you were carrying a leaden weight of unhappiness inside you?

Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation (via wordsnquotes)

[poems-and-words]

Book of the week: Big Little Lies by Liane Moriarty

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