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I like it when it rains hard. It sounds like white noise everywhere, which is like silence but not empty.
Mark Haddon, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time
Running from yourself, it will never change If you try you could die [...] Pour it in a cup, try to drink it up Pour it in a well, you could go to hell
a book with bad reviews ↳ Amanda Grange - Mr. Darcy, Vampyre The average rating of Mr. Darcy, Vampyre on Goodreads is 2.87 which really surprises me. The blurb and title sound very promising and the book also doesn’t start too badly... but overall it’s boring as hell. The title takes away any suspense and makes Lizzie’s lack of knowledge for the better part of the book rather annoying. From the timeline she can’t of course know Dracula yet but she only conveniently remembers tales about vampires once the plot requires her to do so. Darcy never drinks blood throughout the novel and his weakness or sign of being a vampyre is a joke. The showdown is over before it even starts and the power of love can naturally overcome all. Ugh. There’s also no real reason why the main characters have to be Darcy and Elizabeth - Grange could easily have made this into an original story with little effort and it would probably have worked better.
“The glory, it has passed, the great days, they have gone. There is no place in the world now for our kind, not unless we will take it, and take it with much blood. There are those who will do so, but me, I find I love my fellow man too much and I cannot end his life, not even to restore what has been lost. But without great ruthlessness, glory fades and strength is gone.”
For the moment she was caught between the two worlds, neither one thing nor another. She would be sorry to let the former depart and yet she was longing for the latter to arrive: a new name and with it a new world and with it a new life.
rating: 1/5
The second half of 2015 brings a bunch of new releases I look forward to (not that I haven’t enough releases from the first half to still read through):
Dawn Kurtagich - The Dead House expected publication date: August 6th 2015 The concept of having the narrative be made up of different media - diary entries, interview transcripts, film footage transcripts and medical notes according to the blurb - really appeals to me. From the blurb this book has a lot of potential directions and I am intrigued to figure out whether it’s more on the supernatural or psychological side.
Derek Landy - Demon Road (Demon Road, #1) expected publication date: August 28th 2015 Let’s not talk about the cover art because that basically screams trash for me and is pretty ugly. The blurb reminds me a lot of early Supernatural mixed with the Miriram Black series by Chuck Wendig - probably a fast read for in between, maybe a new guilty pleasure series.
Catherynne M. Valente - Speak Easy expected publication date: August 31st 2015 Apparently Radiance and Matryoshka both got pushed back to a release in 2016 but we’ll get this novella by Valente. The Twelve Dancing Princesses is a very beautiful tale for Valente to tackle and I’m excited for her take on it! Also the cover art is my favorite of all the books still to come this year with the art nouveau/art deco influence.
Erin Bow - The Scorpion Rules expected publication date: September 22nd 2015 This sounds like a refreshing take on dystopian ya novel shenanigans. Sacrificing one life for the life of many and the morale ideas surrounding such a choice and what it actually means for that one person to know about this possible fate for themselves - if Bow manages to pull this off, it will be great! Not really trusting The Scorpion Rules to be a standalone yet but preordered a copy and can’t wait to read it in October.
Kate Rorick, Rachel Kiley - The Epic Adventures of Lydia Bennet: A Novel expected publication date: September 29th 2015 I won’t allow my expectations to be too high for this novel. The Lizzie Bennet Diaries is my favorite web series and was a huge part of my life during its original release and naturally the characters mean a lot to me: This is the first adaption which made me love Lydia and actually care for her and her character development was amazing. Now the first companion novel from Lizzie’s perspective was only okayish and there’s this sour taste of them just milking the cow... still, at least the audio book should rock!
Leigh Bardugo - Six of Crows (The Dregs #1) expected publication date: September 29th 2015 A new Bardugo book set in the world of Grisha - what else could a girl want? I can’t remember reading anything with a heist so this should be even more interesting! Lindsay Francis Brambles - Becoming Darkness expected publication date: October 1st 2015 Alternate universe plus genre mash up and standalone? Count me in!
Joseph Fink, Jeffrey Cranor - Welcome to Night Vale expected publication date: October 20th 2015 That podcast is everything and getting a book set in that universe with the audio book narrated by Cecil? Pure perfection!
David Mitchell - Slade House expected publication date: October 27th 2015 Got this as a recommendation because I read HoL and the blurb sounds pretty cool. I’m just a bit sad that the shipping takes so much time and I won’t get the full experience of reading its conclusion right on October 31st.
Suzanne Young - Hotel Ruby expected publication date: November 3rd 2015 The second book in this list with a hotel theme, go figure. Hotel Ruby sounds like a bit of horror and weirdness clash in it: The tag line of Stay Tonight. Stay Forever. just gives off that vibe. Really looking forward to check in at the Ruby!
Your life right now is as real as it will ever be. It won't be more real in the future, when you get into or out of college or into or out of a relationship or a job or a financial quagmire or a health problem. In fact, the things keeping you back—these embarrassing, boring, stupid obstacles—are the heart of what it is to be human. They're the whole reason for making and needing art.
Miranda July [x]
inspiration from Clover and Dot | tape stock by danigranger
ARTICLE In the search of a paragraph, in 3 different languages. by Birce Altay - stumbled upon it while researching 1Q84 a bit more and found the article amazing! It’s really interesting to learn about things lost in translation and her journey to finding the quote that meant so much to her is itself very inspiring. BOOK Received a hardcover edition of Deathless in the mail and it’s so gorgeous! Although it’s an used library copy it’s in a fine condition and oh so pretty. I need to reread this book soon and mark all my favorite quotes in my paperback copy! It’s just too bad that the companion novel seems to be pushed back to 2016 alongside Radiance... GAMING Started Folklore as well as Rune Factory: Oceans about a week ago. Not so sure about the later one yet but Folklore is fun so far. Definitely have to make some time at the weekend for playing them! OBSESSION Occasionally I need to rearrange my shelves and this time it worked out pretty nicely - still love color coordination but arranging books by height looks great as well! Especially all my English hardcover editions look fantastic side by side. MOVIE Not a proper movie but last week our cinema showed a screening of NTL: Man and Superman and that play is hilarious! It still works very well after a hundred years and the acting is spot on. Makes you hate the fact that they usually don’t release their plays on DVD or digital even more - I’d love to see it again! MUSIC My favorite radio station plays Walk by Kwabs nearly every morning and that song slowly made its way into my heart.
And my senses only lie to me, lie to me I don't know how I feel so wrapped in me, wrapped in me I gotta check myself Before I get what I want to Find out is not what I thought it was
TELEVISION I have fallen down a hole and it’s called Twin Peaks! I had seen the pilot a few months ago but somehow lacked motivation to watch on... this week I decided to give it another go and got absolutely hooked. It’s quite bizarre at times but still highly entertaining. Besides watching the series I listen to the Twin Peaks Podcast (love hearing their reactions and debates!) and read the Twin Peaks Revisited articles (the trivia section is awesome) after every episode. Also discovered The Secret Diary of Laura Palmer on my parents bookshelf and will read it after the mystery around her death is revealed.
My sister is rereading Outlander on her reader, my mom is reading the German paperback and I have the English one sitting on my shelf for later this month - and we all love the TV show. Now that’s a first for our family!
Dein schwarzes Haar, es legt sich mir wie Efeu um den Hals Ich trinke wie im Fieber von deiner Haut das Salz
You were scared, but you still got here; don’t forget that.
T.B. LaBerge, Unwritten Letters to You
Haruki Murakami - Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage Catherynne M. Valente - The Melancholy of Mechagirl Eliza Granville - Gretel and the Dark Martha Brockenbrough - The Game of Love and Death Sharon Cameron - Rook Mark Z. Danielewski - The Familiar, Volume 1: One Rainy Day in May
An armful of new books arrived throughout the week - book mail is always the best mail! Probably need to do a read-a-thon soon though to get my tbr list down an inch or two…
You are the first person I’ve seen with “The Familiar” on their TBR list. I’M SO HAPPY I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE. My husband and I are starting it soon. 27 volumes?! Danielewski is insane.
He is, isn’t he? Especially now with the slower schedule… 13 years is such a long time and I can’t even imagine where I will be when the last volume comes out! (Although one still has to hope the sales are got enough for him to get another deal for the installments from vol. 10 on… just like a real TV series, the concept is so unreal and brilliant!)
Oi, that’s right. The next 17 aren’t a guarantee. Eek! I’m excited to start reading it. We should chat again once we’ve both devoured its wonders. (:
Definitely! (:
Clementine von Radics - Mouthful of Forevers “You never need to apologize for how you chose to survive.” I adore von Radics writing and how relatable her poetry is - a few of her performances of them are on YT and it’s a real treat watching her deliver her work! I was a bit disappointed about the number of love related poems in this collection... I don’t know, I just enjoy more balanced collections more.
rating: 4/5
Catherynne M. Valente - What the Dragon Said: A Love Story “Don’t you ever feel like you’re just a story someone is telling about someone like you?” Basically one long poem from a dragon’s perspective and I loved everything about it! I just wished Valente’s poetry overall would be more like this piece...
rating: 5/5
Haruki Murakami - The Strange Library “All I did was go to the library to borrow some books.” The illustrations for this book are simply breathtaking! The Strange Library is a children’s book for adults, very dark in the style of Kafka and Burton. The ending could have been a tiny bit better but it’s open for interpretation which made up for it.
rating: 4/5
Tommy Wallach - We All Looked Up “They said no man was an island, and Anita figured that was probably true. But women were; they had to be. And even if someone bothered to sail over and disembark, he'd soon discover that there was always a castle at the center of the island, surrounded by a deep moat, with a rickety drawbridge and archers manning the battlements and a big pot of oil posed above the gate, ready to boil alive anyone who dared to cross the threshold.” At the very end the book informs you that Wallach created an album to go with the novel which I found very intriguing! Not exactly my cup of tea style-wise but I guess I’d have appreciated listening to it while reading... anyway, the novel itself has an interesting enough hook: the world may be doomed if a meteor hits it and the chances are about 30 % against that event. The reader gets to meet a bunch of characters all related to a high school and well, not a single one of them is relatable or likable. There’s a bunch of philosophy thematised and it feels incredibly forced.
rating: 1/5
Kiera Cass - The Queen “His world looked like a storm. I was going to be its center.” Backstory for Maxon’s parents which I actually found way more interesting than him and America. It’s of course totally over the top but probably my favourite of the novellas so far.
rating: 4/5
Michelle Hodkin - The Retribution of Mara Dryer “The villain is the hero of her own story.” Heard very mixed things about the final book and put off reading it for far too long because of it. I still like Mara and her story but this was a train-wreck. If you have supernatural stuff in your story, either have a very good plan right from the start where you think everything through or just don’t try explaining anything. If Hodkin had just said ‘screw it, the powers are due to magic and that’s it’, I’d have loved it! But the entire weird genetic explanation perforated with plot holes? Nah, forget it. Read one review where it was interpreted as a metaphor for mental illness in general which sounds nice but sadly I don’t see that for myself.
rating: 3/5
Anna Todd - After “Hardin repeatedly breaks my heart, even when I don’t think there are any more pieces to break. And I love him. I love Hardin.” You can’t enter a bookshop at the moment without falling over this series so I got curious and put the first installment on my kindle. You can tell pretty quickly that this again is a fanfiction turned bestseller... and gosh, why can’t they be edited like any other normal book? There’s so much unnecessary stuff included and the chapters read very poorly due to their structure. It takes very long until Hardin and Tessa have sex and after that point they basically fight, have sex, fight. The characters are pretty unlikable and especially Tessa was so naive and terrible it hurts! Especially with the ending I can’t believe there are still three more books! Personally liked FSOG more...
rating: 2/5
Steven Millhauser - The Knife Thrower and Other Stories “As we hurry along the sidewalk, we have the absurd sensation that we have entered still another department, composed of ingeniously lifelike streets with artful shadows and reflections–that our destinations lie in a far corner of the same department–that we are condemned to hurry forever through these artificial halls, bright with late afternoon light, in search of the way out.” rating: 3/5 | thoughts
Haruki Murakami - 1Q84 “If you can’t understand it without an explanation, you can’t understand it with an explanation.”
rating: 5/5 | thoughts
Hamilton Wright Mabie - Fairy Tales Every Child Should Know The collection was rather random and badly structured. You have all the long tales from the Arabian Nights right after another and it drags on and on. The variations of some of the more well-known tales also were off. For a kindle freebie okay but not recommendable. rating: 2/5
Grady Hendrix - Horrorstör “Something I learned from the Serbian tribes. Churches are built where saints were martyred. A bridge requires a child in its foundations if it is to hold. All great works must begin with a sacrifice.” Loved the premise and the design of this book like a mail order catalog so naturally had to get it! Horrorstör is really a lot of fun and the characters are so relatable - if you’ve ever worked in retail, you just get it. Problem with this book is that at one point it turns from being fun and quirky to 08/15-been-there-done-that-horror with no surprises. Hendrix tries to include a twist at the end but it doesn’t work... but I’d love to see a movie adaption of this one for sure!
rating: 3/5
Jason Aaron - Thor # 3-8 + Thor Annual (2015) Female!Thor is awesome, hands down! The reveal at the end is a bit meh but overall I really loved the series so far.
rating: 5, 5, 4, 3, 4, 4, 3/5
Jessica Park - Flat-Out Love “You can look back now and see how you should have known, but you were focusing on the facts instead of the feeling.” rating: 5/5 | thoughts
Benjamin Zephaniah - Face “Martin learnt quickly to take every day as it came and never expect one day to be the same as the last.” rating: 2/5 | thoughts
James Dawson - Say Her Name “Bobbie wondered if that's how long you truly live for - until the last person who remembers you, until the final bouquet on your grave.” Love the urban legends surrounding Bloody Mary and hoped for some Final Destination vibe based on the cover and blurb. Sadly Say Her Name is pretty boring and predictable to the bone. There is one crazy scene which was original and saved the rating - but overall quite a letdown!
rating: 2/5
Rainer Wekwerth - Das Labyrinth erwacht “"Wir sind wie Ratten. Fressen, Beißen, Kämpfen - und vermutlich schaut uns einer dabei zu."” A group of teenagers wakes up with little memories and has to run through different worlds for portals - each world offers one portal too little for the group number - and after six worlds they shall be free. Well, that sounded interesting enough. I don’t know why ‘maze’ is in the title though unless Wekwerth just wanted to cash in on all the Maze Runner fans. There’s so little time passing in the novel and still we get two love stories and characters who change personality like chameleons. In between we get glimpses of the former lives of the teenagers and they’re basically walking cliches.
rating: 2/5
Jo Knowles - Lessons from a Dead Girl “What happens when you finally decide to tell the truth and no one listens?” Lessons from a Dead Girl just made me angry. It’s definitely an important topic, exploring abuse victims becoming abusers themselves and especially having the main characters both be girls. None of the characters are likable or relatable. You never get to feel sympathy for Leah, actually I just wanted to punch her in the face multiple times. Laine has zero support, not even in the end (and her two friends don’t count, they did nothing during the party!) and what type of message is this meant to give?
rating: 1/5
Emma Donoghue - Room “Stories are a different kind of true.”
rating: 4/5 | thoughts
Fábio Moon, Gabriel Bá - Daytripper “Life is like a book son. And every book has an end. No matter how much you like that book you will get to the last page and it will end. No book is complete without its end. And once you get there, only when you read the last words, will you see how good the book is.” This is the story of Bras de Olivias Dominguez and how he dies. Every chapter shows him at a different age and point in his life and every chapter ends with his death. Seeing the different possibilities how his life was and could have been is amazing! Daytripper is inspiring the reader to enjoy life and is a story which stays a while with you. The art is also rather good.
rating: 5/5
Eliza Granville - Gretel and the Dark ““...soon I shall go from here and everything that I have seen or heard, felt, smelled, tasted, enjoyed, loved, will be extinguished and forgotten. There will be nothing left of me but a number on some ledger. And so, I give the a Earth my memories.”” A story within a story within a story. It takes some time until one fully understands the different levels but the story is beautiful crafted and repays the reader. Granville incorporates some Polish and German into her language which is well done and gives everything a certain atmosphere. It’s difficult to talk about the different storylines without spoilers but the way fairy tales are integrated is wonderful. The main idea of a story being able to transport you anywhere and anytime and setting you free in the context of the main plot is a very powerful message.
rating: 5/5
Colleen Hoover, Tarryn Fisher - Never Never: Part Two “Until then, never lose hope. Never stop loving me. Never forget. Never Never,” I really want to know what happened to Charlie and Silas in the first place but part two gives us n o t h i n g. Part three is either going to be really rushing through the story or we’ll get another part... sigh.
rating: 3/5
Haruki Murakami - Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage Catherynne M. Valente - The Melancholy of Mechagirl Eliza Granville - Gretel and the Dark Martha Brockenbrough - The Game of Love and Death Sharon Cameron - Rook Mark Z. Danielewski - The Familiar, Volume 1: One Rainy Day in May
An armful of new books arrived throughout the week - book mail is always the best mail! Probably need to do a read-a-thon soon though to get my tbr list down an inch or two…
You are the first person I’ve seen with “The Familiar” on their TBR list. I’M SO HAPPY I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE. My husband and I are starting it soon. 27 volumes?! Danielewski is insane.
He is, isn’t he? Especially now with the slower schedule... 13 years is such a long time and I can’t even imagine where I will be when the last volume comes out! (Although one still has to hope the sales are got enough for him to get another deal for the installments from vol. 10 on... just like a real TV series, the concept is so unreal and brilliant!)
a book of short stories ↳Benjamin Zephaniah - Face This is a case of an interesting blurb which doesn’t hold up. Not sure about English slang around 1999, but the language was annoying to read and the characters were terribly flat. For most of the novel it feels like Zephaniah build the entire plot around it being later used as school literature meant to get points like don’t get into a car without people you really know, don’t judge people based on their appearance alone… Martin deals rather simply with his accident and fails being inspiring at all.
Martin learnt quickly to take every day as it came and never expect one day to be the same as the last.
rating: 2/5
a book with a love triangle ↳Jessica Park - Flat-Out Love You know the major secret of this book or at least have a hunch about it because it is rather obvious. But Park manages the rare beauty of still engaging you in the story and the characters. I love Matt and Celeste and Julie so much and how they grow throughout the year and couldn’t put the book down. Chapter 29 was so intense and bittersweet, the entire book surprised me a lot. There are two companion novels from the perspective of Matt and Celeste and I will definitely check them out soon!
“You can look back now and see how you should have known, but you were focusing on the facts instead of the feeling.”
rating: 5/5
For me, it's books, books, books. I've read everything a man could wish to. Twice. Dickens three times.
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Life is Strange ↳ 03. Chaos Theory [caps]
"I’m so glad you’re my partner in crime.” “As long as you’re my partner in time.” “Insert groan here...”
a book with a one-word title ↳ Emma Donoghue - Room Glad to have read this although it’s really difficult... you just understand so much more than Jack at times and just the fact that it’s possible do happen (and did already) is scary beyond words. Jack’s point of view is done very well here and believable. I had a few minor issues throughout the book (*cough*the clinic and treatment especially*cough*) but otherwise it’s a fantastic read! There is going to be a movie adaption soon which should also be interesting to check out.
Stories are a different kind of true.
rating: 4/5