After a long time not posting, I have decided to post today. The reason: school.
I just don't know how to be positive about this new school year. The whole time I'm thinking like: What the fuck am I doing at this boring, lame place with the same teachers, the same people.. Just everything is the same as last year. There's nothing exciting to look out for, right?
But one thing I have learned the past year is to stay positive in life! You always have this choice to see things in the positive way or in the negative way.
For example: In this awesome holiday in Hungary, I met this really cute, handsome lovely boy. I spent almost the whole holiday with him. He was my perfect summer love. But after this awesome holiday I got a whatsapp.. "Hey, I'm so sorry but I'm having a girlfriend, and we had some propblems during the holiday but I think it's better to solve these problems and give the relationship with her another try. I think we had a great time together but a relationship between us will never work because of the distance (250 km!)" and he ended his whatsapp with this reassuring sentence "You'll find another sweet boy! Because that is what you deserve." I DONT WANT ANOTHER BOY, I WANT YOU ASSHOLE! And yeah, girls will be girls, so I cried for four days.. But does that make my life any better? No! So I started thinking positive like "Omg, I am so lucky that I kissed with this too handsome boy and had a fantastic time with him!" You will be more relaxed when you have peace with this kind of experiences.
So stayyy positive! It's not bad to make mistakes, making mistakes is human. And after every mistake is a lesson! Soo my goals this year:
Don't think: I'm not capable of getting good marks and I'm totally going to ruin this schoolyear. But: I'm going to do my best, and if that's not enough then it's not my fault! :)
I need time to relax, so I'm not going to spent all my free time on school but I will make time for things I like. Because if you spent all your time on school, you will finally come to your breaking-point. The point were you are unhappy, stressed and not allowed to do something for school at all.
Don't delay important things! Important things have to be done, when you don't do it now, you have to do it later. And the more things you delay, the more stressier you get.
Talk about all my frustrations with my friends, my parents, everyone. Telling your frustrations really helps! When you don't do this, you keep all your frustrations to yourself until you have this big pile of frustrations that is going to explode some day. You don't want that, believe me!
I am going to do what I want, and not what other people expect me to do!
So the main point is: Stay positive!