Fandom Brainrot and Gayness

i write fanfic and spew gay rhetoric on this hellsite 19, enby butch 😼

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

i think i’m gonna start posting my poetry on here!!! im lowkey terrified but I’m also really proud of my writing! im gonna start w this one:

A Soft Epilogue

We are wearing sheets

and will soon be ghosts

But I loved you.

How I loved you.

the tallest buildings in the city

start falling

and the only thing that matters

is that I get to hold you

when our time comes.

Lying skin to skin,

curled around your frame,

unsure where I end, and you begin.

Awaiting the finality of it all,

my greatest joy,

my strongest pleasure.

To have you at the end,

soft and love drunk.

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

i’m trying to write a kissing scene rn for a fanfic and i literally can’t remember what it feels like. i really am a fucking loser oh my god 😭😭😭

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

me a year ago 💔💔💔 i somehow got uglier but like whatever

[koiagain]

Experiencing a crazy slowburn rn

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

when tf is this gonna happen to meeee ughhhhh

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

moving back home for the summer is fucking with me so severely. living in a house with my divorced parents is like so astronomically fucked up. my dad keeps trying to get me to go on ozempic. Today he said “you chose to look this way” which is true but the way he said it literally made me feel so disgusting.

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

sometimes i think about shaving my bush but then i realize that i might actually make a femme cry if i do so. proactively, i’m sorry femmes 🫩🫶🏼

[bunieboo]

guys please, I cannot answer all 0 messages

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

when noah kahan said “saw the world from up close, it ain’t much to look at / compared to you in your work clothes, waving hello from the driveway / I can’t make myself whole, most days i’d be lucky just to get half / but you’ve seen me in places so low, you can recognize when it’s real bad”

who’s gonna see me when they get home from work and think “wow.” 💔

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

i took this pic bc i felt hot the other day and i can’t tell if i look stupid or not help 😭

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

sometimes i think about posting femme bait / sexy pics of me on here and then i remember im actually kinda gross looking.

[lotzofteeth]

I think about this a lot

[canniballefilm]

The fact that we did not get Sydcarmy or Marcusluca is actually fucking insane

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

i just (re)watched s5 with both my parents, mind you they’re divorced and one is a restaurant owner, my mom said sydcarmy isn’t real and my dad said “are they sleeping together?” and then he also said that marluca was gay bc they “are fighting like lovers” soooo

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

my boobs hurt if only there was a pretty girl to come hold them for me :(

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

my writer brain is mush can someone write a fic that includes carmy speaking italian pls pls pls

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

i can already tell i’m gonna fumble this girl and im fucking heated yall don’t understand. We’ve alr hung out and made out and wtv, i wanna see her again SOOO bad but im scared imma fuck it up. IM A LOSERRRR AGGHH

[n0turg1rlfr1end]

can you hold me in captivity?

-🥺

u guys act like u want a freak wait till she puts u in da saw trap

[n0turg1rlfr1end]

[sydcarmyism]

the concept of the best thing syd has ever eaten was the one (SINGULAR) dish carmy ever had control over at the empire, and it went to her. soulmate-ism

[manic-pixie-trash-panda]

*in godmothers voice from fleabag* I NEED TO WRITE!!!