The Gayness Consumes Me

I'll block you if you decide to be weird or show me 18+ bullshit.

[mantisinthecloset]

Hello!! 👋

This is gonna be a long introduction post, so be warned Imao

My name is Mantis (kinda obvious, I know).

I won’t be revealing my age, but I will say that my age is between 15 and 18.

I use pretty much any pronouns, but I like he/they, they/them, and he/zir the most. The only pronouns I do not want to use are ones like pup/pupself, star/starself, etc. No hate to people who use those; | completely support and respect yall, I just personally don't use them.

I am aroallo, aromantic-sapphic, and bi-sapphic.

I am nonbinary, buggender, and crittergender.

My flags and definitions in order:

Aroallo: where you are on the aromantic spectrum but are NOT on the asexual spectrum.

Aromantic-sapphic: where you are both aromantic and sapphic.

Bi-sapphic: where you are romantically and/or sexually attracted to two or more genders, but those two or more genders are NOT men or man-aligned genders.

Nonbinary: an umbrella term for people who don’t identify as the typical male or female, prople who is a mix of both male and female, people who have multiple genders, people whose gender goes outside of the binary, and people who have no gender. For me, my gender goes outside the binary male/female.

Buggender: a xenogender where your gender identity is connected to bugs.

Crittergender: a xenogender where your gender identity feels or is best described as a critter. This gender may feel whimsical, feral, silly, skittering, etc! (For me, it feels whimsical and silly)

Found all these flags on Pinterest lol

I'm also an alterhuman of sorts? I wanna figure out what exactly I am; I think I might be something creature or bug-related, but I’ll figure all that out eventually. :]

[luckyladylily]

So the thing is boobs really do be jiggling. If having breasts has taught me anything it is that the ladies frolic. I don't even have that large of boobs but every time I go down some stairs all I can think about is that stupid quote about boobing breastily down the stairs or whatever it is because God Damn.

But anime and video game boob jiggling is like. The most uncanny valley shit I've ever seen nine times out of ten. You would think people this horny about tits would have actually looked at some but I guess not.

What we really need is some pervert to compile the ultimate visual guide to boob bouncing physics that's just like 500 hours of meticulously organized videos of breasts of different size and shape and under different fabrics bouncing around from a wide variety of physical movements so horny game devs can finally get it right and I don't have to be creeped out by women who appear to have surgically implanted softballs in their chest under skin made of rubber bands.

[mantisinthecloset]

IS THAT WHY I ALWAYS FELT SO WEIRD SEEING ANIME GIRLS WITH THEIR TITS BOUNCING?! OH MY GOD I NEVER THOUGHT OF IT THIS WAY!

like, no wonder they always look so weird! They aren’t anatomically correct!!

I too hope that horny anime game devs get the anatomy correct soon. Like PLEASE BRO IM BEGGING 🙏

[mantisinthecloset]

I’ll be so honest right now; sometimes I hate that I’m aromantic.

There are only 3 people I know personally who I’ve told: my cousin, my best friend, and my sister. The only reason why I’ve told these people is because I know they won’t spread it.

I wish I could tell my family, but even tho my mom and dad support me being gay (I was bi, Neptunic, and demisexual when I first came out to them), I’d rather not have that talk with her a second time. The rest of my family most likely wouldn’t support.

This means I have to endure relatives talking about my so-called “future husband”. Not only am I not romantically or sexually attracted to men, I am only sexually attracted to women. If I ever show the slightest attraction when looking at a man, it’s aesthetic attraction.

I just wish aromanticism was more normalized.

[mantisinthecloset]

It sucks not knowing what you are gender-wise.

I’ve been using nonbinary as an umbrella term, since I know my gender identity isn’t either of the binary genders, but idk man. Nothing feels completely right to me. Even AGENDER doesn’t feel right, which is what I used at first.

The best way to describe how I feel is this: my gender is 3 liquids mixing and sloshing around in one of those bottles people find in movies that have maps or notes in them. One of the 3 liquids in the bottle represents experiencing all genders at once, One represents experiencing only 2 genders, and one represents having no gender at all. It doesn’t even do this daily; it’s random and I usually don’t notice until I start thinking about my gender.

Now, I know that sounds kinda like genderfluid, but that doesn’t feel right either. I don’t know why; it’s the closest label to how I feel, but it doesn’t feel right..

And I know that I don’t necessarily NEED labels, but I want SOMETHING to call myself! It eats at me everytime I remember that I STILL don’t know what I am when it comes to my gender, and I realized I don’t feel like a girl in..like…October..I think.

It just sucks.

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

[mantisinthecloset]

I’ve noticed something lately on TikTok about neopronouns. I’ve seen it on Pinterest too.

Apparently, there are people out there who think that using neopronouns is transphobic.

How, exactly?

The trans umbrella includes anyone who doesn’t identify as the gender they were assigned with at birth. By that definition, how would it be transphobic to use neopronouns?

What, should we all just misgender people who use neopronouns, even though those are probably the pronouns they are most comfortable using? That sounds FAR more transphobic to me.

Like, seriously. I want someone to explain to me how exactly using neopronouns is transphobic, other than the stupid argument “They make us look bad and make people treat us bad.” Cuz buddy, us trans people are GOING to be treated horribly whether neopronouns existed or not.

Neopronouns are NOT transphobic, and that is a hill I will GLADLY die on.

Also, I know that pronouns do not equal gender; it’s just that a lot of people on the internet who use neopronouns also identify as the gender associated with those neopronouns.

[clidisca]

happy pride month my bros

[mantisinthecloset]

Never got into Monster High all that much but I still really love all the lgbtq ships in it :] especially this one

[zylahbee]

sexism in medicine kills people. racism in medicine kills people. fatphobia in medicine kills people. queerphobia in medicine kills people. classism in medicine kills people. ableism in medicine kills people.

do not downplay people’s fears about being mistreated because they are a part of a marginalised group. it is a matter of life and death and you should be angry about it.

[mantisinthecloset]

I agree. It’s ridiculous that people aren’t treated equally just because they aren’t what society considers “normal”.