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|| chaotic good never fades || she/her, 17 || lots of book fandoms :) prompts are open!!

[view-from-up-here]

[halfinvisible]

queue this post when it’s your birthday and be surprise

I queued this like 8 months ago I’ve waited a long time for this moment

[unoffical-marvel]

Scheduled at 12:01 AM on my birthday

I garentee I’ll have forgotten this…

[blackgwenstacy]

i like thinking about things critically but i also like not giving a fuck too so you can imagine the kind of stress i am under

[nuocmamboi]

Reblog if you're shorter than 5'8.

[world-of-tazcraft]

If you don’t reblog this, you are on duty to get the cookies off the top shelf. You have been notified.

sleepycub34 lookin at you here

[skarrin-deactivated20160415]

I iz tiny. 5'6

[thomas4th-deactivated20200823]

5′6.

[gothiccharmschool]

5′4, which means I am never the person to get things off of the top shelf.

[snowmorte]

5′3…I’ll…get the stuff on the bottom shelf for all you tall people.

[eto-nani-blog]

5'2 ;o; we just keep getting shorter.

[dlazaru]

5′1… wtf I’m a dwarf  (╥_╥)

[junyui]

I… I’m 4′8 🥲

[antifirework-archived]

im 5'6 which is tall for my age but….still not 5'8….

[localvoidcat]

5’4…really hope I end up taller.

[im-a-natural-gloom-boi]

5'3…….. 😔

[as-the-stars-foretold]

5′ 7″ >:)

[smilesygalore-deactivated202409]

im 5’3 so uh no cookies for me—

[manymanycupsoftea]

I’m 5′3″ and that’s why my ideal boyfriend is tall enough to get the cookies for me.

[manymanycupsoftea]

self care is being very single and putting on oldie love songs and screaming along to them in a loud offkey voice in pure rapture and anticipation

[oceanicgf-deactivating-deactiva]

WHERE is the video with the guy with the laptop dancing to really bad music please i need this

[sensicalabsurdities]

before i hit play i was like “I’m sure ‘bad music’ is subjective” … and then

[mens-rights-activia]

This is me every time I’m making a new song on garage band for iPhone

[quotefeeling]

Destroy the idea that you have to be constantly working or grinding in order to be successful. Embrace the concept that rest, recovery, and reflection are essential parts of the progress towards a successful and ultimately happy life.

Unknown (via quotefeeling)

[bibwu-movedlol-deactivated20220]

Writing Websites

1. a website with a list of superpowers and what they are

2. a website that generates random au ideas

3. a website that generates names, basic info and futures in a bunch of languages

4. a website that checks your grammar

5. website that lists types of execution in the states

6. a website with info on death certificates

7. a website with info on the four manners of death

8. a website with info on the black plague

9. website with information on depression

10. a website with info on the four types of suicide

11. website that lists famous quotes

12. website with different kinds of quotes

13. a website with info on food in every country

14. a website with a list of different colors

15. website with a list of medieval jobs

16. website with a list of fabrics

17. website with a list of flowers and pictures

18. website with a list of flowers and no pictures

19. website with a list of poisonous plants

20. website with a list of poisonous and non-poisonous plants

21. website with a list of things not to feed your animals

22. website with a list of poisons that can be used to kill people

23. website with info on the international date line

24. website with a list of food allergies

25. website with a list of climates

26. website with info on allergic reactions

27. website with info on fahrenheit and celsius 

28. website with info on color blindness

29. website with a list of medical equipment

30. website with a list of bugs

31. website with an alphabetic list of bugs and their scientific name

32. website with a list of eye colors

33. website (wikipedia sorry) with list of drinks

34. website with a list of religions

35. website with a list of different types of doctors and what they do

36. website (wikipedia again sorry) with a list of hair colors

37. website that generates fantasy names

38. website with a list of body language

39. website with a list of disabilities

40. website with an alphabetic list of disabilities

[pixiecodesnowbaz]

REBLOG TO SAVE A WRITER

[insanity-rules-me]

SAVE ME

[confusisboo]

This post was made by god.

[anti-porn-unicorn]

[pepplemint]

if i had any sense of style over comfort and also money I would wear haute couture dresses 24/7

[pepplemint]

so ya’ll see this shit and would just go “nah not for me??” 

gender got nothing on me if i could dress like this always i would

[manymanycupsoftea]

i want these ones especially the very feminine alluring ones yes please

[snarkiwi-moved-deactivated20200]

New tag game

Type in “I want” to reveal your greatest desire

[catchymemes]

[vtmb2spoilers-deactivated202112]

hope u dont mind me keeping ur tags because ur right:

[calmdowncalmdown]

I’ll reblog this every time I see it.

[funkylittlebats]

[ID: a reddit post from Marylandman101.

what does it feel like to do heroin

A reply from [deleted]

Actually this is an obvious question but it’s not what you might think. Let me explain it to you, I’ve been an opiate addict for a long time and tried many drugs. Drugs that are ‘uppers’ have the most ‘obvious’ euphoria. For example if you take adderall/coke/meth/speed/MDMA you will get this shining bright euphoria, self confidence, energy, and other drug-specific feelings (for meth like you are king or for MDMA like you love everyone). However, you owe these drugs back what they delivered to you. After a meth binge, or lots of MDMA use, or staying up all night on coke you will feel like shit. To an extent this aspect is similar to an alcoholic hangover.

On the other hand, for many people who experiment with heroin they are underwhelmed (not including IV usage, but most experimenters rarely ever IV first time). They just feel good, chill, happy, but they feel like this spooky drug ‘heroin’ hasn’t delivered. They are just mellow. Oh obviously it has all been a lie they will think. Heroin isn’t spooky, it’s chill. It’s not addictive like everyone else thinks. It doesn’t make you do stupid shit or stay up all day and hallucinate like amphetamines or coke. It doesn’t empty your serotonin like MDMA or give you a hangover like alcohol. People tend to just think oh, what a nice drug.

So the next day they wake up and everything is normal. No headache or shitty feeling–just a slight afterglow of that nice feeling. Oh it was cheap as well! It only cost $10 for a whole night of being high! I thought people said heroin was expensive? And then next weekend comes… There are all these drugs I could do but I liked heroin. It didn’t fuck me up,‘I could still think clearly. No hangover. No feeling like shit later. I still was awake. It just made me happy and content with life. Oh and it’s only $10! Well, I should get some more for the whole weekend. This is great! I will use Heroin on the weekends now!

Now let’s say this person works and has responsibilities. He knows he can’t go into work drunk, or on MDMA, or high. So he doesn’t. It’s actually simple. But heroin… Well the user might actually find they do better work on heroin. Instead of being sad or grumpy or depressed with his job… he is just… happy. Mellow. Content. Everything is fine and the world is beautiful. It’s raining, it’s dark, I woke up at 5:30AM, I’m commuting in traffic. I would have had a headache, I would have been miserable, I would have wondered how my life took me to this point. This point I’m at right now. But no, no, everything is fine. Life is beautiful. The rain drops are just falling and in each one I see the reflection of every persons life around me. Humanity is beautiful. In this still frame shot of traffic on this crowded bus I just found love and peace. Heroin is a wonder drug. Heroin is better than everything else. Heroin makes me who I wish I was. Heroin makes life worth living. Heroin is better than everything else. Heroin builds up a tolerance fast. Heroin starts to cost more money. I need heroin to feel normal. I don’t love anymore. Now I’m sick. I can’t afford the heroin that I need. How did $10 used to get me high? Now I need $100. That guy that let me try a few lines the first time doesn’t actually deal. Oh I need to find a real dealer? This guy is a felon and carries a gun–he can sell me the drug that lets me find love in the world. No this isn’t working, I need to quit.

To answer your question, heroin feels nice. That’s all, it just feels very nice. You can make the rest up for yourself. Attach your own half-truths to this drug that will show you the world and for a moment you will feel as clever as Faust.

Edit: Thank you for the kind words. I received help and I’m doing well now. Luckily I was able to pull up and get help right before I entered the deadly downward spiral. Some of my friends have not done as well. Sorry to steal the limelight from OP

A reply to this from Ifuxdalion

Reading that was more haunting than any anti-drug campaign that I’ve been exposed to. Thanks. A lot.

End of reddit post.

The third image are tags on tumblr. They read #anti-drug campaigns should be run by recovering addicts #cause like #how are you gonna talk honestly about how a drug affects your life if youve never done it #how can you really communicate what it does to your life if you ignore the reasons people do drugs in the first place? #i dont think anyone’s gonna believe you when you say a drug is bad if you never acknowledge the way the drug makes you feel good #tags

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[thesurielships]

Wow

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

MOTHER FUCKER

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

we’re having a Snow Day, which is fine.

except it’s NOT bc the huge shift in atmospheric pressure has rendered my autistic brain completely useless for the foreseeable future. all services have been shut down. the roads are closed and so are my neural pathways

[hoonkus-deactivated20230701]

when you said atmospheric pressure shut down your brain it took me a second to realize you meant the atmosphere as in how tense school is compared to how calm home is, and not that autistic people have some kind of internal barometer that is attached to their brain.

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

nope, I’m literally talking about barometric pressure!

for those who aren’t aware, autistic/adhd brains are sensitive to barometric pressure shifts. changes in atmospheric pressure (like those caused by rain) effect our blood oxygen levels in a way that messes with our brains. sudden changes in weather can exacerbate our symptoms, making us irritable, lethargic, anxious, twitchy, overwhelmed etc, while our brains work overtime to adjust to the change. it’s just one of the ways that environmental factors other people take for granted (weather, noise, overhead music, lights, etc) can affect our lives in ways people don’t expect.

so yeah, we basically do carry around internal barometers, attached to very loud alarms!

[gallusrostromegalus]

My ADHD brain can tell when a storm is coming because I suddenly feel like I got brained by a viking berserker with an axe and I can do things like see colors and hear smells which is not at all fun and more like perceiving annoying things in new and even more annoying dimensions. The initial crack happens about four hours before the first rain/snow starts falling, and the types and intensity of synesthesia indicate the type and intensity of the storm. Upslope drafts make smells have sounds and the edges of the crack ring, but downslope pacific fronts make the crack feel goopy around the edges and some things start shimmering around the edges.

[rosslynpaladin]

This is a Thing. I don’t personally have this issue but I know a lot of Neurodivergent people who do. Sometimes it’s related to sinus trouble but some people just…. have an internal barometer.

[chavisory]

Yup, such a thing. Doesn’t usually cause me problems, but I was in NYC for Hurricane Sandy, and the scariest part wasn’t the storm itself once it started, it was how crazy and restless I felt in the few hours before from the ultra-low air pressure.

[soosfrasooh]

hey uh some of what’s happening on this thread sure sounds like optical migraines, which people with adhd/sensory stuff are more prone to and which can be triggered by barometric pressure

also if you’ve been on a major road or in a grocery store when a large storm is blowing in you may notice that many many people respond to barometric shifts by getting frantic but a lot of them aren’t very subjectively aware of the experience 

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

I’m hearing from a ton of people in the notes who experience migraines because of pressure shifts

[manymanycupsoftea]

this is fascinating!  thanks for letting me know!

I’m not neurodivergent but I do feel kinda different during storms and windy days. like I actually really like it, the air feels wild and energetic and it appeals to my fairylike nature but that’s very interesting that it gives other people headaches and whatnot.

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

parents, please be consistent and communicate clearly, in advance, when it comes to household chores. 

kids should be helping with chores in a shared household (and learning how to be self-sufficient in the future). but! kids also deserve to have their free time respected by not having chores sprung on them unexpectedly. and assigning them chores at random just encourages them to isolate themselves from the family. talk with them in advance about what’s expected–setting & respecting clear boundaries will make you both happier.

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

also!

if your kid isn’t finishing their chores, talk w/ them and figure out what specific issue they’re having. it’s incredibly alienating to be called “lazy” or “irresponsible” when actually you are just overwhelmed and struggling.

if they find a particular chore difficult, walk them through it step-by-step and figure out what aspect makes it so hard. consider finding a different way to do it, or letting them trade for a different chore.

it’s easy for kids to get overwhelmed by responsibilities, especially if they’re struggling with school work. balancing school & household responsibilities is a learned skill, something that has to be taught.

work together to make a chore schedule and give consistent reminders without nagging. aim for accountability while allowing grace periods.

most of all: when chores pile up, sit down and talk about why that’s happening. don’t reprimand your kid without first checking in and getting their side of the story.

[entishramblings]

Me, on tumblr, for seven hours straight:

[manymanycupsoftea]

I’m feeling called out today.

[ltc-henry-blake]

Going to my favorite saints every day like

[manymanycupsoftea]

also me listing rosary intentions to my friends XD

[catchymemes]

[oddpoke]

My old friend, my companion, and my brother in arms

[manymanycupsoftea]

how did they KNOW?

[geekandmisandry]

Society hates teenage girls and everything they enjoy.

[happierthandignified]

I can’t even tell you how much this screwed with me as a teen. I spent a whole decade of my life trying to prove myself to people determined to see me negatively. If you’re a teen and you’re reading this just live your life. Like what you like and if someone tells you its dumb it’s because they’re an asshole. There’s nothing wrong with you.

[geekandmisandry]

Read what you want to read, eat and drink what you want to drink, wear what you want to wear and watch what you want to watch.

People are going to judge you if you fit the mould and if you don’t, including grown women who should really know better.

Is ok to be you, you’re enough.