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the sadness I felt while living LA felt completely different from anything else I've ever felt. it was the most numb, dull, just i dont know agonizing pain I've ever felt

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after a bit I'm not talking to anyone today

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huff puff help for bed

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I hate you buzzfeed thanks for making me cry

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I'm just selfish

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K YHAT SET ME BACK ANOTHEE BILLION YEARS AFTER ALL THAT EFFORT TO KILL IT IN MY HEAD SMH

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we'll get Chinese and watch tv:(

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I'm going to throw something

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smoking helps my anxiety but it's making me miss getting high with him and now it just makes me sad

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I don't wanna think about Bryan anymore

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it's been almost 5 months why does it keep getting harder and harder everyday now

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I thought after this much time and everything I've done I'll be over this already

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hehe he likes me back though

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me on my deathbed

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it's like a strange sad

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I feel so sad right now