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𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐒 : LILY EVANS . a brave witch , 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 & a good friend .
independent + mutually exclusive rp blog for lily evans . not jkr friendly . headcanon based and primarily based during first wizarding war . carrd can be found here .
a study of : girlhood , dying young , friendship & 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 .
𝑺𝑶𝑭𝑻 𝑻𝑯𝑶𝑹𝑵𝑺 𝑽𝑶𝑳. 𝑰 . ( sentence starters taken from / inspired by volume one of ‘ soft thorns ’ by bridgett devoue . triggering themes may be implied .)
❛ you are the brave one . ❜ ❛ you make me brave , & i’ll forever be grateful for that . ❜ ❛ i was born with wide eyes & a fragile heart . ❜ ❛ i feel everything so deeply . ❜ ❛ i am not yours . ❜ ❛ you never asked if i wanted a guest . ❜ ❛ this is why no one loves you . ❜ ❛ beauty does not solve problems . ❜ ❛ someone once told me they were scared of the truth in my eyes . ❜ ❛ i don’t remember love as a child . ❜ ❛ a fantasy in real life is also known as a lie . ❜ ❛ i was eager to prove i was good enough . ❜ ❛ scars may fade , but they last forever . ❜ ❛ i always scared everyone away . ❜ ❛ i kept this dream hidden away . ❜ ❛ i used to think love wasn’t for me . that i wasn’t worthy . ❜ ❛ your love is like an exorcism . ❜ ❛ you’re the one who reminded me i have a pulse . ❜ ❛ there is an unspoken truth between us . ❜ ❛ i crave you , even though i know you will destroy me . ❜ ❛ you’re just standing there watching me burn , wearing that crooked smile of yours . ❜ ❛ i know i’m not perfect , but i felt pretty damn close to it when i was in your arms . ❜ ❛ in another lifetime , we have definitely done this before . ❜ ❛ i never thought i would be a good mother . ❜ ❛ i want to love you back together . ❜ ❛ we have this divine bond between us . divine in the way that it’s certainly not from this lifetime . ❜ ❛ my soul craves a love that’s undeniably real . ❜ ❛ i want to experience why we’re here on earth . ❜ ❛ i want to tell you everything . ❜ ❛ hell is watching something that was your everything slip away & not being able to do anything about it . ❜ ❛ i can tell that when i’m with you , you’re with her . ❜ ❛ why is it that everyone can see i’m suffering but you ? ❜ ❛ let’s pretend like we’re friends . ❜ ❛ it’s so painful to talk to you , because i just remember everything you turned out not to be . ❜ ❛ i don’t know how to fall asleep anymore . ❜ ❛ are you pretending to forget me , too ? ❜ ❛ i can still close my eyes & trace every curve & dip of your soul . ❜ ❛ those who don’t believe in ghosts have never had a broken heart . ❜ ❛ god , you’re beautiful . ❜ ❛ i know i should , but i’m not ready to give up your memory . ❜ ❛ i never told you how much you hurt me . ❜ ❛ i keep falling in love with souls that feel like yours . ❜ ❛ being alone was never hard before i met you . ❜ ❛ you must think i’m crazy for missing something i never even had . ❜ ❛ i’m lonely , but i don’t want company . ❜ ❛ you walked away far too easily for me to believe it was ever really love . ❜ ❛ you never loved me . ❜ ❛ when you’ve been fed lies for so long , you eventually lose your appetite for love . ❜ ❛ i have nothing left to say to you . ❜ ❛ you’ll never know all the ways i died for you . ❜ ❛ ‘goodbye’ is easy . everything after that is the hard part . ❜ ❛ even though you turned out to be a liar , within me grew a love that was the most pure & honest thing i’ve ever known . ❜ ❛ nothing was ever easy , but maybe that’s the beauty of it . ❜ ❛ i am everything that you are not . ❜ ❛ love is a necessary tragedy . ❜ ❛ there are people who don’t want you to heal . ❜ ❛ remember : you are not their prey . ❜ ❛ you have more power than you know . ❜ ❛ the most dangerous thing we can do is forget how to feel . ❜ ❛ you will be safe in the right hands . ❜ ❛ love makes us immortal in the hearts of others , but mortal in our fear that it could all be gone someday . ❜ ❛ we’re only haunted by the things we refuse to accept . ❜ ❛ we are not born broken . ❜ ❛ time will either heal you or kill you . ❜
there’s no one in the world lily evans loves as much as she loves harry james potter
reblog this post to be added to the HARRY POTTER MASTERLIST with your muse’s name, whether they’re canon or original character, or if you’ve got a HP verse.
test of my 𝗽𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲, there’s things we’ll never 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠. indie james potter, by blythe. credit.
tbh im tempted to archive and move lily to a fresh blog 😌😌 would y’all hate if I did it
like this & i’ll come to your ims tomorrow for plotting . then i will make a starter for you once we have a general idea . <3
like this & i’ll come to your ims tomorrow for plotting . then i will make a starter for you once we have a general idea . <3
wulfmade .
breakfast is one of his favorite meals of the day, and he always has the best appetite for it. so it’s no surprise when he makes his way down, it’s only a few days after the full moon and he looks a bit worse for wear. sirius and james to hover nearby until he’s seated. then they flit off for mayhem with peter, while he lingers at the table. a grin as he spots lily. and there is the real reason he has made the effort.
he scoots back. making room on his lap for her. a routine has formed now. he must only hold her and keep her close, and she will ensure both are fed. it seems an admirable plan as far as he’s concerned. arms encircle her waist easily, snug as he leans into her.
‘ mmm. you smell even better now than you did last night. ‘
hushed tones as he murmurs, he spent the night in the common room so she’d come to visit him. and by visit.. it meant stay with him the entire night and leave only just before dawn when they’d get caught of course.
she has been a big mess all night . ever since she found out , she’s been dreading the full moon . the idea of him being in pain - it made shivers run down her spine . she went to check on him before she left , but he wasn’t there . nor was his friends . so she had proceeded to get dressed and walk down for breakfast . her features lighting up when she sees him , setting off in a small run to wrap her arms around him . cupping his cheeks to kiss him softly . then she takes seat on his lap , leaning back once his arms are around her body . being safely tucked away feels good . she rubs her nose on his neck before kissing his lips . then instantly blushing when he whispers to her . ‘ remus . you can’t say that here ! ’ she giggles as she flush on her cheeks spread like wildfire . even spread across the faint freckles on her face . their night in the common room had been one of the best in her life . she was crazy about this boy , being away just didn’t feel right anymore .
deeper sentence starters
“ where do you get your hope? what keeps you going during all this? ”
“ you know, sometimes you don’t have to find the answers. i think it can be enough to just admit you’re lost. for now. ”
“ sometimes, i don’t feel like i’m real. not unless i’m hurting in some way. it’s not like i want to be in pain, but i’m just so used to it. i dunno what to do without it anymore. ”
“ i just keep hoping that one day i’ll have something else motivating me— something more than stubbornness or spite. i wanna feel like i’m living. ”
“ i learned the only thing i can believe in is me. i have faith in myself. that’s how i survived. ”
“ i hope you know i’m proud of you. i’ve seen how hard you’ve been fighting to get where you are. you might feel stuck, but you’re not. you’ve come so far. ”
“ when i told you i loved you, you know i meant that right? i’m not talking just about all those warm feelings. i’m talking about putting in the work. i’m here to stay for the hard parts, not just the pretty ones. ”
“ you don’t have to find the perfect words, just tell me what you’re feeling. i’m here to listen. ”
“ you don’t have to carry it all. humans aren’t made to be solitary creatures. i want to help. all you have to do is ask. ”
“ i know i haven’t always been there in the past, but i’m here now. i’m trying. please, just let me in. ”
“ i still care about you, you know. i could never stop caring about you. but we were both drowning. and one of us had to get out eventually. ”
“ i think you’re still my person. and i’m hoping maybe one day, i can be yours again too. ”
“ i’ll still be here when you need me. that will never change. ”
“ i love you. but i can’t keep watching you destroy yourself. i can’t sit here and watch that anymore. it hurts too much. ”
“ i already forgave you. so why can’t you forgive yourself? ”
“ it’s not about what you think you do or don’t deserve. i get to choose who to love. i’m an adult. and i can make that decision. so i’m here to stay. i’m in this. ”
“ if we’re going to do this again, you have to promise it will be different. you have to show me that you’re ready this time. ”
“ i don’t know how to make you believe that i can make us work again. but i’m not going to give up. i did that once and— well, i’m standing here again because it was the wrong choice. give us another chance. ”
“ i’m lost without you. and i’m not asking you to fix me or be something you’re not. i’m just asking you to keep being the lighthouse you are just by being you. and let me be guide myself by it. ”
“ i’ve never been very good at letting go. and now i feel like there’s too many burdens i’m holding on to and i don’t know how to get rid of them anymore. ”
“ why do you feel like you need to punish yourself so much? ”
“ why do you keep saying that? you’re not alone. i’m standing right here. ”
“ what are you so afraid of? why won’t you let me in? ”
proditeur .
“you’re a life-saver,” he whispers upon entering the house, though he cringes inwardly at his choice of words. oh, to be able to save a life…
deprived of lily’s finger, the bundle in regulus’ arms offers a squeak of reproach and a single whine of displeasure before regulus twists her up against his chest and rocks her gently. “when does it end? i’d like to regain full use of my arms by the end of the month, if possible.” oh, but it’s not so bad. it feels good to be needed, to be loved. it feels good to see her smile and hear the chime of laughter when he makes those silly faces.
it feels good to be out of the cloud of darkness that’s plagued them all for years.
“i’ll take the tea however you like it—i’ll drink anything at this point.”
there’s a chuckle , locking the door behind him and walking inside . the little squeak from the girl makes her heart ache softly . she cares for both the babies so much . grabbing an extra pacifier and handing it to him . ‘ harry hasn’t used this one . has she tried one yet ? ’ moving to the little kitchen and putting on a kettle of water . ‘ would you prefer a drink instead ? i can hold her and you can unwind a bit . ’
proditeur .
the room falls into a comfortable silence that regulus feels no need to break—for now. his eyes trail to the fireplace, pointedly avoiding the woman beside him who feels as much a part of his home at this point as he does. it almost seems selfish to him; inappropriate, undeserving. like he’s somehow ended up with a future that was meant for someone else.
she speaks, and he lifts his eyes, his mouth upturned in a crooked smile. “i have lost her a few times, actually. the portraits enable her.” no, sir! we haven’t seen her? the girl? no, she hasn’t come this way! “but you don’t need to worry—the entire property is enchanted. for safety, i mean; lost children won’t be lost for very long.” and it’s certainly better than hogwarts’ treacherous, winding halls.
“… will you be sending harry to… er, muggle school? when he gets to be old enough.”
her eyes linger on him for a while before her gaze moves to the fireplace as well . there’s a soft sigh and she lets the heat wrap around her body . lips press softly onto the cup , sipping it gently . it feels nice : a second chance for happiness . could it be ? could this really be allowing her a break from sorrow and heartache ? a cure for loneliness . she chuckles . the mischievous paintings . one of the things she misses from school . she had some of her best chats with them . ‘ well , luckily you always find her again . do they at least help you find her ? ’ she chuckles , taking another sip of the tea . ‘ no . i think he should go to hogwarts . those were some of my best years & best experiences . i want that for him too . and he’d be with gemma . it’d be a shame to split them up . ’
proditeur .
for a moment he sees only the flickering flames of his fireplace—letting the day, the children, lily melt away into the background. he is content. he is comforted. he is warm and fulfilled and a dozen other things that he thinks he does not deserve. that he never thought he’d have. and it’s a testament to how well she knows him that she mentions james, because she must know that regulus does think of him. of them. of the things that lily and harry lost and how poor a match he is by comparison.
how could he replace any of that?
“… and what if i say ‘no’ because of me? because i know you deserve better than what i am, and what i can give you.”
she disagrees . fully . she cares about him fully . she likes what they have . oh god , her heart aches . the little family they’ve built together . he , herself & their two children . brows knit tightly together as she inches closer . hand reaching out to touch his . everything they’ve build . . . she will not let that go to waste because of either of their insecurities . ‘ then you know wrong . am i not to decide for myself ? don’t i get a say in what’s good for me ? what i deserve in life ? ’
𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑻 𝑺𝑨𝑰𝑫 𝑰𝑵 𝑴𝒀 𝑫𝑰𝑺𝑪𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑹𝑽𝑬𝑹 . ( horribly memey sentence starters based off things people say within my narnia rpc discord server .)
❛ this is horrible , i want to go home . ❜ ❛ i have never been so terrified in my life . ❜ ❛ i am strangely into this . ❜ ❛ do y’all think jesus’s fursona would actually be a lion ? let’s discuss . ❜ ❛ i did see that . that’s when i knew it was time to go to bed . ❜ ❛ i once said i wanted to punch him , i can’t lie . ❜ ❛ all the knives , i don’t know whether to be afraid or excited about it . ❜ ❛ it’s (t)hate crime thursday . ❜ ❛ i ship [ name ] with extensive therapy . they’d be so cute together . ❜ ❛ where is peace ?? where can i find peace ?? ❜ ❛ i do tend to make people feel like shit after talking to me . ❜ ❛ i’m not hating on it , i’m just questioning my friendships . ❜ ❛ sounds like we’ve got ourselves a hater over here . ❜ ❛ it’s okay , this is a safe space . bullying is done with affection here . ❜ ❛ how is everyone doing on this fine day ? i’m pretty sure i food poisoned myself so i hope you’re doing better than that . ❜ ❛ nick cage is the least narnian person . ❜ ❛ that would be very australian of you . ❜ ❛ the american accent is simply incomprehensible to me . ❜ ❛ i’ll fight your boss - name a time & place . ❜ ❛ if i’m not looking at them , they’re not really there . ❜ ❛ i’m pretending you don’t exist . ❜ ❛ every day i am getting emotional over silly little traitor lads . ❜ ❛ i wrote a god awful rhyme & nobody here bullied me . good soup . ❜ ❛ hey , uh , when i said i wanted to cry , i didn’t mean like that . ❜ ❛ i hope y’all have been gossiping about me . ❜ ❛ goddammit , i should’ve kept the illusion going . ❜ ❛ that’s not even close to being the worst thing said here today . ❜ ❛ go on , then . kill me . ❜ ❛ i care so much about this mouse . ❜ ❛ like , yes . i’m pretty iconic . but i want other people to know that too . ❜ ❛ i really don’t want flowers or chocolates , i just want to be comedically validated . ❜ ❛ we forgot the fourth one . gaslight , gatekeep , girlboss , guilt trip . ❜ ❛ ‘ same hat ’ is out , ‘ similar soup ’ is in . ❜ ❛ i’m so disoriented by this but i think it’s good . ❜ ❛ i just woke up & was assaulted with emotion . ❜ ❛ i never know the new phrases , it just appears in my lingo like osmosis . ❜ ❛ i still don’t know what ‘ worm ’ is . ❜ ❛ wow i can’t believe that you’re the most beautiful thing in the world . ❜ ❛ i’m not cool , how should i know ? ❜ ❛ i’m not the cool kind of ‘ younger than 20 ′ , i’m just younger than 20 ❜ ❛ surprise party ; you’re dead ! ❜ ❛ i would let him set my house on fire . ❜ ❛ i had blue hair when i was 16 , are we a hivemind ??? ❜ ❛ no mood , only worm . ❜ ❛ can i not say ‘ mood ’ anymore ?? ❜ ❛ tell me , is it because i’m brown or because i’m gay ? ❜ ❛ i honestly just recommend staying single forever . ❜ ❛ i will eat you . not in the sexy way , just as a meal . ❜ ❛ why hold other people’s hands when i could hold a cat in each ? ❜ ❛ people give me anxiety but that’s a problem to unpack another day . ❜ ❛ every day i strive to torment [ name ] . ❜ ❛ THAT’S NOT A MEME THAT’S JUST ASSAULT ! ❜ ❛ good morning , snickerdoodles . i almost committed a felony this morning . ❜ ❛ IT WON’T BE CURSED IT’LL BE CU - courageous . ❜ ❛ come back , [ name ] , you little ass ! ❜ ❛ we’re all immortal until we aren’t . ❜
me & you, a bottle of wine, clumsy kisses, little moans in to each other’s mouths and wandering hands
𝑵𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑩𝑼𝑻 𝑽𝑼𝑳𝑵𝑬𝑹𝑨𝑩𝑳𝑬 . ( soft angst starters. )
❛ i can’t do this without you . ❜ ❛ it’s not safe for people to see us together . ❜ ❛ please don’t leave me alone . ❜ ❛ i don’t want to know . ❜ ❛ just go . get out of here , go . ❜ ❛ i can’t even trust myself , anymore . ❜ ❛ there’s nothing left for me here . ❜ ❛ i still need you . ❜ ❛ i only wanted to help . ❜ ❛ why are you doing this ? ❜ ❛ tell me it’s not true . please . ❜ ❛ i have to do this alone . ❜ ❛ how did you get this scar ? ❜ ❛ you don’t have to tell me . ❜ ❛ don’t yell at me . ❜ ❛ i never meant to hurt you . ❜ ❛ things are getting bad again . ❜ ❛ you should go . ❜ ❛ you’ve said enough . ❜ ❛ how dare you ? ❜ ❛ why are you still here ? ❜ ❛ you deserve better . ❜ ❛ i don’t want to talk about it . ❜ ❛ how can i fix this ? ❜ ❛ why do you hate me ? ❜ ❛ i just want to feel something . ❜ ❛ don’t lie to me . ❜ ❛ did you ever care about me ? ❜ ❛ i don’t regret any of it . not a single thing . ❜ ❛ how could you say that ? ❜ ❛ i never asked for this . ❜ ❛ this isn’t you . ❜ ❛ i need to go . i can’t be here . ❜ ❛ what’s that supposed to mean ? ❜ ❛ i’m not sober enough to talk about this . ❜ ❛ thank you for being gentle with me . ❜ ❛ how can i possibly trust you ? after all you’ve done ? ❜ ❛ don’t run away from this . ❜ ❛ you don’t understand . ❜ ❛ please , i can’t do this right now . ❜ ❛ can you forgive me ? ❜
so , i deleted my entire inbox . i’m going to reblog some memes , feel free to send as many as you’d like . i don’t plan on posting any new starter calls any time soon so memes , will be the way of interacting .
