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who’s madelynnnnnnnn

life has been peaceful

no more stress and drama

no performative cliche

maybe bc i graduated a year ago and have a job

AHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO BE EVIL AGAIN

rosewearsclothes

ever since I was a little girl I’ve been a bitch

mynowherenothing

quitting my job to pursue my childhood dream of smoking cigarettes by the parking lot

tunisian

nothing gives me more peace than knowing that love will come back to me in many ways and different forms. i may have no idea what the future holds for me but at least there will be love. & a lot of it

slfcare

every time you assume that others are thinking negatively of you or judging you behind your back, you are bullying yourself through them. at the end of the day, you don't know what thoughts are running through their heads unless they verbally express them to you. until then, every one of 'their' opinions about you is nothing more than your fear, and whatever assumption is born from your fear is yours to let go - not theirs to disprove.

winter-wise

Howl truly is the man of all time. He’s a playboy. He’s a malewife. He fell in love with a ninety year old woman. He’s a rugby player. He smells like hyacinths. He’s not a natural blond. When dying his hair went slightly wrong, he filled his home with slime. He has a PhD. He’s a wizard. He found a way to another universe and he told absolutely nobody about it. He makes video games about the magical universe for his nephews. He can’t play the guitar. He always takes a guitar with him when he’s trying to seduce a woman. He’s a self-proclaimed coward. He got drunk to trick himself into doing something dangerous. He overcharges for his services to rich people. He undercharges for his services to poor people. A woman invaded his home and declared herself his cleaning lady and he just let her stay. He loves spiders. He lies about his surname to everyone, including royalty. The true spelling of his first name is Howell, but we don’t find out until halfway through the book because the POV character thinks it’s spelled Howl. He’s even Welsh.

slfcare

How something feels isn’t always how something is. Sometimes what feels like the end of the world is just the end of an era, and what feels impossible is just difficult, and what feels like betrayal is just miscommunication. One of the most important things you’ll learn in life is to not limit the world to your perception of it.

slfcare

in a year’s time, everything will have changed, including you. you’ll have met new people, certain things you’re worrying about right now will be left behind you and have served as an opportunity to learn, you’ll be more comfortable in your skin and feel better waking up. there’s so much left for you to discover and feel. the sky and the earth and the ocean shift and you and your circumstances will along with them.