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I'm Marc. I'm Bipolar 1. My great-great-greatx100 aunt was married to Virgil. I love music. I almost went to school for it, but ended up wanting a less risky job to support myself and my future family instead. I have a beautiful, loving, and supportive girlfriend. I currently tour and play as much as I can with my 6 piece Jazzy Rock-pop band, OFS. I love those kids as if they're family. I work at a catering company and play shows for money. I am attending the U of Scranton and double majoring. I dunno, message me and we'll talk :]

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Tracey Keane!

I can say it. "I love you" and I really mean it.

I was a singer. Not a very popular one. I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet. But upon an unfortunate series of events, saw those dreams dashed and divides like a million stars in the night sky that I wished upon over and over again, sparkling and broken. But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever really wanted and then losing it to know what true freedom is.

Goals in life are to squat 400 ( so CLOSE!) and run that half marathon with Tomo. I'm behind on the running, he's behind on the lifting. We'll meet up in the middle next semester.

I'm also short.

I'M 170 POUNDS OF PURE MASS MULTIPLIED BY THE ACCELERATION OF GRAVITY, BITCH, FIGHT MEEEE

I BREAK MY HEART AROUND THISSS

Yeah, judge me. I enjoy kissing you waay too much. I spent months and months in a Mosby like too small mouth situation. You're actually a good kisser. Deal with it.

Suicideation

#Angel Lee

I'm addicted to heavy lifting.

Don't matter how I look. Don't matter that I'm getting fat. What matters is that the fucking numbers are GOING UP LIKE CRAZY

FUCK THAT JUDGE

FUCK UNION COUNTY

AND FUCK YOUR FAMILY TOO

AND FUCK EVERYBODY THAT TOOK BABE FROM ME

This long distance relationship is literally the most difficult thing I've ever done.

You're Not Irreplaceable

"Aww.

Look what I found in my notes:

"Oyshi, I'm going back to my room to get ready. Text me when you're leaving for deNaples. We can return books and grab lunch. I like you, Marc"

I think you might like me"

~Oyshi<3

Julianne might be one of my favorite people.

But, just stop trying to be something you're not, girl! (Thank you for making me feel like I'm not the only white latino/a, too)

Mmm! That one song I wrote that I posted here a few posts back.

the bridge: "Between legs, between loves. You never have to hurt no one when you are in between loves."

I wrote that to be read as either grammatically correct or as slang. Both meanings work perfectly.

Okay goodnight

Remember when I said "Should we just move on because I fucked up? We can be friends." YEAH YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID YES INSTEAD OF LETTING ME FUCK UP FOR 3 MORE YEARS. I said I couldn't change but it had no reflection upon how much i care about you, that it's my own problem. I gave you a way out every. single. month.

The worst part is that now that I'm changed, you're gone. I mean, it's fucking old. It's seriously fucking old. But I can't even talk to YOU because you're not YOU. And where do I go when I can't talk to someone directly anymore? Journals, journals, journals. Public journals apparently, but that's mostly because the private blogspot is overloaded with things 1000x more confessional than this that this would do it no justice.

YOU ASK ME WHY I SAY HELLO. YOU DON'T CONDUCE CONVERSATION FLOW.

YOU WONDER WHY I STILL CARE FOR YOU. YOU PRETEND I HAVE NO USE FOR YOU.

YOU'VE GOT NO DECENCY TO EVEN SAY GOODBYE, AND JUST AN "I'm sorry" WOULD SUFFICE," for four years of begging you to stay in my life"

YOU DON'T CONDUCE CONVERSATION FLOW. I'M LEFT ALONE, BURIED IN THE FUCKING SNOW.

DaSchiz

I actually wonder what having a kid with you would have been like. I know that I hate you, but a kid that's come from you is something that deserves to survive. You're a beautiful girl with a small subset of bad genes. Ardella would have been beautiful, yeah? That's why I can't hate you. I still love you, at least now I think I loved you. If what i feel for her is what I feel/felt for you, then I loved you. I wish I could have told you that when we were together. The you that existed before your condition. Fuck. I'm drunk/high/sentimental but I fucking miss the you that I grew up with. The you that left two years ago.

Now, if that was and this is love, that means I'll have loved and do love a Syrian girl and a Bangla girl. I WILL NEVER EVER LOVE A EUROPEAN. FUCK WHITE GIRLS THEY'RE FUCKIN WEIRD. This is coming from someone who's half Mayan (yes conquistadors fucked mayans get over it) and Latino so FUCK IT okay i'm probably offending everyone this is why I don't EVER DRINK.

I think I'm ready to say "I love you" to Oyshi? Or is it hormones? I don't know. I NEVER EVER EVER say it first. I usually wait for her to say it and then just go with it because that's just how it works. But I feel something fucking stupid. And I know it's stupid. But it's there and it won't go away. Why won't it go away? What the fuck

I know my hormones are kinda spiking from powerlifting right now, but i'd doubt it'd make THAT MUCH OF A DIFFERENCE.

I NEVER 'LOVE' ANYBODY LOVE IS FUCKING STUPID AND MADE UP I THOUGHT

WTF AM I FEELING

STOP IT

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