Mar-Blog

My stress reliever blog because as a student and woman my cortisol levels are probably off the roof 

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Adventures of Mar - part 1

Soo today July 29, 2019 I will venture into the unknown of shooting my shot AKA I will message the guy first. 

I tried to be cool and be like omg I just thought about you and accidently found you on this one high school thing we might have attended together lol. Lets see if he replies and maybe just maybe something might happen if no then ohh well I at least took the chance. 

5 min. 

I sent it!! Part 2 to come!

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May 20, 2019

Today is another Monday, ugh! But happy thoughts, first its my nieces birthday today and she is 2! Happy Birthday to her!!

Anyways today, like all Mondays I had a test quiz and I got a B-. Not too bad I was expecting worse for sure. 

But it was all cloud and gloomy that it just didn’t feel like the best day. Plus I have some major D-R-A-M-A. 

Drama #1 - I was talking with this boy, meet him online but actually went to my school, and he stopped talking to me all of a sudden. Well I thought maybe he is just busy but behold, I think he just started dating this other girl. I didn’t really know him well since we only talked for about a month. But it still hurts, since he was a sweet talker and didn’t bother to say anything and just be like bye bye. I get it actually if I was his girlfriend then I wouldn’t want him to even say bye to the other girls he was taking to. But it's sad since he did mention wanting something more with me after I graduate but in the end I wasn’t the one that was chosen. I think it is just a human thing to get upset for not being chosen over the other person, or wishing that one day they might regret it. *sigh* 

Drama #2 - My ULTIMATE FAVORITE SINGER is going to be coming this year!! AHHH! but I am a poor college student with no money sooooo I will sadly not be able to attend their event. *sadness* 

Oh well, I have a feeling that someday I will be able to see him! Till that day comes I shall save up money. 

Overall I am worried for tomorrow because I have more tests and the professors already think I know nothing. Plus I have to redo a Final I failed so hopefully I have time to study in the week. 

Soooo much studying! Just got to get through with it all!!

-Mar Devine