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A snake began to chase a firefly that only lived to shine. The firefly stopped and said to the snake:

"Can I ask you three questions?"

The snake said, "Yes."

- Do I belong to your food chain ?

The snake said, "No."

Did I do anything to you?

The snake said, "No."

Then why you wanna devour me?

"The snake replied, ""Cause I can't stand to see you shine."".

Moral of the story...

Often, some people can't stand to see you shine, and that's why they act like snakes, silent and ready to destroy you!

The bitter truth

Author Unknown

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A song of sorrow

The heart

So heavy

I cannot bear it

The mind

So blue

Gloomy

Down-hearted

The tears

Burning

In my eyes

Uncried

The outcry

Stifled

The pain

Bringing me

To my knees

My soul

Desponded

Sobbingly

Singing

A song of sorrow

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A picture taken yesterday

Enjoy the little things

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Disgusting. I was naïve enough for giving a second chance. Should've known better. Much better. Mocking, laughing, trying to put me down. People do not change. They may disguise. Hide behind a mask. But sooner or later they reveal their true intention. Happy for a handful I really can rely on.

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There are times in life you just can't take it all no more. Feeling exhausted and tired. But I won't reveal, not open up to many. My little refuge in here. For reminding me at a later point in life that it passed and I survived it, once more. I won't let life struck or tear me down.

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No one and nothing will stop me any longer. I will get ready for doing the final steps to get released, to finally set this burning heart free. I will no longer accept to be pressed into a role that never fit and oppress my own needs. I've done far to long.

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Original and ... no, no copy. But a black and white version. Reducing to the esence, no distraction. Seen this in a garden during my today's afternoon walk. I wonder. So many memories, episodes of the past come into my mind lately. And it feels like all that happened so far was a lesson for what is now and may lay ahead still.

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Says it all.

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To long I only lived to work. And still I sometimes fall back. Old patterns, not easy to unlearn. Struggling and stumbling. Slowly moving forward.

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You won't see me cry

No matter how tough it gets

My tears I shed all on my own

For no one ever knows

What it feels like

What it is like

What it means to be

All alone

It's a cruel world

A friend once said

These are true words

Life will always fall apart

The moment you least expect

Don't you ever take for granted

Not a single day

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A memory of a most surreal but wonderful weekend. Forever, whispers this little heart. I will never forget. Stockholm. Overcame some fear, anxiety and I know I grew and grow from it. Though the person that caused all of this will never read this post I put it here, to keep my memory and my thoughts. It changed something. Again. And with all respect and distance, you, my dearest, will forever have a place in my heart and mind and I am wishing only the best for you. Acceptance, patience, learning to overcome old patterns and fears. Understanding and a love beyond the boy & girl thing. You will never know what you unintentionally taught. I won't reveal elsewhere and your name will be left unspoken.

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