Iām officially gonna start writing here! So imma just gonna make a quick run down of who am I and how this is gonna work!Ā
My name is Mark! Iām 21 he/him and Pansexaul! Half Scottish and BrazilianĀ š§š·Ā š“ó §ó ¢ó ³ó £ó “ó æ! Ā
Ā My favorite animal are Bears so donāt be surprised if you see alot of Bear related things on the blog.Ā
I'm going to write for a male/ gn/ Ftm(trans) readers ,so anyone that goes by She/her She/they can go ahead and get out of here. So it wonāt have any issues in the future.
I'm in a lot of fandomsĀ like fox 9-1-1, interview with the vampire,Hannibal, Top gun,Ā ANY SLASHER ,The boys, Marvel, DC, Supernatural, Euphoria, What we do in the shadows and Our flag means Death. And all of those are from shows and TV.Ā Ā
BUT Thats not all I do write for video games like Overwatch, Tf2, Genshin impact, Call of duty, A way out and even for Brawlhalla so IĀ can basically write for almost any fandom.Ā DONāT BE AFRAID TO REQUEST SMUTĀ
I forgot to tell you all about this little issue about the app.
So like three days ago the tumblr app was like I canāt even explain like nothing was working. Almost half of my drafts was gone. The feed was all fucked up.
And so I delete the app download it back and I canāt log in. Like I was trying for three hours and it wasnāt working like I couldnāt even use my account.
So I just got on safari searched up tumblr and all that. It fucking works and all my drafts were back. So Iām on safari write now typing this with my phone. So Iām sorry for the lack of fics Iām still trying to get used to being on safari š.
The movie was so good your body just stopped functioning. š. I've never seen a transformer movie but now I want to watch it cuz you make it seem like a fun watch. -50% š»āāļø
Yes bro. Movie was that good had me falling in front of all dem people š. I was too hype and happy my legs couldnāt handle all that. The movie makes me wanna live in new York and change my whole personality.
I really recommend you should go watch it so I can talk your ear off about it.
Okay. So you all probably donāt give a fuck, I but I just watched the new transformers and I think itās a 10/10.
The cgi are top tier. It kinda reminds me of a marvel movie, but itās not yk. Like itās special in its own type of way. THE ACTING omg I can go on for days.
The actors, the voice actors Jesus they all deserve their own rewards. The transformers and even the villain made me catch butterflies. Especially optimus and Noah. I was weak.
so itās only the 2nd day of July and itās already going good.
I know itās gonna be a few of you in my inbox like āMarkos young man you shouldnāt be walking around at silly places like the movies.ā I know but fuck it. I wasnāt gonna wait months to see the movie on a illegal website.
The doctors canāt hold me back.
but I did have to get carried out of my seat because my knee gave out š
Hey can I request (Peaky blinders) Thomas shelbyx male reader who stutters.
He sees the reader getting made fun of for it, but the reader doesn't say anything and just laughs with them, but in reality it really hurts him, because he can't do anything about it. And when one day, he says something about the stutter the reader gets really hurt an just stops talking, and at first he doesn't notice but at some point he's concert
Hello! I hope I wrote this well enough to please you. I hope that I represented people with a real stutter hood enough!
Angst to a good happy ending!
THOMAS SHELBY X MALE READER WHO HAS A STUTTER
It was loud and noisy just as always in the Garrison. Many of the Peaky Blinders were inside shouting and yelling at each other while enjoying a drink.
Everyone was having a good time talking and drinking amongst each other.
In summary everyone was just having a good time.
Even the cold leader of the Peaky Blinders Thomas was enjoying himself talking with his brothers quietly.
āW-w-we!ā Y/n here canāt even speak right boys!ā A older boy shouts in a mocking tone causing many other men around the table they were in to laugh and tease.
From the loudness of the table Tommy turned his attention to the man that was causing it.
āY/n mate please try again!ā The man asks with a laugh patting a younger manās back as everyone stared at the man waiting for him.
āW-well what I t-try- fuckā¦ tryināā The man gets cut off by the men around him laughing and cheering. Multiple men began to make fun of the man. Mocking his stutter and frustration.
Y/n just quietly chuckles with a small smile. From the outside it looked like he was playing along laughing with them, but to Thomas he could tell that something else was the case.
āPoor boyā¦ā Polly says turning around to face her family. āWhat ya mean? Y/n is clearly laughing with them.ā John says before taking a swing of his drink. Polly just mumbles under her breath.
Minutes go by with Tommy still looking at the table. Or more specifically Y/n.
Finally realizing his own staring Tommy turns around drinking his drink with his mind still lingering on Y/n.
Timeskip
The Peaky blinders weāre walking in the streets of Birmingham ļæ¼set on their next task from the orders of their leaders the Shelby Brothers.
All the men were grouped together talking about whatever is going on in their life while some of the younger Peaky boys are sniffing Tokyo whenever the group stopped for a second.
The three brothers John, Arthur and Tommy were in the front leading the huge army behind them.
No one wanted to be in the way back of them all. Because that means that you might miss all the action if you are stuck in the back.
So that means no one ever turned around to check on whoever is in the back which so happens to be Y/n. Y/n had his head down with his hands in his pockets. He was in his own world while the men in front of him never turned around to make sure he was still there.
āOi- whereās that guy with the stutter!? Wasnāt his name Y/n or whateva?ā A older man says causing the group of men around him to agree and nod.
āWhere is he?ā A different man says looking around.
Y/n could feel his heart drop when he hears his name being mentioned. He wanted nothing more than just to walk up to them and use his cap to cut their tongues out so they canāt say his name anymore.
āFound him!ā A man says grabbing Y/n by his shoulders and pulling him inside the crowd of men. Some of the men begin to clap and cheer in victory with someone knocking Y/nās Peaky blinder cap off.
āY/n tell us something!ā
āKid say a joke!ā
āHey stutter say āIām a idiot who doesnāt know how to speak!ā
More and more words teasing and mocking Y/n as the men push him around the crowd. With someone doing the last push knocking Y/n down on the floor.
The men cruelly laughs and continues walking.
Y/n stares at the group with his eyes tearing up with anger. Y/n gets onto his feet and walks back to get his cap. Once Y/n got it he stares at the blade thatās attached to it.
A tear of anger falls onto the cap. Y/n puts the cap back on his head before jogging back over to the men catching up with them.
After a few more miles of walking the Peaky blinders stop at a huge mansion with the three brothers stopping and turning around looking at the men.
āGentleman! You all got one job. And it is to tear this house down. Steal, destroy and whatever you fuckers think of doing.ā Tommy says as the men cheer and raise their weapons in the air.
Tommy steps to the side allowing the men to run pass him and kick onto the door until it burst open allowing them to get inside.
Y/n takes a single step towards the house before a hand on his chest stops him.
āHow about you stay here and be on lookout Y/n. We donāt want you to stutter and ruin this easy mission now would we?ā The man cruelly says. Y/n opens his mouth to respond but the men leaves leaving Y/n outside.
Watching leave Y/n clenches his hands into a fist not noticing a pair of cold blue eyes staring at him.
Y/n turns around crossing his arms in defeat and anger. Y/n eyes finally meets the cold blue ones once he turned around. The eyes of Thomas Shelby.
āWhy arenāt you in there.ā Thomas asks bluntly as he lights the cigarette thatās in his curled on his lips.
āBe-because of uhm. Uh-uhm that they want me to be lo-lookout.ā Y/n stutters out. Y/n wanted to just runaway. His usual stutter is already worse but because Tommyās cold eyes boring into his skull it made him nervous.
āYour Y/n L/n right?ā Tommy asks with a eyebrow raised.
āY-yes mis-mister Shelby.ā Y/n answers as he mentality slaps himself in the head.
āI was about to ask were you the one who had a stutter but itās quite obvious you do.ā Tommy says in a blank and cold tone.
āWhy you stutter anyway?ā Tommy says as he takes a deep inhale of the cigarette.
For once. In such a long time Y/n actually felt speechless even his mind couldnāt even think of a answer.
āDid you hear me? I asked whatās with the stutter?ā Tommy says slightly annoyed by the blank stare and silence Y/n gave him.
āDo you do it to be annoying or to get a attention? If yes thatās one creative and weird way.ā Tommy says looking up at the mansion.
Y/n just silently stared at him as he felt like he just got shot in the heart. Y/n had his mouth open but nothing came out.
The man just turns away from Mister Shelby as he felt a wave of saddens and anger wash over him. Y/n knew that Thomas didnāt mean to be mean in his words but they still hurt and burned in his thoughts.
The two stood out there in silence. It was a painful and thick silence. But thankfully men came out side holding expensive things and huge smiles on his faces.
All the men around seemed to be happy even Thomas had a small smirk on his lips.
Everyone but Y/n.
Timeskip.
Days since then Y/n stopped talking to everyone. As if he went mute to the whole world.
He only shrugged or shook his head either yes or no.
The men continued to try to make Y/n talk so they could mock and bully him, but every time they asked they were met to silence.
At first some of the men were mad and disappointed, but as it became more clear that Y/n didnāt wanna speak they left him alone.
But no one ever came to stop and actually think they didnāt hear Y/n even breath loudly around them.
Not a single person stopped and thought how come they didnāt hear anything from Y/n.
And it didnāt bother Y/n about the lack of compassion and kindness the men showed him.
Y/n didnāt care that no one noticed or even cared about him. He was still getting sent to do task and he still was getting paid. All was good until a certain man started to realize.
Y/n walked towards Thomas office holding papers in his arms. Y/n gave the door a knock. Few seconds thereās a muffledāCome in!ā From inside.
Y/n walked inside the dark room with only a few candles lit around creating light.
The young man walked towards Tommyās desk and hands him the papers. Tommy takes the paper in his hands.
But before Y/n can just turn around and leave like the usual routine heās been having for the past two weeks Tommy stops him.
āOi stay here actually. Take a seat.ā Tommy says in a commanding order.
Y/n nervously sits down and stares at Tommy with a confused expression.
āIām worried for ya Y/n. You stopped talking. You stopped saying good morning to Pol or asking me how my day was when you leave papers at my desk like right now.ā
Tommy was only met with silence just like he figured he would get as a answer.
āWhat is it? You became mute overnight?ā Tommy asks with genuine concern in his voice.
āN-noā¦ā Y/n answers breaking the silence he had in his voice.
āThen what is it? Is someone threatening you that if you speak you die?ā
āNoā¦ā
āThen what is it!ā Tommy says raising his voice higher.
āYou didnāt stutterā¦ā Tommy says almost to himself.
āI-I canāt han-handle the teasing and constant b-b-bullying anymore. I just canāt. I hate h-how I stutter! I hate how I talk! I ha-hate how no one takes me serious! Iāā Y/n cuts himself off as he finally looses it.
Y/n quickly shuts himself up. Tommyās cold eyes were a bit wide as he studied Y/n.
Silence filled the room.
āIāll handle the teasing and bullying alright?ā Tommy says breaking the tense silence.
āBut M-mister Shelby e-everyone will think Iām a uhm a- aā¦ā Y/n cuts himself off once he sees Tommy glares at him.
āLike I said Iāll talk to the boys. Your a fellow Peaky blinder. You fought to be here and just because you have a stutter doesnāt mean you should be treated like a dog.ā Tommy says as he takes a deep breath before opening his mouth to speak.
āWe are lucky to have you in the gang Y/n. I donāt see you as weak or pathetic just because you have a stutter.ā
Hi! i was just wondering if you write for Joe Goldberg from "You"? i have like a really nasty request about him and i just wanted to know if i can send one and what your limits are with how nasty it can get before i send it, i don't want to make you uncomfortable it the request
Yes I do write for him!
Heās actually one of my favorite characters ever from Netflix. You can go ahead and send the request all is fine!
Plus thereās not really enough fics for him anyway.
Whether the request has gore, smut or anything yes you can request I wonāt mind at all!
MARK. OH MY GOD I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I HAVE SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT. I HOPE YOU DOING GOOD. I don't want this post to be about me so I will leave but oh my God Am so happy once I got a notif I ran here and stopped my show. Anyways happy that you back and don't forget to take breaks. - 50 %š»āāļø
I missed you too! Im sorry that I disappeared on you Iām so sorry š. I wanna hear about everything! I hope you been okay and all!
Whenever you have time, can you do Kazan Yamaoka/the Oni. I have never played or seen any videos but Iām thinking of possibly playing sometime in the future.
If you have any tips it would be greatly appreciated
-š
Okay so my first fic back officially! Iām in a way better place than I was. It was a huge family issue with my mothers side so. All is good now!
Happy late Fatherās Day and all that!
KAZAN YAMAOKA āTHE ONIā X MALE READER
-He learned how to be gentle with you.
-Anytime the both of you are in the trial together he will give you free gens and hatch.
-You watching him brutally chase the other survivors.
-He letās you ramble on and on as he cleans his blade.
-One time he had slashed you from the back because you were doing a gen. But when you had turned around and he saw who you was he felt so guilty.
-Many of the killers and survivors were shocked to know that you two were married before getting stuck here.
-You showing him the survivors that you donāt like before any trial. Like the ones who was being mean to you or etc he goes for them first.
-ļæ¼ļæ¼Letās you touch his mask.
-He gets butterflies in his stomach anytime you call him pretty. Even with all his scars and his other flaws.
-He had to warm up to affection and the sweet words.
-He likes to trace your face and hands with his fingers because one he likes to compare the size and see how fragile you actually are. And two because he just like feeling of your warm skin against his cold one.
-Him trying to avoid you the best he can during his blood fury.
-You randomly giving him a hair clip to keep his hair out of his face. At first you was just did it as a joke, but you were surprised to see him actually wearing and using them.
-He will let out a deep groan or a sigh if heās upset or irritated at you.
-You always catch him off guard when your just randomly and casually standing next to him. It actually spooks him a bit.
-Very overprotective and possessive of you. He gets jealous very fast.
-He gets bad at you for helping someone with a gen of getting someone off hook. He was jealous about how you gave them attention.
-He likes to randomly rest his forehead against yours before he has to go kill in a game.
-One time he was very jealous and mad he shoved you inside a locker and made sure you couldnāt get out until he calmed down.
-He canāt really talk so he just makes random sounds that comes close to saying your actual name.
-Loves the height difference.
-Stares at you intensely and randomly.
-He loves to scare the living hell out of you during games.
-Watching him brutally Mori a survivor because they had pushed you away to be left for dead. Little did they know they just pushed you into your husband.
-He acts like he hates getting affection and babied but he secretly loves it.
-If a killer kills you in a game he would be so pissed and petty at them.
-When you escape a game heās just waiting in the forest by the fire waiting for you holding back the excitement that you survived.
-Likes to randomly stand above you so you have to look up at him. It gives him butterflies and he loves it so much.
Tbh, even tho I donāt know a lot about u, your litterally the father figure I never had <33
Ily <33
Oh god that made my heart swell and to flips. Gosh that just made me smile so hard. Iām so glad that I can be your father figure even if you donāt know me well.
Iām willingly to tell you a few tiny things so you can know your father figure better.
My favorite color is purple. I love sports and working out with all my heart. I also love the Winter Olympics specifically ice skating which is silly.
And a lil hidden secret my real name is āMarkos.ā Which I always told people to call me Mark since the o and s is just so extra.
Papaaaa. I dunno if this has been asked before but what's your favourite game/s?
I recently started to play this game called slime ranchers! Which is such a silly little game I like to play for hours. I recommend it if you need something to calm down and relax.
But if you like scary and highly stressful games I think The Dark Pictures Anthology is the perfect game. Probably my favorite game of the month. Very scary and jumpy. You can also play local like with ya siblings and stuff and online.
Imagine not doing my request. š Or let alone posting why you wonāt do it.
Thatās funny. Thatās kinda heartbreaking to hear.
But Iāll give you something to imagine. Imagine marksbear havenāt been answering or posting any writing since a week.
Imagine Mark is going through something very difficult to handle physically and mentally and is slowly trying to write but his brain isnāt working properly because of the stress. His brain canāt even function spelling words correctly that frustrates the hell out of him. Iāve been trying my hardest just to even open this app. And sorry if it seems that itās always something going on with me I canāt help. Iām a human being. And if I do finish a fic I overthink and start over again and again.
Iām sorry if I seemed mean. It wasnāt really my attention.
But Iām going through some tough shit and I donāt know what to do. But in the bright side itās Valentineās Day in Brazil.
And Iāll try to answer any questions before I suddenly donāt have to courage to open the app.
