the hot jew and the cheerleader

I like Faberry and Sparia and write fanfiction for these pairs. Sparia in progress. My M rated Faberry stories are also on here incase FF.net deletes them. I reblog things I like.

[tenrose]

[marthastory]

buffy. buffy day, they move things around but right in front of me is the buffy box set. 19 years? oh... i got older. 

[rfsgdfsvfsdfsfsdf-deactivated20]

some of the wlw who’ve died in television [ list of the names ]

[byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-e-d]

#lexa was crying during the kiss :’(

[brokenarrws]

ive never been more disappointed in a show, and i watched glee

[e-s-c-a-p-i-s-m]

[marthastory]

do i love her?....no

so do i just want to fuck her?...

this is why i don’t do social, friends, contact. 

my little tightrope.

I can’t.

[marthastory]

Stranger in the shop.

She put her hand on mine to show me that her’s were warm, but I felt more than that.  I put my other hand on hers, thinking i was showing her mine were cold, but I felt a warmth that went to my heart.  Something I don’t/haven’t felt often.

Sometimes it’s the kindness of strangers..it reminded me I’m alive.  That I do feel.  The smile lit up her face and I reciprocated. 

Thank you lady, Thank you.

[alversluisa]

gif request meme: yourlittleharmonicaishammered asked → jane the virgin + favorite romantic relationship.

[marthastory]

On my mind today

What are you afraid of?

Why have I never been thin or pretty if I’m not fat and not ugly?

The second one is just me being stupid, the first has my head in a spin. 

I stop myself doing small things for pretend fears, not things that I’m really scared of at all.  

I need to leap, be braver and take those little jumps instead of bundling it all up and pinning my fears on life dreams.  I need to drive my car on the fucking motorway!  It’ll probably take me to some of the places I want to go.

[bridgetwestfall]

“I wanna be picked up by a hot girl in a hot car and driven off into the sunset.”

[taylorswift]

Meet Knockout.

@karliekloss #BadBloodMusicVideo

[taylorswift]

Meet Luna.

@ellenpompeo #BadBloodMusicVideo

[taylorswift]

Meet Justice.

@therealmariskahargitay #BadBloodMusicVideo

[marthastory]

Dealing with the death of derek by watching the musical episode was possibly not my best idea.

Shonda may be brilliant but all those lovely characters that have died or left along the way. ouch, tears.

Then Taylor Swift posts Ellen Pompeo in her new video and I smiled.

I don’t get it. Calzona, is this what it’s meant to be. they’re in love, then I know they break up. I Just watched an episode about getting up and starting again. surviving, life being brutal, it being normal.

Meredith’s Journey and life. 

Maybe if we were all super amazing women...

Get up, keep going, the carousel keeps turning.

It is brutal, is it brutal?

If I feel am I alive?

Why does Shonda use Chasing Cars so much...too much for me.  My personal breaking point in life and that album wrapped into my life soundtrack, the fall, the pain. the rebuild.  I’m still here.  Am i getting it right?

It doesn’t feel right.

[marthastory]

whilst those around me try to make me feel small, I feel an inexplicable urge to stand tall.

Today my head is skimming those clouds up high. Pull me down?  No, I’m happy here. My heart is full.

[quinn-fabray]

How I feel about you, what we have, that was the only thing in my life these past five years that was real.