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depressed bitch - pfp by @VRchimp

[martipon]

I'm having a moment so i want to reach out because i feel like i could really just do "something stupid" but i don't want to traumatize people and if no one notices this post i will feel like shit and if they notice i will feel like shit and also i don't want to talk to people but i need to but if i do it might just get worse... I mean people are the reason i feel like this to begin with. Also i don't wanna tell my best friend because i'm afraid he might just say the usual "don't listen/don't think" which is useless and makes me angry too ontop of the sadness

And also i don't wanna talk to strangers lmfao because i would NOT trust them. Like how do i know if they're a good person and only seeking to help out and not just someone who believes they're on moral high ground and as soon as i say something that is not perfectly white, pure and right they start calling me names.

(Imagine i'm about to kms and infodumping about random shit to get my mind out of it and the person i'm talking to suddenly goes "ew proshipper" and blocks me like yo)

[wishuponastarion]

"oh sorry, i guess i was infodumping again" - sad, shy, apologetic

"you sly dog, you got me monologuing" - cool, strong, confident

[martipon]

i feel like my brain fog has improved though i am stimming so much by scratching my nails, scratching my face, biting my lips... but i can actually have a convo without forgetting what i was saying mid-sentence

[martipon]

Damn if i talk to people they don't fucking care but if i don't i feel like i'm castrating myself. What am i supposed to do lmfao

[pretty-siqk]

eastern dragon inspired arcanine design, as a custom design commission for a user on bsky

totally a fire / dragon type, hehe

[maxpawb]

hey guys i had to move houses last month to a temporary/non-ideal housing situation, and now i have to move again next month (to a better living situation!), and my housemate and i just received the initial fees invoice of over 400,000 yen, but i only have 300,000 yen remaining in my scholarship money until next year. if anyone could help out by buying things from my kofi (or donating, if you're able to) or even just reblogging/sharing!!!, i'd really appreciate it <3 thank you and i hope everyone is getting through the winter, despite it all. peace and love

[maxpawb]

Thank u so much everyone who bought my Kofi designs !! ❤️❤️❤️

I had to dip into my savings account a fair amount, but we were able to successfully pay the moving fees invoice today 🎉 moving in Jan 10!! Just hoping now that everything will go as smoothly as possible and that I can catch up on my overdue commissions & keep making little designs in between to sell on my kofi shop :)

[maxpawb]

boosting my ko-fi again as i've uploaded some older designs that never got sold, and unfortunately i'm struggling financially (used up nearly all of my savings by now) with trying to pay for rent, health insurance, hormone injections/appointments (not covered by injurance), therapy (also not covered by insurance), and other medical appointments/medications, in addition to daily public transit fees and grocery costs, it's getting really overwhelming and scary. I'd really like to be able to support myself through my art, but my current commission queue is completely full (can't take new slots at the moment) and i'm doing my best to chip away at them when i have free time (i'm a full time student currently) but my chronic illness/pain flares up unpredictably and my ability to draw is drastically reduced compared to how it was a few years ago... all of this is to say, i'd appreciate it a lot if anyone would be interested in buying things from my ko-fi or even just sharing the post/link around, it helps a lot. thank you so much ❤️

[martipon]

[zakuryoishi]

i love my this

[martipon]

MOREE of them!! The army grows

buy ⏩ here ⏪

[boybeetles]

A lot of people seem to mix up ‘community’ with ‘friend group’ so when they read ‘no one should be abandoned by the community. No matter what they did’ they think it means ‘you have to be friends with abusers’. When in reality it means ‘no matter what someone does they shouldnt be left to go homeless and be denied financial, housing, medical, etc aid’

You don’t have to be friends with these people, no one is saying that. It’s just saying that you should support rehabilitative justice, support programs that help homeless people, support funding for free medical services, and make sure they don’t turn away anyone who needs help.

[castametric]

[godbirdart]

『 DEBUTANTE IN OBSIDIAN 🌙 』 ─ ✧˖° commission for foxxheart

[zakuryoishi]

Hi i am opening my commissions :-)

[crossroadsbishounen]

I have this picture of sasuke on my phone that chase and I call “safe for work sasuke” and it’s because it’s the tallest picture in my camera roll so whenever he sends me any nsfw stuff when I’m in public I just send sfw sasuke and he takes up the whole screen

[narutoheritageposts]

january 30, 2016

[spacemancharisma]

HAPPY 10th BIRTHDAY SFW SASUKE

[martipon]

First batch for these! You can buy on ko-fi

btw the line of fur in the foot on the right has been erased lol I didn't notice until the third one I made

[martipon]

PAWBS

[martipon]

Really green bird for chezzy_bread on reddit

[recklessmoss]

My art needs to get more perverted