Getting Down.

Mason Collin Hudson The oldest brother of the Hudson clan, mess with Finn, you mess with me first. Think I'm kidding? Think again kiddo.

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Standing By You

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“Dont you want to help me…” he said “then stop blaming yourself.”

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Mason stopped and looked at Nathan. “I do.”

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Standing By You

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“NO! i wanted to help you, i wanted you to know i care about that i love you.”

Nathan couldnt believe he admitted that.

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“So I indeed caused this to happen.” Mason replied.

Mason just couldn’t believe he had allowed Nathan to go into that fucker’s house alone. He had everything to blame for for what has happened to Nathan -- or so that’s what he felt right now.

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Standing By You

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“I liked it, and then it hurt…and i said i no more,”

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“So you basically..telling me you started this whole thing because you wanted to have him?”

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Standing By You

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Nathan nodded “I would have…  Nathan didnt want to say this but he felt he had to. he needd mason to know it wasnt his fault at all.

“I liked it at first…”

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Mason froze at that moment when Nathan said he liked it at first. 

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Standing By You

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Nathan looked down frowning “Come on Mason, you know me, i probably would havetried hooking up with him sooner or later…”

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“You wouldn’t.” Mason said, his mind was pretty much made up at the point.

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Standing By You

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Nathans hand reached across the space between them and grabbed Masons hand. he took a deep breath and stared at Mason

“i dont believe that.”

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Mason removed his hands from Nathan gently and carefully, taking extra caution.

“You don’t but I do.”

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Standing By You

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Nathan nodded and laid down

“What would i do with out you.”

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Mason paused at that question, the burning sensation in the pit of his stomach returned just as quickly. “You..would be fine.” He quietly replied in a mere mumble. “Maybe even better off.”

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Standing By You

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Nathan sniffed trying to hold in tears. He sighed and looked toward Mason 

“Im sorry.” he said again

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“You say sorry one more time.” Mason warned, with good intentions.

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Standing By You

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Nathan covered his face in shame “I just want to be okay with you touching me. why cant i be okay?”

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“It takes time..bud..it really does.” Mason replied softly, reaching out to touch Nathan’s shoulder but he hesitated for a moment before putting it down again.

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Standing By You

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Nathan shook his head ‘I thought i could. i thought i was ready to touch someone, for someone to touch me…”

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“You don’t have to be ready anytime soon..I promise, I’ll keep a lookout for you during school alright? I’m never letting you get hurt, ever again.”

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Standing By You

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“No.” Nathan said shaking his head “Im sorry, its all my fault…im sorry.” he painfully said sitting on his bed

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“I was way out of line there..fuck, why am I so stupid..” Mason muttered under his breath, almost too soft for Nathan to hear.

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Standing By You

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Nathan pushed mason off slightly aggressively  “Dont touch me…”

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Mason stepped back a bit, a little shocked and only then he realized what was wrong. “Nathan..I didn’t mean it.”

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Standing By You

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Nathan pulled Mason into a head lock

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Mason, being the larger of the two, wasn’t going to allow that to happen. Thanks to size, he was able to free himself and then headlocking Nathan instead. “Still wanna go?” He teased.

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Standing By You

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“Lets go man.”

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“Oh, it’s on.”

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Standing By You

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nathan-puckerman:

“you wanna go?”

“Are you taunting me, buddy?”

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nathan-puckerman:

“You set it up perfectly i couldnt resist.”

“Oh my fucking lord.” Mason laughed, nudging Nathan’s arm in a brotherly fashion.

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nathan-puckerman:

After what seems like a long moment, Mason looked back at Nathan who seemed to be staring at his way.  “Um?”