maybe i'm just crazy

maybe i'm just crazy a jennifer mason roleplay blog in times of great evil the child of ruin must find the heart of haven and summon the door

[crockercxrse]

masonjennifer:

crockercxrse:

from here | @masonjennifer 

“I drank… enough,” To say what loud what he’s been thinking of for the past month, Duke doesn’t tell her. Instead, he shoots her one of his famous charming smiles - and it might’ve worked better if he weren’t drunk off his ass.

“You’re adorable, you know.” Jennifer mused with a smile, sipping at her own drink. She knew better than to let his flirtation get her hopes up, he was pretty drunk. No sense in admitting the little crush she had been, harboring.

“That smile is hard to turn down though.”

“Adorable enough to earn a kiss, I hope,” Usually, Duke keeps his hands to himself and even then, his touches are nothing but necessary. But not this evening - as Jennifer takes a sip, his hand brushes her cheek slightly, before Duke quickly pulls away. 

“You’re really pretty,” Maybe one of the prettiest women he’s ever seen - and he’s seen a lot of them. 

[masonjennifer]

Jennifer could feel the redness growing in her cheeks. She knew it was the alcohol talking but she was quite tempted to just go along with it. His touch of her cheek had reinforced that temptation.

“Well you might be” She said with a chuckle, moving closer to him after he had pulled away.

“But are you sure this isn’t just all that rum talking?”

[masonjennifer]

❝ Makin’ mistakes ain’t a crime, you know. ❞

“Depends on what mistakes you make now doesn’t it?”

[crockercxrse]

from here | @masonjennifer 

“I drank… enough,” To say what loud what he’s been thinking of for the past month, Duke doesn’t tell her. Instead, he shoots her one of his famous charming smiles - and it might’ve worked better if he weren’t drunk off his ass.

[masonjennifer]

“You’re adorable, you know.” Jennifer mused with a smile, sipping at her own drink. She knew better than to let his flirtation get her hopes up, he was pretty drunk. No sense in admitting the little crush she had been, harboring.

“That smile is hard to turn down though.”

[masonjennifer]

❝ Do you want me to kiss you? Nobody else would know but the two of us. ❞ {early s4 maybe???}

“Okay, how much have you had to drink?” Jennifer replied with a grin.

(Works for me)

[triplevarsity]

SUPER SHIPPY STARTERS          inspired by Perfect Chemistry

❝ You are the one girl that made me risk eveything for a future worth having.  ❞

❝ We’re actors in our lives, pretendin’ to be who we want people to think we are.  ❞

❝ I want to try making things right because picking up the pieces is way better than leaving them the way they are.  ❞

❝ I wanna know how to make you laugh. I wanna know what makes you cry. ❞

❝ I want to know what it feels like to have you look at me like i’m your knight in shining armor. ❞

❝ One of the things that makes me who I am is the loyalty I have to people I hold close to my heart.  ❞

❝ If there’s one thing I learned, it’s that nobody is here forever. You have to live for the moment, each and every day. ❞

❝ But wishes are only granted in fairy tales.  ❞

❝ I’m losing control.  ❞

❝ You once said you loved me. Do you still? ❞

❝ I never stopped loving you. Even when I tried desperately to forget you. I couldn’t.  ❞

❝ You’ve never seen a guy with his shirt off?  ❞

❝ Believe me, you don’t have anything I haven’t seen before.  ❞

❝ Whoa, Please keep your pants on. ❞

❝ How can I not be crazy in love with you? ❞

❝ If you think you can’t change the world, then go on and follow the path already carved out for you. ❞

❝ Changing the world is'nt easy, but I sure as hell am going to keep trying. Are you?  ❞

❝ I want to tell you how much you’ve become the center of my being. But I can’t. The words won’t come.  ❞

❝ If I had any choice in the matter, I’d stay in my comfy bed and eat warm chocolate chip cookies all day.  ❞

❝ ‘Cause you own my heart, my soul, and everything else in between. ❞

❝ You may be out of my life physically, but you’ll always be a part of me. I can’t let go even if I wanted to.  ❞

❝ Makin’ mistakes ain’t a crime, you know. ❞

❝ What’s the use of having a reputation if you can’t ruin it every now and then?  ❞

❝ This connection we have isn’t going away, it’s only getting stronger  ❞

❝ The more I spend time with her, the closer I want to be.  ❞

❝ I never stopped loving you. Even when I tried desperately to forget you, I couldn’t. ❞

❝ Opening yourself up to making mistakes and being vulnerable is what makes it beautiful and special with the person you love.  ❞

❝ Because the truth is, sometimes getting close to the fire does actually burn you. ❞

❝ I don’t deserve you. You know that, don’t you?  ❞

❝ There’s a thin line between love and hate. Maybe you’re confusing your emotions.  ❞

❝ Playing with fire doesn’t necessarily get you burned. ❞

❝ I hate games I can’t win  ❞

❝ Whether it’s right or wrong, fight for what you believe in.  ❞

❝ Unfortunately, I can’t run from my heart. It hurts, deep inside my body. ❞

❝ Don’t they give you happy pills in this place? ❞

❝ But I know loving someone means losing a part of myself. ❞

❝ Somehow, being with you brings something to my life that’s missing, something … right.❞

❝ Do you want to kiss me?❞

❝ Do you want me to kiss you? Nobody else would know but the two of us. ❞

❝ My plan is to ask you to marry me four years from now, the day we graduate.  ❞

❝ I’m ready for that adrenaline rush…with you. ❞

❝ What would it take for you to go out with me?  ❞

❝ Unfortunately, real life doesn’t have a remote control. ❞

❝ You do realize you called me hot. ❞

❝ I don’t want to always be ‘the best I can be.’ I just want to be me. ❞

❝ You took a piece of my heart when you left. ❞

❝ I’ll start carin’ what people think when I am six feet under. ❞ 

❝ If you could wish on a star right now, what would you wish for? ❞

❝ Every time I break out of what is expected of me and do what feels right, I feel stronger.❞

❝ My history defines who I am. ❞

❝ I can’t keep running after ghosts. ❞ 

[masonjennifer]

"I saw the test in the trash"

“What?” Jennifer replied with a nervous chuckle.

[resourcesfortheavergaeroleplayer]

Send "I saw the test in the trash" to confront my muse with suspiciouns that they might be pregnant

[masonjennifer]

After digging through countless files and the depths of my memory I have finally found the log in information for this account!

[alwayskaysanova]

send me a pairing and a number and i'll write you a drabble

“Come over here and make me.”

“Have you lost your damn mind!?”

“Please, don’t leave.”

“Do you…well…I mean…I could give you a massage?”

“Wait a minute. Are you jealous?”

“Is there a reason you’re naked in my bed?”

“I almost lost you.”

“Wanna bet?”

“Don’t you ever do that again!”

“Teach me how to play?”

“Don’t you dare throw that snowba-, goddammit!”

“I think we need to talk.”

“Kiss me.”

“Hey, I’m with you, okay? Always.”

“So, I found this waterfall…”

“It could be worse.”

“Looks like we’ll be trapped for a while…”

“This is without a doubt the stupidest plan you’ve ever had. Of course I’m in.”

“The paint’s supposed to go where?”

“You need to wake up because I can’t do this without you.”

“We’re in the middle of a thunderstorm and you wanna stop and feel the rain?”

“I’ve seen the way you look at me when you think I don’t notice.”

“Just once.”

“You’re the only one I trust to do this.”

“I can’t believe you talked me into this.”

“I got you a present.”

“I’m pregnant.”

“Marry me?”

“I thought you were dead.”

“It’s not what it looks like…”

“You lied to me.”

“I think I’m in love with you and I’m terrified.”

“Please don’t do this.”

“If you keep looking at me like that we won’t make it to a bed.”

“You heard me. Take. It. Off.”

“I wish I could hate you.”

“Wanna dance?”

“You fainted…straight into my arms. You know, if you wanted my attention you didn’t have to go to such extremes.”

“Hey! I was gonna eat that!”

“Have I entered an alternate universe or did you really just crack a smile for me?”

“You did all of this for me?”

“I swear it was an accident.”

“YOU DID WHAT?!”

“If you die, I’m gonna kill you.”

“Tell me a secret.”

“Hey, have you seen the..? Oh.”

“No one needs to know.”

“Boo.”

“Well this is awkward…”

Writer’s preference

[masonjennifer]

@crockercxrse:

Duke flashed a crooked beam on her and shrugged, “I’m just saying. We’ve been together for a while and we haven’t taken a trip together yet.”

A pause and then, “Summer has just began and Paris is just beautiful, Jen.”

“Okay, let’s do it!” The words fell out of her mouth before she could even fully process it and she couldn’t manage to hide the excitement in her tone.

[crockercxrse]

Duke had always had this urge to protect Jennifer, and it only got worse after the whole child of ruin bullshit. With her ability of opening supernatural doors to god knows where, it also came the danger and the fear of losing her every time she took a breath and honestly? He couldn’t afford that. He needed to keep her safe, and that urge just got stronger after the Lighthouse events, when losing her almost became real. 

He didn’t know how, but Jennifer managed to survive what happened at the Lighthouse and part of him guessed it was just luck. She had to stay at the hospital for a few days and run some testes, to see why she had stopped breathing out of nowhere. When the doctors didn’t manage to find anything, she was sent home and both of them moved on with their lives. 

Danger seemed to become a real thing and with that, it came the urge to protect her even more and more than Duke already did. It was clear they were each other’s weakness, he just hoped no one else noticed that, specially not someone who wanted to harm them somehow. 

Duke didn’t remember much of what had happened, but there were a few flashes. Mara telling it was the right thing, telling him he needed to protect her at all costs (Jennifer was precious for her for some reason). Telling him that Jennifer didn’t know what was best for her, telling him to ignore her if she started begging, crying or yelling; maybe the three of them at the same time. She didn’t know what was the best thing for herself, only both of them did. 

He stepped on the boat like a man on a mission. It was quiet and for a moment, Duke thought he was alone at the Rouge and would have to wait for her to arrive from the Herald.

[masonjennifer]

With everything that had gone down with the lighthouse and everything else Jennifer was relieved that she and Duke seemed to be moving on with their lives.

While it had all given her a scare it hadn’t changed the fact that she wanted to be with Duke no matter what, and now it seemed like they might finally get a chance to get closer to that flavored coffee commercial she had hoped for. Just a nice simple life, together.

Even with this hope in her Jennifer knew better than to think that everything had just blown over, this was Haven after all. She knew that she would need to keep herself alert to anything out of the ordinary because in Haven it really could be anything.

Her day at the Herald had been shorter than usual so she had headed back to the Rouge early and had planned to give Duke a call but ended up falling asleep instead. She wasn’t sure how much time had passed when she started to wake but from the light coming in through the window it couldn’t have been too long.

Getting to her feet she walked out of the bedroom as she wiped the sleep from her eyes. She was about to grab her phone and call Duke when she heard footsteps on the boat. She figured it must be him, but decided to call out and check just in case it was Nathan or someone looking for him.

“Duke is that you?”

[masonjennifer]

❝They look just like you.❞

Jennifer looked over to where Tom and Kate were playing happily and cracked a smile.

“I wouldn’t say that exactly, you can definitely claim them yourself.” Jennifer returned with a chuckle.

[masonjennifer]

❝You know Paris is beautiful at this time of year.❞

“Is this your way of suggesting we go or did you just feel like making that comment out of nowhere?”

[nixreginam-blog]

some more random starters from various sources (once again, from spotify playlists, random commentary, tv shows, books, movies, and my brain).

[empatheticinvestigator-blog]

❝You know Paris is beautiful at this time of year.❞

❝Someone needs to learn how to take a hint.❞

❝I tripped and fell on some rocks. Nothing more. Honestly you’re imaging things.❞

❝Yeah, his teeny tiny swimmers are determined little guys aren’t they?❞

❝How can I eloquently tell you to shut the hell up?❞

❝You know you’re supposed to mix it, right?❞

❝Alcohol is bad for you. So are drugs. And sex.❞

❝I once knew someone who would nibble on his fingers.❞

❝What’s dead should stay dead.❞

❝You need to stop this. You’re making a fool of yourself.❞

❝I don’t know why you’re so obsessed with him/her.❞

❝I think I’m the one that has to float tonight. Fuck.❞

❝Come back to bed.❞

❝They look just like you.❞

❝It’s handcrafted by the finest artisans in the land, why in the world are you so surprised at the amount?❞

❝You’re not even my real mother.❞

❝You’re not even my real father.❞

❝You are a piece of me, that I wished I didn’t need! But I need you anyway.❞

❝Our love is just one huge clusterfuck, but I could care less.❞

❝Did it ever enter your mind that perhaps I wanted this?❞

❝It takes two to tango so both of you deserve the blame.❞

❝Our parents loved us. You were just too stubborn and blind to see it.❞

❝I just want to sleep, you know? I want to sleep and ever wake up.❞

❝What’s the dream and what’s reality?❞

❝We were two foolish children who thought we were in love.❞

❝Do you honestly think that this is going to end happily?❞

❝When I told you I couldn’t face this child, I meant it.❞

❝She told me you were doing research — You know there’s no point, right?❞

❝Why do you insist on prying into the past?❞

❝Does this have anything to do with the affair he/she had?❞

❝He said that if I kept the baby, he would end everything.❞

❝Shame on all of us for not having stopped it.❞

❝I got lost in the sounds.❞

❝Stop it. You’re being rude.❞

❝I suppose it’s better than nothing. But it could be better. Without a doubt.❞

❝You always have your head in the skies when it should be here.❞

❝I made a mistake, why do you insist on reminding me?❞

❝If you love me, than why did you live?❞

❝If you’re going to play the game, at least learn to play it well.❞

❝Look at you. You’re absolutely filthy.❞

❝You’ve never done this before, have you?❞

❝You’re bleeding.❞

❝I once stood at the edge of a cliff and thought about jumping.❞

❝I hate it.❞

❝You look like a grumpy cat.❞

❝Don’t tell me you don’t want to at least dip your feet into the water!❞

❝Just let it go already, Jesus.❞

❝I have a surprise for you.❞

❝You make love as you eat.❞

❝I don’t want anything to spoil it.❞

❝Can the heart truly turn black?❞

❝You have no reason to be suspicious.❞

[crockercxrse]

Of course she wouldn’t do that without putting up a fight, so Duke couldn’t help himself but grin when she finally gave up of her stubbornness and accepted his coat. 

“If there is someone I want to be stuck with, that someone is you.” He said and squeezed her hand.

Duke didn’t laugh at Jennifer’s complaints or at how she was pretty much jogging to keep up with him, but the laughter was evident in his voice.

“Oh, not tall enough to keep up with me now, huh?” Duke sassed her. Jennifer was rubbing off on him more than he had realized.

[masonjennifer]

His reply made her smile, glad that he was happy to be stuck with her.

“And I wouldn’t want to be stuck with anyone else either.” She replied brightly.

“No you are just too tall to keep up with!” Jennifer retorted as she attempted yet again to pick up her pace.

[crockercxrse]

@masonjennifer

(from here)

Duke left for two hours to check on the Gull and on his employees. Two hours; and when he came, there she was, finishing one of his bottles. He got closer and took the bottle away from her, then the glass.

“Well, for one, it’s written all over your face.” Her giggles were cute, sure, but he needed to take care of her. 

[masonjennifer]

Jennifer fumbled out to try and keep him from taking the bottle in front of her but her coordination failed her. Her failure only caused her to dissolve into yet another fit of giggles.

“Come on, I wasn’t done” She slurred between giggles.

[masonjennifer]

“please kiss me.”

“Now that I will do.” Jennifer replied with a grin before pulling him into a kiss.