Baby Face Killa

Brrrt

[coltre]

me: *is a living train wreck*  yaaas!!! stay hydrated guys! life is so beautiful we are all beautiful always smile at strangers and eat healthy :)

[massivewhinge]

Garden fairy

[massivewhinge]

Push my feelings away

Pretend they don’t exist

I don’t want to feel anymore

My emotions consume me

I feel like I’m drowning

[massivewhinge]

All I want is to come onto tumblr and have an anon inbox from you, like you always did. I’d see your inboxes and seeing you online would comfort me, almost as much as your kind words.

I don’t know why, but you leaving has given me little reason to live.

A year of therapy, with little progress. I don’t think I will ever be okay.

I can sit in the same spot for hours on end, everyday.

There is little reason to live.

[massivewhinge]

I’m content with loneliness

[massivewhinge]

I don’t think I’m going to post here anymore. Bye tumblr

[massivewhinge]

[massivewhinge]

I don’t care, I really fucking don’t. Everyday gets easier to push feelings away and just learn to not give a fuck about other people caring about me. No one understands. Don’t tell me you do or that you care. Empty fucking advice, “it will get better” has it since I was younger? No. Fuck it all. It gets worse, life gets worse, fuck dealing with people who don’t give a fuck about you.This is my only space to write.

Fuck everyone. Fuck this world. Fuck this life.

[merriweatherpostpaviliontshirt]

Chumby

[merriweatherpostpaviliontshirt]

God theyre just so chumby

[massivewhinge]

Am I being punished for your death? Have I taken on all your emotions?

[massivewhinge]

It’s better to not feel anything

[waluiqi]

i just went on facebook and

[massivewhinge]

Would do anything to go back in time

[massivewhinge]

Everyone’s so caught up in their own shit, I try not to be. I feel like I’m there for everyone around me, they suck my energy dry and I’m unable to process my own emotions.

I’ve been going through hell for months, years. More so in the last few months with grief. But do you think anyone has checked in on me constantly? Nah. I run to my friends when they’re in need, but I don’t even bother asking for help anymore, I dont even vent, because it goes straight back to their own lives.

I totally understand why Sonny took his life now, he gave out so much energy to everyone in this fuckef up world, they took his kindness, his heart, and left him with no emotions unable to help himself and not one person returned the favour including my fucking self when he was in need.

[massivewhinge]

Miss you more than anything I’ve ever fucking lost. I’ve lost and had a lot taken from me in life, but nothing took a bigger piece of me than you. I hope you’re smiling up there, or floating free through the winds down here. I don’t know where you are and I haven’t felt your presence yet, but I hope you’ll give me a sign soon. I love you. I think about you everyday. I wish I didn’t waste the last year, I’m sorry my best friend. I wish I told you how much you meant to me this year, I know you always knew, we had a bond like no other, twin souls forever. 💖

[massivewhinge]

I just wanna sleep when I’m tired of earth

[straightboyfriend]