Wanderlust

[istandwithpalestine-deactivated]

[wearenotjustnumbers2]

A child froze and shutdown from the fear and shock of witnessing the non-stop air strikes in khan Younis, Southern Gaza. 02.12.23

This kid is alive, what will heal him from this unfathomable trauma?

[artistotel]

hey! for todays protest, i made this little zine about palestine (holding just simple and basic information).

you can download the zine here, fold it yourself, and distribute it around.

no credit is needed. feel free to leave it around bars, protests, or wherever. simply print it (borderless) and fold it. here is a tutorial on how to do it.

dont stay silent. there is a genocide of horrendous, atrocious proportions going on. also if you are a zionist here to argue with me, i dont plan to entertain you at all, not on my art blog. fuck off, you'll be swiftly blocked. i see enough of you clowns on my main and i have no energy for you. you can skip the death threats too bc i dont give a shit.

(i'm off to get ready for a surgery now, i just wanted to post it before this. if you need anything, i might take a bit to reply)

[massyyyylove]

Thursday 30th June

It's getting serious

Went for TCM recently, the physician explained to me in detail in regard to my lab result last year. Compare to the gynae that I went. I am not regretting my decision to go TCM to prepare my body to become pregnant.

She checked my tongue and pulse as well. It's my first time so I am easily impress and get the fertility package. I hope all is well. Pray hard

Her advice was, less carb and sugar. Take more coq10. Eat more soups, vegetables and fruits. And of course exercise regularly.

I guess now I have to walk daily. At least walk right coz my usual routine is go work and go home. LOL

I was too tired to do anything and she said my energy is too low. So must go out and have some sun.

The conditions may not be too much to you but to me. It is hard. I love carbs and sugar 😔 but I'm trying to change that.

I complained to my older colleague and she said. If you really want something you got to sacrifice

And my husband, this is our Dugaan.. we have to redha. Huhuhu

Everyone life cnnt be perfect. If it is perfect there will be no faith.

Good luck and all the best to everyone who is TTC.

xoxo

[massyyyylove]

Our beloved summer

Oh my. So much feelings.

There are always reason for breakups.

It really hits me. Huhuhu

[massyyyylove]

Bombastic

Chill. It is only instagram.

I dont get why people use bombastic words in instagram.

Is it to impress. Is it to tell people that you are so smart.

But aiya. I oso donno. Why I like this. people want to post post la. y i think so much? ahahhaha

But i mean. before you use the word shouldn't you understand the meaning of the word first.

hmmm...

[sawrah]

[localbookshop]

Jean-Paul Sartre, The Selected Essays

[massyyyylove]

IVF

2 more weeks, to my 1st consultation. I do not know what to expect.

Should I get someone to accompany me or go alone. Hmm..

[massyyyylove]

When you have nothing good to say, say nothing at all.

Why would you want to hurt someone's feeling with your tongue.

Why would you want to ruin someone's day.

[massyyyylove]

Triggered. Cried like mad woman.

Always go back to Goblin to cry my heart out.

There's always up and down in life. I guess I held it up far too long and just bursts. Today sucks. 2 bad apples but yea. It really has affected me till now.

I am just doing my freaking job.

You guys came late..so I got to step up and expedite the admission. And so I asked whether the patient will be claiming to any insurance and whether they want to activate the medisave for standby.

But this mf, the patient's father, got triggered and raised his voice at me. Saying that the insurance is 100% coverage and all that. WTF! When I showed him the authorisation form from AIA it did not say that it is 100%. there is co-insurance that they need to pay!!!! What for want to be mad and raised the voice at me.

I'm really the soft type of person. This is not the first encounter with people like this. Why must I be bullied?!

To add to the fire. There is this old grandma who said that she was a nurse. And was angry that she couldn't visit her grandchild. Omg.. it is the hospital policy. What can we do.. so they both sitting at the seating area.. and kept on bashing me.. I understand abit of mandarin. So it kinda hurts..

Yea sleep it off. Easy to say.. you are not in my shoe. You are not me.

[niccoolleeyy-deactivated2020092]

[massyyyylove]

27 Nov 2021 Saturday

fuck up day.

[massyyyylove]

Still awake at 2 am

3rd Oct 2021

My husband clinched a new job. I am so happy he did it. Can't wait for our new journey. Now it's my turn to change but I really hate to start new.

You need to redo your resume and go for multiple interviews to talk about yourself. Gosh I hate it.

My 2nd module I got B grade I mean... I was aiming for C hahahahahaha I'm so happy I got B hehe

Hubby gifted me Acer laptop for school. And now I need to gift myself a laptop case or backpack 🙃

I hope I will find something that I like tomorrow hehe

Hubby snoring loudly. Gosh I gonna miss his snores. He asked me a few times whether I am okay if he need to travel for work. And I am seriously happy for him. Secretly delighted I got the whole bed to myself and I can do anything that I like.

Im the eldest of my family and I'm independent since secondary school. I can do it. I have friends and family support. I won't be alone. I won't feel lonely.

Just alot of prayers that Allah will keep our family safe and sound. To protect us from the naysayers and evil doers.

Amin

Typing a long entry.. and yet I can't sleep.. omg..

[massyyyylove]

31st July 2021

Why make me look Iike i Am a bad person?

like as if you are so good, kind and have alot of patience. I am mentoring..and there's a mistake of coz l will say it.

Why can't you keep your mouth shut.

If you are so nice.. you do it 🤬

I can't take it anymore. Asking for help without thinking whether We are busy or not. Hais

Isn't that your job. You were given ample of time and yet. Argh

I can't sleep yesterday because of all the shits. what a bad day. I really want to quit and just be on my own.

[massyyyylove]

26 July 2021

Patiently waiting for payday. Haha..

This HBL is killing me. I really cnnt concentrate 😝 So many distractions..

[narcotic]

“I honestly don’t know how it’s possible to miss someone so much”

— 3 am thoughts (via suspend)