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Brat..

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Dear parents...

You don't get the right to make me feel like crap for how I act...When you were the ones who made me this way. When I screamed as a little girl, it wasn't because I was "crazy or just a stupid brat" I was trying to get your attention. Getting hit all the time when your adult friends would lie and said I would do or say something or I just wasn't being perfectly unnoticeable. Mom, you would leave me at different drug houses and your friends nasty houses so you could go do your drugs without us while my dad worked to support your bad and abusive behaviors. Not knowing that my anger toward you, mother, was because you were supposed to be my protector. But you just gave me to the predators that meant harm and caused it. You broke this little girl inside of me and left it all for me to fix myself. Dad, you were supposed to protect me and all you did was enable the abuse and hatred. You caused the mental state that talking wasn't a thing. If you had sadness or anger, anything other than being happy, it wasn't acceptable...Now that I'm older, you just call me crazy and a psychopath openly. And you don't think it effects me in any way? You don't get to do that...you dont. Not when you ARE the cause for everything you created. Parents you can't remember any holidays with because there's just to much trauma behind it, I have no memories of anything below 9yrs old. But, as you say, its not YOUR fault I am the way I am. All mine like always. - You told me my son has started acting like me and that's just not good. He's loud and gets angry easily but so does every boy in toddler ages learning emotions...all I ever did was try to not be a parent like the two of you..and even in your eyes I was still wrong. So when I broke down, had my breaking point and gave up my little boy because in my mind, why would I ever want my little boy to grow up and be so broken like me...because that's what you did, you planted that negative root in my brain and it grew like the cancer you are...and now I watch my boy grow up from a distance..more broken than ever.....Though I suppose thats my own doing..I forgive you because its my peace I have started to protect. The cycles I have broken and bridges I have burned are because of my life lessons I was forced to learn, from you. My protectors. Some protectors you are...

#sadcore

Purposely pinching me to leave bruises...Oh goodness..My brain goes all silly just thinking about it....Its weird..They give me comfort knowing you were there. Knowing you still are.

You own me...

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