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300 Followers - Giveaway Contest
I can’t believe it! I’ve been playing the Ninth Doctor for just two months and I have 300 followers? What are you all doing here?
Well. Since you’re all utterly amazing and I’m so glad that you’re here, how about a contest? With actual prizes? (Not big ones, sorry, not rich, me. LOL)
Grand Prize (One winner):
One wonderful follower will receive one Doctor Who related Print of your choice from Redbubble.com - value up to $11.00
Runners up Prizes (Four winners):
Four winners will receive one Doctor Who related sticker of their choice from Redbubble.com - value up to $5.00
RULES:
Reblog this message. Only Reblogs count, and only one reblog per person. I’m going to list you all in a spreadsheet, so I can choose winners. (Feel free to spread the word as often as you like, but only one entry per person.)
Winners will be chosen at RANDOM - Computer number generator will be used, and I’ll take screenshots so there’s no doubts.
Must be a follower of mine. After all, this contest is about you, the lovely people who put up with me on a daily basis! If you unfollow before prizes are awarded you forfeit your prize.
Must be willing to provide your mailing address for prize receipt. Contest open to anyone on Earth. (Redbubble does not yet ship to other planets. Archaic, I know.)
Contest ends either at 10pm central time, May 31, 2013 - Or whenever 300 reblogs happen, in honor of you first 300 companions. Prizes to be announced the next morning.
AND REMEMBER….I love every single one of you 300 followers. Whether we RP, we chat on skype, or whether you stalk me and never say a word…You are FANTASTIC!
Does anyone want to play with a dark and possible angtsy version of Rache?
Why is there not a Sky High Fandom? I want a Sky High Fandom.
Dream Lords and Kabuki Masks // Clustercrew
Under read more for length and possible triggers
Kabuki Rache glanced around, her fox mask appearing dispassionate. 21:59
Adele (Delta) is sitting on a alley wall May 17
Allonsy walks down the street, looking for his TARDIS and hating the universe. 22:02
Adele (Delta) looks over at him. "Are you okay?' She calls out. 22:02
Allonsy looks up at the woman wryly. "Are you?" 22:03
Kabuki Rache "Can you tell me where and when I am?" The voice behind the mask was emotionless and feminine. 22:04
Adele (Delta): "I'm good." She looks over. "2013 and London milady!" 22:04
Allonsy rolls his eyes and continues walking. "London... brilliant..." 22:04
Kabuki Rache "Much appreciated." 22:05
Adele (Delta): "You're being Mr.Grumpy face!" 22:05
Kabuki Rache turned her mask to the man. "You have no idea who I am do you, Doctor?" 22:07
Adele (Delta) "I believe this is the wrong timeline, my apologies." 22:07
Allonsy looked up at the masked woman disinterestedly. "If you haven't noticed... you're wearing a mask. Can't very well tell if I know you, now can I?" 22:07
Kabuki Rache nodded. "Then call me Valkyrie." 22:09
Adele (Delta) changed name to Young!Bella 22:10
Adele (Delta) changed name to Marvel 22:10
Allonsy "Alright then, Valkyrie... Goodbye." He rolled his eyes and started to walk away. 22:10
Marvel There's a flash and a smoking red telephone booth appears in the alleyway. 22:11
Kabuki Rache shook her head, long red braids flopping 22:11
The Doctor joined the chat 5 seconds ago 22:12
Young!Bella the door swings open and a girl falls out, giggling. 22:13
Young!Bella leans against the alley way. "Marvel, we did it! We're free!" She sinks against the side ofthe alley. May 17
Marvel There was a beep. "Bella?" 22:14
lurk. joined the chat 5 seconds ago 22:14
lurk. changed name to Cassie 22:14
Young!Bella changed name to Bella 22:14
Bella "We got out! We did it you marvelous wonderful thing!" 22:15
Marvel "What are...oh shit." 22:15
Marvel "Bella, did you hit your head too hard?" 22:15
Kabuki Rache "Hey Doctor." Rache called. "You might want to pay more attention to who you're talking to," 22:16
Bella her head shot up at the mention of the word "Doctor." "Doctor, Doctor who?" 22:17
Cassie furrowed her brow, pulling her jacket closer to her body. She stayed across the street, a good distance from the crowd that had appeared in the alleyway. She was careful to stay in the shadows, not to be seen. Cass kept one eye on the Doctor, unsure of what to think about the very out-of-place group. 22:17
Allonsy turned around. "What do you mean by that?" 22:17
Marvel There's a beep. "Oh dear, Rache? A little he--CASSIE!" 22:18
Marvel "HEy, CASSIE! HI!" 22:19
Cassie jumped, looking a bit startled in the direction of the phone booth. Cassie? No one had called her that in... nearly a hundred years. "What the-?" She froze in place, eyeing the box warily. 22:19
Marvel "Cassie, it's me! Marvel!" 22:19
Kabuki Rache "It means... Uncle dearest, you need to pay attention." 22:19
Marvel "Bella's being weird, I think she hit her head or something, she's acting like she's just left Pete's universe>" 22:20
Bella "THat's cause we did..." She eyes the box wearily. 22:20
Marvel "No, we didn't" she says. 22:20
Allonsy "Uncle?" He rolled his eyes. "You have the wrong person." 22:21
Cassie "M-Marvel?" That name felt familiar, though she was certain it hadn't be one the belonged to someone she had met. "Bella? Pete?" Cass furrowed her brow further. "No, you must be mistaken." Her voice never rose loud enough for the others to hear, though she was certain this... telephone box could hear her. 22:21
Bowties joined the chat 8 seconds ago 22:21
Bella looks over and her eyes widen, seeing Allonsy]. "//You//" 22:22
Bella lunges, moving quickly 22:22
Kabuki Rache "You are the man called the Doctor, are you not?" She asked coolly. 22:22
Bella: ZAP 22:22
Bella whi[pped out her mace and maced him. 22:22
Allonsy scrambles away from the ginger. "What are you psycho?!" 22:22
Marvel "BELLA NO!" 22:23
Marvel shifted into human form and ran at bella. "ITS THE WRONG ONE BELLA!" 22:23
Cassie turned her eyes to the bowtied man who had just appeared at the top of the street. "Two of them?" She slunk back into the shadows further, watching. 22:23
Bella "Let go of me." She hissed. 22:23
Kabuki Rache "Restrain yourself, please?" 22:23
Marvel "Bella, you need to stop. its Allonsy, remember him? This is the wrong one." 22:24
Marvel "CASSIe, HELP!" 22:24
Allonsy looked at the woman, Bella, warily and shook his head before starting to walk away again. 22:25
Cassie looked up at Marvel's call and then dashed forward, watching as the ginger woman attacked the Doctor. She tackled her to the ground, restraining her wrists. "What the hell are you doing?" 22:25
Bella "GET OFF OF ME!" She hisses. 22:25
Marvel "Oh this is wizard, just BRILLIANT!" 22:26
Cassie pushed Bella's arms into the pavement, growling. "No." 22:26
Bella "Let me go, i'm going to mace him." 22:27
Marvel "bella, that last time you did that, you made things worse." 22:27
Bella "What the fuck are you talking about?" She shoves Cassie, looking over at Marvel 22:28
Marvel "Bells, it's been a good seventy years since pete's world." 22:29
Bowties narrowed his eyes. "I was in the TARDIS! How did I get here?! Where am I?" 22:29
Cassie struggles against her before tightening her grip. "Look, I don't know how your... woman box knows me, but she's right here. No macing." She took Bella's wrists in one hand and threw away her mace with the other. 22:29
Marvel "Wh--Oh no, not you too!" 22:29
Allonsy shakes his head halfway down the street and walks back to the masked woman. "What do you mean, uncle?" 22:29
Marvel looks over at bowties. "Bowties, please tell me you know who i am?" 22:30
Cassie looks up at the bowtied Doctor. "Lovely." She said thickly, releasing Bella and standing. 22:30
Bella "no, it-it can't be. We just..how then fuck are you doing this? how are you looking human?" 22:30
Kabuki Rache shook her head. "My mother is your sister. Not that it matters, they don't even know I'm alive." 22:31
Marvel "Rache, please tell me you recognize me." 22:31
Bowties began circling Bella and Marvel. "What have you done to us?" he demanded angrily. 22:32
Bella "Wgho the fuck is he?" 22:32
Kabuki Rache "Who are you? The only people I know here are the two of my uncle." She said. "How do you know my name?" 22:33
Cassie "Doctor." She reached out tentatively... and then pulled her hand away. She looked at Bella. "Have you got a problem?" 22:33
Allonsy "Sister?" He furrowed his brow. "Drash? That's impossible." 22:33
Marvel "What have I DONE? I did nothing. You are all being weird. This makes no sense, you guys are acting weird." 22:33
Bella "oh, i'm sorry, i finally get to escape from hell and suddenly THIS?" 22:33
Cassie "Marvel... I don't think we are all on the same wavelength." 22:33
Kabuki Rache "Not impossible. I'm here from about 23 years in the future." 22:34
Marvel "EVERYONE SHUT UP. ALLONSY, GET YOUR SLINNY TWIG ASS ABCK EHRE!" 22:34
Marvel: *Skinny, *back 8here 22:34
Allonsy shook his head. "You're lying." 22:34
Cassie cleared her throat. "Not the best approach but..." 22:34
Allonsy: [he's already back... he's talking to Rache...] 22:35
Marvel "You all are missing memories, NONNIE? ARE YOU HERE?" 22:35
Kabuki Rache gave a low growl. "Why would I lie? I may not speak to my mother, but I never lie about her." 22:35
Cassie furrowed her brow, returning to the shadows. This was all a bit much for her. She leaned back against the brick face of a building behind her, making herself as small as she could while she watched. 22:35
Allonsy "Forget it... like you said, it doesn't matter." 22:36
Allonsy starts walking away again. 22:37
Marvel creates a barrier, blocking Allonsy 22:37
Marvel "I said, get your as back here Timelord." 22:37
Kabuki Rache grabbed his shoulder. "Excuse me? You accuse me of lying, then walk away?" 22:37
Bowties felt his mind begin to race. He was surrounded by strangers, with no idea how he'd come to be there. "Everybody calm down. Whatever brought us here...I think it wants us to fight." 22:38
Allonsy growled at the touch. "Don't touch me." 22:38
Marvel "Thank you bowties, some common sense." 22:38
Cassie "You would." Cass murmured under her breath, eyeing the Eleventh Doctor. 22:38
Marvel "Cassie, no angsting." 22:39
Kabuki Rache "Don't accuse me of lying then, Uncle." She growled back. "I'm not the same woman that grew up around you and I don't know why you're being just a godsdamned ass." 22:39
Bowties looked at Cassie, confused. "I would what?" 22:39
Allonsy "I have never met you before in my life! I don't have a niece!" he growled. 22:40
Cassie quirked a brow. "Angsting?" She returned her gaze to the Doctor. "Take the lead, always assume there's a reason for us being here." She shrugged. "It just seems to be your favourite answer to every question." 22:40
Bella winced. "What's going on marvel?" 22:40
Marvel " <b> if everyone will shut up, i can give some explanation. </b> 22:41
Bowties looked at Cassie squarely. "I don't know who you are, but I assume it because there is always a reason!" 22:41
Cassie chuckled, turning her eyes to Marvel. "I never said you were wrong. 22:42
Kabuki Rache "You know what, whatever." She turned away from him. "Same as ever underneath, nobody gives a rats ass." 22:42
Allonsy blinked slowly. "Hey... Valkyrie. I'm sorry... I'm just in a mood lately." 22:43
Marvel "Rache, stop. Allonsy, get the stick out of your ass, the crucible was years ago. Bella, same goes for Pete's world. Cassie and Bowties, PLEASE STOP ANGSTING. WILL SOMEONE GET ME NONNIE?" 22:43
Allonsy: [yeah but Medusa Cascade was yesterday] 22:43
Kabuki Rache tilted her chin up to show the scar on her neck. "Story of my life." 22:44
Allonsy "I'm sorry..." 22:44
Bowties "Who is angsting? And when did angst become a verb, anyway?" May 17
Marvel "A long damn time ago. now, how about we don introductions here?" 22:45
Allonsy "I don't really care to meet anyone new, thanks." 22:45
Cassie chuckled and shook her head. "Right, just like children in Primary school. Let's all go around in a circle, yeah?" 22:45
Allonsy "Everyone I know gets hurt." 22:46
Allonsy starts walking away again. 22:46
Marvel "Fuckass, shut up. weve met eachother, you just dont remember it. I'm Marvel. i'm a TARDIS." 22:46
Marvel sets up the barrier again 22:46
Allonsy sonics the barrier 22:46
Bella glares at marvel 22:46
Marvel "The barrier hisses. 22:46
Cassie quirked a brow. "Hang on... did you just say TARDIS?" 22:46
Marvel "Bonafide Cheesecake eating voidhopper TARDIS.| 22:47
Allonsy sits next to the edge of the barrier with his back to the group. 22:47
Cassie stared incredulously. "Right. Should've known." Now she had truly seen it all. 22:47
Marvel "my petulant pilot is Bella. bella, shall i tell them why the fuck you tired to mace allonsy, or do i need to do it?" 22:48
Bella "Don't you dare." She hisses. 22:48
Cassie "Allonsy? That's a cute nickname." Most of this was said under her breath, more commentary than actual conversation. 22:49
Marvel "Try me princess." She says, crossing her arms. 22:49
Kabuki Rache tucked her chin down, watching the group through the eye slits of the mask shes wore 22:49
Bella glares at the floor and mumbles something. 22:50
Marvel "Sorry, can't hear you." 22:50
Bella "I dont appreciate being dumped on a beach, left to watch my family and friends die around me." 22:50
Allonsy turned around. "What?!" 22:51
Cassie nearly choked, looking to Bella. 22:51
Marvel "And as I said, wrong universe." 22:51
Bella "Im a hundred fucking years old." 22:52
Marvel "No, youre over 150. You just dont remember it." 22:52
Allonsy "Good for you, you look very good for that age." 22:52
Bella glares at him. "You can shut the fuck up." 22:52
Cassie "I think it would be wise to lower your voices." She glanced up at a passing human man who had stopped to stare at them. 22:52
Bowties "1200," he announced proudly. Then, wrinkling his nose, "...I think..." 22:52
Allonsy "I never raised mine..." 22:53
Marvel "Bella Noble Tyler you will stop antagonising him. 22:54
Bella "Ypu're not my /mother/" 22:54
Cassie "Right, then maybe a more private venue?" She instinctively trotted over to Allonsy and held out a hand. "I don't live far from here. Maybe we can all figure this out there." 22:54
Allonsy choked. "Tyler?!" 22:54
Allonsy: [add Noble to that too*] 22:54
Kabuki Rache "I'm 22." She crossed her arms. "Also, I think I'm the reason people are staring, considering I look like something out of a Japanese comic." 22:54
Marvel "Yes, lets go to the temporal nexus point." 22:55
Allonsy swallowed and took Cassie's hand, not knowing why. 22:55
Bowties "They're probably just working up the nerve to ask me where I got my cool bowtie" 22:55
Bella glared at Allonsy. 22:55
Marvel snickers 22:55
Marvel "It is cool." 22:55
Allonsy: [the name just triggered his angst again btw] 22:55
Cassie took his hand with a soft smile. "You too." She said to the bowtied giraffe. 22:55
Kabuki Rache shook her head. "Rachellia Oakdown, code name Valkyrie." 22:56
Allonsy "Oakdown...?" He shook his head and dropped Cassie's hand. "I need to get out of here..." 22:57
Cassie sighed. "Right, well coming with me will do just that, yeah? Marvel, you're a TARDIS. Any ideas where I live? Apparently none of this is affectingg you." 22:57
Bella "Oh yes, run away and never stop." She says sarcastically. "Cause that fixes everything." 22:58
Kabuki Rache "Yes, I'm the daughter of the Master. Is that a problem?" She snapped at him. 22:58
Cassie "You stop it." She snapped at Bella. 22:58
Marvel pauses and suddenly they're all in Cassie's backyard. 22:58
Allonsy growls at both of them and walks away. 22:58
Marvel: :barrier: 22:58
Bowties "Now that name I do recognize" he replied with a snarl. 22:58
Marvel "You two, stiop it." 22:59
Cassie looked around a bit disoriented. "Right. I'll make tea." She slipped away into the kitchen through the back door, happy for the silence. 22:59
Marvel "no insulting kaz." 22:59
Bella blinked and looked oiver at marvel. "Ka--what?'S he winced. 22:59
Allonsy finds the right frequency on the sonic to take down the barrier and slips away. 23:00
Marvel: :barrier two: 23:00
Allonsy snarls 23:00
Marvel :I said, GET YOUR SKINNY TWIG ASS ABCK HERK HERE YOU PRICK" 23:00
Allonsy "Fuck off." 23:00
Marvel shifts, turning into a massive voidtiger. 23:01
Allonsy sonics the barrier and keeps walking 23:01
Marvel stalks up to him. "Wanna say that again prettyboy?" 23:01
Bowties sighed. "I'll help," he volunteered, following her. Something about her tugged at his memory, and he couldn't explain it but...he felt safer, staying close to her... 23:01
Allonsy: [anger is not the right approach btw] 23:01
Bella watches as marvel shifts. 23:01
Allonsy keeps walking, ignoring the tiger 23:01
Cassie put the kettle on, trying her best to ignore the fighting in her garden. "Right, erm... I think there's some sugar in the pantry." She looked helplessly into the empty container in her hands. 23:01
Marvel "I understand you're grieving, but this isnt the time." 23:01
Allonsy whirls. "Grieving doesn't even half cover it. Stop trying to pretend you understand me!" 23:02
Bowties began looking through the pantry. He knew he should feel uncomfortable, rooting around in a stranger's home...but it felt oddly familiar. 23:03
Allonsy "I don't want to be around people right now. Everyone gets hurt." 23:03
Allonsy "Just. Let. Me. Leave." 23:03
Kabuki Rache leaned against the tree, shaking her head. "Why do I bother.. Oh yeah, because I can't see to die." She muttered. 23:03
Marvel "Medusa cascade. you just lost Rose tyler to the metacrisis. martha jones is gone along with harkness and smith. I think youll find that we';re perfectly capable of defending themselves so stop playing the matyr." 23:03
Allonsy looks up at Rache. "Why would you /want/ to?" 23:03
Bella "Lost, more like exiled them both." sh mumbles 23:04
Cassie "Find it?" She rummaged about for two teacups, not bothering to ask the others if they were interested. "I'm not sure what's going on out there. I don't like it, either." She wrinkled her nose, glancing out the window with teacups in hand. 23:04
Marvel "bella, shut up." She says exasperated. 23:04
Allonsy ignores both of them, waiting for Rache's response 23:04
Marvel "yes, i know you're bitter. Save the punching for the one responsible." 23:04
Bowties "We're all supposed to know each other?" he asked, frowning. "Do you think we always fight this much?" 23:05
Kabuki Rache "Why would I want to die? Because I ruined my families lives by existing. Or Rather, why do I bother?" She lifted her chin again. "This is why I bother. Becuase if it doesn't work the first time, its time to find another way. I just happen to have extraordinary luck." 23:05
Cassie shrugged. "I'm not really sure. Which is strange. Not a lot slips my notice when it comes to you, Doctor." She bit her lip. Had she said too much? 23:05
Allonsy shook his head and walked over to the woman. "No... that's not how you're supposed to go about life." 23:06
Marvel "Oh Rache." The cat frowns. "You are not..." 23:06
Allonsy "You're supposed to... /live/ and ..." he let out an exasperated sigh. 23:06
Kabuki Rache "Then maybe you should enlighten me. When nobody came looking for me after three days.." She cut herself off. "Every day is another day I have to suffer through, and hope my job kills me." 23:07
Allonsy falls silent and attempts to hug her. 23:08
Bella closes her eyes and slinks off inton the house. 23:08
Marvel "Bella.." She sighs, but doesnt follow her. 23:08
Bowties raised his eyes. "You...you know me?" 23:08
Kabuki Rache "Don't touch me." She moved away from him. "Not like you cared when I disappeared the first time." 23:09
Cassie cleared her throat, taking the kettle off the stove. "Will you get the tea from the cupboard above the stove?" She avoided his gaze. 23:09
Cassie "Hello." She looked over at Bella, glad for the interruption. "Tea?" 23:09
Allonsy "Like I said before... I have never met you before in my life." 23:09
Bella "Do you have chai tea?' She whispers 23:10
Cassie smiled and retrieved the canister and another teacup. "Of course." She poured Bella's tea and handed it to her. "You look a bit ruffed up." 23:11
Kabuki Rache "Does it matter? I know four of your lives and not a single one gave enough of a damn to stop me." 23:11
Allonsy "Then I'm sorry on their behalf, love..." 23:12
Bella "I hate him." She says. 23:12
Kabuki Rache shook her head, turning away from him, the guns strapped onto her back visible. 23:12
Allonsy "Oakdown... daughter of the Master? How is he?" 23:13
Cassie nodded, leaning back against the counter as she waited for the Doctor to fetch the tea. "As you have every right to." 23:13
Kabuki Rache "No idea. I've not seen anyone family since I was 16." 23:13
Allonsy "I'm sorry..." 23:13
Bella her face crumpled. "They're all dead." She says. "Old age. I should have died with them." 23:14
Allonsy joined the chat 5 seconds ago 23:14
Cassie "Maybe you weren't meant to." She murmured. "The Universe has big things planned for you, I'm sure." 23:14
Kabuki Rache "Why do you even care?" She whirled, eyes dark with emotion through the eye holes of her mask. 23:15
Bella "Plans for a clone? A mistake, echo?" I should have just died on the Crucible with the Daleks." 23:15
Cassie "The Universe doesn't make mistakes." She replied gently, offering Bella a small smile. 23:16
Allonsy "Because... I don't like seeing people hurt." He swallowed. "And I failed a lot of people in that capacity recently. So I'm trying to help... Since apparently leaving isn't an option..." 23:16
Marvel sniggered, amused 23:16
Bella "Maybe im an anomaly then." 23:16
Kabuki Rache made a noise. "I'm just a mistake anyway. Everything I touch end up ruined." She looked at her gloved hand, glad he couldn't see the quiver in her lip. 23:17
Cassie "Is that so bad?" She brushed the Doctor aside, impatient with his fumbling around her cupboards. She made two cups of tea and held one out to him before sipping at her own. 23:18
Allonsy glared at Marvel "You can shut up. Now." 23:18
Marvel quirked an eyebrow. ~I said nothing~ 23:18
Allonsy instinctively raised a hand to put it to her shoulder, but let it drop half way. "No, you're not." 23:18
Marvel stretches out in a sunbeam. 23:19
Bowties smirked. Typical Cassie, he thought to himself, always so impatient . Then his smile faded quickly, and his hearts began beating faster. How did I know that? 23:19
Cassie glanced at the Doctor, furrowing her brow slightly. "You alright there?" 23:20
Marvel ~Valkyrie, you sound like my pilot. Always doubting themselves but capable of such good~ 23:20
Bella "yes." May 17
Kabuki Rache "Says who?" She growled. "I was never supposed to happen. A bit of faerie magic.. Thats the only reason I even exist. I brought my mother's regeneration on her by my shear stupidity." She turned to the voidtiger. ~Such good? I'm a murderer.~ 23:21
Cassie looked back to Bella but said nothing more. 23:21
Bowties shook his head. "I don't think I am..." 23:22
Marvel: ~Says the voidtiger who has seen your future. it's marvelous. And ive met the madam. She loves you, even if you think otherwise.~ 23:23
Cassie frowned. "What's the matter." She turned her body towards him, not entirely sure why she was so anxious. Cass corrected herself and drank a mouthful of too-hot tea, flinching as it burner throat. 23:23
Kabuki Rache "If she loves me so much, why didn't she care when I tried killing myself?" She asked quietly. "My future is nothing but death and destruction." 23:24
Allonsy hung his head. How could he convince her of her worth when he was questioning his own? 23:24
Marvel ~Mothers arent all knowing. heck, aprents arent. Life would be easier if it was~ 23:25
Kabuki Rache "I've been gone for six fucking years." She squeezed hands tight. "She's never tried to find me once." 23:26
Marvel ~Or maybe you're just a good hider?~ 23:27
Allonsy walks away from the pair and goes to hide in a corner. 23:28
Kabuki Rache snarled at the voidtiger and turned her back to her. 23:28
Marvel ~Just because you do 23:29
Marvel: ~Just because you don't believe me doesnt mean that it isnt true. you're amrvelous~ 23:30
Bowties wrinkled his nose. "It's...hard to say. Have you ever...stood on the periphery of something wonderful...something amazing that might have happened...or should have happened...but then it didn't? And you can feel the traces, feel the loss, but not the thing itself?" 23:30
Bella nods. 23:31
Cassie took another drink, watching him closely. Only my whole life. "No, I've no idea what that's like." 23:31
Kabuki Rache pulled her mask off, showing her disfigured, scarred face. "This is marvelous?" She growled. "This is the face of a monster." 23:31
Allonsy looked up as she pulled the mask off and looked away quickly. 23:32
Marvel steps over to rache and purrs, rubbing against her side. 23:32
Marvel ~You're beautiful. You are a beautiful person.~ 23:33
Marvel ~inside and out~ 23:33
Kabuki Rache moved away. "Please don't touch me. I'm... disgusting." She whispered. "I'm not... I'm not.." 23:33
Marvel stepped forwards again. ~You're wonderful~ 23:34
Allonsy wrapped his arms around his knees and started rocking slowly. 23:34
Bowties He shrugged. "It's silly. I'm sorry I said anything." 23:34
Kabuki Rache "No." She said simple, putting her mask back on. "I'm not. Go to him. He needs you more." 23:34
Marvel ~I don't think that's a good idea. We've never gotten along.~ 23:35
Cassie shook her head. "Don't be sorry for observation." She set down her cup and studied the bowtied man, still not sure how to feel about him. "I would never be sorry for saying you look tired, or that your bowtie is just a bit darker than it would normally be. You're travelling alone again." 23:36
Bella sniffed. "I thought he wasnt allowed to do that anymore?~ 23:37
Allonsy got up and wandered into the house slowly. 23:37
Kabuki Rache pulled her glove off, pushing her sleeve up, looking at the scars on her wrist. 23:37
Bowties looked at Cassie, his expression a mixture of fear and awe. "How are you doing that?" 23:37
Bella spots allonsy and flinches slightly. 23:38
Cassie "I'm looking." She said matter-of-factly. 23:38
Allonsy looks at the ginger. "Can you convince your cat to let me leave?" 23:38
Marvel pokes her arm with her nose. 23:38
Bella glares at him dully. "I don't control her." 23:38
Kabuki Rache showed the tiger her arm. "See this? My entire body looks like this. Thats not the body of someone that is wonderful." 23:39
Allonsy shrugs and walks to the back. 23:39
Cassie glanced over at Allonsy and Bella, suddenly feeling very uncomfortable. She picked up her tea and moved to the den so as to not feel so crowded. 23:39
Bowties "Well, it's really unnerving. Has anyone ever told you that? And besides, nobody's ever been able to read me like that. I work hard to make myself unreadable. For my own protection...and the protection of my Companions..." he looked down at his shoes at the last word, nursing a not-so-old wound. 23:40
Allonsy walks around the garden in the back yard. 23:40
Marvel pokes the arm again and purrs. ~Child, I know beauty and wonder when i see it. ~ 23:40
Bella "Yopu arent supposed to be alone." She says to bowties. "That's bad." 23:40
Kabuki Rache "Then maybe you're looking at the wrong thing. There is nothing wonderous about me." 23:42
Cassie waved a hand. "No, no one has ever told me that because normally I stay hidden, alone." She sighed and sunk into the nearest arm chair curling up with her knees to her chest. Her expression softened as she watched him. "You aren't the only one looking out for them if it's any consolation." 23:42
Bella stands up and steps out to the back. "I'm sorry for trying to mace you." 23:43
Allonsy waved his hand. "I... forget about it..." 23:44
Bella "It was wrong of me. If marvel is right, you're the wrong version of you, and I should havbe waited before judging you." 23:44
Bowties couldn't resist the overpowering impulse to follow Cassie. What was his connection to this woman? "Well, I'm failing!" he snapped. "Amy and Rory..." his face crumpled, and he couldn't finish the sentence. May 17
Marvel ~Wonderful wonderful wonderful~ She said. 23:45
Kabuki Rache "You sound like a broken record." She muttered, pulling a knife out of her belt and moving away from the tree. She paused and whirled, throwing the knife into the tree. 23:46
Allonsy nodded slowly. "So... in your universe... you're female... I gather you're the metacrisis?" 23:46
Cassie sighed. "Chose their own lives." She set down her teacup, feeling sorry for this old man. "Their end was not your fault. They were happy, you know. In the end. They live two of the most fantastic lives they could have lived." 23:47
Bella swallows and nods. 23:47
Marvel "Yes, well i am an odd type of thing. nice work by the way. 50 points." 23:48
Allonsy bit his lip. "And how long has it been again?" 23:48
Bella "Marvel says im 150." 23:48
Allonsy "For you... not for marvel... how long has it been for you, up here." he tapped his temple. 23:49
Bella "I just left Pete's world." She says thickly. "Got chased out." 23:49
Bella "I'm 100." 23:49
Allonsy nodded. "Well... from my point of view... It was about a week ago... the Medusa Cascade, I mean..." 23:50
Bella "I'm sorry." 23:51
Bowties "How...how could you know that?" he asked, feeling hope rising in his heart against his better judgement. Maybe...just maybe...he didn't ruin everyone he travelled with... 23:51
The Doctor was timed out 23:51
Allonsy fell into silence and looked out over the garden. He smiled softly as he saw a rose bush. "Was she happy?" 23:52
Cassie offered him a crooked smile. "I've seen it." She could allow him that much... couldn't she? 23:52
Bella "She got married. Bloke named Rory Williams. They had children, domestic. I think she was happy." 23:53
Allonsy nodded. "Right... though... not the same Rose I'd imagine..." He sighed. "But... easier to believe that my version was... hearing that." He swallowed tightly. 23:54
Bella nods, blinking back tears. /Rose Tyler/ 23:55
Kabuki Rache "You know, after the first couple of years, everything just goes numb." She spoke in a conversational tone 23:55
Cassie joined the chat 23:56
Marvel says nothing. 23:56
Allonsy "So, your TARDIS claims that we all know each other..." 23:57
Kabuki Rache "Everything hurts and it doesn't at the same time." She walked over to tug on the blade out of the tree bark. 23:57
Bella "I suppose so. Maybe we should work on getting our 'memories' back." 23:58
Marvel "The universe seems to work like that." 23:58
Allonsy nods. "Maybe we should... Maybe I'll be better then..." He shook his head and turned to walk back into the house. "Or worse..." he muttered. 23:59
Bella followe dhim. 23:59
Kabuki Rache "I want to die." She whispered. 0:00
Marvel "You're going to be okay Rache." 0:01
Marvel "I promise." 0:01
Kabuki Rache "No. I'm not. I'm not going to be okay, and I haven't been in a very long time..." 0:02
Marvel "Maybe not now, but you will be." 0:03
Marvel "Just take life one moment at a time." 0:03
Allonsy turned to Bella. "You talk to the floppy haired one and Cassie and I'll go out and talk to the other two? We meet back in here?" 0:03
Bowties "Why can you see these things?" he asked, puzzling over this woman who seemed to know so much about him. 0:03
Cassie shrugged. "Because the Universe decided you need me." 0:04
Kabuki Rache turned back to the Void Tiger. "How do you even know me?" She asked, eyes narrowed. "I'm not this person you seem to think I am." 0:05
Bella sniggered. "The giraffe? Sure." she skipped inside, "hello you two!" 0:05
Marvel "Ive met you." 0:05
Allonsy walked around to the tiger and the ginger. "Hey..." he said quietly. 0:06
Kabuki Rache "Me, me or someone who is like me?" She turned to him, fox mask quietly laughing. "Hey." 0:06
Bowties "Hello," he replied, eyeing the newcomer warily. 0:06
Allonsy "So... I figure we should try to figure out what's happened and fix it." He looked at the voidtiger. "Yeah?" 0:07
Bella "Kay you two, we need to get this sorted out." 0:08
Marvel "Yopu. And hello. That's a good idea." 0:08
Cassie nodded and stood. "Right. Erm... Where do we start?" 0:09
Bowties "I don't even know your names" he protested. 0:09
Allonsy nodded and headed inside 0:09
Cassie "Cassie." She offered. 0:09
Bella "Bella." 0:09
Allonsy "The Doctor," he chirped as he walked int 0:09
Allonsy: in* 0:09
Cassie chuckled lightly. "Of course you are." She rolled her eyes. 0:10
Kabuki Rache shook her head. "I have a job I should be doing. I don't even... whatever." She stalked inside silently, hand automatically going to one of her blasters. 0:10
Marvel trails behind Rache. "I'm Marvel!" 0:11
Kabuki Rache "Rache." She said shortly, leaning against the wall. 0:11
Bowties looked warily at the first man. "...Also the Doctor...that's a problem..." 0:12
Marvel "Bowtuies and Allonsy. There." 0:12
Allonsy looks at the man warily. "Please tell me... No.... this is an alternate reality, right? I don't /really/ regenerate into you... do I?" 0:13
Cassie snorted. 0:13
Bella "Oi!" she paused. "oooh, i had one of those ghost things." 0:13
Bowties glared at the man. "You're a past regeneration?" he asked, his voice soft. "I should remember you...why don't I remember you?" 0:14
Marvel "Cause of this memory wipe thing." 0:15
Allonsy "Oh, that's just brilliant... shoddy memories too..." 0:15
Cassie quirked a brow. "Now that's a problem." She looked between the two before gravitating towards ten, the Doctor from her time line. 0:15
Marvel "Which we really shuld fix." 0:15
Allonsy smiled at Cassie 0:16
Marvel "Oh my god no. Stop. THINK OF THE BOWSSIE!" 0:16
Cassie nodded, standing at ten's side. "Right, Marvel is right. We've all seemed to have forgotten a lot of time, and each other. That means before we came we must've done something similar... yeah? So what is the last thing you all remember doing?" 0:16
Cassie quirked a brow. "Bowssie?" 0:16
Bella send her a wtf look. 0:16
Allonsy "Bowssie...?" 0:17
Cassie shook her head. "Doesn't matter. Last memories then?" She looked to the tenth expectantly. 0:17
Marvel nods and shifts into cube form. "Bowssie is the best. Stop trying to sink my ship." 0:17
Kabuki Rache pulled her knife back, looking at her masked reflection in the blue-silver metal. 0:17
Allonsy "Ah... don't really remember... I stopped remembering about 4 hypervodkas in..." 0:17
Marvel "Oh shit, did you get into ANOTHER barfight?" 0:18
Bella "marvel, shut UP." 0:18
Bowties shuddered, goosebumps forming on his arms. "I don't know what most of that means...but I was in my ship...crashing, actually..." 0:18
Allonsy "Uh... no... I don't think so... Another?" 0:18
Bowties "Something new and different for me..." 0:19
Bella winced. 0:19
Marvel "Spoilers.| 0:19
Cassie shook her head. "Marvel stop. One at a godsdammed time." 0:19
Allonsy "Then why did you bring it up?" 0:19
Cassie "Ten, before the drinks, what were you doing?" 0:19
Marvel The cube rolls over to Rache and bumps her foot. 0:20
Allonsy "Repairs on the TARDIS... then I saw something an-" he fell silent. 0:20
Kabuki Rache picked it up. "What do you want?" 0:20
Marvel "Friendly nudge. Do you need a hug?" 0:20
Cassie "And?" 0:21
Allonsy "And I went to drink my sorrows. That's it." 0:21
Kabuki Rache "I don't like being touched, so no." 0:21
Cassie "Right, an alcoholic. Bowties?" She turned her eyes to the giraffe Doctor. 0:21
Marvel "I could sing you soft kitty." 0:21
Kabuki Rache "Do it and you'll end up against the giraffes head." 0:22
Bowties "Oh, Bowties. That's me, isn't it?" 0:23
Cassie "Obviously." She waited patiently. 0:23
Bowties "What about me?" 0:25
Cassie "Last memory?" 0:26
Bowties "I was in the TARDIS. That's my ship..." he looked at her, realization dawning, "and...you already know that, don't you?" 0:28
Marvel "I was trying to help." She said. "And yes. The Oraclwe knows all." 0:29
Kabuki Rache "Can't you understand, I don't need or want your help?" She snapped. 0:29
Marvel "I understand, i just choose to ignore it." 0:30
Cassie nodded. "How about Rache?" 0:31
Kabuki Rache "I was working. There was a Ugnaught nest there." 0:34
Allonsy "And that is...?" 0:35
Cassie nodded thoughtfully, trying to piece things together. "Marvel... do you remember?" 0:35
Allonsy remembers that he's trying not to talk to her and turns away. 0:35
Kabuki Rache "Little pig people. They are brilliant workers but don't need to be in London's sewers." 0:36
Allonsy: 5 0:36
Bowties leaned into Cassie and whispered, "I wasn't really that rude back then, was I?" He wrinkled his nose. "Am I still rude?" 0:36
Marvel "Last thing I rmember we were sitting here having tea." 0:36
Cassie "So very rude." She said with a playful grin. She then cleared her throat. Stop the flirting, Cass. "I don't think he's rude." She pointed out, shifting a bit closer to ten. 0:37
Cassie looked to Marvel. "So my house then. That means there must be something... here." 0:38
Allonsy "Well.. I am rude... but thanks.. Sorry, I try to keep a handle on it but..." 0:38
Kabuki Rache gave a light snort. 0:39
Allonsy joined the chat 5 seconds ago 0:40
Allonsy "Something here?" 0:43
Marvel beeps. "Interesting. My sensors detect no abnormalities in the area, but something seems...off." 0:44
Allonsy pulls out sonic and starts scanning walls 0:44
Bowties Immediately falling into his role as protector, he pulled his sonic out of his jacket pocket. "I'll look around!" he announced. 0:44
Bella does the same, pulling out the sonicphone. 0:44
Cassie joined the chat 0:45
Cassie furrowed her brow. "Hang on... that portrait on the wall...." She examined it a moment. "There was a man there, behind me." She pointed. "He's gone now." 0:46
Allonsy scans the portrait 0:46
Bella rushes over tothe painting, examining it, before falling back 0:47
Allonsy "What is it?" 0:47
Bella: "GAH" She rubs at her head. "it bit me!" 0:47
Kabuki Rache rolled her eyes, fiddling with the screwdriver her uncle had given her for her birthday right before she had tried to hang herself. 0:47
Bowties "I may be wrong...but paintings aren't meant to bite people..." 0:48
Bella "Psychic. Damn it." 0:49
Cassie took a step back, suddenly realising the wallpaper was peeling... quickly... in front of her. 0:49
Allonsy "Psychic?" 0:49
Allonsy "Like telepath?" 0:49
Kabuki Rache pointed her screwdriver at the wall, scanning it. 0:50
Bella "I'm not telepathic. it bit me." 0:50
Cassie backed away, looking around the room. "This... this isn't my house." 0:50
Allonsy shrugged. 0:50
Allonsy "What do you mean? Whose house is it?" 0:51
Kabuki Rache "So... Who's messing with us? This is made from... your." She pointed at Cass. "Memories." 0:51
Cassie frowned. "I... I'm not sure. It's just... not mine. You see that door?" She pointed to the door near the stairs where she kept her... science experiments. "It shouldn't be so far left." She watched as it moved, eyes widening. 0:52
Bella pulled out her blaster. "Fuckass." BLAM. She shot the door. 0:53
Allonsy "We should get out then..." 0:53
Kabuki Rache "Not gonna help, moron." She muttered. 0:53
Cassie flinched. "Oi! Put it away!" She glared at Bella's gun. 0:53
Allonsy "Was that really necessary?" 0:53
Cassie took Allonsy's hand instinctively. 0:53
Allonsy squeezes her hand gently. 0:53
Bowties "I don't like guns," he said through gritted teeth. 0:54
Allonsy "Me neither..." 0:54
Cassie glanced at Eleven and then away, so quickly even she wondered if it had happened. 0:54
Bella pocketed it. "Had to see if it would help." 0:54
Allonsy "Well, clearly it didn't..." 0:56
Kabuki Rache pulled her knife out again, studying it. There was an odd tint to the blue metal. "Guys... pinstripes is right, we need to get out of here." She held up the greenish metal. "Now." 0:56
Cassie shook her head. "Who the hell is messing with my memories?" 0:56
Allonsy pulled Cassie toward the front door. 0:57
Bella grabbed the Marvel cube. "Let's move out." 0:57
Cassie followed along only half-there. 0:57
Allonsy continued to pull until they were in the street in front of the house 0:59
Allonsy "Cassie, you okay?" 0:59
Cassie turned and looked back at the slowly deteriorating building. The paint was chipping and the flowers seemed to be wilting. "It's as if time is speeding up." She shook her head. 0:59
Kabuki Rache paused, watching the room distort and bubble, like a wound. 0:59
Bowties frowned, and walked up to a tree in the yard. First he smelled it, then he knocked on it. "...This is not real..." he said, frowning. 1:01
Bowties "Something is wrong, here. Very, very wrong." 1:01
Cassie wuirked a brow at Eleven. 1:02
Bella picked up a rock, chucking it at the house. It bounced back like rubber. 1:02
Allonsy "Where's Rache?" 1:02
Cassie stepped back a bit farther, releasing the Doctor's hand. "I don't like this." She murmured. 1:03
Marvel "She's still in the house." There was a roar, and the cube shifted into a voidtiger, racing into the dissappearing house. 1:03
Kabuki Rache went over to the wall, studying it. "What's controlling you and what broke?" She muttered, touching the wall. She hissed slightly when her glove melted. "Oh interesting." 1:04
Marvel leaped through a window, the glass fading like glitter. "Come on, we need tog et out of here." 1:05
Bella "MARVEL!" 1:05
Kabuki Rache "But why?" She said she said, leaning closer to studying it, the nose of her mask barely touching the wall. She yelped and scrambled back when it melted and she pulled it off, tossing it to the ground. She turned to the void tiger and nodded. "C'mon." 1:07
Marvel nodded, a purple glow suurrounding the two. "Hold on, this is going to feel weird." There was a crackling sound and the two dissappeared. 1:09
Kabuki Rache gripped the voidtigers fur. "Fuck." 1:11
Marvel They appeared on the lawn. ~Sorry hun. Fastest way out~ 1:12
Bella rushed forwards. "Are you two okay?" 1:12
Kabuki Rache turned her face away from Bella, unbinding her hair to cover her scars. "Fine." 1:14
Cassie watched incredulously as her home all but fell to dust. 1:15
Bella nodded. "I dont think this will stop here. We need to run." 1:15
Kabuki Rache "Be glad you weren't in there, blondie." She muttered. "You guys go ahead. There is something in here with us....." 1:16
Allonsy "We're not leaving you here," he muttered. 1:16
Bella "We're not leaving you here." 1:16
Bella looked over at Allonsy and nodded 1:17
Kabuki Rache didn't look at them. "I'm the least important here. Go ahead." 1:18
Cassie "I've seen this before." She murmured. "Where have I seen this before?" All of reality was coming to a stop. 1:18
Bella "We are NOT leaving you here." 1:19
Allonsy takes Cassie's hand again. 1:19
Bella "There is not one person in the multiverse that isnt important, do you hear me?" 1:19
Cassie looked down at their hands before realisation struck. "Dream Lord." 1:20
Kabuki Rache turned to them, letting them see the scarring on her face. "If leaving me behind means you survive, then I'll run the other damn direction." She growled. "I am a monster and the wrong kind of important." 1:21
Bowties "But...the Dream Lord...that..." 1:21
Bella looked up. "WhAGHHHH!" She letout a scream, clutching at her head,. :GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" 1:21
Cassie furrowed her brow. "You don't think?" She looked to Eleven. 1:21
Marvel flashed forwards. "BELLA!" 1:22
Bowties "I do think...it's just...why would I do this to us?" he muttered the last words, hoping nobody else heard them. 1:23
Cassie "Not you." She murmured. "You're not him." 1:23
Bowties sighed, hoping she was right. "Why take our memories?" he wondered aloud, trying to force his brain to focus on a different problem. 1:26
Cassie shook her head. "Because they're dangerous." 1:27
Bowties shook his head. "Not with me. My memories are all that keep from the darkness. You're right, the Dream Lord can't be me, this time. I would know that taking away my memories only makes me infinitely more dangerous." 1:28
Cassie cringed internally. "But how do we wake up?" She looked around. "If this is even the dream..." 1:29
Marvel "Well how did you beat himk the last time?" May 18
Cassie looked to Eleven. 1:30
Allonsy let go of Cassie's hand and walked away a few paces. 1:31
Cassie furrowed her brow, sitting on the edge of the pavement. She shut her eyes. 1:33
Allonsy sad next to Cassie. "So... what's going on? I'm a little lost..." Normally he wouldn't admit such a thing, but he trusted Cassie. 1:35
Kabuki Rache turned, gripping her knife again. 1:35
Marvel stepped in frong of \Rache. "We're not abandoning you." 1:36
Cassie shook her head. "The dream lord twists reality and created an entirely new world, so exact and precise it's nearly impossible to tell which is real." 1:37
Allonsy nodded and looked up at Marvel. "I don't think we need to leave..." He gestured to the property line, indicating that the damage had stopped there... for now. 1:38
Bowties felt his mind racing as he worked through everything they had been through so far, everything he had seen. "We need to figure out who it is...what he...or she...wants!" 1:38
Bella "I thought only the eternals had the power to warp reality?" 1:39
Cassie shook her head. "The Dream Lord won't be so naive. Honestly the only way out is to be let out..." 1:39
Bella looks u[p. "Hello, i'm looking for the head honcho in charge of thios shabam. Don't suppose you would like to come have a friendly conversation?" 1:42
Kabuki Rache turned away from them, pressing the knife against her stomach. "I'm sorry." She whispered and pushed into though her camo fatigues into the soft flesh. 1:45
Allonsy stands up and opens his mouth to protest. "What are you doing?!" 1:46
Bella lunged for Rache. "NO!" 1:46
Marvel nlipped behind Rache to catch her. 1:46
Marvel: *slipped 1:46
Bella pulled out the dagger. "nonono, WHAT THE FUCK?" 1:47
Allonsy The air around them seemed to shimmer and a ripple passed through as the dreamlord's power was broken. 1:47
Allonsy changed name to Artzes 1:47
Kabuki Rache coughed weakly, a smile on her ruined face as she fell backward. "Guess... I was the dream lord." 1:47
Artzes "Rache!" 1:47
Artzes pushed the others off and knelt next to her. 1:48
Kabuki Rache coughed again, holding her hand to her wound, blood on the corner of her mouth. "Maybe.. I can finally be free." She whispered. 1:49
Cassie stared, not quite believing what had just happened. 1:49
Artzes "No, don't you dare!" 1:49
Marvel starts glowing blue, before the enviropment around themm shifts into a med bay. " 1:50
Artzes "Rache... why are you still...?" He bit his lip as he looked her over, his hand trailing carefully over her scars. 1:50
Kabuki Rache "Because this is me. I never lost my memories." She coughed again. "Its... really hot in here...." 1:51
Artzes "No, but... you're supposed to be my firefly..." he whimpered. "Everything was supposed to be fixed..." 1:52
Bella "SShe is your firefly." She started pulling bandages out of the cabinets. She tosses some to Artzes. "Get her bandaged up." 1:52
Cassie looked around helplessly. "I- Bella. Grab something... absorbent." 1:52
Artzes grimly starts to work at the wound. "Don't you dare die, Rachellia." 1:53
Kabuki Rache pawed at her fatigues. "I'm nothing to no one." She wheezed. 1:53
Artzes "You are everything to me." 1:53
Bella pulls out a syringe. "Permission to sedate her?" 1:53
Artzes "Denied." 1:53
Bella frowns. "She's going to keep being self destructive otherwise, verbally or non." 1:54
Cassie dashed around, returning with towels, she knelt to the ground and gently pressed the to Rache's wound. 1:54
Artzes pinned Rache's arms down and forced her to look at him. "I love you, every version of you, got that?" 1:54
Artzes "Shut up, Bella." 1:54
Kabuki Rache "Then why didn't you stop me... 6 years ago.." She whimpered when the towels pressed against her stomach. "I tried to die and no one stopped me or came for me." 1:55
Bella tosses the syringe into the bin. 1:55
Cassie "Bella, there's rubbing alcohol here somewhere, and something to numb the pain. Find it." 1:55
Artzes presses his forehead to hers. "I did... well... he did... In my universe..." 1:55
Kabuki Rache "No... noone came.. not even my... parents." She made a noise that was half sob, half cough, blood bubbling at the corner of her mouth. 1:56
Bella reaches for it. "Here" 1:57
Artzes "I'm so so sorry." He reached out to her mind tentatively and soothed it gently. "I'm here now..." 1:57
Bowties felt his hearts grow heavy as he surveyed the scene. "What can I do to help?" he asked. 1:57
Cassie "Alcohol. Find some." 1:58
Kabuki Rache pushed him away the best she could. "Just let me die." 1:58
Artzes "Never," he growled. He pressed a kiss to her lips. "Never." 1:58
Cassie "Rache, stop it." She murmured, feeling her own tears. She increased the pressure slightly, the blood now soaking her hands. 1:58
Bella handed Cassie the bottle. 1:59
Bowties He ran into the house, desperately fighting to hold back the barrage of memories that were flooding his mind. He would have to process them eventually, but if he let them in now, they would completely overwhelm him. 1:59
Bella carefyully reaches for Rache's weapons. 1:59
Kabuki Rache just turned her head, the scares and acid burns, facing them. "I'm not worth this." 1:59
Artzes helps Bella to remove the weapons and works at the fatigues 2:00
Cassie took it and pulled away the towels, tearing off the fabric of her shirt. "Sorry about this." She dumped the whole bottle of alcohol onto the wound before returning the pressure. "You're worth every moment." 2:00
Artzes helps to pull Rache into a sitting position. 2:00
Artzes "You need to stay with me firefly, so I can show you everything you have to live for." 2:01
Cassie took Artzes' hand and pressed it to the towel so she could stand and find a dry one. She returned and switched them out. 2:01
Artzes applied pressure to the wound, murmuring softly in Gallifreyan. "You are worth all of my lives and more, Manyetha." 2:02
Kabuki Rache screamed, tears running from one eye. "There is nothing for me anymore. I've got nothing." She flinched when the rest of her scars were shown. Thin lines and thick stab wounds on her arms and shoulder, along with round bullet scars. 2:02
Artzes "You have me." 2:03
Cassie looked away, not able to take in Rache's scars. They hurt her too much. Cassie gave Artzes an apologetic look before taking her leave to find the Eleventh Doctor. 2:03
Kabuki Rache "Do I?" She whispered. "I'm a cold blooded killer, Doctor. Exactly the kind of person you don't like." 2:04
Bella took Rache's hand in hers. "You're going to live." 2:04
Artzes sat Rache against the wall and examined her wound. He decided to do away with healing procedures and focused his regeneration energy on the wound. "You. Are. Worth. Everything." 2:05
Cassie ran into the kitchen and turned on the sink. As she ran her blood-covered hands under the burning water she began to sob pathetically. 2:05
Artzes "It doesn't matter. None of it matters because you are mine. And I am yours. Nothing else matters." 2:05
Kabuki Rache batted at him. "Don't waste your energy on someone who's going to die. Go back to your life. Go back to your... whomever. Just... let me be." 2:07
Artzes "You are my life." 2:07
Bowties ran to the medicine cabinet and found an empty space where the alcohol would have been. Someone else must already have grabbed it. He froze when he heard soft crying coming from the kitchen. He followed the sound, and found Cassie standing over the sink, alone. "Leghai" he whispered, the word feeling strange on his tongue, both strange and familiar at once. "It's okay. It'll be okay!" 2:08
Bella squeezed her hand. "You need to live." 2:08
Kabuki Rache "No. It would be better if I died." She closed her eyes, tears running down the side of her face. 2:09
Artzes finished healing her wound and cupped her face in his hands. "I love you." He kissed her forehead gently. 2:09
Cassie joined the chat 5 seconds ago 2:12
Cassie sucked in a quick breath, lifting her soaking hand to brush tears from her cheeks. "Light?" She looked at him curiously, shutting off the water. That word felt familiar, and it hurt. After a moment the tears returned and she curled up against his chest, an act that felt right though her mind told her it was wrong. 2:13
Kabuki Rache sat up, not looking at him, more scars on her back. "I don't deserve your love." She whispered, pushing hin back. "I.. should go.." Go where though, to a flat that empty and cold? "Just leave me be. You... you weren't there when I needed you." She knelt bundling her clothes and weapons into a napsack, hair shrouding her face and body. Face it, no one really want you. They're just saying things. They won't be there when you need them. Just like always. Silently, she pushed past him into the hallway. 2:16
Marvel A barrier formed in front of Rache. 2:16
Artzes "Manyetha..." he pleaded. "Please... I..." 2:16
Marvel: ~Nope~ 2:16
Bowties "Talk to me," he urged. "'Here to help.' That's what I always say, isn't it?" He was getting dangerously close to breaking the dam he'd built in his mind to keep the memories from flooding him, from overwhelming him. It was such a delicate operation, letting in just enough to make sense of the world around him, while keeping the painful memories, the defining memories, at bay. 2:17
Kabuki Rache snarled, a vicious, inhuman noise. "Let me out." She growled. "Or so help me, I will use my arsenal." She ignored the plea behind her. 2:17
Artzes "I do love you. More than anything, please just stay..." 2:17
Marvel: ~I'm not moving the barrier~ 2:18
Marvel: [there are other hallways around it] 2:18
Kabuki Rache turned and stalked off the opposite direction, shouldering her pack like a backpack, completely ignoring her uncle's words. 2:19
Cassie grasped lightly at the lapels of his tweed jacket, sobbing into the Doctor's chest. "I can feel it." She murmured. "Her blood. I-" She choked on the last of her words, lost in tears. 2:19
Artzes "Rache. Rachellia. Manyetha..." He scrambled after her, trying to get her to listen. "Firefly, please..." 2:21
Kabuki Rache rounded on him. "Look I don't know how you know my name, nor who this firefly is, but get this, I'm not her. Stop saying my name. There is nothing blessed about me." She clutched at her head. He's just saying that. the drums chanted at her. 2:23
Bowties stroked her hair, the familiar smell letting a few memories loose in his mind. These were dangerous memories. He saw Cassie fighting for her life...he felt the same anguish he'd felt that day, watching her light go out, feeling powerless to stop it...it almost took his breath away. "It's okay," his whispered, his voice breaking. "I'm here, Cassie." Then, even more quietly, "I'm always here." 2:24
Artzes whimpered and drew back. "You're Kyrie..." he murmured. "Kyrie never liked me..." 2:24
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Kabuki Rache "Thats all I am. The Valkyrie, the collector of the dead." She shook her head, read hair flying. "I've not seen you since I was sixteen, right before I tried to kill myself. Maybe I did die that day. Because that's the day I realized, nobody cares about the damned." She turned back, striding away. 2:26
Cassie wrapped her arms around his waist, not even caring that she had only just met this Doctor, or that perhaps she didn't quite like him the way she ought to. It felt good to cry there, and so she did. "Thank you." She murmured after a while. 2:27
Artzes felt his hearts shatter and he staggered after her before falling to his knees. "Rache..." 2:27
Bowties returned her thanks with a crooked smile. "You don't have to go back out there..." he suggested, concern in his eyes. 2:29
Cassie sniffled, pulling away. She wiped her eyes on her sleeve. "I don't think I'm needed." 2:30
Kabuki Rache kepts walking till she couldn't be seen by him anymore and dropped to her knees, face in her hands. "Why do they care? Six years and all of the sudden everyone cares." 2:30
Marvel: ~People arent omnisient. We cant see everything. When we do, we want to help~ 2:31
Kabuki Rache "Then why didn't they help me when I actually needed it?" She muttered. "Let me out you overgrown housecat." 2:32
Artzes curled in on himself and reached out through the bond looking for Rache his Rache - the one he had saved. He whimpered softly and began rocking himself slowly on the floor. 2:32
Marvel: ~You actually need help now~ 2:33
Bella stepped out of the medbay, crouching beside Artzes/ "Hello?" 2:33
Artzes doesn't respond. 2:34
Kabuki Rache "Do I? I seem to be doing just fine. Or would've had no one interfered." She growled. "Does no one care about my opinion?" 2:34
Marvel: ~If myou had your way, you would be dead and the world would be grieving you~ 2:35
Artzes started to mutter, mostly to himself. "I need Rache. Where is my Rache? Firefly... where are you?" 2:35
Bella "Marvel is talking to her. it's going to be okay." 2:35
Kabuki Rache "And the universe would be a better place." She snapped. 2:36
Artzes "No... not Kyrie... my Rache..." 2:36
Artzes "My firefly..." 2:36
Bowties "I need you," he assured her. "You might not remember that, now, but...you will. I've always needed you." More memories, an overwhelming mixture of emotions, spilled over into his mind. A Cassie and Doctor "Greatest Hits." His head was pounding, and he could barely breathe, but he fought through it, remembering who it was all for. He placed his hands on Cassie's temple, knowing that she would be able to feel them too. "It just took me a long, long time to realize it." May 18
Marvel ~Not without you. You can do so much good~ 2:37
Bella "Theyre the same person. You cant just give up on her." 2:38
Artzes ~Rache? Where are you...? I need you...?~ He whimpered softly and continued to rock. 2:38
Cassie flinched away, his flood of memories sparking something inside of her. She stepped back, looking at him wide eyes as she shook her head. "No... You don't know me." She murmured. "I've never met you." Cassie took another step back. May 18
Kabuki Rache "What so I can be scorned and called a monster? No. No good deed goes unpunished, don't you understand that?" 2:38
Artzes "I never would... I... I just can't fix her this time... I've done it so much... I need someone to fix me now..." 2:39
Bella pauses. "Do you need a hug?" 2:40
Artzes "I need Rache..." 2:40
Marvel: ~You arent a monster Rachellia Oakdown. You are the Valkyrie of Gallifrey, savior of planets. Prove it~ 2:41
Kabuki Rache "Savior? No.. you must be confused. I am the destroyer of planets." 2:42
Bowties "I'm sorry, Cassie...really, I am...but you do know me. Better than I know myself" His expression was genuinely apologetic. He wished, for her own sake, that she didn't know him. That she could be spared all of the pain that they'd been through. But she had been through it, and she would remember it eventually. It was only a matter of time, and better for her to remember now, with him by her side to help her through it, than later, when she was all alone with nobody to comfort her. 2:42
Marvel ~Are you really going to argue with the TARDIS that exists at every point in time? I see the future, and yours is brilliant~ 2:42
Bella sits down next to him and starts humming a gallifreyan lullaby. 2:43
Kabuki Rache growled. "I think you're confusing me with dear uncle's precious firefly." 2:43
Cassie shook her head. There was something at the edge of her mind, a memory, so dark. She lifted a hand to her arm, brushing against the fading scars of a snake's massive fangs. She looked back at Eleven. "No- I don't remember that- I-" More tears, and then it all flooded back and she sunk to her knees, a useless puddle. 2:45
Marvel ~No actually, i'm not. That's where you to differ. his firefly is only paart of the valkyrie. you're the whole shabang, the biggest chance to help the universe~~ 2:46
Kabuki Rache hissed. "Do you know who the Valkyrie were? They were killers and warriors." She got up again. "Just leave me the fuck alone." 2:49
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Marvel ~Theyre also the angels who bring souls to heaven, providing aid to heroes.~ 2:51
Bowties "I'm sorry Cassie," the Doctor repeated, over and over again, as the tears began to spill down his face as well. "I'm sorry." The dam had broken, the memories flooding through, each one like knife being turned through his flesh. But he pushed through it, once again. It didn't matter. The pain didn't matter. He didn't matter. Not if he couldn't help Cassie. 2:51
Cassie took a deep breath, searching for something somewhere. "Kalarash?" The word felt hot on her tongue, burning familiarity. 2:52
Kabuki Rache "Well maybe this angel fucking fell." She punched the wall. 2:52
Marvel ~Then get back up and fly again~ 2:54
Artzes ~Rache... come back here?~ 2:55
Kabuki Rache pulled her knife out of her pack, searching her reflection in the blue-silver metal. "You have an awful lot of confidence in a monster. Look, I'm no angel, I'm no savior. Just a blood thirsty..." She paused, looking back the way she came, then shook her head. "I'm a monster... A demon. Don't you know. No one mourns the wicked. And I'm wicked. Like my father used to be before mum came into his life." 2:57
Marvel ~And you're content with just being a monster?~ 2:58
Kabuki Rache "I can't really be something I'm not, now can I?" 2:58
Bella ~People can change~ 2:59
Kabuki Rache "Not as easily as you seem to think." 3:01
Artzes: [she mentioned that her mother changed her father... hint hint] 3:01
Marvel ~So maybe you need someone too. To help you change~ 3:02
Kabuki Rache "Again, who love love a monster?" She was starting to feel helpless and glanced down the hall again. 3:03
Kabuki Rache: *could love 3:04
Artzes whimpered and curled up tighter. 3:04
Marvel: ~What if i told you that you have a soulmate out there, just waiting for you.~ 3:04
Bella "Shh, it's going to be okay" 3:04
Kabuki Rache snorted. "Right." She could help herself, but look down the hall. 3:05
Bowties gave Cassie a watery smile. "Hello." he said simply. 3:05
Bowties: [better late than never...darn internets] 3:06
Marvel: ~Im serious. you two are sickening. Go Rachellia Oakdown, Valkyrie and savoir of worlds. Get back up and fly again. Find him.~ 3:07
Cassie furrowed her brow. "That word... I don't understand." She shook her head, pulling herself off the floor. And then she say it, there, in the back of her mind. "Oh." It was almost a sigh, so breathy and quiet. Cassie found the Doctor's gaze and just stared for a moment. 3:07
Cassie: saw* 3:08
Kabuki Rache "Us... two?" She asked quietly, setting her pack down. 3:09
Bella: ~Together for always. Be brilliant my dear.~ 3:11
Kabuki Rache "You mean me... and him?" She pointed down the hall. 3:12
Bowties "Welcome back," he said, suddenly feeling very self-conscious. 3:13
Marvel: ~Your version of him. This one is a seperate timeline.~ 3:13
Marvel: ~Although id go hug this one. hes currently having a breakdown~ 3:14
Cassie said nothing. She simply walked forward, wrapped her arms around the bowtied man's shoulders, and kissed him hard as she could. 3:16
Kabuki Rache "Oh..." She said softly and started to make her way back down the hall towards the man. She flinched when she saw him curled up and rushed to him. Maybe this once... she could do something right. Kneeling beside him, pulled him up into her embrace. 3:17
Artzes clutched to her tightly, choking back a sob. "Rache... I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." He continued to babble apologies in English and Gallifreyan as he clung to her. 3:19
Kabuki Rache just wrapped her arms around him, holding him tight, saying nothing. 3:20
Artzes took deep breaths and got himself under control in a few moments. He pulled back and his fingers traced down her arms, frowning at the scars. "How many of these did you do?" 3:21
Kabuki Rache "Does it matter?" She muttered, ashamed for the first time. 3:22
Bowties His eyes widened as their lips met, and he was so taken aback that for a split second he tried to push away. Then, his mind finally allowing him to accept what had happened, he sunk into the kiss, ignoring the alarm bells going off in his mind. "Maybe I haven't gotten that memory back, but...we've never done that before, have we?" he stammered when it was over, his face flush. 3:23
Artzes "It matters to me. It's always mattered to me..." He traced his fingers along each of them slowly before ducking his head and kissing each one slowly. "You matter." 3:23
Kabuki Rache "Why?" She asked softly. "Im just a scarred nobody." 3:25
Cassie bit her lip, blushing profusely. "I- No. We haven't." She ran a hand through her hair and looked away. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have-" She couldn't continue. 3:27
Artzes closed his eyes at her words. "You are not nobody. You are Rachellia Manyetha Aoifadrana Oakdown. And you are one of the most brilliant people I have ever met. So don't you dare talk like that about yourself." He kissed another of her scars. 3:28
Kabuki Rache 's fluttered shut at the feeling of his lips on her wrist. It had been so long since she allowed someone to touch her and even longer her bare, scarred skin. 3:30
Artzes worked his way up her arm, kissing each of her scars. When he got to her shoulder he turned his head up and kissed a scar on her jawline before hovering over her lips. "I love you. Every version of you, no matter how broken you think you are. You are beautiful, and I will always always try to fix you." 3:33
Bowties "Don't be sorry," he smiled, stroking her face. 3:36
Kabuki Rache wouldn't look at him, "How can you love someone like me?" She whimpered, a tear sliding from her good eye. 3:38
Cassie leaned into his touch, afraid to look at him. She knew he wasn't much for relationships, and it made her self-conscious that she had pushed herself on him like that. "I am though." She murmured. 3:38
Artzes reached up to wipe the tear away. "Because you are beautiful. In every way..." 3:39
Kabuki Rache "Even as scarred and broken as my body is?" 3:40
Artzes "Ye-" he frowned. He could see past her scars. But clearly she couldn't. He furrowed his brow and let his hand hover over her damaged eye. His hand began to glow with regeneration energy. "I will always love you, no matter what. But you need to love you too." 3:43
Bowties "Well, I'm not," he insisted, reddening. 3:43
Kabuki Rache reached up, slapping his hand away. "Don't. It won't help and it won't change anything." 3:44
Artzes pursed his lips and let the glow fade. "How can I help you, Manyetha?" 3:46
Kabuki Rache "I.. I don't know." She shook her head, red hair falling into her eyes. "I.. just don't know anything anymore." 3:47
Artzes brought a hand under her chin, lifting her to face him. "You're beautiful," he murmured. He leaned in slowly and cautiously to brush a soft kiss against her lips. ~I love you~ 3:49
Kabuki Rache brought her hand to his face, relaxing into the kiss, eyes shut. 3:52
Artzes smiled in relief as she relaxed and brought a hand up to cup her neck. ~I love you more than time will ever let me tell, my dear Manyetha. I will do everything in my power to make sure nothing ever hurts you again.~ 3:55
Kabuki Rache "You can't protect me from myself, Doctor." She murmured against his mouth. 3:56
Artzes pulled back. "Do you know how many times you've told me that? And my answer is always the same. I can try. And I always will." He brushed a thumb over her cheek. "Promise me... no more self harm... please?" 3:58
Kabuki Rache "I... I can't promise that." She whispered, pulling away. 3:59
Artzes caught her and pulled her back. "Stay." He pressed his forehead to hers. "It's alright... you don't need to... for now. I will heal you. I promise..." He closed his eyes. "I'll... figure something out," he muttered as he thought about his 'verse's Rache. "I'll not abandon you." 4:01
Kabuki Rache "I'm not who you really want, and i know it." She said softly. "I have extraordinary luck, I always survive. You don't need to worry about me, Doctor." 4:03
Artzes wrapped her in his arms tightly. He spoke in full Gallifreyan next, "I want you, Rache. Every you. I never want you to be alone, ever, in any universe. So I will stay. Not because I have to or feel the need to, but because I want to." 4:06
Kabuki Rache wanted to believe him, she really did, but she couldn't bring herself to be able to. "Please... don't tether yourself to a gargoyle like me." She was stiff in his arms, unused to being touched, except for the occasional slap she would get. 4:09
Artzes rested his forehead on her shoulder as he fought tears. "Please, firefly..." he said softly. "You're breaking my hearts..." He had seen Rache broken. He had thought he had seen the worst. But this... this was worse than anything she had shown him before. And she wasn't letting him help. 4:14
Kabuki Rache pulled away gently. "Look, I don't know who or what this future... alternate, whatever, me is to you." She was trying to be nice. "I... I haven't been touched in years. People take one look at my face and they recoil in fear and disgust. Today was the first I've seen any of my family in.. 6 years, going on 7." 4:19
Artzes swallowed tightly. "I'm sorry..." He looked into her eyes, searching for... something. He bit his lip and whimpered slightly when he didn't find it. "Rache..." He sighed and hung his head. "I'm out of things to say... Just know that there is someone out there who loves you... regardless of what your body looks like and what you've done..." 4:25
Kabuki Rache shook her head. "I doubt that. But... I'm trying.." She moved away from him to lean against the wall. 4:27
Artzes sighed and moved to sit next to her. He grabbed her hand and absently wrote their bondname on the back. "I'm talking about me... I love you, always, forever. Every version, no matter what." 4:31
Kabuki Rache "Why me? I've killed so many people. I have so much innocent bloody on my hands I'm drowning. " She motioned to her body. "You obviously know what I think about myself." 4:36
Artzes leaned his head over to rest on her shoulder. "Because when you put that down... when you're like this... when you're sorry... you're one of the most beautiful people I've ever met." 4:37
Kabuki Rache began to cry silently, tears flowing from her good eye. She was trying to figure out what there was to love about her. She had plenty of reasons to hate herself and be hated, one for ever scar, but she couldn't think of any reasons why someone would want to love her. 4:40
Artzes squeezed her hand tightly and began quietly reciting the bond vows. He hardly realized he was doing it. 4:43
Kabuki Rache listened to them, slightly in awe. But.. this wasn't right... it wasn't meant for her... it was meant for another with her name. "Doctor." She interuppted him 4:44
Artzes looked up. "Hm?" He ran his thumb in a circle over her hand. 4:47
Kabuki Rache "What was that... just now.. I wasn't supposed to hear that." She rubbed at her face with her free hand, wishing she had a mask to wear. 4:48
Artzes "Bonding vows..." he murmured. "Ours... well.... kind of..." 4:50
Kabuki Rache froze. "That's.. I wasn't supposed to hear that at all. Even I know those are private." 4:50
Artzes "They're yours..." he said quietly. "If you'll take them..." 4:54
Kabuki Rache "You are bonded already." She whispered. "To another me. What will bonding me do?" 4:55
Artzes "You're the sa-" He shook his head. "The bond takes names... you share a name, therefore it won't 'register' as different... just a renewal... really I don't know much else about it except that it's possible." He shuffled around to kneel in front of her, looking into her eyes. "I want to..." 4:57
Kabuki Rache bit her lip, then nodded. "I... guess it couldn't hurt." 5:02
Artzes nodded and slowly began to lead her through the words of the vows. Without the added amplification of the bonding room the effect was less noticeable, but definitely there. He whimpered as he felt and saw exactly how much more damaged her mind was than what it had been the first time they had done this. "I will fix it..." he promised. 5:09
Kabuki Rache let her head fall forward against his shoulder, shaking like a leaf. 5:10
Artzes "I love you," he murmured. His arms wrapped around her and he rubbed her back gently. "I love you." 5:12
Kabuki Rache scooted forward, climbing into his lap, face hidden in his shoulder. 5:13
Artzes ~Shhhh, it's okay... I'm here, love. Nothing's going to hurt you while I'm here... not even yourself.~ He nestled his head against her hair. 5:15
Kabuki Rache didn't answer him, too busy concentrating on staying still and trying to relax in his embrace. 5:20
Artzes started to hum their lullaby softly, trying to ease the tension. He loosened his arms slightly, enough for her to slip away without any trouble if she felt the need to. 5:21
Kabuki Rache relaxed further, truly relaxing as she wrapped her arms around his neck.
Is there a Master I can play with? Rache wants her Daddy.
She huffed a laughed. ~I’ll be okay now, I think~ She wiggled out of his arms and trotted next to him.
“Alright, good! I can’t carry ye forever.” Jake flashed a grin as they headed out onto the street. “Ye up ta a jog?”
She barked and fell into a full out run in front of him. ~When am I not up to running, blondie?~