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i miss my girl, I'll never find anyone like her again.

#i wish we couldve made it my princess #im too traumatized to come back to you but ill never get over you #i can imagine my sweet baby crying and i just sigh and yearn

i think i should end all my friendships and stay alone for a long while. i dont think I bring any good to anybody. i only wish i wouldve thought of this sooner.

i grew up telling myself id rather be known for a brief period of time and missed than to ever stick around until people lose interest in me, and unsurprisingly i guess thats the rules i abide by now.

#i dont even mean to its a subconscious thing

im so tired of being nonchalant and miserable.. i want someone to love me even though im a chud and a loser

guys.. im tired of telling myself that i want to be alone for the rest of my life and im better off like that anyway and that i dont deserve to be happy... i want to be loved. i want to be held and comforted and loved. i want to be someones first priority. i want to experience these things, im so tired of being lonely and insecure and suffering by myself for fucking ever. its not worth it. fuck my life. i want someone to actually take the time to know me and then somehow like me for who i am. i dont care if it ends eventually but i want it to be real. i want to have someone i can cry to and theyll comfort me and like kiss me better. whatever.

#im not a sigma male guys #there i said it #im a weak pathetic little bitch who craves something they dont deserve at all #im stupid cowardly pathetic trash and i want to be wanted and even tho i dont deserve it im finally admitting it because im only human bro

i miss when i used to be creative. i miss when i used to be caring. now im full of nothing. i have nothing and im trying to achieve nothing. idk

#i miss being smart and kallierghmenos #i miss when i wanted to make stuff #i wish i could just text my friends back and talk often #i miss being passionate #i wish i would stop waiting endlessly for nothing

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yall moved on im still here

emotill tongue piercing is canon ohhh till the way i will sex you ohhhhhhhhhhh

dreamt that elon musk died... take me back :(

feeling so low i wish someone would call me handsome and tell me im doing a good job

#even the strict service tops have their weak moments...

i wish i could just pound till with my dick ykwim

#he turns me tf on bro #my little blob i love him

#Spotify

i never really wanted more than what i ever really needed afterall fr gerard... real

why do i have to be cursed everyday with the ugliest skin on this stupid game araxys bulldog on my store and never the xerofang knife

#(i decided today that i want to get a new melee)#but ive never gotten the xerofangmelee in my store.

i have wasted so much money

#i like to console myself by saying its for all the money i didnt spend growing up because i felt too guilty to ask my parents to buy anythin #for me #and i still feel guilty but its way easier to spend it now so 💀

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